CRYSTAL BURGESS POV:
Connor knelt before me, his eyes cast down, his movements slow and deliberate. He picked up a soft cloth, carefully dabbing at the blood on my knees. His touch was light, almost tender, the same tenderness he' d used to clean my scrapes when I was a clumsy child, before I became his partner.
"Crystal," he said, his voice still that familiar, soothing balm. "I'm with Andrea now. Truly with her." His words were a polite, final stab. "You should find someone else. There are many other excellent men who would adore you."
He even managed a small, sad smile. "You always used to say you'd leave us for a better partner if we ever annoyed you. You'd joke about finding someone who catered to your every whim."
My mind screamed. It was just talk! Empty threats! The words caught in my throat, choked by fresh tears. Why are you taking it seriously now?
I looked at him through my watery vision, shaking my head, desperate to deny the truth he was laying bare.
His gaze lingered on my tear-stained face, a shadow of something unreadable in his eyes. Then, slowly, he reached out, his thumb gently wiping a tear from my cheek. He even ruffled my hair, a gesture so familiar, so intimate, it felt like a cruel joke.
He stood up, turning to fill a glass of water, his back to me. "I'll get some antiseptic for your knee," he said, his voice distant.
Suddenly, something heavy hit my back. I cried out, startled. I spun around, my eyes widening. Standing there was Andrea' s son, his small face contorted in a furious scowl. In his hands, he clutched a steaming kettle.
"You' re a bad lady!" he screamed, his voice high-pitched and angry. "Leave my mommy' s house! Go away!"
He raised the kettle again, aiming it at me. I instinctively threw my arm up to shield my face. Boiling water splashed from the spout, a few drops flying back, landing on his arm.
A piercing shriek tore through the air. Andrea' s son dropped the kettle, clutching his arm, his wails echoing through the house.
Just then, the front door burst open, letting in a blast of icy air.
A hand, strong and cold, clamped around my throat. My breath hitched, my vision blurring.
Jorden' s face was inches from mine, his eyes glowing with an eerie, predatory green. His teeth were bared, a low growl rumbling in his chest. "You… you dared to hurt him?" he hissed, his voice dangerously low. "You really are a monster, aren' t you?"
He laughed then, a bitter, humorless sound. "You never change, do you? Always the selfish brat, hurting everyone around you."
Jorden. My passionate Jorden. He was the one who had once promised to write songs about my eyes, who would stay up all night just to watch me sleep. He had left me for Andrea, telling me she was brave, strong, a woman who didn't 'need' him in the same suffocating way I did. He' d even taken on dangerous, long-term assignments to prove his loyalty to her, or so I' d heard. When he left, his eyes had been filled with cold disdain, and he' d told me he regretted every moment he' d wasted pampering me. He said I was a weakness, a distraction he could no longer afford.
I remembered his words. My weakness.
I couldn' t breathe. My hands clawed at his wrist, my strength rapidly draining. Tears streamed down my face, blurring everything into a kaleidoscope of pain. I looked into his eyes one last time, searching for any glimmer of the man I' d loved. There was nothing. Just empty, gray desolation.
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Jorden's green eyes, usually so full of fire, narrowed. He saw the blankness in my gaze, the way my struggles had ceased.
"Jorden! You're going to kill her!" Garrick's voice, sharp with alarm, cut through the haze.
Jorden's grip faltered. He looked at me, really looked, and a flicker of something - panic? - crossed his face. He quickly released me.
I fell to the floor in a heap, my lungs burning, my throat constricted. I gasped, coughing until my chest ached, my body wracked with tremors.
Connor rushed to my side, his hand reaching for me.
Just then, Andrea, awakened by the commotion, flung open the bedroom door. She took in the scene: her sobbing son, Jorden towering over me, me gasping on the floor, and Connor hovering.
Connor froze, his hand still outstretched. His eyes met Andrea's, then darted back to me. He recoiled, pushing me away with a sudden, rough shove. I tumbled backward, hitting my head against the wooden floor, a fresh wave of pain blossoming across my scalp.
Garrick, who had been standing a few feet away, took half a step forward, his jaw tight. Then he stopped, his gaze fixed on my pathetic form, his shoulders slumping.
Jorden, a cruel smirk on his face, eyed Connor. "Still playing the hero, Connor? I thought you promised to 'guard her for life'?" He laughed, a harsh, grating sound. "Guess even you couldn't stomach the spoiled princess forever. We all want the same woman, it seems, and it certainly isn't her." His gaze, filled with contempt, swept over me where I lay crumpled on the floor.
Connor's eyes, dark and unreadable, met my frantic, pleading stare. He held it for a beat, then slowly, deliberately, he turned his head away.
