The morning sun over Manhattan was blinding, reflecting off the glass facades of the skyscrapers like a thousand camera flashes. The traffic on Park Avenue was a slow, crawling beast.
Inside the Maybach, the air conditioning hummed quietly, keeping the temperature at a crisp sixty-eight degrees.
Christina stared at the red taillights of the cab in front of them. Her palms were sweating against the leather steering wheel. She hadn't slept a single minute. Her eyes burned, and her stomach felt like it was full of broken glass.
In the rearview mirror, Jackson was reading a quarterly earnings report. He wore a navy blue suit today, his tie perfectly knotted. He looked rested. He looked invincible.
Christina took a deep breath. The air felt thin. She bit down hard on the inside of her cheek, using the sharp metallic taste of blood to anchor her racing heart.
"Mr. Booker," Christina said. Her voice sounded too loud in the quiet car.
Jackson didn't look up. He merely turned a page of the report. "Keep your eyes on the road, Christina."
"Regarding the upcoming merger and your marriage," she forced the words out, her voice trembling slightly before hardening. "I want to terminate the NDA. And I am ending our private arrangement. Effective immediately."
The turn signal ticked loudly in the sudden, absolute silence.
Jackson's hand stopped mid-air. The page of the report crinkled under his grip.
He slowly lowered the file. His eyes lifted to the rearview mirror, meeting hers. The temperature in the car seemed to drop ten degrees. His gaze wasn't just cold; it was lethal.
He let out a low, dark laugh that made the hairs on the back of Christina's neck stand up. He tossed the financial report onto the empty seat beside him.
Jackson leaned forward, his chest pressing against the back of her seat. His breath brushed her ear.
"Terminate?" Jackson whispered, the word dripping with venom. "Who gave you the delusion that you have the right to unilaterally terminate anything?"
Christina swallowed hard, her throat dry. "It's over, Jackson. You're getting married."
"Drive the car," he commanded, his voice a low, vibrating growl.
The Maybach rolled down the concrete ramp into the underground garage of the Booker Building. The tires squeaked against the polished floor. Christina slammed the brakes a little too hard, jerking the car to a halt in his reserved spot.
She didn't wait for him. She hit the button to unlock the doors and unbuckled her seatbelt, her hands shaking so badly she fumbled with the metal clasp.
She just needed to get out. She needed to breathe real air.
She pushed her door open, but before she could swing her legs out, a hand clamped down on her wrist.
His grip was like a steel vice.
"Jackson, let go!" Christina gasped, twisting her arm.
He didn't let go. Instead, he yanked her backward with terrifying force. Christina let out a sharp cry as she was pulled over the center console, tumbling awkwardly into the spacious back seat.
She crashed against his chest. Before she could push away, Jackson's hand shot up and gripped her jaw, his fingers pressing hard into her cheeks. He forced her face up, making her look directly into his eyes.
They were black with fury. A raw, violent possessiveness radiated from him, suffocating her.
"The NDA has no expiration date," Jackson said, his voice a harsh rasp. "Unless I tear it up."
Christina's eyes filled with angry, hot tears. She pushed her hands against his solid chest, trying to wedge some space between them. "You are marrying Carson Wall! What am I supposed to be? Your dirty secret until you get bored?"
The mention of Carson's name didn't bring guilt to his eyes. It brought rage.
Jackson's jaw clenched so hard a muscle ticked in his cheek. He looked down at her mouth, his breathing turning ragged.
"You are mine," he snarled.
He grabbed the collar of her crisp white silk blouse. With one violent jerk, he ripped it open. The small pearl buttons popped off, scattering across the leather seats like tiny hailstones.
Christina gasped in shock, crossing her arms over her exposed lace bra. "Stop!"
Jackson ignored her. He tangled his hand in the hair at the back of her head, pulling her head back, and crashed his mouth down onto hers.
It wasn't a kiss. It was a punishment. It was a brand.
His lips were brutal, forcing her mouth open. He tasted like mint and dark coffee. Christina tried to turn her head, making a muffled sound of protest, but his grip on her hair held her completely still.
Her hands beat against his shoulders, but hitting him was like hitting a brick wall. He didn't even flinch.
The red security lights of the garage swept across the tinted windows of the Maybach, casting harsh, bloody shadows over them. The air in the back seat grew thick and hot.
Jackson finally pulled back, breaking the kiss. He was breathing heavily, his chest rising and falling against hers. His eyes were wild, completely stripped of his usual corporate control.
