"Stop looking at me like that, Juniper."
I stabbed my fork into my salad, avoiding my best friend's wide eyed stare. We sat in the hospital cafeteria during lunch break, and she hadn't stopped gawking at me for the past ten minutes.
"Wait, so let me get this straight." Juniper leaned forward, her curly red hair falling over her shoulder. "You woke up one morning and became a super surgeon by magic? Just like that? Poof?"
"I'm being honest, Juniper. I don't know what happened." I pushed the lettuce around my plate. "One minute I'm completely lost, crying my eyes out over Derek. The next minute I'm performing one of the most complex surgeries in cardiothoracic medicine. It was like someone else took control of my body. Like I was being possessed or something."
Juniper closed her eyes and held her hands up like she was performing an exorcism. "Hey, you evil spirit in my friend's body. Out. This instant. In the name of all that is holy, leave!"
"It's not funny, Juniper." But I couldn't help the small smile that tugged at my lips.
"Come on, it's a little funny." She opened one eye and peeked at me. "Maybe you're like those people in movies who get hit on the head and suddenly become geniuses."
"Nobody hit me on the head."
"Maybe you hit yourself and forgot about it. You know, because of the head hitting."
I groaned and put my head in my hands. "I'm being serious. I'm scared, Juni. What if it happens again? What if next time I mess up and kill someone?"
My phone buzzed on the table. I glanced at the screen and rolled my eyes. Another text from Derek.
"Hey, I haven't gotten a response from you about dinner. We really need to talk. I miss you."
"Let me guess," Juniper said, eyeing my expression. "Derek?"
"He's been a pain in my ass since the surgery." I shoved my phone into my pocket. "Suddenly he wants to talk. Suddenly I'm amazing and he misses me. Where was all this when I overheard him telling Tricia I was worthless?"
"Men are trash," Juniper declared, taking a big bite of her sandwich. "Especially werewolf men. They think just because they have a wolf and we're omegas, they can treat us like garbage and we'll come running back."
"Well, this omega isn't running anywhere except away from him."
"That's my girl!" Juniper high fived me across the table. "So, speaking of running toward things instead of away from them, what's the deal with Dr. Owen?"
Heat flooded my face instantly. "What? There's no deal. I don't know what you're talking about."
"Oh please." Juniper's grin was wicked. "The entire intern class is talking about how he couldn't take his eyes off you during the board meeting. Tricia is absolutely seething. She's been trying to get his attention for months and he barely knows she exists."
"He was probably just watching me because I was late and he was annoyed."
"Mmhmm. And that's why he called you to his office for a private meeting?" Juniper waggled her eyebrows. "Girl, spill. What happened?"
Before I could answer, the clicking of heels on linoleum made us both look up. Tricia approached our table, her face arranged in a smug smile. She wore her scrubs like they were designer clothes, somehow making the shapeless hospital uniform look fashionable.
"Well, well. If it isn't the miracle girl." Tricia stopped at our table, crossing her arms.
"What do you want, Tricia?" I didn't bother hiding my irritation.
"To make just one thing clear." She leaned down, her voice dropping to a hiss. "Dr. Owen is mine. I don't know what little trick you pulled in that meeting, but he's not interested in wolfless nobodies. So back off."
I stood up, meeting her eyes. "And Derek?"
Tricia laughed, a harsh sound. "Derek? Please. Derek was just to pass time. You think I, Patricia Weston, an alpha's daughter, would take a beta's son seriously? He was a toy. A distraction. Nothing more."
"You're disgusting," Juniper spat.
"And you're irrelevant," Tricia shot back. "Both of you. So stay away from what's mine."
"Mary."
That voice. That deep, commanding voice that made every nerve in my body stand at attention. We all turned to see Dr. Owen approaching, his white coat billowing slightly as he walked. He looked directly at me, ignoring Tricia completely.
"I need you to check on the patient in ward seven. Mr. Morrison. Make sure his vitals are stable and review his post op medication schedule."
