I turned to look out the window.

The darkness had swallowed everything. And out there, my body was slowly stiffening into a block of ice.

But in here, glasses clinked and warmth flowed freely.

How wonderful.

Since Dad loved tough love and desperate situations so much, then he must also loved the Christmas gift I'd prepared for him, right?

Just then, urgent pounding on the door rang out. Mixed with the piercing sound of the doorbell, it instantly drowned out the cheers coming from the TV.

The laughter in the private room came to an abrupt halt.

Uncle Arnold's hand trembled slightly, sending ash from his cigarette onto his pants.

Dad frowned in displeasure and slammed his fork heavily onto the table.

"Who is it? It's Christmas Eve—why are they acting like they're announcing death? Hey, waiter! What's going on? How can you just let anyone in?"

The door to the private room burst open.

My mother, Sharon Schmitt, stood there covered in snow, her hair plastered messily against her face.

"Trevor, why can't I reach Julian? Why is his phone turned off?"

Dad took one look at Mom in this state, his brow furrowing deeply as he leaned back in his chair. Without even bothering to stand up, he leisurely pulled out a napkin and wiped his mouth.

Dad sneered. "What's wrong with you? Don't you know it's Christmas Eve? You think you can just show up here and cause trouble? What, that pretty boy dumped you, and now you're back for money?"

Mom rushed to the table, bracing herself against it. Her fingernails dug into the wood as her knuckles turned white.

"I'm asking you—where is Julian? It's snowing so hard, and the news said the mountain roads are closed! Where did you take him?"

Dad lifted his glass and took a small sip, his gaze dripping with contempt.

"He's in training—real man training. What's the matter? You feeling sorry for him now? If you hadn't spoiled him rotten back then, turning him into a useless kid who can't lift a thing, would I have to go through all this trouble to toughen him up?"

Mom's voice shot up, shrill and piercing. "Training?"

She grabbed the wine bottle from the table and smashed it hard on the floor.

Glass shards flew everywhere, wine spilling across the floor.

The relatives gasped and shrieked in fright.

My aunt, Geraldine Kane, covered her ears and ducked behind her husband, my uncle, Dennis Bowen.

"Trevor, are you even human? Julian has asthma! Allergic asthma! The doctor said he absolutely cannot be exposed to cold or engage in strenuous exercise! Are you trying to kill him by taking him to a snowy mountain?"

Mom's roar echoed through the private room.

Dad's expression instantly darkened. He stood up and shoved Mom hard in the shoulder.

Already unsteady on her feet, Mom lost her balance and fell onto the pile of broken glass.

Her palms were cut open, blood seeping out. But she simply glared at Dad.

Dad pointed at her, spittle flying as he roared, "Asthma? That's nothing but a rich people's disease! You spoiled it into him! All that crap about not being able to stand the cold or exercise is just an excuse!

"As long as Julian has enough willpower, he can fight through anything. I'm going to freeze that pampering right out of him today!"

Mom trembled with rage, tears streaming down her face.

She scrambled up and, ignoring the blood on her hands, lunged for Dad's phone on the table.

"The location? Where's his GPS location right now? Show me!"

Quick as a flash, Dad slammed his hand down on the phone, then swung his arm back and slapped Mom across the face.

The blow was vicious. Mom stumbled back several steps, a trickle of blood seeping from the corner of her mouth.

"You think I won't put you in your place?" Dad roared. "This is my way of raising him! It's not something an outsider like you has a say in! Get out! Now!"

Finally unable to take it any longer, Uncle Dennis stood up to intervene.

"Calm down, Sharon. Trevor knows what he's doing. All of us saw that GPS just now. We've been keeping an eye on it the whole time."

Dad gave a cold snort and unlocked his phone. Then, he opened the app and tossed it in front of Mom.

"He's doing just fine at Camp One."

Mom swiped at the screen to check the historical tracking data.

Suddenly, her face went deathly pale, and she slumped limply into the chair.

"Julian hasn't moved for three hours! Even the toughest man would freeze solid after staying still in this freezing weather for three hours. Something's definitely happened to him!" Mom cried.

Dad snatched the phone back without even looking at it. "Bullshit! He's resting to conserve his energy. What the hell do you know about wilderness survival?

"This is called tactical adjustment. You think everyone's like you, complaining about being tired after taking two steps?"

Mom shook her head, her voice trembling beyond control. "No, Julian told me if he ever stopped in the snow for more than half an hour, it'd mean he couldn't go any further. He made me promise to come for him. That was our agreement."

Dad cut her off impatiently. "Agreement? That's an excuse for the weak! I knew it—that punk's been contacting you behind my back. Fine, so you're working together now to trick me into going up there to get him? Not a chance!"

Mom fell to her knees, clutching Dad's legs. "Trevor, this is a life we're talking about! I'm begging you. I'll do anything you want— just go check on him or call search and rescue. Please, I'm begging you!"

Dad kicked Mom hard in the chest, sending her sprawling to the floor.

"Get off me! Stop making a fool of yourself here! It's Christmas Eve, for god's sake. Everyone's supposed to be happy, and you have to come and ruin it! Search and rescue? Are you trying to humiliate me even more?

"If I call them, how's that gonna look? The whole world will know I couldn't even toughen up my own son!"

Floating in mid-air, I watched Dad kick Mom down, the blood from her hands staining the carpet red.

I wanted to rush over and hug her, to tell her, "Mom, stop begging. It's useless. Dad never cared about my life. He only cared about his pride and his authority."

