The fluorescent lights of the hospital corridor hummed, a monotonous sound that grated on Fiona's already frayed nerves. She paced back and forth outside the cardiologist's office at New York-Presbyterian, waiting for news about her grandmother, Eileen Donovan.
The door opened and Dr. Julian Mercer stepped out. His face was tired, but he was smiling-a genuine, relieved smile that made her heart leap into her throat. Julian had been a few years ahead of her in college, a kind acquaintance who had since become Eileen's trusted doctor.
"Fiona," he said, his voice warm. "We found one. A heart. It's a near-perfect match."
The words washed over her, a tidal wave of relief so powerful it almost buckled her knees. Tears sprang to her eyes, blurring his smiling face. This was it. This was the reason for all of it-the sham marriage, the humiliation, the constant fear. It was all for this moment.
"Oh, thank God," she sobbed, grabbing his hand. "Thank you, Julian. Thank you."
He explained the details-the surgery was scheduled for the following week, there were forms to sign, and the hospital's finance department would need to finalize the financial arrangements beforehand.
"The cost isn't an issue," she said quickly, wiping her eyes. The statement sounded so foreign coming from her own mouth. Julian looked surprised but didn't press the issue.
She practically floated into Eileen's room. Her grandmother was frail against the stark white pillows, but her eyes lit up when Fiona entered. She told her the news, and Eileen's own eyes filled with tears of joy. They hugged, a fragile embrace filled with more hope than either of them had felt in years.
The moment was shattered when the door creaked open.
Her aunt, Brenda Boggs, and her cousin, Crystal Paskiewicz, walked in as if they owned the place. Brenda, who hadn't visited once in the last six months, was carrying a cheap-looking fruit basket and wearing a smile that didn't reach her greedy eyes. Crystal, a year younger than Fiona, was openly gawking at Fiona's simple but well-made dress, her expression a sour mix of envy and resentment.
They had obviously heard the news.
"Fiona, darling!" Brenda gushed, after a brief, performative fuss over Eileen. "I heard you married a Montgomery! My goodness, you've really landed on your feet."
Fiona just nodded, her jaw tight.
Brenda didn't waste any time. She launched into a long, whining story about her car breaking down and a leaky roof, her eyes darting towards Fiona expectantly. The implication was clear.
"I'm sorry to hear that, Aunt Brenda," Fiona said, her voice cool. "But I can't help you."
Crystal scoffed from the corner. "Wow. Married into money for five minutes and already too good for your own family."
Fiona's patience snapped. "This is not the time or the place." She didn't want to argue in front of her grandmother.
But Brenda was relentless. "Well, I just think it's wonderful that you can afford this big, expensive surgery for your grandma," she said, her voice dripping with insinuation. "It's amazing what a girl will do for family."
The veiled accusation hung in the air, ugly and suffocating.
"That's enough," Fiona warned, her voice low.
Eileen, sensing the rising tension, looked exhausted. "Brenda, maybe you and Crystal should go. I need to rest."
After they'd finally left, a heavy silence settled over the room. Fiona saw the worry in her grandmother's eyes and felt a fresh wave of resolve wash over her.
It wasn't just Holland and his family she had to worry about. It was them, too. Vultures, circling, drawn by the scent of money they thought she now possessed.
She had to protect her secret. She had to protect her grandmother. And she had to protect the tiny, fragile life inside her from all of it.
She took a deep breath, forced a reassuring smile for Eileen, and began talking about post-surgery physical therapy, building a wall of normalcy around them. Inside, though, the fear was hardening into something else. Something like armor.
---
A few days later, Fiona sat by Eileen's bedside, carefully peeling an apple. The red skin came off in one long, continuous spiral, a small, satisfying act of control in a life that felt completely out of her hands.
The door swung open without a knock. It was Crystal, alone this time, a malicious glint in her eyes.
She ignored Fiona and perched on the edge of Eileen's bed, her voice sickly sweet. "Grandma Eileen, you look so much better today! But you know, I was just thinking... Fiona's been married for a while now. How come her new husband hasn't come to visit you even once?"
The question was a poisoned dart, aimed with perfect precision.
The apple peel in Fiona's hand snapped.
Eileen's brow furrowed with the same thought she'd been too polite to voice. "She's right, Fiona. Is everything alright between you two? Did you have a fight?"
Fiona looked up, meeting her cousin's triumphant smirk. She had to lie. For Eileen. The stress of a family drama was the last thing she needed before a major surgery.
She forced a calm, gentle smile. "Of course not, Grandma. Holland's just... he's incredibly busy with work."
Crystal pounced. "Busy? Too busy to meet his wife's sick grandmother? The CEO of Montgomery Industries can't spare an hour?"
Her logic was infuriatingly sound. Fiona's simple lie was already unraveling. She had to make it better, more detailed.
"He's in the middle of a huge merger with a European company," Fiona elaborated, pulling details from a business article she'd skimmed. "The time difference is a nightmare. He's on conference calls all night. He wanted to come, I promise. I'm the one who told him not to. I didn't want him to disturb your rest."
She added another layer, hating herself with every word. "He calls me every night to ask how you're doing, but it's always after you've fallen asleep."
The details worked. Eileen's worried expression softened. "Well, that's understandable. Business is important. Just make sure he's taking care of himself."
Crystal, thwarted, changed tactics. Her eyes landed on the simple, worn watch on Fiona's wrist. "Seriously, Fiona? You're a Montgomery now and you're still wearing that cheap thing? Is your husband that stingy?"
Fiona glanced down at the watch. "Grandma gave this to me for my college graduation," she said, her voice quiet but firm. "It's worth more to me than anything he could ever buy."
The simple, honest answer shut Crystal up. Eileen beamed with pride.
After a few more minutes of failing to find a new line of attack, Crystal left in a huff.
The moment the door closed, a profound exhaustion washed over Fiona. It was more than the pregnancy, more than the stress. It was the crushing weight of the performance, of defending a man who despised her, of fabricating a happy marriage that was nothing but a cold, empty contract.
Eileen reached out and took her hand. "Fiona," she said softly. "If you're ever unhappy, you have to tell me. No matter what."
Fiona's throat tightened. The urge to break down, to confess everything, was overwhelming. But she couldn't. She just squeezed her grandmother's hand and smiled through the lump in her throat. "I'm fine, Grandma. As long as I have you, I'm fine."
That night, back in the sterile silence of the apartment Holland had rented for her, she stared at his name in her phone's contacts. Her thumb hovered over the call button.
She couldn't do it.
Instead, she typed out a brief, transactional text. Grandma's surgery is next week. I'll handle the bill.
She hit send and turned her phone off, the darkness of the screen a reflection of her own.
---