"Yes, sir. Right away." I tried to keep my voice steady, professional.
Tricia stepped forward, touching Dr. Owen's arm. "Dr. Owen, I was wondering if you needed any assistance with the surgery scheduled for this afternoon. I'd be happy to observe and help in any way I can."
Dr. Owen's eyes flickered to where her hand rested on his arm. His expression turned cold. "Miss Weston, if you don't get over yourself and stop this inappropriate behavior, you'll lose your internship program. Are we clear?"
Tricia's face went white, then red. She snatched her hand back. "I... yes, sir."
"Good." He turned back to me, and his expression softened just slightly. "Ward seven, Miss Hart. Now, please."
He walked away, leaving Tricia standing there looking humiliated. Juniper covered her mouth, trying not to laugh out loud.
"Oh my god," Juniper whispered. "Did you see her face?"
I couldn't help but grin. "That was pretty satisfying."
Tricia glared at both of us before spinning on her heel and storming away.
"I take back what I said," Juniper announced. "Dr. Owen is not trash. Dr. Owen is a god among men."
I was about to respond when screaming erupted from the emergency entrance. We both jumped up and ran toward the sound.
A woman burst through the automatic doors, carrying a boy who looked about twelve years old. The child's face was turning blue, his hands clawing at his throat.
"Help! Somebody help! My child is dying! Please, someone help us!"
Nurses rushed forward immediately. Dr. Stevens appeared from somewhere, taking charge.
"What happened?" A nurse asked, trying to calm the panicked mother.
"He was eating lunch and suddenly he started choking. I tried the Heimlich maneuver but nothing worked. He can't breathe. Please, please save my baby!"
The boy's lips were turning purple. His eyes rolled back. He was suffocating.
"Get me a laryngoscope," Dr. Stevens ordered. "We need to intubate. Someone page Dr. Owen."
But I was already moving. That strange feeling washed over me again, like stepping into a warm bath. The world sharpened into crystal clarity. I could see exactly what needed to be done.
My body moved on autopilot. I stepped forward, gently but firmly moving the nurse aside. "It's a complete airway obstruction. The Heimlich won't work because the object is lodged too deep. We need to perform an emergency cricothyrotomy."
"Mary, wait," Juniper grabbed my arm, but I barely felt it.
"Scalpel," I said, my voice calm and authoritative. "And a tracheostomy tube. Now."
A nurse handed me the instruments, her hands shaking. I didn't hesitate. I tilted the boy's head back, located the cricothyroid membrane with my fingers. One swift incision. The boy's mother screamed but someone held her back.
I made a small horizontal incision through the skin and membrane, inserted the tube, and secured it. The boy gasped, air rushing into his lungs. His color began returning from blue to pink.
"Oxygen," I said, and someone placed the mask over the tube.
The boy coughed, wheezed, then started breathing steadily. His eyes fluttered open, confused and scared but alive.
"Oh my god, thank you!" The mother rushed forward, sobbing. "Thank you so much! You saved his life!"
I looked down at the scalpel still in my hand. Blood covered my fingers. The strange clarity faded and I was suddenly myself again, staring in horror at what I'd just done.
What was happening to me?
I looked up and saw everyone staring. Dr. Stevens, the nurses, Juniper, other interns who'd gathered to watch. All of them looking at me like I was something impossible.
I dropped the scalpel on the instrument tray and ran. I ran through the emergency room, down the hallway, not knowing where I was going. Just needing to get away from all those eyes.
I burst through a door and found myself in a stairwell. I collapsed on the steps, my whole body shaking.
Two medical emergencies in one day. Two impossible procedures I shouldn't know how to do. This wasn't normal. This couldn't be normal.
"Mary?"
I looked up. Dr. Owen stood at the top of the stairs, his face concerned. He'd followed me.
"I don't know what's happening to me," I whispered, tears streaming down my face.
He came down the stairs slowly, like approaching a frightened animal. When he reached me, he sat down on the step beside me. Close enough that I could feel the heat of his body.