I froze, unable to breathe, unable to move. It was the final nail. The utter, complete, absolute end.
"Crystal? Is your arm alright?" Andrea's voice, surprisingly soft, cut through the tension.
Only then did everyone notice. My forearm, where the boiling water had splashed, was a horrifying expanse of bright red skin, angry blisters already beginning to form.
The three men who had once worshipped me, who had promised me forever, all looked at me with a strange mix of shock and something like pity. They expected me to scream, to cry, to demand attention.
But I didn't. I just pushed myself up, slowly, painfully, without a sound.
My eyes, dull and devoid of emotion, found Andrea. She stood there, beautiful and composed, her warmth a stark contrast to the icy cold that had settled in my heart. She was everything they had ever wanted me to be: strong, independent, capable. I knew, with a certainty that chilled me to the bone, that no one in this room, save for perhaps Andrea herself, would ever choose me over her.
Andrea patted her son's back, trying to quiet his sobs. "Sweetheart, you shouldn't have thrown the kettle. You need to apologize to Crystal."
The boy buried his face in her side, muttering an indignant "No!"
Andrea offered me a helpless, apologetic smile. "He's still quite young," she said, her voice gentle. "He doesn't fully understand. I'm so sorry, Crystal. Let me get you some burn cream."
"No," I said, my voice flat, dead.
Everyone looked at me, startled by my unexpected refusal.
"He needs to apologize," I repeated, my voice unwavering, though my body felt like it was crumbling.
Andrea's smile faded. Her brow furrowed, a tiny line appearing between her eyebrows. "Crystal, he' s just a child. Perhaps an apology isn't... appropriate right now."
"He needs to apologize," I insisted, my voice gaining a desperate edge I hadn't known I possessed.
"That's enough, Crystal!" Jorden's voice, sharp and furious, cut me off.
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"That's enough, Crystal!" Jorden snarled, stepping in front of Andrea and her son, his body a protective barrier. His face was a thundercloud. "Are you really going to badger a child over a spilled kettle? Andrea already apologized to you!" He gestured wildly at my arm. "Look at what you've done, making him cry like that!"
Garrick remained silent, but the deep furrow in his brow spoke volumes. He clearly agreed with Jorden. Even Connor, my supposedly gentle Connor, subtly shook his head.
My three partners. The men who had once vowed to protect me, to cherish me, now stood shoulder to shoulder, a unified front against me.
Andrea softly tugged on Jorden' s sleeve. She leaned down, murmuring something to her son. The boy mumbled a reluctant, barely audible "Sorry" into her shoulder, his eyes still red and sullen.
Even with his forced apology, the faces of my three former partners remained grim, their eyes still holding that familiar disappointment. Andrea, her expression full of genuine regret, stepped forward again. "Crystal, please, let me treat your burn. I have some excellent salve that will help with the pain and prevent scarring."
But I felt nothing but a chilling numbness spreading through my veins. I was freezing, shivering despite the warmth of the room. I could barely stand.
"No," I choked out, the word barely a whisper. I didn't wait for a response. I turned, stumbling towards the door, then slammed it shut behind me, severing the last thread of connection.
I plunged into the biting cold of the late afternoon, the wind whipping around me, tearing at my hair and clothes. My mind was eerily calm, clearer than it had been in days.
It's over.
I spent the next two days locked in my apartment, not eating, barely sleeping. The pain in my arm was a dull throb, forgotten amidst the deeper ache in my chest.
On the third day, just as my father had promised, he came. He chewed on a dry leaf, his face tight with a bitter sadness.
"The journey will be long, Crystal," he said, his voice raspy. "We leave tonight." He looked at my empty apartment, then back at me. "Do you have anything you want to take with you?"
I managed a weak, bitter smile. "No, Dad," I replied, shaking my head. "Nothing at all."
News of my return to my father's house, and the impending decision, had spread like wildfire through our social circle. The other women, those who still had no partners and faced the possibility of the arranged marriage, were restless, their faces etched with anxiety. The thought of being chosen, of leaving their lives, horrified them.
Then, the door to my apartment burst open.
Jorden stormed in first, his face a mask of furious anger, his eyes searching for me. "What did you tell your father this time?" he demanded, his voice seething with accusation.
Connor followed, his brow furrowed, his gaze sweeping around my desolate apartment. He paused, his eyes lingering on the few scattered belongings, the bareness of the room. It gave him pause, I could tell.
Garrick stood silently behind them, his usual composure fractured, his eyes fixed on me with an intensity that made my skin crawl.
I was so tired. Bone-deep weary. I didn't have the energy to fight, to explain, to even care anymore.