Erica POV:
The revulsion was a physical force, a tidal wave of disgust that my body couldn't contain. I scrambled away from Emmanuel, from his touch, from the very air he breathed, and barely made it to the bathroom before I retched. I knelt over the toilet, my body convulsing as I threw up, not just the meager food I'd eaten, but three years of lies and poisoned intimacy.
Behind me, I heard Emmanuel' s footsteps. He stopped at the doorway.
"Erica? Are you okay?" He was trying to sound like Anthony again, the concerned, gentle fiancé. The performance was so ingrained, he probably didn't even know he was doing it.
I couldn't look at him. I could only see his hands on my body, hear his voice whispering my name, and know that all of it, every single touch, was a lie. The father of my child was a stranger wearing my fiancé's face.
"Don't touch me," I gasped between heaves.
He paused. Then, a new tone entered his voice, a speculative one. "You're not… pregnant, are you?"
My blood ran cold. I heard the faint sound of his phone dialing. He was reporting back to the mastermind.
"She's sick," he said in a low voice. "Throwing up in the bathroom... No, I don't know... What if she is?" There was a pause. "Right. No, of course not. We'll handle it."
He was talking to Anthony. And through the thin wall, I could practically hear Bianca's saccharine voice in the background, offering her fake concern. They would "handle it." The words were a death sentence for the tiny life inside me, a life they didn't even know existed yet but had already condemned.
A flicker of something-a brief, almost imperceptible hesitation-had crossed Emmanuel's voice. A moment of internal conflict? It didn't matter. He had made his choice. They had all made their choice.
I flushed the toilet and pushed myself up, splashing cold water on my face. When I turned, he was leaning against the doorframe, his arms crossed, the mask of Anthony firmly back in place.
"Are you pregnant?" he asked again, his gray eyes-so like Anthony's, yet so different-searching my face.
"No," I said, my voice flat and dead. "It's just a stomach bug."
The next morning, I walked out of the OB-GYN clinic, feeling hollowed out, a part of me irrevocably gone. The procedure had been quick, clinical, and utterly devastating. I had mourned a baby that was conceived in a lie and would never draw a breath. I had mourned the mother I would never be.
As I stepped onto the street, blinking in the harsh sunlight, Anthony' s car pulled up. Anthony himself. The mastermind. He got out, a bouquet of my favorite lilies in his hand.
"Feeling better?" he asked, his voice the smooth, cultured tone I had once found so comforting.
I said nothing, just got in the car. He drove, the car filled with the cloying scent of flowers and silence. He put on music-an indie band Bianca loved. A subtle, constant reminder of who held his heart.
He took me to a lavish lunch at a Michelin-starred restaurant. Bianca and Emmanuel were already there, waiting.
"Erica! Darling!" Bianca chirped, jumping up to hug me. "We were so worried! I brought you a little something to cheer you up." She handed me a gift bag containing a ridiculously expensive silk scarf. A guilt offering.
The lunch was a masterclass in psychological torture. Bianca chattered endlessly, telling stories about her and the "Holden boys" growing up, painting a picture of an exclusive, impenetrable bond. Anthony and Emmanuel played along, laughing at her anecdotes, their gazes soft with affection. I was an outsider, a temporary guest at their private party.
"Erica, you're so quiet," Bianca said, pouting. "Don't be a stranger. We're going to be sisters soon! We should be the best of friends."
My stomach churned, and not from the rich food. A familiar tightness began to creep into my chest. My throat felt thick. I glanced at my plate. The sea bass. It was served with a peanut sauce.
Peanuts. I had a severe, life-threatening allergy to peanuts. An allergy Anthony knew about. An allergy I had listed on every restaurant reservation we had ever made.
My breath hitched. My vision started to swim. I fumbled in my purse for my EpiPen, my fingers clumsy and slow.
"Anthony," I rasped, my voice barely a whisper. "The sauce..."
He looked from my plate to my face, my skin now flushing a blotchy red. For a split second, I saw genuine panic in his eyes. He stood up so fast his chair scraped loudly against the floor. He reached for me, his hand outstretched.
And then, Bianca let out a soft, theatrical gasp and slumped sideways in her chair. "Anthony… I don't feel so well," she whimpered, her eyes fluttering shut.
Anthony froze. His head whipped back and forth between me, gasping for air, and Bianca, theatrically swooning.
His choice was made in a heartbeat.
He lunged, not for me, but for my purse. He ripped the EpiPen from my desperate fingers.
"Erica, give it to me," he commanded, his voice raw with a frantic urgency I had never heard from him before. An urgency not for me.
Before I could even process the betrayal, he had uncapped the needle and plunged it into Bianca's thigh.
My world went dark at the edges. I was dying. He was letting me die.
"She's a nurse, Anthony," Emmanuel said coolly, watching me slide from my chair. "I'm sure she knows what to do."
