First thing the next morning I put on the old coat Avery had thrown out, my "gift" from the Moretti estate since being brought back to the family. Nice fabric, worn through at the cuffs. She'd gotten tired of it.

I fixed my hair in the mirror. The face looking back was pale, but the eyes were unnervingly steady.

Out in the main hall, the orders had already come down. Luciano was having afternoon tea with Avery in the garden.

Don Moretti sat at the head of the table. When I walked up and volunteered to take the assignment, something lit up in his eyes.

"Nina. You mean that?"

I kept my head down. "Godfather, you've given me everything. Avery is my sister. If I can share her burden, it's an honor."

Only I knew that every word of that came out through gritted teeth.

Don Moretti turned the ring on his finger and nodded, like he was checking a piece of equipment.

"You've always been sensible." He smiled. "I thought I'd have to talk you into it. Nice to see you understand the bigger picture."

He didn't know that the Shadow King was my brother.

I kept my head bowed, hid my face, kept my voice soft.

"I've had a hard time out there. Being brought back to the family is already more than I could ask for. If I can spare my sister any trouble, that's what I should do."

Smooth and seamless. When you spend years as someone's servant, the thing you learn fastest is how to say exactly what they need to hear.

Luciano came in late, still glowing from his time with Avery. He got one foot in the door, heard my last words, and the look on his face went strange. He'd probably expected crying. A scene. Accusations. Not this.

Avery let a flash of satisfaction cross her face. She tucked herself under his arm and laughed, sharp-edged. "A servant's always a servant. Some people are just born to their knees. It's in the bone."

She barely glanced at me when she said it, the same tone she'd used when she'd made me jump into a freezing pool to fish out her earring, the same tone she'd used when she'd made me take the blame in front of the family elders.

Don Moretti gave her a token look. She pouted prettily. He chuckled, indulgent. Luciano's expression flickered. He started to say something but Avery tugged his arm, and he let himself be pulled into the Don's planning conversation.

I was the only outsider here. I stood in the cold while every person in that room circled around how to use me up.

I closed my eyes and pressed the weight of their looks into my memory until it was bone-deep.

They thought I was walking into my grave. They didn't know the Shadow King was my brother. Once he brought me back, I would become the most protected woman in the most powerful family in this city, and nobody would ever lay a finger on me again.

After the meeting broke up, Luciano came and found me.

He blocked my way, voice low and tight. "Nina. Why'd you agree? Did you change your mind about me? I told you I'd take care of you — don't do something stupid."

He still thought I didn't know the truth, that I was just sulking, going along with it out of spite. The fact that he'd lost control of the situation was clearly eating at him.

I stopped and looked up at him. My face was still.

This man, handsome and warm-eyed, the face I'd known for four years, and I had never once seen through him.

I smiled. "I'm doing it for you."

Something in his expression cracked. He grabbed my wrist. "I don't buy that. You said you'd wait for me. You said—" His voice shook. He was trying to keep it together and not quite making it.

I just looked at him. Four years, and this was the first time I'd seen him like this, eyes reddening, jaw tight, like a scared kid.

"Isn't this what you wanted?" I said quietly.

He froze.

"You want to marry Avery, don't you?" My voice sounded like someone else's, too calm and too distant. "You want to be the Don's son-in-law. You want a wife who's your equal in status."

"I—"

"I'm doing this for you." I cut him off, and even laughed a little. "What's the alternative — I make a scene? Scream that you can't marry someone else? Embarrass you in front of the Don, blow up everything you've worked for?"

Luciano's mouth opened. Nothing came out.

His hand went slack around my wrist and dropped to his side. He seemed to deflate, shoulders caving in. "Nina..."

"Don't worry." I stepped back. "I won't cause you any trouble once I'm gone."

He stood there watching me, something in his eyes: guilt, unease, and underneath it a shadow of loss, like something was slipping through his fingers.

But my eyes were cold. He had the nerve to look like he was about to cry.

Avery had appeared in the doorway without either of us noticing.

She was wearing a scarlet evening dress that made her look stunning, and she was watching us with open contempt. Her eyes moved back and forth between me and Luciano, then settled on his hand still near my wrist.

