My mother' s voice pulled me back from the precipice of despair. "Ivory? Are you there? How did it go? Are you and Adonis finally getting married?"
I squeezed my eyes shut, pressing a trembling hand to my lips to stifle the cry threatening to escape. I couldn't speak, not a single word. My throat was tight, my chest aching. The phone felt like a lead weight in my hand.
"Ivory?" Her voice, usually so strong, now held a tremor of concern. "Your silence… did he draw the Unfortunate card again?" She paused, a heavy sigh on the other end. "I understand, sweetheart. I truly do. But darling, this can't go on. You deserve happiness. Real happiness. Not this endless cycle of pain."
Her words were a balm and a sting. Pain. Yes, endless pain. But now, I knew it wasn't fate. It was a choice. His choice.
"Your father and I… we've moved the family business to Hong Kong entirely now," she continued, her voice softer, almost pleading. "It' s a new beginning for us. And darling, there' s someone here… someone who has always admired you. He' s stable, kind, and he would cherish you."
I listened, numb. Haven McKnight. My mother had mentioned him before, a powerful magnate from Hong Kong, someone I' d met briefly as a child. I'd dismissed it as idle matchmaking, never thinking it would become my desperate escape route.
"Think about it, Ivory," my mother urged. "You' ve given him so many years. Four years of this… this charade. You deserve more than crumbs, my love."
Crumbs. That was exactly what I' d been living on. Scraps of affection, veiled by lies. My vision blurred. Four years. Four years of waiting, of believing, of sharing his manufactured suffering. I had come here today ready to sacrifice myself, to endure his penance, only to discover his elaborate deceit. I had wasted so much time, so much love, on a ghost of a man. The thought made my stomach churn. My naivety now felt like a heavy cloak of shame.
"I' ll do it, Mom," I whispered, the words barely audible, but firm. "Arrange it. I' ll marry Haven."
A relieved sigh flowed through the phone line. "My dear girl. I knew you were strong enough to make the right choice. I' ll handle everything. Just… stay strong."
I hung up, my hand shaking. The decision was made. No more uncertainty. No more lies.
I knew Adonis would be emerging from the chapel any minute, pale and weakened from his self-inflicted penance. I saw Brittain directing paramedics to bring a stretcher. My heart twisted. A part of me, the old, naive Ivory, still wanted to rush to him, to comfort him. But the new Ivory, the one who had just witnessed his betrayal, held back. I wiped the tears from my face, forcing my expression into a mask of calm. He wouldn't see me break. Not now. Not ever again.
He emerged, supported by two burly men, his face etched with familiar pain, his eyes glazed with exhaustion. He spotted me, and a flicker of panic crossed his face. He clearly hadn't expected me to be there, or to be so composed.
I just gave him a small, tight smile. "You look tired, Adonis," I said, my voice surprisingly steady.
He let out a shaky breath, a wave of relief washing over him. He must have thought I hadn't seen anything. "Ivory," he rasped, his voice weak. "I told you not to come. I don't want you to see me like this." He tried to reach for me, but his arms were too weak. "I'm so sorry, my love. Another year. I promise, next year, we'll finally get married."
My smile didn't falter, but inside, I scoffed. Next year? There won't be a next year, Adonis. Not for us.
The paramedics gently loaded him onto the stretcher. He looked so vulnerable, so pathetic, yet my heart remained a block of ice. We were loaded into the family car for the drive to the hospital. He laid his head on my shoulder, his breath shallow. "It was so hard this time, Ivory," he mumbled, his voice a child's. "But thinking of you... it got me through."
I looked at the fresh welts on his back, the angry red lines crisscrossing his pale skin. A wave of bitter irony washed over me. All this pain, self-inflicted for a lie. It was a grotesque parody of love.
Brittain, sitting opposite us, looked at Adonis with a mix of pity and exasperation. "Don't let her wait too long, Adonis," he said, his voice quiet, but firm. "Some women don't wait forever, even for a Livingston."
Adonis chuckled weakly. "Ivory? She'd wait for me until the end of time. She knows I'm worth it. Right, my love?" He squeezed my hand, his gaze searching.
I simply patted his cheek, offering another empty smile. You think so, Adonis? You're about to find out how wrong you are.
At the hospital, they whisked him away to a private room. I sat in the waiting area, my mind numb, replaying the scene in the chapel, the conversation between Adonis and Brittain. The pieces of the puzzle clicked into place, forming a picture of manipulation and betrayal that was almost too painful to comprehend.