"Tell me," he said softly. "Tell me everything."
"I think I'm going crazy."
The words tumbled out before I could stop them. I sat on the cold stairwell steps, Dr. Owen beside me, and everything I'd been holding inside came pouring out.
"That surgery yesterday. The one with Mr. Morrison. I've never done anything like that before. I've barely even observed one. But when I was in that operating room, it was like someone else took over. I knew exactly what to do. Every step, every movement. It was perfect and terrifying and I have no idea how I did it."
Dr. Owen listened without interrupting, his amber eyes fixed on my face.
"And just now with that boy." My voice cracked. "A cricothyrotomy. I learned about it in class but I've never performed one. Never even practiced on a dummy. But my hands just knew. My body moved like it had done it a thousand times before." I looked at him, desperate. "What's wrong with me?"
He was quiet for a long moment. Then he reached out and gently wiped a tear from my cheek with his thumb. The touch sent electricity through my skin.
"Nothing is wrong with you, Mary," he said quietly. "I think something is awakening in you."
"What do you mean?"
"Your wolf." He studied my face carefully. "You said you're twenty two and haven't shifted yet. That's unusual but not unheard of. Sometimes wolves emerge late, especially in omegas whose abilities are being suppressed."
"Suppressed? By what?"
"Trauma. Fear. Strong emotions." He paused. "Or sometimes by someone else."
I blinked. "Someone else? You mean like a spell or something?"
"It's possible. But that's not what's important right now." He shifted closer, and his scent surrounded me. Pine and earth and something uniquely him. "What's important is that your wolf is trying to emerge. And when that happens, dormant abilities can surface. Enhanced instincts. Knowledge you didn't know you had. It's like your wolf has been learning even while you couldn't access her."
"That's insane."
"Is it?" His lips curved slightly. "You performed a perfect Bentall procedure and an emergency cricothyrotomy in the same day. Both procedures that take years of practice to master. Tell me what's more insane: that your wolf is awakening with knowledge, or that you're just suddenly a surgical prodigy?"
I laughed weakly. "When you put it that way."
"Your wolf has been there your whole life, Mary. Watching. Learning. Just because she hasn't been able to manifest doesn't mean she hasn't been paying attention." He paused. "The question is, why now? What changed?"
Derek's face flashed through my mind. The betrayal. The heartbreak. "I don't know. Maybe the stress?"
"Maybe." But he looked like he didn't quite believe it.
We sat in silence for a moment. I was acutely aware of how close he was. How his shoulder almost touched mine. How I could see the gold flecks in his eyes, the strong line of his jaw.
"Dr. Owen," I started.
"Owen," he corrected softly. "When we're alone, you can call me Owen."
My heart skipped. "Owen. Can I ask you something?"
"Anything."
"In your office earlier, you said I made your wolf restless. What did you mean?"
His eyes darkened. He looked away, jaw tightening. "I shouldn't have said that. It was inappropriate."
"But you did say it." I don't know where the courage came from, but I reached out and touched his hand. "Please. I need to understand what's happening. Between us. This pull I feel. Is it just me? Am I imagining it?"
He looked down at where my hand rested on his. Slowly, he turned his palm up and laced his fingers through mine. The touch sent heat racing up my arm.
"You're not imagining it," he said roughly. "From the moment you walked into that board meeting, my wolf has been clawing at me. Demanding I claim you. Mark you. Make you mine." He met my eyes and the intensity there stole my breath. "But I can't, Mary. You're an intern. I'm the chief of surgery. There are rules. Ethics. I could lose everything."
"I could transfer to a different program," I whispered.
"No." His grip on my hand tightened. "You're too talented. This hospital is lucky to have you. I won't let you leave because of me."
"Then what do we do?"
"We stay professional. We ignore this." But even as he said it, his thumb stroked across my knuckles, betraying his words. "We focus on your training and your wolf's awakening."
"And if I can't ignore it?" My voice came out breathless.
He leaned closer. So close I could feel his breath on my face. "Then we're both in trouble."
