Julian woke up with a crick in his neck. The hospital chair was designed for durability, not comfort. The smell of antiseptic and stale coffee filled his nose.
He sat up and rubbed his face. The morning light was filtering through the blinds, casting striped shadows across the bed. Harper was still asleep. Her skin looked translucent, almost blue in the harsh light. She looked fragile. Like a porcelain doll that had been dropped and glued back together.
His phone vibrated against his thigh. He pulled it out.
Grandmother Sterling.
Julian flinched. He cleared his throat and slid his thumb across the screen to answer. He walked quickly out of the room into the hallway.
Grandmother, he said. Good morning.
You are late, the old woman's voice crackled over the line. Sharp. Imperious.
Late for what?
The update, she snapped. I received a report this morning, Julian. My sources tell me your wife was seen entering a clinic in Midtown at dawn. Is there something you aren't telling me? Is she finally doing her duty for the family line?
Julian felt a cold sweat break out on his forehead. He leaned against the hospital wall. Grandmother, she... she just has a stomach flu. It's nothing.
Don't lie to me, she interrupted. The board meeting is next month. If I don't see stability in your personal life, if I don't see a future for this family, I might just rethink my vote on the merger.
It was a threat. A direct one.
Tonight, she said. The family dinner. Bring Seraphina. I want to see her.
Julian closed his eyes. Grandmother, Seraphina is... busy.
I don't care if she is meeting the President. Bring her. Or don't bother coming yourself. And tell the board to find a new CEO.
The line went dead.
Julian stared at the phone. He cursed under his breath. He couldn't tell his grandmother about the divorce yet. Her heart condition was precarious. The shock could kill her. He needed time.
He dialed Seraphina's number.
The subscriber you are calling is powered off.
He groaned. He dialed the penthouse landline. No answer. He called the doorman.
Mrs. Sterling left early this morning, sir, the doorman said. With a suitcase.
Julian's chest tightened. A suitcase? Where would she go? She had nowhere. The Vanderbilt fortune was gone. Her family was gone.
He remembered the old Vanderbilt estate. The one the bank had repossessed, the one his company now held the deed to. It was a ruin, but it was the only place she had an emotional attachment to.
He drove there. It was empty.
He called his assistant to track her phone's last known location before it was turned off.
City Center Clinic.
Julian frowned. Why was she at a clinic?
He drove fast, weaving through the morning traffic. He pulled up to the clinic and saw her sitting in the waiting room through the glass facade. She was wearing a hoodie and sunglasses. She looked small.
He texted her. Pick up the phone. Grandmother wants to see you. One last act.
He saw her look at her phone. She didn't move.
He dialed again. This time, she answered.
Sterling, she said. Her voice was ice.
Don't call me that, he said. Where are you?
I am busy.
Grandmother called, Julian said. She demands to see you tonight at the estate. If you don't come, she threatens the CEO position.
That sounds like a you problem, Seraphina said.
Julian gripped the steering wheel. Sera, please. Just tonight. I need you to pretend. Just for a few hours.
My appearance fee is high, she said.
He was taken aback. Since when did she talk like this? I will double the alimony.
I don't want your money, she said. I have an important surgery... an appointment. I can't leave.
Surgery? What surgery? Plastic surgery? Julian snapped, frustration boiling over. You're leaving me and the first thing you do is get a nose job? Cancel it.
Seraphina was silent for a long moment.
If you don't come tonight, Julian said, lowering his voice, playing his ace. I will have my legal team enforce the strictest interpretation of the pre-nup. I will freeze every account you have access to. I will tie you up in litigation for so long you won't be able to buy a cup of coffee in this city without my permission.
He heard a sharp intake of breath on the other end. She had no money. He knew that. Without his support, she was destitute.
Fine, she said. Her voice trembled with suppressed rage. I will be there. But I have a condition.
Name it.
After tonight, you never threaten me again. With anything.
Agreed, Julian said.
See you at seven, she said, and hung up.
Inside the clinic, Seraphina lowered the phone. She looked at Zoe, who was standing in the doorway of the procedure room.
I have to go, Seraphina said.
Sera, no, Zoe said. You're already here. Let's just get it done.
He threatened to freeze everything, Seraphina said. I have nothing, Zoe. No cash. No cards. If he locks the accounts, I can't even pay for a cab to get away from him.