Luciano startled and pulled back like he'd touched something dirty, stepping quickly to her side. "Avery, I was just—"

Avery walked toward me instead.

"Nina." She stopped in front of me, looking down. "Forget who you are?"

"Miss Avery—"

Crack. The slap was loud and clean. My head snapped sideways and my ear started ringing.

"You trash." She wiped her hand on a silk cloth and smiled. "Get them."

Two guys came in fast, one on each side, and they drove me to the floor and started working on my face like they'd done it a hundred times before. Luciano went still, surprised or pretending to be.

My hair was everywhere. Blood at the corner of my mouth. I turned away so I didn't have to look at him.

He probably didn't know that since the day I sold myself into this house to help him, every day had been something like this.

Avery was jealous, said I was prettier than her, and that was reason enough. My body always had bruises somewhere. I used to tell Luciano I'd fallen.

There are still whip scars on my back from the time she accused me of breaking a vase she'd broken herself. In a family like this one, giving the order didn't even require a second thought.

Luciano finally opened his mouth. "Avery, she's leaving in a few days anyway—"

Avery's eyes went shiny and tears came like a tap being turned on.

She pressed herself into his chest, voice going small and hurt. "Luciano, I came to check on Nina. I thought I'd be kind. But my mother's diamond ring is missing — the one she left me before she died. I think Nina took it to get back at me."

She shook against him, wracked with sobs.

I stared at her. I had never touched her ring.

Luciano wrapped an arm around her waist and looked down at her. His eyes were full of tenderness, but calculating. He'd been through hard years with me. He knew I was the kind of person who'd walk three blocks back to return a five-dollar overpayment.

I watched his face. Avery sobbed harder.

Luciano held her, panicked, running his hand along her back. Then he lifted his head and looked at me, and the look landed like a blade.

"Nina." His voice was tight with controlled anger. "Avery came to see you in good faith and this is what you do? That ring was her mother's. Do you have any idea what that means to her?"

I felt like I'd been dropped into ice water. No matter whether I'd taken it or not, he'd already decided.

Blood at the corner of my mouth. I tilted my head up and looked at him.

"I didn't take it."

"Stop lying." He cut me off, voice going colder. "Avery is not the type to make something up. You took advantage of her being soft-hearted and now you want to play innocent?"

Avery sobbed louder in his arms. Her fingers twisted into his tie. Her face was buried in his chest and her shoulders heaved, but I saw her head tip up for just a second and glance at me. She was smiling.

Trash. She mouthed it at me, clear as anything.

My teeth were chattering. I wanted to lunge across the room and tear her apart. But I couldn't. Luciano hadn't seen any of it.

He was focused on the woman in his arms, voice going soft enough to melt. "Don't cry, Avery. The ring is gone, it's gone — I'll get you a better one. Not worth ruining your eyes over something like this."

"But it was the only thing my mom left me..." Avery whimpered.

"I know, I know." He stroked her back. "It's not your fault. I'll apologize on her behalf. Okay?"

I was on my knees. The pain came in waves from the floor, from my knees, from somewhere deeper, a hollow ache that hurt more than any of it.

It's not your fault.

He hadn't asked if my knees were bleeding. He hadn't even looked down to see what I was kneeling on: broken glass, the pieces of a shattered drinking cup.

I let out a sound that was almost a laugh. Tears slid down my face, not from grief but from a final, clear-eyed reckoning with my own stupidity.

I remembered once, years ago, when Luciano got cornered by a rival crew and took a bullet. In the dark of an alley, I used my bare hands to knock out two men twice my size, then carried him three city blocks to an underground clinic.

The doctor said another half hour and he wouldn't have made it. When he came around, he held my hand and said, "Nina, I owe you my life."

Now, over a ring, knowing exactly who I was, he didn't believe a single word I said.

"You've really let me down." He turned to face me, voice flat with disappointment and disgust. "I thought you were different. Guess I was wrong. Avery came in good faith and you put her through this. Do you feel anything?"

I opened my mouth, closed it. The words dried up in my throat.

Avery lifted her face right on cue, eyes still red-rimmed, voice gone soft. "Luciano, my head hurts."

