He returned a conqueror, painted in dried blood and arrogance.
I was standing in the foyer when the heavy oak doors swung open. I hadn't intended to be there, but Maria needed help shifting a vase, and my leg had finally healed enough to hobble around with a cane.
Jax strode in first. His shirt hung in tatters, plastered to his skin by a dried maroon crust. His lip was split, swollen and purple. He looked like a wreck, but he walked with the swagger of a god.
Catalina launched herself at him before he even cleared the threshold.
"Jax!" she screamed-a performance worthy of Broadway. She threw her arms around his neck, burying her face in his ruined shirt and sobbing loudly. "I was so scared! I thought I lost you!"
He winced as she jostled his injuries, yet he didn't push her away. Instead, he wrapped his bloodied arms around her waist, lifting her off the ground.
"I told you," he rasped, his voice wrecked. "No one touches you. No one disrespects you."
He buried his face in her hair, inhaling deeply, as if she were the oxygen he had been deprived of.
The household staff stood lined up against the wall, heads bowed in deference. The Capos behind him clapped him on the back. It was a hero's welcome.
I stood by the vase of white lilies, invisible.
Jax finally looked up. His eyes scanned the room until they landed on me. For a second, the adrenaline in his gaze faltered. He saw the cane. He saw the cast on my leg.
But then Catalina whimpered, drawing his attention back. "You're bleeding everywhere, baby. Come, let me clean you up."
"Yeah," he murmured. "Let's go."
He walked right past me. He didn't ask how I was. He didn't ask why I had called. He just walked up the stairs with his prize, leaving a trail of blood droplets on the marble floor that I would probably have to ask Maria to scrub later.
For the next three days, the house became a shrine to his victory. Catalina recounted the story to anyone who would listen, embellishing the details until Jax sounded like Achilles reborn.
I stayed in my room. I kept a laptop hidden under my mattress.
*Expedia. One-way. JFK to LGA. Then a train. Then a new life.*
I wasn't just leaving a relationship. I was defecting from a regime.
On the fourth night, a knock sounded at my door.
It opened before I could answer. Jax stood there. He was cleaned up, stitches marching across his eyebrow and lip. He held a large, velvet box.
He looked... sheepish. It was an expression that used to melt me. Now, it just looked like bad acting.
"Can I come in?" he asked.
"You own the house, Jax," I said, not looking up from my book. "You go where you want."
He flinched but stepped inside. He placed the box on the foot of my bed.
"I know things have been... intense," he started, rubbing the back of his neck. "I haven't been around much. The business with the Rossis took everything out of me."
"It's fine," I said.
"It's not fine," he insisted, trying to sound noble. "I've neglected you. I want to make it up to you."
He gestured to the box. "Open it."
I sighed and reached for it. Inside, nestled in black tissue paper, was a dress.
It was exquisite. Deep emerald silk, hand-embroidered with gold thread. It was a traditional belly dancing costume, the kind from the region my grandmother was from.
"I remembered you liked that weird dancing stuff," he said, looking proud of himself. "Thought you could wear it for me. Maybe tonight?"
He stepped closer, his hand reaching out to touch my cheek. His thumb grazed my skin, rough and calloused.
"We haven't been together in a while," he murmured, his voice dropping an octave. "I miss you, Eliana."
I looked down at the dress. It was beautiful. It was expensive.
And it was an insult.
He didn't know *why* I danced. He didn't know it was my escape, my prayer, my art. To him, it was just "weird stuff" I did to entertain him. He saw me as a private stripper, not a dancer.
I pulled away from his touch.
"I can't," I said.
His brow furrowed. "Why not?"
"My leg, Jax," I said, gesturing to the cast. "I can barely walk to the bathroom. You think I can shimmy for you?"
He looked at the cast as if seeing it for the first time. "Oh. Right. I forgot."
He forgot.
"Well," he said, retracting his hand. "When you get that off then. Soon."
"Soon," I echoed.
"I'm trying here, Elie," he said, a hint of irritation creeping in. "I bought you a gift. I'm here. Stop being so cold."
"I'm tired, Jax. The pain meds make me sleepy."
He sighed, loud and dramatic. "Fine. Sleep. But fix your attitude. I just won a war for this family. A little gratitude wouldn't kill you."
He turned and walked out, leaving the expensive dress on the bed like a tip on a nightstand.
I waited until his footsteps faded down the hall.
I picked up the dress. The silk felt like water against my fingers.
I walked to the trash can and dropped it inside.
Then I pulled out my laptop.