Zoe cursed.
I have to reschedule. Next week.
Zoe sighed. She grabbed a chart. Fine. But listen to me. Your blood work came back. Your progesterone is critically low. And with your stress levels... if you don't rest, you might miscarry before you even get back here.
Seraphina let out a bitter laugh. Maybe that would be easier.
Don't say that, Zoe said softly. Here. Take these.
She handed her a bottle of pills.
Julian sat in his car, staring at the clinic door. He watched Seraphina walk out, get into a taxi, and drive away.
His phone rang. It was the nurse from the hospital.
Mr. Sterling! Come quick! Miss West is awake and she's hyperventilating! She says she can't breathe!
Julian slammed the car into gear and sped away, the image of Seraphina in her hoodie fading from his rearview mirror.
The Sterling family estate in the Hamptons was a fortress of old money. Stone walls, iron gates, and a driveway long enough to land a plane on. Seraphina stepped out of the Uber at the gate. She refused to let the driver take her to the door. She wanted the walk. She needed the air.
She was wearing a black dress. It was floor-length, long-sleeved, and loose around the waist. It was elegant, but severe.
Julian was waiting on the front steps. He looked impeccable in a tuxedo, but his eyes were darting around nervously. When he saw her, he frowned.
You look like you are going to a funeral, he said as she approached.
I am, Seraphina said. She didn't stop walking. I am mourning our marriage.
Julian flinched. He fell into step beside her. He reached for her arm to guide her up the stairs. His hand was warm.
Don't touch me, she hissed.
Grandmother is watching from the window, he muttered through a fake smile. Smile, Sera.
Seraphina forced the corners of her mouth up. It felt like cracking plaster. She let him link his arm with hers. The contact made her skin crawl.
They entered the grand dining room. A chandelier the size of a small car hung over the table. Grandmother Sterling sat at the head, looking like a queen on a throne.
Seraphina, she said. You look... pale.
I have been under the weather, Grandmother, Seraphina said, taking her seat.
The old woman's eyes dropped instantly to Seraphina's stomach. Any good news? she asked bluntly.
Seraphina felt her stomach lurch. She reached for her water glass. No, Grandmother. Just a stomach bug.
Julian jumped in. The quarterly earnings are up twelve percent, Grandmother. The tech sector acquisition is moving forward.
He talked about business for an hour. Seraphina pushed the food around her plate. The smell of the roast lamb was making her dizzy.
Halfway through dessert, Julian's phone, which was sitting face up on the table, lit up.
It wasn't a text. It was a video message notification. The preview thumbnail was large. It showed Harper, looking devastated, holding a bouquet of dead, withered roses. Tears were streaming down her face.
Julian's hand shot out and flipped the phone over. The loud clack echoed in the room.
Grandmother Sterling raised an eyebrow. Trouble at the office?
Something like that, Julian said. His jaw was tight.
Seraphina took a sip of water. She felt a cold, calm detachment. The video was clearly staged. Who films themselves crying with dead flowers unless they want an audience?
After dinner, Julian pulled Seraphina into his father's old study. He closed the heavy door and locked it.
You were good out there, he said. He sounded relieved. He walked to the desk and picked up a folder.
I added something to the settlement, he said. To thank you. The villa in Miami. It's worth six million.
Seraphina didn't look at the folder.
I told you, she said. I don't want it.
She opened her small clutch purse and pulled out a single sheet of paper. She placed it on the desk.
This is a waiver of assets, she said. I have already signed it. I am taking nothing. No alimony. No properties. No stocks.
Julian stared at her. He looked genuinely confused. Are you crazy? Without me, you have nothing. You are a Vanderbilt with no money. How will you survive?
Seraphina looked him in the eye. Without you, I am finally myself.
Julian opened his mouth to argue, but his phone began to ring. A shrill, demanding sound.
He looked at the screen. His face went white.
It's the nurse, he said. He answered on speaker.
Mr. Sterling! It's Harper! She passed out! She's coughing up blood! There's blood everywhere!
The color drained from Julian's face. Pure, unadulterated terror filled his eyes.
I'm coming! he shouted.
He dropped the phone into his pocket. He grabbed his car keys. He ran for the door. He didn't even look at the waiver Seraphina had put on the desk.
Wait here, he threw over his shoulder. We will talk when I get back.
