Eloise POV:
The sound of Dawson's desperate pleas, his broken promises, churned my stomach. "Last time." The words echoed in my mind, a cruel mocking litany. How many "last times" had there been? The first time I found his texts to her, the first time he'd canceled our anniversary dinner for her "crisis," the first time he'd sent her a large sum of money without my knowledge. Each "last time" had been a lie, a deeper betrayal, chipping away at the foundation of our marriage until nothing remained but dust.
I reached into my bag, my hand trembling slightly, and pulled out the divorce papers Marcus had swiftly drafted. The crisp white pages rustled in my grasp, a stark contrast to the chaotic storm raging within me.
"Your promises, Dawson," I said, my voice shockingly calm, "are worth nothing. Absolutely nothing." I held out the papers, letting them fall onto the coffee table with a soft thud, landing inches from Campbell's bare feet.
His eyes, wide with disbelief, stared at the documents. The color drained from his face, leaving it pale and drawn. He looked from the papers to me, then back again, as if unable to comprehend what he was seeing.
"Eloise?" he growled, my name a low, choked sound. "Are you serious? Are you actually doing this?"
"Yes," I replied, my voice unwavering. "I am. Sign them, Dawson. We're done."
He slammed his fist on the coffee table, making Campbell jump. "This is about the money, isn't it?" he accused, his voice rising. "You want to punish me! You're just trying to get rid of Campbell, to make her suffer!"
"Punish you?" I scoffed, a bitter laugh escaping me. "Believe me, Dawson, I'm not doing this to punish you. I'm doing this to save myself. And you have no right to talk about 'suffering,' not after what you've put me through."
"After fifteen years, Eloise?" he yelled, his eyes welling up with what I suspected were crocodile tears. "All our years together, our shared history, our dreams… do they mean nothing to you? Is our marriage worthless?"
"Worthless?" My voice cracked, a raw edge finally breaking through my calm facade. "Do you have the decency, the sheer nerve, to ask me that? To ask me if our marriage is worthless, when you' ve been parading your mistress around, giving her our money, bringing her into our home, and then having the gall to weaponize our deepest trauma against me?"
His face went stiff. "I haven't paraded anyone! She's sick, Eloise! I was helping her! There was nothing going on!"
"Nothing going on?" I challenged, stepping closer, my voice rising. "Just like there was 'nothing going on' when you were seen with her at expensive restaurants? Nothing going on when she was texting you late into the night? Nothing going on when you were stroking her hair in the hospital corridor while I was recovering from-" I stopped myself, the words catching in my throat. Not yet. Not now.
His eyes, red-rimmed and defensive, darted to Campbell. "It was pity, Eloise! Pure pity! You've become so damn cold and calculating! You used to be so compassionate, so loving. Now you're just… mean-spirited, petty."
"Yes," I said, a slow, dangerous smile spreading across my lips. "You're right. I am petty. I am mean-spirited. I am cold and calculating, and I want you to sign those papers." I pointed to the divorce agreement on the table. "Now."
He snatched the papers, his hand shaking with rage, and tore them into shreds. The sharp ripping sound was like a scream in the silent room. Tiny white confetti rained onto the coffee table, mixing with the porcelain cup and Campbell's pale feet.
He looked at me, then at Campbell, a cruel glint in his eye. He reached out and gently stroked Campbell's hair, a possessive gesture. "You know, Campbell," he said, his voice dripping with condescension, "Eloise was never truly a mother. She just doesn't have that maternal spark in her. She's too focused on her career, on money. She never really wanted kids, not deep down."
My blood ran cold. My head started to buzz, a high-pitched whine filling my ears. This wasn't just about the money, or Campbell, or even our broken marriage. This was a direct, brutal attack on my womanhood, my deepest wounds.
He leaned in closer to Campbell, his voice dropping to a theatrical whisper, loud enough for me to hear. "She even got rid of our first one, you know. Back in college. Said it was too much, too soon. Always so pragmatic."
The world tilted. My brain went utterly blank, a void of white noise and searing pain. He had done it again. He had taken our most sacred, most agonizing secret, the abortion we had gone through together, and used it as a weapon against me, in front of his mistress. The betrayal was so complete, so absolute, it stole my ability to breathe.
Eloise POV:
My entire body began to tremble, a violent, involuntary shaking that started in my knees and rattled through every bone. The air in the room thickened, suffocating me.
Campbell, meanwhile, had clamped a hand over her mouth, her eyes wide with exaggerated shock. "Oh my god," she breathed, her voice muffled but still carrying. Her gaze darted to me, a flicker of wicked satisfaction in their depths. "Eloise, is that true? You… you actually got rid of your baby?" Her tone was a sickly sweet blend of horror and pity. "Oh, that poor, innocent soul! It never even had a chance, did it? We should light a candle for it, or maybe even put up a little tombstone."
"Shut up, Campbell," I choked out, my voice laced with a venom I didn't know I possessed. "You have no right to speak of children, of innocence. You have no right to desecrate that memory with your lies and your pity."
Campbell' s lips trembled, and she immediately turned her tear-filled eyes to Dawson, seeking his pity, his protection. But Dawson was no longer looking at her. His gaze was fixed on me, his face pale, his eyes wide with a dawning horror. For the first time, he seemed to realize the monstrousness of the words he had just uttered.
My past, our shared moments of fragile hope and crushing sorrow, replayed in my mind like a broken film reel. His arm around me, his comforting whispers, his solemn promises that we would try again. All of it, every cherished memory, every moment of supposed love and support, crumbled into dust. The beautiful facade of our life together imploded, revealing the ugly, festering truth beneath.
Tears, hot and bitter, streamed down my face, blurring my vision. My legs threatened to give out. My head throbbed, a relentless drumbeat of pain and despair. The humiliation was a physical weight, pressing me down.