He was finally settled in his room, looking slightly better after receiving fluids and pain medication. He reached for my hand, his eyes filled with a manufactured tenderness. "I missed you, Ivory. Every second of this penance, I thought of you."
Before I could respond, the door burst open. Ariel Vaughn stood there, her eyes red and puffy, her usually neat hair disheveled. She looked frantic, raw. My blood ran cold, recognizing the face of my tormentor.
"Adonis! Oh, Adonis!" she cried, rushing to his side, practically pushing me away. "Why did you do it again? Why do you keep punishing yourself for her? You know how much I love you! How much I need you!"
Adonis flinched, his eyes darting to me, a flash of panic in their depths. "Ariel, what are you doing here? Get out!" he hissed, his voice surprisingly strong despite his injuries.
"Get out?" Ariel' s voice rose, laced with hysteria. "After everything I' ve done for you? After all these years I've stood by you, watched you suffer, while she lives her perfect life, waiting for you to jump through hoops? Don't you see, Adonis? She's not worth it! She's never been there for you like I have! She doesn't understand you, not like I do!"
She grabbed his hand, clutching it desperately. "Just give her up, Adonis! Please! Let her go. You belong with me. You know you do. You're tired of this, aren't you? Of this endless charade for a woman who doesn't truly appreciate your sacrifices?"
Adonis ripped his hand away, his face hardening into a mask of pure fury. "How dare you, Ariel? How dare you speak that way about Ivory? She is my fiancée, my future wife! I love her! And I will only ever marry her! You are nothing but my employee, and you will remember that!" he roared, his voice echoing through the room.
Ariel recoiled, her face turning ashen. Her eyes, filled with tears, looked utterly broken. "But… but you said…" she choked, her voice barely a whisper.
"I said nothing!" Adonis snapped, his gaze burning into her. "Go! Get out of here right now! If you ever speak another word against Ivory, you're fired! Do you understand me?"
Ariel stumbled back, her hand flying to her mouth, her eyes wide with pain and disbelief. She shook her head slowly, a single tear tracing a path down her pale cheek, and then she turned and bolted from the room, a strangled sob escaping her lips.
Adonis watched her go, his jaw tight. Then, as if a switch had been flipped, he turned to me, his face softening, a forced tenderness returning to his eyes. "I'm so sorry, my love," he murmured, reaching for my hand. "She's just… a bit overly emotional. She doesn't mean it. You know I only have eyes for you."
I let him hold my hand, but my gaze had drifted to his other hand, the one Ariel had clutched. His fingers, usually so relaxed, were still coiled tight, the knuckles white beneath the skin. A flicker of something-not anger, but a deep, complex emotion-had passed through his eyes when he' d looked at Ariel. It wasn't the look of a man who only felt pity for an employee. It was the look of a man who was deeply, inextricably entangled.
I remembered Adonis laughing with me, promising me the moon and stars, and I felt a fresh wave of nausea. He used to be so open, so direct. We used to share everything. I used to think I knew him better than anyone. He was my rock, my first and only love. Now, I saw a stranger. A manipulative man who could switch his emotions like a light.
"Adonis," I said, my voice flat, "how long has Ariel been your assistant?"
He stiffened, pulling his hand away slightly. "Oh, you know, a few years. Time flies." He chuckled, a nervous, forced sound.
"How many?" I pressed, my gaze unwavering.
He hesitated, then sighed. "Maybe… six years? Around that. But she's just an assistant, Ivory. You know how demanding my job is. She handles all the mundane stuff."
Six years. Not eight, as Brittain had said. Brittain, who had warned him. Brittain, who had called it manipulation. Brittain, who had called it a charade for four years.
"I see," I said, a chilling calm settling over me. "And if she continues to cause problems?"
He puffed out his chest, a flash of his old arrogance returning. "Then I'll fire her, of course. Immediately. No one disrespects my fiancée."
His words were cold, sharp, but they held no weight for me. My heart, still reeling from the earlier betrayal, now felt like a block of ice. He was lying. He was lying to Ariel, and he was lying to me. He would never fire her. He was too tied to her, by guilt, by obligation, or something far deeper he refused to acknowledge. He had kept her close, allowed her to believe in a twisted version of reality, all while stringing me along with empty promises.
The man before me was a hollow shell of the Adonis I once knew. A master of deception, weaving a tangled web of lies and manufactured emotions. He didn't just love me less; he loved me differently from her. And that difference was a chasm I could no longer bridge.