He slammed the door.
Seraphina stood in the silence of the study. She looked at the waiver. She picked it up and placed it squarely in the center of the desk, under a heavy crystal paperweight.
She walked out of the house. She walked past the confused staff. She walked down the long driveway to the main road.
She called a car.
When she got in, she checked her phone. A text from Zoe.
Tomorrow morning. 9 AM. Don't be late again.
Seraphina typed back: I won't.
Miles away, in a hospital room, Harper West wiped her mouth with a tissue. She looked at the red stain. It was corn syrup and red food coloring.
The nurse stood in the corner, trembling. If the doctor finds out...
Harper looked at her. Her eyes were sharp and clear. There was no pain in them.
If Seraphina disappears, Harper said, no one will look close enough to find out anything.
City General Hospital. The smells were different here than at the private clinic. More bleach, more desperation.
Seraphina lay on the examination table in the VIP wing of the Obstetrics department. Zoe was looking at a file, her brow furrowed.
We have a problem, Zoe said.
Seraphina sat up, clutching her paper gown. What is it? Can't we do the procedure?
Zoe turned the clipboard around. You are Rh-negative, Sera. O-negative blood type.
I know that. So?
And your uterine lining is incredibly thin, Zoe continued. It's likely due to stress and... well, genetics.
Zoe took a deep breath. If we perform a surgical abortion now, with your blood type and the condition of your uterus, the risk of scarring is extremely high. You might develop antibodies that would attack future pregnancies.
She looked Seraphina in the eye. If you terminate this pregnancy, there is an eighty percent chance you will never be able to carry a child again. And the procedure itself... you could hemorrhage.
The room went silent. The hum of the air conditioner sounded like a roar.
Seraphina put her hand on her stomach. Never?
Zoe nodded. As your doctor, I advise against it. As your friend... I will support whatever you choose. But you need to know the cost.
Seraphina closed her eyes. She hated Julian. She hated what he had done. But the thought of never being a mother? The thought of this being her only chance?
Her phone buzzed on the side table. She glanced at it, expecting another threat from Julian. Instead, it was a low balance alert from her bank. Her account was overdrawn by twenty dollars. The monthly maintenance fee had hit.
She stared at the red numbers. $ -20.00.
She was completely broke. She had rejected the settlement. She had no job. She had a baby on the way that she couldn't afford to feed, let alone raise.
But then she remembered the email she had drafted weeks ago. The submission to Project: Ethereal. She had hesitated to send it because of Julian. Because he hated her music.
"I have talent," she whispered to herself. "I can write."
She looked at the ultrasound monitor. The screen was black and gray. There, in the center, was a tiny, pulsing flicker of white light.
The heartbeat.
It wasn't Julian's mistake. It was her miracle.
I'm keeping it, Seraphina whispered.
Zoe let out a breath she seemed to have been holding for ten minutes. Thank god.
But, Zoe warned, pulling out a prescription pad. You are high risk. Extremely high risk. You need absolute bed rest. No stress. No shouting. No emotional shocks.
Seraphina took the prescription. I'm leaving New York. I'll go to Europe. Or anywhere cheap. Anywhere far.
Good, Zoe said. Go now. Don't go back to the penthouse.
Seraphina put on her coat. She pulled her hat low. She grabbed her bag and walked out of the exam room toward the elevators.
She pressed the down button.
The elevator doors dinged and slid open.
A wall of noise hit her.
Flashbulbs popped like strobe lights. A dozen people with cameras and microphones spilled out of the elevator cars.
Harper West is on the 4th floor! someone shouted. Julian Sterling just parked his car!
Seraphina backed away, shielding her face. She was on the 3rd floor. They were heading up.
She ducked into the stairwell door just as the mob rushed past. Her heart was hammering against her ribs like a trapped bird.
She was trapped. The press was swarming the building. If she went out the front, they would see her. If she stayed, Julian might see her.
She looked at the stairwell. Down was blocked by security guards managing the press. Up was the oncology ward where Harper was.
She checked her phone. Breaking News: Harper West condition critical. Julian Sterling arrives at City General.
She leaned against the concrete wall, feeling dizzy. The smell of dust and concrete filled her nose. She had to get out. She had to protect the baby.
She decided to wait. Wait for the storm to pass. But then the door above her opened. Footsteps echoed on the metal stairs.