He reached over her and pressed the intercom button on the door panel.
"Ben," Jackson said, his voice hoarse.
The voice of his head of security crackled through the speaker. "Yes, Mr. Booker?"
"Clear the executive floor. Lock down the private elevator. We are going straight to the penthouse."
"Understood, sir."
Christina's eyes widened in pure panic. She shook her head frantically. "No. Jackson, please. I have to go to work. I have to-"
He hit the button to raise the privacy partition, cutting off the front seat.
"You aren't going anywhere," he said.
He didn't wait for her to fix her torn shirt. When the car door opened, he grabbed her around the waist and hauled her out. Christina stumbled, her heels scraping the concrete.
He half-carried, half-dragged her to the private elevator. She hit his arm, her nails digging into his suit jacket. "Let me go!"
Jackson didn't speak. The elevator doors opened, and he shoved her inside, hitting the button for the top floor.
The ride up was a terrifying blur. Christina backed into the corner of the elevator, clutching the ruined edges of her blouse together. Jackson stood in front of the doors, his back to her, adjusting his watch with jerky, agitated movements.
The doors slid open.
Before Christina could run, Jackson turned and scooped her up into his arms. She kicked her legs, letting out a scream of frustration.
He carried her through the foyer and slammed her against the wall next to the front door. The impact knocked the breath out of her.
He pinned both of her wrists above her head with one hand. His other hand went to the hem of her pencil skirt, bunching the fabric up roughly.
"Remember this feeling, Christina," Jackson whispered against her neck, his teeth scraping her skin. "As long as I don't let go, you have nowhere to run."
He didn't take her to the bed. He didn't bother with foreplay. He used his weight to press her flush against the wall, his knee parting her legs.
When he pushed inside her, it was entirely without gentleness. It was a raw, aggressive claim of ownership.
Christina let out a choked sob, turning her face away from him. The physical pain was sharp, but the humiliation was worse. She squeezed her eyes shut, letting the tears fall hot and fast down her cheeks.
She stopped fighting. Her arms went limp in his grip. She just stood there, taking the brutal rhythm of his body against hers, feeling her soul fracture into a million irreparable pieces.
Jackson felt her surrender. The fight drained out of her, leaving only a hollow shell.
His movements slowed. The violent rage in his blood began to cool, replaced by a sudden, creeping panic. He looked at her face. Her eyes were closed, her lips bitten raw, tears tracking through her makeup.
He let go of her wrists. He wrapped his arms tightly around her waist, burying his face in her shoulder, finishing with a ragged groan.
Christina's legs gave out. She slid down the wall, completely exhausted, her body trembling violently.
Jackson caught her before she hit the floor. He picked her up carefully this time. He carried her into the master bedroom and laid her gently on the center of the massive king-sized bed.
He pulled the heavy velvet duvet over her shivering body.
Christina didn't open her eyes. She just curled into a tight ball, pulling the blanket up to her chin, and let the darkness pull her under.
Jackson stood by the bed, staring down at her pale, exhausted face. He reached out, his thumb gently wiping a stray tear from her cheek. His hand was shaking.
He turned away, his chest tight with a terrifying realization he refused to name.
The afternoon sun sliced through the floor-to-ceiling windows of the penthouse, hitting Christina directly in the eyes.
She flinched, turning her head into the pillow. Her entire body ached. Her thighs felt bruised, and a dull, throbbing pain radiated from her lower back.
The memories of the garage, the elevator, the wall in the foyer rushed back, hitting her like a physical weight on her chest.
She gasped, sitting up abruptly. The velvet duvet fell to her waist.
The bed beside her was empty. The sheets were cold. Jackson was gone.
Christina pulled her knees to her chest, wrapping her arms around them. A wave of intense nausea rolled through her stomach. She felt dirty. She felt completely, utterly owned.
She forced herself to swing her legs over the edge of the bed. Her feet hit the plush rug, but her knees buckled instantly. She grabbed the nightstand to steady herself, her breath coming in short, panicked gasps.
She had to get out of here.
She stumbled out of the bedroom and walked down the hallway. Her clothes from this morning were scattered on the floor. She picked up her white silk blouse. It was ruined, the buttons completely torn off, the fabric ripped at the seam.
She dropped it as if it burned her.
She walked into Jackson's massive walk-in closet. The smell of his cedar and bergamot cologne made her stomach churn again. She grabbed the first thing she saw—a crisp, white button-down shirt.