The stairwell door above us banged open. We jumped apart like we'd been burned. Juniper appeared on the landing, slightly out of breath.
"There you are! I've been looking everywhere." She paused, taking in the scene. Me and Owen sitting close together, my face flushed, his hair slightly mussed like he'd been running his hands through it. "Am I interrupting something?"
"No," we both said at the same time.
Juniper's eyebrows rose. "Right. Well, Dr. Stevens wants to see you, Mary. Something about documenting the procedures you performed today."
I stood up quickly, smoothing my scrubs. Owen stood too, putting professional distance between us.
"Thank you for the talk, Dr. Owen," I said formally.
"Of course, Miss Hart." His eyes said everything his words couldn't. "Remember what I said. About your wolf."
I nodded and followed Juniper up the stairs. At the top, I couldn't help but glance back. Owen stood at the bottom, watching me with an expression of hunger and frustration.
"Girl," Juniper hissed as we walked down the hallway. "What the hell was that?"
"Nothing. We were just talking."
"Just talking? He looked at you like you were the last meal on earth and he was starving."
My face heated. "Juni, please."
"And you touched his hand! I saw that. There was definite hand touching happening."
"Can we not do this right now?" I begged. "I need to focus. Dr. Stevens wants to see me and I already feel like my life is spiraling out of control."
Juniper sobered. "Hey, are you okay? Really?"
"I don't know," I admitted. "Everything is so confusing. The surgery thing. Derek. Owen. I feel like I'm standing on the edge of a cliff and one wrong move will send me falling."
"Then it's a good thing you have me to pull you back." She squeezed my arm. "Whatever is happening, we'll figure it out together. Okay?"
"Okay."
We reached Dr. Stevens' office. Juniper gave me an encouraging smile before heading back to her rounds. I knocked on the door.
"Come in."
Dr. Stevens sat behind his desk, several files spread out in front of him. He looked up when I entered, his expression unreadable.
"Miss Hart. Please, sit."
I sank into the chair, my stomach twisting with nerves.
"I've been reviewing your performance today," he began. "Both the surgery on Mr. Morrison and the emergency procedure with the young boy. I've also spoken with Dr. Owen."
Oh no. Was I in trouble? Was he going to kick me out of the program?
"I have to say, in my twenty years of medicine, I've never seen anything quite like it." He leaned back in his chair. "Your technique was flawless. Your decision making was sound. You saved two lives today, Miss Hart. Two lives that would have been lost without your intervention."
"Thank you, sir, but I'm just an intern."
"Yes, you are. Which makes this all the more remarkable." He paused. "It also makes it highly irregular. The board is concerned about liability. About proper protocols. There are questions about how an intern with minimal surgical experience could perform procedures that take years to master."
My heart sank. "Are you saying I'm in trouble?"
"No." He smiled slightly. "I'm saying the board wants to fast track you into the surgical program. They want you working directly under Dr. Owen, learning from the best. If you can perform at this level now, imagine what you could do with proper training."
I sat there, stunned. "I don't understand."
"You have a gift, Miss Hart. A rare talent. We'd be fools not to nurture it." He pushed a paper across the desk. "This is a formal offer to join the advanced surgical track. It means longer hours, more responsibility, and intensive training. But it also means you'd be on the path to becoming a surgeon much faster than the traditional route."
I looked down at the paper, my mind spinning. This was everything I'd ever wanted. A real chance to become a surgeon. To save lives. To matter.
But it also meant working directly with Owen. Spending more time with him. Fighting this attraction that already felt impossible to resist.
"I need to think about it," I heard myself say.
Dr. Stevens nodded. "Of course. Take the weekend. Let me know Monday morning."
I stood to leave, the paper clutched in my hand.
"Miss Hart," Dr. Stevens called as I reached the door. "Whatever is happening with you, whatever this is, don't be afraid of it. Embrace it. The medical world needs more people who can do what you do."
I walked out in a daze. The hallway seemed too bright, too loud. Other staff members passed by, some giving me curious looks. Word had clearly spread about what happened.
