"Kai, please!" The pain ripped through me as I neared the moment of childbirth.

But as I cried out my Alpha mate’s name, a group of rogues saw their chance to strike. Desperation tore at me as I called for Kai, begging him to come to my aid.

"No, the rogues! Oh God, my baby—our baby, Kai, please, hurry!"

But instead of rushing to protect me, his mate and Luna—the she-wolf carrying his child—he chose to save his mistress, whose danger was far less imminent.

And so, I was left alone, on the brink of giving birth to his child, facing a pack of savage, heartless rogues.

....

The contractions hit me like a rogue’s bite, sharp and relentless. A red moon hung heavy in the sky, staining the forest floor crimson. My water broke, a warm gush against the cold earth, and I knew this pup wasn’t waiting. This was it. This was supposed to be the happiest night of my life, the night I brought Kai’s heir into the world.

But the air crackled with a different kind of energy, a primal fear that sent shivers down my spine, overriding the pain.

A rogue howl split the night, followed by another, and another. They were close, too close to the birthing dens.

Impossible. Our borders were heavily guarded. Another contraction ripped through me, and I bit back a scream. I tried to focus on the life growing inside me, a tiny flicker of hope in the encroaching darkness.

"Kai!" I howled, my voice laced with pain and fear. "Kai, they're here!"

I heard his answering howl, close now, a wave of relief washing over me. He was coming. He wouldn't abandon me, not now, not when our pup was about to be born. I could scent him, the familiar musk of cedar and pine, mixed with the metallic tang of wolf, cutting through the stench of rogue. Through the trees, I saw a flash of his dark fur, his powerful form a beacon in the night. He was almost here.

Then, a different cry split the night—Lyra’s. High-pitched and desperate, laced with a manufactured terror that made my gut clench.

"Kai! Help me!"

It’s his mistress, Lyra…

Kai skidded to a halt, suddenly unsure, his head whipping towards the sound. The relief I felt moments before curdled into icy dread. He hesitated, his gaze darting between me and the direction of Lyra's cry. The decision, etched on his face, was a blow more devastating than any beast’s fangs. He turned, a blur of dark fur disappearing into the trees, his voice echoing back, "Lyra! I'm coming!"

He was gone. He had chosen her.

I squeezed my eyes shut, the world a blur of agony and the sickening knowledge that I was utterly alone. The rogues were almost upon me, their snarls vibrating in my bones. This was it. This was how I would die.

And then a roar, deeper and more powerful than any I'd ever heard, suddenly ripped through the night. The rogues surrounding me froze, their eyes wide with stark terror. A massive form, cloaked in shadows, descended upon the clearing. He moved with a terrifying, controlled savagery, scattering the rogues like leaves in a storm. The air crackled with power, raw and untamed. This had to be the Rogue King, the one whispered about in hushed tones. Xander, yes, that was his name. But why was he protecting me?

The rogue king ripped the throat out of the rogue closest to me, then turned, his burning gaze locking onto mine. I braced myself for the killing blow, but it never came. Instead, he nudged my hand with his snout, a gesture so unexpectedly gentle it stole my breath. A small contingent of other wolves, their scent less feral appeared, scattering the attackers as if guided by an invisible hand. They surrounded my den and formed a protective wall against the remaining hostiles.

As another contraction hit, more powerful than the last, I knew I couldn’t wait. I pushed, my body screaming in protest, and felt a small, wet form slide into my arms. My pup. Alive. Barely.

The rogue king dipped his head, acknowledging the newborn, before turning back to face the remaining attackers. Relief, so profound it bordered on delirium, washed over me. I was alive. My pup was alive. But what now?

As if reading my thoughts, the rogue king nudged a female wolf forward. She was smaller, her fur a softer gray, her eyes filled with a gentle warmth. One of Xander’s Omegas. I recognized her scent from the periphery of the previous fight. She approached cautiously, her gaze fixed on my pup. With a silent understanding that transcended words, I placed my newborn in her care.

I had to go back. I had to face Kai. I had to understand. But in this moment of fragile peace, surrounded by the unexpected mercy of rogues, I knew one thing for certain: my life with the Crimson Pack was over.

The scent of my own blood, stale and metallic, clung to me as I stumbled through the villa gates. My body ached, every muscle screaming in protest from the ordeal of childbirth and the rogue attack. My wolf, wounded and exhausted, whined within me, a constant reminder of Kai's abandonment. I just wanted to collapse, to find solace in the familiar comfort of my den, of our den.

As I rounded the corner into the courtyard, the sight that greeted me stole what little breath I had left. Kai. My Kai. Entwined with Lyra, the Gamma’s daughter. Her arms were wrapped around his neck, her laughter echoing in the night air, a jarring counterpoint to the silent screams of my wolf. He was kissing her, his hands roaming possessively over her body, as if the events of the blood moon had never happened. As if I had never happened.

“Kai,” I rasped, my voice raw with exhaustion and a pain that ran deeper than any physical wound.

They sprang apart, guilt flashing across Kai’s face before being replaced with a carefully constructed mask of indifference.