She pulled it on, rolling up the sleeves. The fabric smelled like him. It felt like putting on a straightjacket, a physical reminder of his brand on her skin.
She didn't bother looking in the mirror. Her purse was sitting on the foyer console, right where someone had placed it after retrieving it from the car. She snatched it up and ran out the door.
The private elevator descended in silence, carrying her straight down to the building's main lobby. The polished marble and the doorman's polite nod felt like a cruel joke—everyone in this building answered to Jackson Booker. She kept her head down, pushing through the revolving doors and out onto the Manhattan sidewalk.
She hailed the first cab she saw, giving the driver her address in Queens. The entire ride, she stared out the window, her mind blank and buzzing all at once.
When she finally locked the door of her cramped apartment behind her, she stripped off his shirt and threw it into the trash can.
She stood under the shower for forty minutes. She turned the water as hot as she could stand it, scrubbing her skin with a loofah until it was bright red and stinging. But no matter how hard she scrubbed, she couldn't wash away the feeling of his hands pinning her to the wall.
When she finally stepped out, she dried off and walked to her closet. She bypassed her usual silk blouses and V-neck dresses. She pulled out a thick, black turtleneck sweater and a pair of wide-leg trousers.
She pulled the turtleneck up as high as it would go, making sure it covered the faint red marks on her collarbone. She tied her hair back into a severe, tight bun.
She checked her phone. It was 2:15 PM. She was over six hours late for work.
Christina grabbed her bag and headed to the subway.
When she swiped her badge at the glass doors of Booker Capital, her hand was shaking so badly she dropped her ID twice.
The trading floor was a chaotic symphony of ringing phones and shouting analysts. Christina kept her head down, walking quickly toward the executive suites.
She stopped by the pantry to get a bottle of water. Her throat felt like sandpaper.
As she pushed the pantry door open, she heard voices.
Jessica, a junior analyst, was leaning against the counter, holding her phone out. Chloe, the HR coordinator, was looking at the screen, her eyes wide.
"Did you see the Wall Street Journal this morning?" Jessica whispered loudly, her voice buzzing with excitement. "The Booker-Wall merger is official. And look at this!"
Christina froze just inside the doorway.
Chloe gasped. "Oh my god. Is that Jackson and Carson Wall? They look so young!"
"It's from their Harvard days," Jessica said, swiping the screen. "Look at the ring he gave her. It's a flawless five-carat emerald cut. They are literally the perfect power couple. I heard she's moving into his penthouse next month."
Christina's heart stopped beating. The blood drained from her face, rushing to her feet.
Moving into his penthouse. The same penthouse where she had just woken up, bruised and broken.
Christina stepped forward, her flat shoes making a scuffing sound on the tile.
Jessica and Chloe jumped, spinning around. When they saw Christina, their faces flushed with guilt. Everyone knew Christina was Jackson's gatekeeper.
"Oh, hi, Christina," Chloe stammered, quickly locking her phone. "We were just... taking a break."
Christina didn't look at them. She walked straight to the fridge, grabbed a bottle of water, and walked out.
The moment she was back in the hallway, the physical pain hit her. A sharp, stabbing ache right in the center of her chest.
She walked to her desk, which sat right outside Jackson's massive double doors. She sat down in her ergonomic chair. Her hands hovered over the keyboard.
She opened a blank Word document.
Her fingers trembled as she typed the date. Then, she typed: Letter of Resignation.
Every keystroke felt like lifting a hundred-pound weight. But with every word she typed, the fog in her brain began to clear, replaced by a cold, hard resolve.
She printed the letter. The printer whirred, spitting out the single sheet of paper.
Christina picked it up. She didn't bother knocking.
She walked past Ben Rhodes, who was standing guard near the doors.
"Miss Chen, he's—" Ben started to say, reaching out.
Christina ignored him. She pushed the heavy mahogany doors open and stepped into the CEO's office.
Jackson was sitting behind his massive desk, a phone pressed to his ear. He looked up when she barged in. His eyes immediately dropped to her outfit—the severe black turtleneck, the complete lack of makeup, the rigid posture.
He said something brief into the phone and hung up.
"You're late," Jackson said. His voice was calm, but his eyes were tracking her every movement like a hawk.
Christina walked right up to his desk. She slammed the piece of paper down on the polished wood.
"I quit," Christina said. Her voice was raspy, but it didn't shake.
Jackson looked at the paper. He didn't even read the words. He just stared at the bold heading.
He slowly leaned back in his leather chair. He reached out, his long fingers picking up the resignation letter.