My phone buzzed. I pulled it out and saw a text from an unknown number.
"Congratulations on your big day. But you should know: gifts like yours don't come without a price. Someone wants to meet you. Tonight. Come to the old medical library at midnight. Come alone. Don't tell anyone. Especially not Dr. Owen."
My blood ran cold. Who was this? How did they get my number?
I looked up and down the hallway, suddenly feeling watched. But there was no one suspicious. Just nurses and doctors going about their day.
Another text came through.
"If you want answers about your wolf and your abilities, you'll come. If you want to know the truth about why you really can't shift, you'll come. Midnight. Don't be late."
"You're being ridiculous."
I stood in front of my bathroom mirror at eleven thirty that night, having this argument with myself for the hundredth time. My small apartment felt too quiet, too empty. The text message glowed on my phone screen, taunting me.
Come to the old medical library at midnight.
Every rational part of my brain screamed that this was a trap. That going alone to meet some mysterious stranger in an abandoned building in the middle of the night was possibly the dumbest thing I could do.
But the other part of me, the part that had performed two impossible surgeries today, the part that felt something awakening inside me, that part was desperate for answers.
I grabbed my jacket and my keys. If I was going to do this stupid thing, I should at least tell someone where I was going. I pulled up Juniper's number, then hesitated. The text had said to come alone. To not tell anyone.
What if telling someone put them in danger? What if this person had information about my wolf, about why I couldn't shift, and they'd only share it if I followed their rules?
I put my phone down. Just this once, I'd be stupid. I'd go alone. But I'd keep my phone in my pocket, ready to call for help if things went wrong.
The old medical library was on the edge of the hospital campus, in a building that hadn't been used in years. The hospital had built a new, modern library five years ago and this one had been scheduled for demolition. But budget cuts kept pushing the timeline back, so it just sat there, dark and forgotten.
I parked my beat up car in the empty lot and stared up at the building. It looked like something from a horror movie. Broken windows. Overgrown vines. No lights.
"This is insane," I muttered. "This is how people die in movies."
But I got out of the car anyway.
The front door was unlocked. It creaked when I pushed it open, the sound echoing through the empty building. My phone's flashlight cut through the darkness, illuminating dust particles dancing in the air.
"Hello?" My voice sounded small and scared. "I got your text. I'm here."
No answer. Just the settling sounds of an old building.
I moved deeper inside, past empty bookshelves and overturned chairs. The place smelled like mold and old paper. My footsteps echoed on the tile floor.
A light flickered in the back. Just for a second, then darkness again.
My heart hammered against my ribs. Every instinct told me to run. But I kept walking toward where I'd seen the light.
The main reading room opened up before me. Moonlight streamed through the broken windows, casting strange shadows across the floor. And there, standing in the center of the room, was a figure.
"You came." The voice was female, smooth and cultured. "I wasn't sure you would."
She stepped into a patch of moonlight and I gasped. She was beautiful. Impossibly beautiful. Long silver hair that seemed to glow. Pale skin. Eyes that reflected the light like a cat's.
"Who are you?" I asked, trying to keep my voice steady.
"My name is Serena Whitlock. And I'm here because we share something in common, Mary Hart." She smiled, and her teeth seemed too white, too sharp. "We both have secrets about our wolves."
"How do you know about that?"
"I know a lot of things." She moved closer and I fought the urge to step back. "I know that you performed a Bentall procedure today with the skill of a surgeon who's been practicing for twenty years. I know that you saved a boy's life with a cricothyrotomy you'd never performed before. I know that your wolf has been dormant your entire life, trapped inside you, unable to emerge."
"Everyone knows about the surgeries. It's hospital gossip."
"But not everyone knows why you can perform them." Serena circled me slowly, like a predator. "Your wolf has been awake inside you since birth, Mary. Learning. Absorbing knowledge. Growing stronger. But someone put a binding on you. A spell. To keep her locked away."