“Elara,” he said, his voice flat. “You’re back. Are you alright?” His gaze flickered over me, a cursory assessment that barely registered the dried blood staining my clothes, the tremor in my limbs.

“Alright?” I repeated, the word a bitter echo in the courtyard. “Rogues attacked the birthing dens. I almost died. And you ask if I’m alright?”

“You’re the Luna,” he said, his tone dismissive. “I knew you could handle yourself.”

Lyra, ever the opportunist, nestled back against Kai’s side, her voice a trembling whisper.

“Kai, I was so scared. Those rogues… they were everywhere. Thank the Moon Goddess you came for me.”

He tightened his arm around her, a protective gesture that sent a fresh wave of agony through me.

"You look fine, Elara. And Lyra needed me. It was the right call." He never even asked about our pup. The pup he had abandoned me to protect. He didn’t even ask about our child.

A cold, hollow ache settled in my chest, a chilling realization that extinguished the last embers of hope. He didn't care. He hadn’t cared for a long time. Otherwise, this wouldn't be the second time I’d found them together, their intimacy a blatant disregard for my position, for our bond.

I turned away, the bile rising in my throat, and walked towards the villa, the weight of his betrayal a crushing burden. I happened by the kitchen, the scent of herbs and simmering stew usually a comfort, now a nauseating reminder of the life I had lost.

“…heard Lyra’s showing,” one of the Omega house helpers whispered, her voice hushed with excitement.

“Showing?” another giggled. “She’s practically glowing! The Alpha’s pup is strong.”

“Imagine,” a third chimed in, “Lyra as Luna. She’s much prettier than Elara, and she's the Gamma's daughter.”

“They look so much better together, don’t they?”

A wave of dizziness washed over me, and I stumbled against the doorframe. The omegas’ chatter ceased abruptly as they noticed me, their faces paling.

“Luna Elara,” one stammered, her eyes wide with a mixture of fear and… pity. “We… we didn’t see you there.”

“We’re sorry, Luna,” another whispered, backing away. “We were just…”

“It’s fine,” I managed, my voice a hollow rasp. “Just… carry on.” I pushed past them, the sting of their words, their casual dismissal of my pain, a final confirmation of what I already knew.

There was nothing left for me here. No love. No loyalty. No home. I had to leave. I had to take my pup and run. And I would. Silently. Swiftly. Before they could realize the true extent of their betrayal. Before they could take what little I had left.

I continued my preparations, moving with a quiet urgency that belied the turmoil within. The villa’s pantries were overflowing, Kai’s wealth ensuring an abundance of everything, but I took nothing from his stores. This escape, this new life, would be built by my own hands, fueled by my own strength. That afternoon, under the guise of a routine patrol, I ventured into the surrounding forest, gathering medicinal herbs, dried berries, and anything else I could carry. I cached them in a small, hidden den I'd discovered years ago, a secret place now vital to my survival.

As I returned, the scent of cedar and pine, so intimately familiar, so deeply ingrained in my memory, stopped me in my tracks. Kai. He stood at the edge of the clearing, his arms crossed, his expression unreadable.

“Elara,” he said, accusation lacing his tone. “Where have you been?”

“Walking,” I replied, my voice flat. I brushed past him.

He followed. “Elara,” he repeated, sharper this time. “Don’t ignore me.”

I stopped, turning to face him, the icy chill of the approaching night reflected in my eyes. “What do you want, Kai?”

“I want to know what you’re doing,” he said, his gaze intense. “These patrols… they’re unusual.”

“I’m preparing,” I whispered, “for the dance.”

He frowned. “The dance? What does that have to do with anything?”

“Everything,” I replied, meeting his gaze. “Tonight, everyone will see. They'll see what you’ve chosen. And they’ll see me choose myself.”

He scoffed. "You're being dramatic, Elara. It's just a dance." He paused, then added, with a forced casualness, "Lyra's picked out a beautiful dress. You should see it."

My silence hung heavy between us. He shifted, his jaw tightening almost imperceptibly. Then, with a curt nod, he turned and walked away, Lyra's scent clinging to him.

"We'll see you tonight, Elara."

Later, as I sorted the herbs, the lengthening shadows signaled the approach of twilight. The air thrummed with anticipation, the energy of the approaching New Moon Dance palpable even here in the quiet solitude of the gardens. The New Moon Dance. A celebration of renewal, of the pack's enduring strength, a ritual passed down through generations. A dance where the Luna, bathed in the nascent moonlight, would bless the pack, ensuring its prosperity for the coming cycle.

Kai’s shadow fell over me once more. Lyra’s cloying scent arrived first. I didn’t look up.

"Still at it?" he asked, his voice tight. "The dance is about to begin. Shouldn't you be getting ready?"

"I am ready," I replied coolly, continuing to sort the herbs.

Lyra giggled. "Oh, Elara, you're always so serious. Is that what you're wearing? It looks a little… drab for the occasion, don't you think?" She smoothed down the shimmering fabric of her own gown, her eyes glinting with malicious amusement.

"Perhaps you should borrow something of mine? I have several dresses that would… fit you much better now." The pointed glance at my slightly swollen belly was a deliberate jab, a cruel reminder of the child I carried, a child that used to be Kai's heir.