A suffocating feeling pressed down on me. I couldn' t breathe the air in that hospital room, thick with Adonis' s lies and Ariel' s desperate pleas. I mumbled something about needing fresh air and practically ran out, leaving Adonis looking confused and hurt. Good. He deserved it.
The city outside was a blur as I hailed a taxi, my mind a chaotic mess of images and words. Four years. Ariel. She can' t bear the thought of me marrying someone else. You owe her. Each phrase was a fresh stab to my heart.
When I finally reached my apartment, I collapsed onto the cool hardwood floor, the strength draining from my limbs. Tears, hot and furious, streamed down my face, blurring the familiar contours of my living room, the room I had once filled with dreams of a shared future with him.
As I fumbled for my keys, a small, worn leather keychain slipped from my bag and clattered to the floor. It was a gift from Adonis, years ago. Attached to it was a faded photograph of us from high school: two grinning teenagers, our arms wrapped around each other, his head nestled against mine. We were at the annual school dance, our eyes shining with innocent adoration. He had whispered "forever" that night, his breath warm against my ear. "We'll always be together, Ivory. You're my destiny."
I traced his smiling face with a trembling finger, remembering the pure, unadulterated joy of that moment. He had been so earnest, so devoted. What happened to that boy? When did he become this tangled, deceitful man? The realization that he had knowingly, repeatedly chosen to hurt me, to build our future on a foundation of lies, was a physical ache. He had allowed Ariel, his pathetic, manipulative assistant, to worm her way into his heart, making her the keeper of his guilt and obligation. He had let her poison our love. And I, like a fool, had swallowed every bitter drop.
"No," I whispered, the word a raw, guttural sound torn from my throat. "No more."
My destiny was not to be tied to a man who saw me as a burden to be appeased while he managed another woman' s emotions. My destiny was not a future built on manufactured pain and hollow promises. My destiny was in my own hands. I was leaving. I was going to Hong Kong. I was going to marry Haven.
The thought of never returning, of leaving this life, this city, this apartment behind, was both terrifying and liberating. It was the only way to truly sever the ties that bound me to Adonis and his lies.
I stood up, wiping my tears with the back of my hand. The time for crying was over. The time for action had begun. I started systematically clearing out my apartment, every item a poignant reminder of a life that was now over. Each photograph, each gift, each shared memory was carefully placed into boxes. The process was agonizing, a brutal excavation of my heart. Adonis had been so woven into the fabric of my life, every corner of this apartment held a piece of him. Even the simple act of choosing a favorite mug felt like an act of betrayal against my past self. How could I discard so much history? So much love?
But I had to. I had to rip him out. Every single piece.
I even decided to sell the apartment. It was the only way to truly make a clean break, to ensure there was no lingering trace of our shared past. This physical act of dismantling my life was a mirror to the emotional surgery I was performing on myself.
Over the next few days, Adonis sent a flurry of texts and calls. "Are you okay, my love?" "Why aren't you replying?" "I miss you." "Can I come over?" I read them all, a cold detachment settling in my core. I replied with short, vague answers, claiming I was busy packing, tired, or just needed space. He accepted it, always accepting my excuses, never pushing too hard, confident in my unwavering devotion. His confidence solidified my resolve. He truly believed he owned me.
After the whirlwind of selling the apartment and arranging everything with my mother, the legal papers and documents for my new life were almost complete. That evening, just as I finished signing the last of the paperwork for the apartment sale, my phone rang. It was Adonis.
"Ivory! My love! Guess what? I'm out of the hospital!" His voice was light, cheerful, as if nothing had happened. "And I have the most amazing surprise for you! We need to make up for lost time. Our anniversary is coming up, remember? I've got something special planned."
The anniversary. Our tenth year. A decade of a love that was now, for me, nothing but ash.
"Where are you?" I asked, my voice calm, almost emotionless. My heart didn't flutter. It was a cold, steady drumbeat. This was it. The final act.
"I'll be there in twenty minutes," he said, sounding pleased. "Just tell me where to go. And get ready, something amazing is coming!"
"No need," I replied, a ghost of a smile touching my lips. "I'll save you the trip. I'm actually at our old spot, the one where you first told me you loved me." I gave him the address of the restaurant, the very place where our young love had blossomed. It felt fitting. The beginning and the end.
This wasn't about a surprise anymore. This was about closure. For me, at least. He had no idea what was coming.