"Eloise?" Dawson whispered, his voice hoarse, his face a mask of sudden terror. He took a hesitant step towards me, clearly horrified by his own cruelty. "I… I didn't mean it like that. I was just angry."
"Angry?" I laughed, a raw, broken sound that ended in a strangled sob. "You were angry? Oh, that explains everything, doesn't it? Just like you were 'angry' when you missed my father's last moments, when he was dying in that hospital bed, waiting for his son-in-law to say goodbye." I watched his eyes dart away, a flicker of guilt, of shame. He had always been my father's favorite, the promising young man who promised to take care of his daughter. My father had loved him unconditionally, excused his ambition, understood his drive. And Dawson had repaid that love by being absent when it mattered most.
"You're right, Dawson," I continued, the words now pouring out, fueled by years of unspoken resentments. "You didn't mean it like that. You just meant it. All those promises, all those 'I'll be there for you's, all those 'we'll try again's. They were all hollow. Just like you. You were never truly there. You were always chasing something else, someone else." My voice rose, raw and desperate. "You are a coward, Dawson. A selfish, irresponsible coward who takes and takes, and when you're cornered, you lash out with the cruelest weapon you can find. You will never, ever be able to undo the damage you've done. You will always owe me. You will always be a betrayer."
He stood frozen, his face ashen, his eyes wide and vacant. A rare, profound bewilderment crossed his features. He was visibly shaken, truly lost for words.
I wiped the tears from my face, a grim smile twisting my lips. I looked him dead in the eye, my voice unnervingly calm, almost cheerful. "But you know what, Dawson? It' s fine. I don't need your pity, or your promises, or your money. I have enough money to take care of myself. Enough money to make my own choices. Even if those choices are painful."
His eyes narrowed, a flicker of confusion. "What... what are you talking about?" he asked, his voice barely a whisper, a strange tremor in it.
A sliver of cruel satisfaction, a dark, fleeting pleasure, bloomed in my chest. He was afraid. He was finally afraid. He realized there was something, some terrible thing, I had kept from him, something he couldn't control. But that twisted satisfaction was quickly, utterly, drowned out by a wave of profound exhaustion. I was tired. So tired of the fighting, the accusations, the endless emotional tug-of-war.
"There's something else, isn't there, Eloise?" he pressed, his voice strained, a frantic desperation entering his tone. "What are you talking about? What choice?"
"I'm talking about our second chance, Dawson," I said, my voice quiet, decisive. "The one you just killed with your cruelty."
Eloise POV:
My voice was unnervingly calm, a dull, flat tone that belied the earthquake rumbling through me. "I' m talking about the baby, Dawson. The one I just had aborted this morning. Our baby. The second one."
I didn't watch his face. I didn't need to. I knew the shock, the horror, the dawning realization would be there, contorting his features. I didn't care. I barely spared a glance at Campbell, who had frozen mid-gasp, her eyes wide with a mixture of surprise and something akin to greedy triumph. Let them have their moment. It meant nothing to me.
I turned my back on them, walking towards our bedroom. Every step was deliberate, a final, resolute act of severance. The suitcase, still packed from a trip we had planned and then canceled, waited by the closet. I pulled it out, unzipped it, and began to methodically, calmly, pack the few belongings that truly felt like mine. A handful of clothes, my favorite worn-out hoodie, a worn-out copy of a beloved book. The rest, the furniture, the expensive decor, all the trappings of our shared life, now felt alien, contaminated. They could have it.
The silence from the living room was deafening, a thick, oppressive blanket. It stretched, heavy and suffocating, until I heard his footsteps. Dawson stood in the doorway, blocking the afternoon light, casting a long, dark shadow over me.
"Eloise," his voice was dry, cracked, barely a whisper. There was a desperate, pleading quality to it now. "Please. We need to talk. Is... is it true? About the baby? Why didn't you tell me? Why would you do that?"
I zipped up the suitcase with a sharp click, the sound echoing in the silent room. I stood up, slowly, deliberately, and met his gaze. His face was ashen, beads of cold sweat dotting his forehead. He looked utterly lost, utterly broken. And I felt nothing. No pity, no triumph, just a vast, yawning emptiness. He looked pathetic, a performance I was too tired to watch.
"Tell you what, Dawson?'' I asked, my voice flat. "Tell you that I was pregnant, so you could tell Campbell? So you could tell your friends? So you could weaponize it against me when you were 'angry' again?" I shook my head, a bitter smile touching my lips. "What good would that have done? Would you have been there for the doctor's appointments? Would you have helped me pick out baby clothes? Would you have stayed home with me, instead of rushing off to Campbell's latest 'crisis'?"
His pupils constricted, a flicker of raw pain in his eyes. "Eloise, don't say that."
"It's the truth, isn't it?" I challenged, my voice still calm, but firm. "Your heart, Dawson, has been divided for months. A piece for your ambition, a piece for your charity, a piece for Campbell. And what was left for me? For us? A flicker of guilt, a shrug, a sigh of impatience."
"No!" He took a frantic step forward, reaching for my arm. His voice was laced with a desperate urgency. "That's not true! I… I thought the money was just a small thing, Eloise! Fifty thousand, a hundred thousand, it was nothing compared to what she was facing! It was life or death!"
"Life or death for her, Dawson," I interrupted, pulling my arm away. "But what about my life? What about our marriage? What about the life of our child? What good is your 'charity' when you're stealing from your own wife, giving away our shared future to a stranger, and then bringing that stranger into our home to humiliate me?" I swallowed hard, forcing down the lump in my throat, the last vestiges of pain. "You know, I understand you, Dawson. I understand your need to be a hero, your savior complex. But I understand myself too. And I understand that I deserve more than what you've become."