I stopped breathing. "What? That's impossible."
"Is it?" She stopped in front of me. "Think about it. Have you ever felt her? Even a little? Most wolves show signs by age ten. A flash of golden eyes. Heightened senses. But you? Nothing. Not until recently. Not until something started breaking the binding."
My mind raced back through my childhood. She was right. I'd never felt anything. Other kids talked about hearing their wolves in their minds. About feeling stronger, faster. I'd always just assumed I was a late bloomer. That my wolf would come eventually.
"Who would do that to me? Who would bind my wolf?"
Serena's smile was cold. "That's the question, isn't it? Who would have access to you as a child? Who would have reason to suppress your wolf? Who would benefit from you being weak?"
"My family." The words came out as a whisper. "My parents?"
"Perhaps. Or perhaps someone close to them. Someone who knew what you would become if your wolf was allowed to emerge." She tilted her head. "Your wolf isn't ordinary, Mary. The knowledge she possesses, the abilities she's developing, they're extraordinary. Almost as if she's connected to something ancient. Something powerful."
I shook my head. "This is crazy. You're talking about magic and spells and ancient power. That's not real."
"Isn't it? Then how do you explain what's happening to you?"
I had no answer for that.
"The binding is breaking," Serena continued. "Whatever holds it in place is weakening. That's why your wolf's knowledge is bleeding through. That's why you can suddenly do things you never learned. Soon, the binding will break completely and you'll shift for the first time. When that happens, Mary, everything will change."
"Why are you telling me this? What do you want?"
"I want to help you." She reached into her pocket and pulled out a small vial filled with silver liquid. "This is a catalyst. It will speed up the breaking process. Instead of waiting weeks or months for the binding to naturally deteriorate, you could shift within days."
I stared at the vial. "And what do you get out of helping me?"
"Smart girl." Her smile widened. "When your wolf emerges, I want you to remember who helped you. I want you to owe me a favor. Nothing sinister. Just a favor to be called in when the time is right."
"A favor? That's it?"
"That's it. One favor. And in return, you get answers. You get your wolf. You get to understand what you truly are." She held out the vial. "What do you say?"
I reached for it, then stopped. "How do I know this isn't poison? How do I know you're telling the truth about any of this?"
"You don't." Serena shrugged. "You have to trust your instincts. What does your gut tell you, Mary? Am I lying?"
I looked into her reflective eyes, trying to read her. She felt dangerous. Predatory. But not exactly evil. More like someone who played by different rules.
"Why do you care about my wolf?" I asked.
"Because powerful wolves are useful. Because the world is more complicated than you know. Because there are forces gathering in the shadows, preparing for something big, and I'd rather have you as an ally than an enemy." She pressed the vial into my hand. "Take it. Don't take it. The choice is yours. But know this: the binding was placed on you for a reason. Someone fears what you'll become. And when they realize the binding is breaking, they'll come for you."
Cold fear trickled down my spine. "Who? Who will come for me?"
"That's what you need to find out." Serena stepped back into the shadows. "Drink the catalyst or don't. But either way, watch your back, Mary Hart. The game has already begun, whether you know it or not."
"Wait!" I called out. "I have more questions."
But she was gone. Vanished like she'd never been there at all.
I stood alone in the abandoned library, clutching a vial of mysterious silver liquid, my mind reeling.
A binding on my wolf. Someone who feared my power. Forces gathering in the shadows.
What had I just walked into?
My phone buzzed, making me jump. A text from Owen.
"Where are you? I stopped by your apartment. We need to talk. It's urgent."
My stomach dropped. Owen was at my apartment? How did he even know where I lived? And what was so urgent that he'd come looking for me at midnight?
Another text came through, this one from a different unknown number.
"You shouldn't trust Serena Whitlock. She's using you. If you want the real truth, meet me tomorrow night. Same place. Same time. Come alone again. This time, I'll tell you who really bound your wolf. And why."
I stared at my phone, then at the vial in my hand, then back at my phone.
What the hell was happening to my life?