*Confirm Booking.*
New York. Tuesday. 6:00 AM.
I wasn't waiting for the cast to come off. I was limping out of hell.
The night before I planned to leave, Jax summoned me to the solarium.
"Summoned" was truly the only word for it.
A guard had pounded on my door and informed me that the Don requested my presence for dinner.
I wore a simple white dress that hung loosely on my frame. I didn't bother with jewelry. I didn't bother with makeup to hide the bruise-colored circles under my eyes.
When I entered the glass-walled room, I stopped dead.
It was... a stage set.
Candles were everywhere, hundreds of them, their flames flickering against the glass that looked out over the darkened estate grounds.
The table was set with his mother's finest china. A string quartet was playing in the corner-*Clair de Lune*, my favorite piece.
Jax stood by the table in a tuxedo. He looked like the prince from every fairytale I was fed as a child, polished and perfect.
"Eliana," he said, pulling out a chair. "Sit."
I sat. My cane clattered softly as I leaned it against the table.
"What is this?" I asked.
"An apology," he said, pouring a rich red wine. "A real one. I know I've been distracted. But I want you to know, you're still... vital to me. You're my future."
He reached across the table and took my hand. His palm was warm.
For a second, just a split second, my heart stuttered. This was the Jax I remembered. The one who used to hide flowers in my locker.
"I want us to go back to how we were," he said softly. "Before the stress. Before everything got complicated."
He squeezed my hand. "Look outside."
I turned my head.
A sudden hiss cut through the air, followed by a thundering boom.
Fireworks exploded over the garden in a shower of sparks. Red, gold, and green.
They formed letters in the sky, burning bright against the black velvet night.
*E-L-I-A-N-A*
It was grand. It was excessive. It was exactly the kind of gesture that was supposed to make a girl forget that her fiancé had watched her fall down a flight of stairs.
"Do you like it?" he asked, a boyish grin on his face.
Before I could answer, the glass doors slid open with a soft whir.
Catalina sauntered in.
She was wearing a silk robe tied loosely at the waist, holding a tumbler of whiskey.
"Oh, good! They went off on time," she said, clapping her hands lightly.
Jax looked at her, then back at me. He didn't look angry that she had interrupted. He looked... grateful. Relieved, even.
"You did good, Cat," he said.
The air left my lungs. "What?"
Catalina drifted over to the table, picking a grape off Jax's plate.
"The fireworks," she said, popping the fruit into her mouth. "Jax didn't know who to call. I have a cousin in pyrotechnics. I set it all up. Even picked the colors."
She winked at me over the rim of her glass.
"Green for envy. Red for blood. Gold for... well, gold digger."
She laughed, a sound like breaking glass.
I looked at Jax. "You didn't plan this?"
"I paid for it," he said, immediately defensive. "Cat just handled the logistics. She knows I'm busy with the clean-up from the Rossi fight. She wanted to help me do something nice for you."
"She wanted to help you," I repeated, my voice hollow.
"Yeah," Jax said, oblivious. "She's been great, Eliana. Really supportive of us. She even reminded me it was our dating anniversary next week."
I stared at him.
He didn't remember our anniversary. *She* reminded him.
He didn't plan the dinner. *She* did.
He didn't order the fireworks. *She* did.
Every romantic gesture, every moment of kindness in the last month... it had all been filtered through her.
She was orchestrating my relationship. She was pulling the strings, making Jax dance, making me dance.
I was sitting at a dinner table set by the woman who wanted to replace me, eating food she ordered, watching fireworks she bought, holding the hand of a man who couldn't even be bothered to remember what date it was.
"This isn't romantic, Jax," I said, pulling my hand away as if burned. "This is a puppet show."
"What?" He frowned.
"You're not doing this for me," I said, my voice rising. "You're doing this because she told you to. You aren't the playwright, Jax. You're just following her script."
"You're being ungrateful," Catalina chimed in, leaning on Jax's shoulder. "He spent a fortune."
"I don't care about the money!" I snapped. "I care that my fiancé needs his mistress to tell him how to love me!"
Jax slammed his hand on the table. The silverware rattled violently.
"She is not my mistress!" he roared. "She is family! And she is trying to help! Why can't you just accept a nice thing without analyzing it to death?"
"Because it's fake!" I yelled back. "It's all fake! You're fake!"
I grabbed my cane and stood up.
"Sit down, Eliana," Jax warned, his voice dropping to that dangerous register.
"No."
I started walking away.
"If you walk out of here," he called out, "don't expect me to come chasing you."