I stood outside the restaurant, the cool evening air doing little to calm the storm raging inside me. A black SUV pulled up, and Adonis jumped out, a wide grin on his face. He rushed towards me, his eyes shining, and without a word, he gently covered my eyes with his hands.
"No peeking, my love," he whispered, his voice laced with the familiar tenderness that once made my heart soar. "I want this to be perfect."
He led me inside, his hand warm at my back. I could smell the subtle scent of expensive flowers, hear the soft strains of a string quartet. The air was thick with expectation, crafted entirely by him, for me. Or so he thought.
"Okay," he murmured, his breath tickling my ear. "Open your eyes."
I blinked, adjusting to the soft lighting. We were in our old booth, the one where he' d first confessed his love to me in high school. Balloons in red and gold floated above, and a banner, hastily put up, read: "Happy 10 Year Anniversary, Adonis & Ivory!"
A decade. Ten years. It felt like ten lifetimes. My heart didn't swell with joy. It ached with a profound, desolate sadness for the pure love that had died. This wasn't a celebration. This was a funeral.
"Surprise, my love!" Adonis beamed, pulling out my chair. "I wanted to make this night unforgettable. A fresh start for us, after all the ritual nonsense."
My smile felt brittle on my lips. A fresh start? You have no idea how fresh it's going to be, Adonis.
I looked around. The flowers were wilting, the balloons already losing air, drooping at odd angles. The banner was crooked, the letters slightly askew. The whole setup screamed afterthought, a rushed attempt to appease. Not the meticulous planning Adonis was known for.
Adonis, however, seemed oblivious. He was still beaming, but his gaze fell on the crooked banner, and his smile faltered. His eyes narrowed. "What is this?" he muttered, a vein pulsing in his temple. "This is not what I asked for! This is sloppy! Manager!"
A harried-looking man in a black suit rushed over, wringing his hands. "Mr. Livingston, sir, I assure you, we tried our best-"
"Your best?" Adonis thundered, his voice echoing in the quiet restaurant. "This is an insult! I specifically instructed you on the exact layout, the flower arrangements, the precise angle of the banner! This is a disaster!"
The manager paled. "Sir, I… I gave the instructions to your assistant, Ariel. She said she' d oversee the setup personally."
My blood ran cold. Ariel. Of course.
Adonis' s anger visibly deflated, replaced by a flicker of irritation. He ran a hand through his hair, turning back to me with a forced smile. "I'm so sorry, Ivory, my love. It seems Ariel can't even get simple instructions right. Don't worry, I'll deal with her later. I'll make sure she's severely reprimanded. This night is about us."
I watched him, a chilling calm washing over me. He wasn't truly angry at Ariel. He was angry that his careless facade had been exposed. He was protecting her, deflecting blame, just as I knew he would.
"It's fine, Adonis," I said, my voice flat. "It really doesn't matter." I sat down, my movements deliberate, as if a single wrong step would shatter the fragile peace I was cultivating inside myself.
He seemed relieved by my apparent acceptance. "See? That's why I love you, Ivory. Always so understanding." He pulled out a small, fancy box. "And now for the pièce de résistance!"
He lifted the lid, revealing a perfectly round, creamy white cake. My stomach lurched. It was a chestnut cake. My eyes burned.
"Your favorite, right?" he asked, his eyes sparkling. "I remembered how much you loved them when we were kids."
My throat tightened. I was severely allergic to chestnuts. I hadn't been able to eat them since I was six years old, after a trip to the ER. He knew this. He had been there. He had held my hand as the doctors pushed an IV into my arm. How could he forget something so fundamental about me?
"Adonis," I said softly, my voice barely a whisper. "You know I'm allergic to chestnuts."
His smile froze. His eyes widened, then narrowed. He stared at the cake as if it had personally offended him. "Allergic?" he repeated slowly, disbelief warring with anger. "But… you used to love them! This is impossible! Ariel! Where is that woman?"
He pushed back his chair, his face contorted with rage, and stormed out of the restaurant, shouting Ariel's name. I watched him go, a profound sense of emptiness settling over me. The old Adonis, the one who knew every detail about me, every preference, every allergy, was truly gone. He had been replaced by this careless, self-absorbed stranger.
I hesitated for a moment, then slowly rose from my seat. It was time. This charade had gone on long enough. I followed him, drawn by a morbid curiosity, a need to witness the final, undeniable proof of his betrayal.