Anthony didn't even look at me. He scooped a "fainting" Bianca into his arms and ran from the restaurant. Emmanuel followed, not sparing me a single glance.
They left me on the floor to die.
Erica POV:
As Anthony raced out of the restaurant with Bianca cradled in his arms, his "delicate" childhood sweetheart who was miraculously suffering from my specific and severe allergy, I collapsed completely. My airway was closing, each breath a high-pitched, useless whistle. The world was a terrifying, shrinking tunnel of darkness. My last conscious thought was of his eyes-not angry, not remorseful, but utterly, chillingly indifferent as he chose her over my life.
I woke up a day later in a hospital bed. Not my hospital, but a private one uptown. The first thing I saw was Anthony, sitting in a chair by my bed, his head in his hands. He looked haggard, his perfect suit rumpled.
He looked up as I stirred, and his face flooded with what looked like relief. "Erica," he breathed, rushing to my side and taking my hand. "Thank God. You're awake."
His touch was like a brand. I snatched my hand back as if I'd been burned and turned my face away, closing my eyes.
"Erica, please," he begged, his voice laced with a practiced anguish. "I am so, so sorry. I panicked. Bianca... our families are so intertwined, if something happened to her on my watch..."
He trailed off, letting the excuse hang in the air. He was blaming business. Family alliances. Anything but the simple, brutal truth: he loved her and would let me die for her.
"But I love you," he whispered, the words now a disgusting parody of what they once meant to me. "You are the one I'm marrying. You have to believe that."
Emmanuel appeared in the doorway, his expression equally grave. "He's telling the truth, Erica. We were terrified. We thought we'd lost you."
I let out a laugh, a dry, rasping sound from my raw throat. Terrified? They had left me on the floor. A waiter had found me, blue and unconscious, and called 911. The paramedics had saved my life. Not them.
Their performance was flawless. The concerned fiancé, the worried brother-in-law-to-be. But all I could see were the executioners, checking to see if their victim was still breathing.
"I'm tired," I croaked, keeping my eyes shut. "I want to rest."
They took the hint and left, their footsteps echoing in the silent room. The moment the door clicked shut, my eyes snapped open. The tears I had refused to shed for them finally fell, hot and angry.
This was no longer just about a broken heart. This was about survival. He had tried to kill me. Whether by active malice or passive indifference, the result was the same.
I reached for my phone on the bedside table. My fingers were still weak, but my resolve was iron. I made a call, not to a friend or family, but to a number I had saved from a news article months ago. A number for a live-streaming service that specialized in "public accountability."
"I'd like to book your largest package," I said, my voice steady. "For a wedding. In two and a half weeks."
As I hung up, I noticed something was missing. The locket. Nana's locket was gone. A frantic panic seized me. I tore at the thin hospital gown, searched the sheets, the floor. It was nowhere.
Then, my phone buzzed. A message from an unknown number. It was a picture. My locket, dangling from a set of perfectly manicured fingers. Bianca's fingers.
The photo was followed by a text.
Looking for this? It's a sweet little thing. Heavy, though. I wonder what's inside. Something precious, I bet. It would be a shame if it got... damaged.
A primal rage, cold and pure, surged through me. It eclipsed the pain, the grief, the fear. I threw back the covers, ignoring the protest of my bruised body, and stalked out of the room.
Bianca's room was just down the hall. She was "recovering" from her "allergic reaction." I didn't bother to knock.
I found her standing by the open window, the city lights twinkling behind her. She was holding my locket, letting it swing back and forth over the ledge, a drop of at least twenty stories to the pavement below.
She smiled when she saw me, a venomously sweet smile. "There you are. I was just admiring your little trinket."
"Give it back, Bianca," I said, my voice dangerously quiet.
Her smile widened. "I will. But first, I want something. I want to see you beg. Get on your knees, just like you did in college when you begged me to stop. Tell me you're a worthless, pathetic bitch who doesn't deserve to breathe the same air as me."
The locket swung, a tiny silver pendulum marking the seconds of my humiliation. Inside were Nana's ashes. The last piece of her I had left.
"Give. It. Back." Each word was a block of ice.
Bianca's eyes flashed with anger. My refusal to break was infuriating to her. She wanted me to be the same terrified girl she had tormented for years.
"Fine," she snapped, her voice turning sharp and ugly. "Have it your way."
She opened her hand.
The locket fell.
"NO!" I screamed, lunging for the window, my fingers grasping at empty air as the tiny silver heart disappeared into the darkness below.
It was gone. She had thrown my grandmother away like a piece of trash.
I turned from the window, my vision red with fury, and saw Bianca already crumpling to the floor, her face a mask of manufactured terror, her voice a shrill cry for help.
"Anthony! Emmanuel! Help me! Erica's trying to kill me!"
And right on cue, the two brothers burst through the door, their faces contorted with rage directed entirely at me.