I reached out to wipe the tears from Mom's face, but my hand passed right through her cheek. That feeling of powerlessness was more agonizing than death itself.

I was sorry to Mom. It was all my fault for being so useless. I never should've listened to Dad. I shouldn't have agreed to come to this godforsaken place just for some pathetic allowance or for him to actually look at me like I mattered.

I should've listened to Mom and escaped from Dad long ago, even if it meant working odd jobs or begging on the streets.

But it was all too late now.

"The police! I'm going to call the police!"

Mom picked herself up off the floor, trembling as she fumbled in her soaked pocket for her phone. Her fingers shook uncontrollably from the cold and fear, and it took her several tries just to unlock it.

"Don't you dare!" Dad strode over in two steps, snatching the phone from Mom's hand. He then hurled it viciously against the corner of the wall.

The phone's screen shattered into pieces, and the battery even popped out.

Dad jabbed his finger at Mom's face and yelled, "Why are you calling the police? Since when do the police have the right to interfere with a father disciplining his son?

"This is a family matter! Are you trying to embarrass me in front of all my relatives? Or are you trying to send me to jail? How can you be so vile?"

Screaming and crying, Mom lunged toward the corner, desperately trying to piece her phone back together. But the scattered components were already beyond saving.

"You're the vile one! That's your own son we're talking about!"

Uncle Arnold frowned and put down his fork. "Trevor, maybe you should give Julian a call. Three hours without moving really is a bit—"

Dad shot him a displeased glare. "Arnold, don't tell me you're falling for that sentimental nonsense too? Julian's just lazy and waiting for me to go get him.

"If I cave now, all the hardship from before will have been for nothing. This is called psychological warfare, understand?"

Just then, a crisp notification sound suddenly came from Dad's phone on the table. It was the sound of the GPS location updating.

Everyone's eyes instantly locked onto the phone.

Dad picked it up and glanced at the screen. A grin immediately spread across his face, the crow's feet at the corners of his eyes crinkling deeply.

"He moved! He moved!" He held the phone up high, laughing. "See that? He climbed up more than 100 yards!"

"I told you Julian was playing dead and mind games with me!" Dad crowed happily.

Mom looked up, a glimmer of hope suddenly igniting in her previously despairing eyes.

"He moved? He really moved?" She crawled over on her hands and knees, desperate to see the screen.

This time, Dad didn't push her away, but smugly let her look.

"Take a good look! He's still moving! And very fast, at that," he said, pointing at the red dot slowly crawling across the screen. "This brat must've realized I wasn't messing around and got scared I'd actually cut his allowance.

"So, he finally straightened up. Spineless little thing. Needs a fire lit under him or he won't move."

Mom stared at the red dot, tears streaming down her face again. But this time they were tears of joy.

"I'm just glad he's moving." She slumped to the floor, pressing her palms together. "Heaven be praised, heaven be praised!"

Dad's relatives also breathed sighs of relief all around.

Trying to smooth things over, Aunt Geraldine smiled and said, "What did I tell you? Julian might be a bit frail, but he's still a good kid. Sharon, you simply worry too much. Trevor's his father, after all. It's not like he'd actually hurt him."

Uncle Arnold raised his glass as well. "She's right. It's all a false alarm. Come on, everyone. Drink up!"

The tension in the room dissolved instantly, as if the explosive confrontation moments ago had been nothing more than a brief interruption.

Only I, floating in mid-air, felt a bone-chilling cold as I watched the moving red dot.

That wasn't me climbing, but rather a wolf.

Before I lost consciousness, I heard the howl of a wolf. The sound was very close, just behind the rocks.

The hungry wolf must've been dragging my corpse across the snow, leaving a long trail of blood. It had clamped its jaws around my leg, pulling me back to its den as its Christmas feast.

Every flicker of that red dot was another jolt to my broken body.

Dad looked down at Mom condescendingly.

"See that? You almost ruined everything! If you'd actually called the police just now, and they went up the mountain only to see him climbing away energetically, I'd never live it down.

"I'd probably be charged with filing a false report to boot!" He crouched down, jabbing his finger against Mom's forehead again and again. "You jinx! You nearly destroyed the most important transformation of his life.

"You would've made him hate you forever."

Instead of arguing, Mom just stared blankly at the phone. "As long as he's alive, even if he hates me, that's fine."

Dad stood up and brushed off his pants. "Alright, stop with the melodrama. Since you're already here, why don't you join us for dinner and watch Julian conquer that snowy mountain?

"See for yourself how brilliant he can be once he's out of that coddling environment of yours."

He forcibly pulled Mom up and pushed her into an empty chair.

Trembling and huddling in the corner, Mom didn't dare to look away from the phone screen for a single second.

The red dot moved again, then once more fell still. The wolf must've been tired and stopped to eat.

Dad, however, couldn't care less. He sent another voice message, "Now that you're moving, keep climbing! Stop dawdling like a sissy. Your speed just now was decent, so maintain it. Reach the summit by midnight, and I'll give you a thousand dollars."

That thousand dollars was a reward to him, but to me, it was blood money.

Too bad I'd never be able to collect it.

I stared at Dad's alcohol-flushed face and the way his mouth moved, each opening releasing a blast of foul, boozy breath.

"Everyone, raise your glasses! Let's drink to Julian's successful training! And to our family having a real man! Cheers!"

The clinking of glasses was crisp and pleasant to the ear.

I watched Mom curled up in the oversized chair.

The dishes and utensils before her were completely untouched. Only her swollen, bloodshot eyes were fixed on the red dot that represented my life.

She was praying for it to move again.