I stopped at the door. I didn't turn around.
"I stopped expecting anything from you a long time ago, Jax."
I walked out.
Behind me, I heard Catalina laugh.
"See?" she said. "I told you she wouldn't appreciate it. You should have just bought her a car."
"Yeah," Jax muttered. "Maybe you're right."
The next morning, the silence in the house was heavy, suffocating-like a tomb.
I stood in the library, waiting for the printer to churn out the final boarding pass, when the heavy oak door creaked open.
Catalina.
Gone was the smug smile she usually wore like a weapon. Today, she looked serious. Predatory.
"You're leaving," she stated flatly. It wasn't a question; her eyes had already darted to the suitcase standing by the door.
"Get out," I said, my fingers trembling slightly as I folded the paper.
She ignored me, walking straight to the desk to toss a manila envelope onto the polished wood. It slid across the surface and bumped against my hand.
"Open it."
I hesitated, a cold knot forming in my stomach, before undoing the clasp. Photographs spilled out.
They were old. Grainy. Capturing a teenage Jax and Catalina.
But there was nothing innocent about them.
There was one of Jax braiding her dark hair. Another of him holding her hand while she slept. And one of him looking at her... looking at her with the same raw adoration he used to give me, before the world hardened him into stone.
"He's been grooming me to be his wife since we were twelve," Catalina said softly, her voice laced with venomous sweetness. "The family just got in the way with their contracts and alliances. But he always came back to me. Even when he was with you."
She tapped a manicured fingernail on a photo dated three years ago. The night of my engagement party.
In the image, Jax stood in the garden, pressing a kiss to Catalina's forehead. He held her face with a tenderness that made my stomach lurch violently.
"He told me that night," she whispered. "He said, 'Marrying her is business. Loving you is my life.'"
I stared at the photo, the date stamp mocking me. I remembered that night vividly. I remembered searching for him in the dark. He had returned with grass stains on his knees, claiming he had tripped.
And I, the fool, had believed him.
"Why are you showing me this?" I asked, my voice barely holding together.
"Because I want you to know," she said, leaning in until her perfume clogged my senses. "You never had a chance. You were just the placeholder. The seat warmer."
She snatched the photos back with a sharp hiss. "And now, the show is over."
She turned toward the door, then paused. A wicked, terrifying glint entered her eyes.
"Oh, and Eliana?"
"What?"
She threw herself backward.
It happened in slow motion. She hurled her body against the heavy oak bookshelf with sickening force. She screamed-a piercing, terrified sound that shredded the air-and collapsed onto the floor, dragging a heavy porcelain vase down with her.
CRASH.
"HELP! JAX! SHE'S CRAZY!"
My heart hammered against my ribs like a trapped bird. *Not again.*
Heavy footsteps thundered down the hall. The door burst open, and Jax charged into the room, his gun already drawn.
He took in the scene instantly: Catalina sobbing on the floor amidst shattered porcelain, clutching her arm; me standing by the desk, frozen.
He didn't ask. He didn't assess.
He holstered the weapon and crossed the room in two terrifying strides. He shoved me. Hard.
I stumbled back, my hip slamming into the edge of the desk.
"I warned you!" he snarled, his face inches from mine, eyes wild with rage. Spittle hit my cheek. "I told you not to touch her!"
"I didn't-"
"Shut up!" He spun around, dropping to his knees beside Catalina, his voice instantly softening into a coo. "Cat, baby, let me see."
"She hit me with the vase," Catalina sobbed, burying her face in the crook of his neck. "She said if she couldn't have you, no one could."
Jax looked back at me over his shoulder. The hatred in his eyes was absolute. It was the look a man gives a rabid dog before he puts it down.
"Get out of my sight," he hissed. "If you weren't your father's daughter, I'd kill you right here."
He scooped Catalina up into his arms and carried her out.
I stood there, leaning against the desk for support, listening to the fading echo of their footsteps.
That was it. The final tether had snapped.
I picked up a pen. I pulled out a sheet of heavy stationery embossed with the Viles family crest.
I wrote three sentences.
*I release you from the oath. I release you from the contract. I hope she's worth the war.*
I slid the engagement ring off my finger-the replacement he had bought after I flushed the first one down the drain. I placed the cold metal on the paper.
I grabbed my suitcase. I grabbed my cane.
I walked out the back door. The servant's entrance.
The rain was pouring again, a relentless deluge that soaked my clothes instantly. My damaged leg throbbed with every step, a rhythmic spike of pain.