"You quit," Jackson repeated softly.
"Yes," Christina said, her fingers twisting the fabric of her skirt until her knuckles turned stark white. "You can keep your severance pay. You can keep your NDA. I am leaving."
Jackson's eyes darkened. He stood up slowly, his height instantly dwarfing her. He walked around the edge of the desk, stopping mere inches from her.
Christina refused to step back. She tilted her chin up, glaring at him.
"You think you can just walk away?" Jackson asked, his voice dropping to a dangerous whisper. "Did last night teach you nothing?"
"Last night taught me that you are a monster," Christina spat, the tears finally burning the backs of her eyes. "You cannot marry Carson Wall and keep me locked in your apartment like a pet!"
Jackson's jaw tightened. He held up the resignation letter right in front of her face.
With one smooth, violent motion, he ripped the paper in half. Then he put the pieces together and ripped them again. And again.
He dropped the shredded confetti into the metal trash can by his desk.
"As long as Booker Capital exists, you work for me," Jackson said, his voice hard and absolute.
He reached out, his hand wrapping around the back of her neck. His thumb pressed into the pulse point below her jaw.
"Go back to your desk, Christina," he ordered softly.
Christina stared at him, her chest heaving. The sheer, suffocating weight of his power crushed the last bit of air from her lungs. She couldn't fight him physically. She couldn't fight him legally.
She violently shoved his hand away from her neck.
She spun around and ran out of the office, the heavy doors slamming shut behind her with a deafening boom.
Outside, Jessica and Chloe were walking past. They froze, staring at Christina's pale face and the slamming door.
Christina ignored their wide eyes. She sat down at her desk, staring blindly at her computer screen.
A cold, terrifying realization settled in her stomach. Running away wasn't an option. If she wanted to survive Jackson Booker, she had to find another way out.
The St. Regis ballroom was a sea of black tuxedos and glittering diamonds. The air was thick with the smell of expensive champagne, roasted truffles, and the predatory scent of Wall Street sharks circling a fresh kill.
Christina stood half a step behind Jackson's right shoulder. She wore a modest, floor-length black gown. It was elegant, but designed to make her blend into the shadows.
She held a sleek tablet, tracking the names and affiliations of everyone who approached him. Her feet ached in her heels, but her posture remained flawlessly straight.
"Jack, my boy!" a loud, booming voice cut through the chatter.
Christina's stomach instantly tightened.
Mickey Boggs pushed his way through the crowd. He was a heavy-set man in his fifties, his face flushed with alcohol, his tuxedo jacket straining at the buttons. He was the CEO of a logistics firm crucial to the upcoming merger.
Mickey smelled strongly of stale cigar smoke and cheap cologne.
"Mickey," Jackson said, his tone perfectly neutral. He didn't offer his hand.
Mickey didn't seem to care. He held two crystal glasses filled with dark amber liquid. He shoved one toward Jackson.
"Drink with me, Jack. To the merger!" Mickey slurred slightly.
Jackson looked at the glass. He held up his own glass of sparkling water. "I'm pacing myself tonight, Mickey. Early board meeting tomorrow."
Mickey's face fell, a flash of ugly annoyance crossing his features. He looked past Jackson and his eyes landed on Christina. His gaze dragged slowly down her body, making her skin crawl.
"Well, if Mr. Booker is too good for my scotch," Mickey said, a sleazy smile spreading across his face, "why doesn't your pretty little assistant drink it for him?"
He shoved the glass directly into Christina's face. The smell of the raw alcohol made her throat close up.
Christina took a half-step back, her eyes darting to Jackson. Tell him no, she pleaded silently. Tell him I'm working.
Jackson didn't look at her. He kept his eyes on Mickey.
"Mr. Boggs is a VIP guest, Christina," Jackson said, his voice smooth and utterly devoid of emotion. "Don't disappoint him."
The words were a physical blow. Christina felt the blood drain from her face. Her fingertips went completely numb.
He was throwing her to the wolves. For a logistics contract.
Mickey laughed, a wet, guttural sound. "Hear that, sweetheart? Drink up."
Christina's hand shook as she reached out and took the glass. The crystal was heavy. She brought it to her lips and tipped it back.
The scotch was cheap and burned like battery acid. It scorched her throat and hit her empty stomach like a lit match. She clamped her mouth shut, forcing herself not to cough, her eyes watering from the burn.
"Good girl," Mickey cheered. He immediately signaled a passing waiter and grabbed another glass, shoving it into her hand. "Another one!"