He was instantly alarmed. "What's wrong? Is it the old thing again?"

"Mm." She folded into him. "Hold me and it'll pass."

He pulled her close with the careful hands of someone holding something irreplaceable, then looked back at me like a knife.

"Nina, if you have a single shred of conscience left, you get on your knees and apologize to Avery right now."

My lips had gone white.

"No."

Luciano's face collapsed into disgust. He stood up sharply, jacket lapels snapping. "Then I can't protect you."

"On your knees."

One of the guys kicked the back of my leg and I went down hard, hitting the floor with a thud that rang through my whole body.

Avery picked up a glass and dropped it on the floor right in front of me. Broken glass, right under my kneecaps, sharp edges biting into skin.

She settled back into Luciano's arms, watching me. The corner of her mouth curved. "Search her. Make her crawl over there." She pointed to the scattered shards and checked Luciano's face.

Luciano's jaw tightened. "Do what my fiancée says."

His fiancée. I was shaking, laughing without any warmth in it.

The man pushed my head down, both hands on my shoulders, and I crawled forward across those broken pieces, inch by inch. Blood drew two long tracks across the marble floor. I didn't make a sound. I bit down hard and swallowed everything.

It hurt. But the real pain came from looking up at Luciano as I crossed that glass. He had his eyes shut and his head turned away.

I remembered four years ago, when I tripped in the warehouse and cut my knee open on a crate. He'd gone red-eyed tying the bandage and said, "Nina, does it hurt? I'm sorry. If I were worth anything, you'd never have to suffer like this."

Now I was bleeding all over the floor and he wasn't watching. I didn't know this man anymore. I felt nothing but ash.

"Still not sorry." Avery heaved a sigh against him. "She needs to learn her lesson."

Two men dragged me up. I fought them, fingertips leaving red smears across the floor. Luciano kept his eyes on Avery, kept talking to her softly. Never looked back.

Hands locked on the back of my head, and they drove my face down into the garden fountain.

Cold water rushed into my nose. I choked, fighting, thrashing against the grip, but the grip didn't move. Water in my ears. In my mouth. My chest felt like it was splitting open. The edges of my vision going dark.

From somewhere behind me came Avery's laughter, Luciano's low coaxing murmur, then something softer and closer between them, sounds that had no business being made in a moment like this.

I wrenched my eyes open against the water, lips shaking, and screamed with everything I had.

"Luciano! Do you even have a soul—"

"Shut up."

A kick to my ribs. I went sprawling onto the stone steps at the edge of the fountain, my abdomen hitting the ledge corner-first.

Pain tore through me from the inside like a blade being turned. Then warmth, down my thighs, mixing with the pool water, dark red in the moonlight.

"She's bleeding—"

One of the men went silent. Both of them let go at once, backing away, faces going white. I lay on the cold stones with my arms clutched over my stomach, my whole body shaking.

One of them said something under his breath, a word that landed like a door slamming shut.

I went very still. My ears started ringing.

Avery wrinkled her nose and pressed a handkerchief to her face. "Disgusting."

Behind her, Luciano saw the blood on the ground and went pale as paper. He started forward, and I could see his hands shaking.

Avery's voice cut across the courtyard. "So she was carrying a bastard. A woman who's about to take the fall for someone else, and she's been running around with who knows which man." The contempt in her voice was casual, offhand. "Could've been anyone."

Luciano stopped. His fingers curled. He looked at me with something unsteady in his eyes.

Avery laughed. "When she was working for me, she was very friendly with the male staff. God only knows whose it was."

Luciano's eyes found mine. "Nina." His voice was careful and still. "Whose child is it?"

I looked up at him. At that moment I understood, with total clarity: he didn't believe me. He had never believed me.

I laughed, a hollow ruined sound, and closed my eyes.

The whole world had left no room for me. But I wasn't going to give them the satisfaction of watching me give up.

You wait and see whose grave gets dug first.

"Take her to the storage room." Avery's voice, satisfied.

Then she turned back to Luciano, and the sound of soft laughter and teasing filtered through to where I lay.

Even as my eyes closed for the last time in that moment, I saw clearly: Luciano's arm, tight and steady around Avery's waist.