But I didn't stop.
I reached the service gate. The guard, a young kid named Marco whom I had once helped clear a gambling debt, stared at me. His eyes dropped to the suitcase.
"Miss Eliana?" he asked, confused.
"Open the gate, Marco," I said, my voice hollow. "Please."
He hesitated. He looked back at the looming house, then at my face, which was wet with rain and tears.
He hit the buzzer.
"Go," he whispered, turning his head away.
I stepped out onto the public road. A black sedan was waiting-the Uber I had summoned.
I climbed in.
"JFK," I said.
As the car pulled away, I didn't look back at the mansion. I didn't look back at the life that had slowly suffocated me.
I was a Queen without a crown, limping and broken. But for the first time in ten years, the air filling my lungs belonged to me.
Jax POV
The champagne tasted like piss.
I stood on the podium, looking out at the sea of faces. The entire syndicate was here to celebrate our victory over the Rossis.
Catalina stood next to me, draped in a red dress that cost more than most people made in a decade. She was smiling, waving, playing the part of the dutiful consort.
"And to my partner," I said into the microphone, the words feeling like gravel in my throat. "The woman who stood by me when the bullets were flying. Catalina."
Applause erupted. It was polite, dutiful noise.
I looked at her. She beamed up at me, clutching my arm, her eyes bright with triumph.
But when I looked at her-really looked at her-I felt nothing.
No spark. No protective rage. Just a dull, aching exhaustion.
I stepped down from the podium. People swarmed us, offering congratulations.
"Where's Eliana?" someone asked. It was old Don Salvatore. He had always had a soft spot for her.
"She's... unwell," I lied automatically. "Resting."
"Pity," Salvatore grunted, swirling his drink. "She has a good head on her shoulders. Better than most men in this room."
He walked away, but his words stuck in my chest like a splinter.
The party dragged on. Catalina got drunk. She started dancing on a table, and the men cheered. I watched her, feeling a strange, cold sense of embarrassment. Eliana never danced on tables. Eliana danced in the studio, with a grace that made the world stop spinning.
I needed to get out of here.
"I'm going home," I told my second-in-command. "Make sure Cat gets back safely."
I took the car. I drove fast. The silence inside the armored SUV was suffocating.
When I reached the estate, the lights were off.
I walked inside. It was quiet. Too quiet.
"Eliana?" I called out.
No answer.
I took the stairs two at a time. I went straight to her room.
The door was open.
I walked in. The bed was made perfectly. The closet door was ajar.
I looked inside. Empty.
The shelves were bare. The vanity was cleared of her perfumes and creams.
Panic, cold and sharp, spiked in my chest.
"Eliana!" I shouted, running to the bathroom. Empty.
I ran to the study.
On the desk sat a single piece of paper. And the ring.
I picked up the note.
*I release you from the oath. I release you from the contract. I hope she's worth the war.*
My hands started to shake.
"No," I whispered, the denial rising like bile. "No, no, no."
I grabbed my phone and dialed her number.
*The number you have dialed is no longer in service.*
I dialed again. And again.
I called her father.
"Where is she?" I demanded the moment he picked up.
"She's gone, Jax," the Consigliere said. His voice sounded old. Defeated. "She left the state. She told me if I revealed her location, she'd disappear for good. She signed the NDA. She's out."
"You let her go?" I roared. "She's my fiancée!"
"She was your victim," he snapped. "And now she's free."
The line went dead.
I stood there in the silent study, clutching the note until the paper crinkled.
She was gone. Eliana. My shadow. My conscience. The only person who looked at me and saw the man, not the Don.
She didn't just leave. She erased herself.
I looked at the ring. I remembered putting it on her finger. I remembered promising to protect her.
I had failed.
I walked to the liquor cabinet and grabbed a bottle of whiskey. I didn't bother with a glass.
I sat in her chair. It still smelled like her-jasmine and vanilla.
I took a long pull, relishing the burn.
"She's just throwing a tantrum," I said to the empty room, my voice sounding hollow in the gloom. "She'll be back. She has nowhere else to go. She needs me."
I took another drink.
"She needs me," I repeated, louder this time.
But as the silence of the house pressed in on me, heavier than any enemy fire, a terrifying thought clawed its way up from the depths of my denial.
Maybe... maybe I was the one who needed her.
And she wasn't coming back.
I threw the bottle against the wall.
It shattered, amber liquid bleeding down the expensive wallpaper like a wound.
"COME BACK!" I screamed until my throat tore.
But only the echo answered.