Christina looked at Jackson again. He was checking his phone, completely ignoring her humiliation.
She drank the second glass. Then a third.
By the fourth glass, the ballroom began to spin. Her stomach cramped violently, a sharp, twisting pain that made her want to double over. The edges of her vision blurred.
Mickey stepped closer. His sweaty, thick hand clamped down on her waist, his fingers digging into the silk of her dress.
"You know, Jack," Mickey said, leaning in so close Christina could smell the rotting food on his breath. "You've got a real talent for picking them."
Christina tried to pull away, but her legs felt like lead. She pushed weakly at Mickey's chest. "Please, don't."
Jackson's phone buzzed. He looked at the screen, and his jaw tightened.
"Excuse me, Mickey. I need to take this," Jackson said.
He turned and walked toward the terrace doors, disappearing into the night air. He didn't even glance back. As she watched his retreating figure, Christina's peripheral vision caught another movement. The gentleman from Boston, Gaston Carter, was quietly excusing himself from the crowd and heading toward the hotel's private elevator banks. But the fleeting distraction was instantly shattered.
The moment Jackson was gone, Mickey's grip on her waist tightened painfully. He pulled her flush against his sweaty body.
"Looks like he left you to me," Mickey whispered, his wet lips brushing her ear.
Panic, cold and sharp, sliced through the alcohol haze. Christina shoved him with both hands, using all her remaining strength. Mickey stumbled back a step, surprised.
"I need to use the restroom," Christina gasped, turning and practically running through the crowd.
She bumped into shoulders and spilled drinks, ignoring the annoyed glares. She pushed through the heavy doors of the women's lounge and stumbled toward the sinks.
She gripped the marble counter, her knuckles white. She leaned over the sink, dry heaving. Her stomach violently rejected the alcohol, but nothing came up but bitter acid.
Tears streamed down her face. She looked at her reflection. Her makeup was smeared, her eyes bloodshot. She looked like exactly what Jackson treated her as-trash.
The door to the lounge opened.
The sharp, rhythmic click of expensive heels echoed on the marble floor.
Christina quickly turned on the faucet, splashing cold water on her face, trying to hide her breakdown.
A woman stepped up to the sink next to hers. The air instantly filled with the scent of a custom, incredibly expensive floral perfume.
Christina glanced over.
The woman was stunning. She wore a white silk gown that draped perfectly over her slender figure. Her blonde hair was styled in flawless waves.
It was Carson Wall.
Christina's breath hitched. She froze, the water running over her hands.
Carson opened her white crocodile Hermes clutch. She pulled out a pristine linen handkerchief and held it out to Christina.
"Had a bit too much?" Carson asked. Her voice was soft, melodic, dripping with sympathy. "Wall Street parties are always so brutal on women. They expect us to keep up with the boys."
Christina stared at the handkerchief. She slowly reached out and took it. "Thank you."
"I'm Carson, by the way," she said, offering a warm, perfect smile.
"Christina," she replied, her voice raspy. She wiped her face, her heart hammering against her ribs. Did Carson know who she was?
Carson turned to the water dispenser in the corner. She filled a crystal glass with ice water and walked back, pressing it into Christina's hand.
"Drink this. It'll help settle your stomach," Carson said gently.
Christina took a sip. The cold water felt like heaven on her scorched throat. "Thank you. You're very kind."
Carson leaned against the counter, crossing her ankles. She looked at Christina, her blue eyes scanning her face with a slow, deliberate intensity.
"You came with Jackson, didn't you?" Carson asked casually. "I saw you standing behind him earlier. He seemed... distracted tonight."
Christina's grip on the glass tightened. The alcohol made her sluggish, but her survival instincts flared.
"I'm just his assistant," Christina said carefully. "I don't really know his moods."
Carson smiled. It was a beautiful smile, but it didn't reach her eyes.
"Of course," Carson said. She pulled a tube of Tom Ford lipstick from her clutch and perfectly reapplied it, pressing her lips together. "Assistants never know anything, do they?"
She snapped her clutch shut.
"Feel better, Christina," Carson said, turning and walking out of the lounge.
Christina stood alone in the quiet bathroom. She looked down at the glass of water in her hand.
Suddenly, the water didn't feel soothing anymore. It felt cold, heavy, and deeply unsettling. Carson's eyes hadn't held sympathy. They had held the calculating look of a predator sizing up its prey.
Christina poured the rest of the water down the drain.