The cold night air hit them like a physical blow as Serena burst through the front doors. The wind was howling off the ocean, carrying the salt spray from the nearby beach.
"Security!" Katherine yelled from the doorway behind them. "Stop that woman!"
Two massive men in black suits stepped out from the shadows, blocking the path to Serena's car. They didn't look like they wanted to hurt her, but they were walls of muscle that she couldn't pass.
Serena skidded to a halt. Leo was gasping against her neck. The sobbing had turned into a wheezing, high-pitched whistle.
Asthma.
Serena's panic spiked. Leo's asthma was triggered by stress and cold air.
"Move!" she screamed at the guards. "He is having an attack!"
Katherine hobbled out onto the porch, followed by Julian and Victoria. "Stop the theatrics, Serena. Put the child down."
"He can't breathe!" Serena fell to her knees on the gravel driveway, setting Leo down. She ripped open her purse, her hands shaking violently as she dug for the inhaler she always carried.
Leo's face was turning a terrifying shade of gray. His little chest was heaving, fighting for air that wouldn't come.
Julian froze halfway down the steps. He saw his son's face. The anger drained out of him, replaced by fear.
"Give her the inhaler!" Julian barked at the guards, who had taken a step toward Serena.
Serena found the blue plastic canister. She shook it, put it to Leo's lips. "Breathe, baby. Big breath. One. Two."
She pressed the canister. The hiss of the medicine filled the silence.
Leo gasped, sucking in the mist. He coughed, his body convulsing, then sucked in another breath.
Serena rubbed his back in slow, rhythmic circles, humming the lullaby she used to sing to him when he was a baby. Slowly, the wheezing subsided. The color began to return to his cheeks. He clung to Serena's lapels, his knuckles white.
Serena slumped forward, resting her forehead against Leo's shoulder. Relief washed over her, followed immediately by a sharp, stabbing pain in her lower abdomen.
It felt like a needle being driven into her uterus.
She gasped, clutching her stomach. The world tilted. Black spots danced in her vision.
"Serena?" Julian's voice was closer now. He sounded concerned.
He reached out to touch her shoulder.
"Don't touch me," Serena whispered. She slapped his hand away. The movement sent another jolt of pain through her body.
Katherine sniffed. "Look at her. She is hysterical. She is not fit to drive, let alone care for a child. Take Leo inside."
One of the guards stepped forward.
Leo screamed again, a raw sound of terror. "No!"
"Unless you want to kill him, you won't touch him," Serena hissed through her teeth. She wrapped her arms around Leo, curling her body around his to protect him. "I will die before I let you take him right now."
Julian looked at Serena. He saw the sweat beading on her forehead, the way she was clutching her stomach. He saw the absolute, feral desperation in her eyes.
"Enough," Julian said. He held up a hand to stop the guard.
"Julian," Katherine warned.
"He just had an attack," Julian said, his voice flat. "He cannot be moved into a car. And he is terrified."
He looked down at Serena. "Take him to the guest wing. Stay the night. Do not let him leave the estate."
Serena looked up at him. She hated him. She hated that she had to accept his charity. But she couldn't drive. She was in too much pain, and Leo was too fragile.
"Fine," she whispered.
She stood up. It took every ounce of her willpower not to double over. Her legs felt like lead.
She picked up Leo, who refused to walk. The weight of him pulled on her abdominal muscles, increasing the pain, but she didn't let go.
She walked past Julian, past Victoria who was watching with narrowed, jealous eyes.
She carried him into the house, through the silent hallways, to the guest room on the first floor. She laid him on the bed and took off his shoes.
She went into the bathroom and locked the door. She lifted her skirt.
There was no blood. Not yet.
She sank to the floor, leaning her head against the cool tile.
"I'm sorry, baby," she whispered to her flat stomach. "Mommy has to protect your brother first. Please hold on."
The house was quiet, settled into the uneasy silence of 2 AM. Serena couldn't sleep. Her abdomen was still cramping, a dull, rhythmic reminder of the danger she was in. She needed water.
She cracked open the guest room door. The hallway was empty.
She walked softly toward the kitchen. As she passed the grand staircase, she saw a figure standing at the top.
Victoria.
She was wearing a silk dressing gown that cost more than Serena's car. She was looking down at Serena, her face twisted in a sneer.
"Does your stomach still hurt?" Victoria asked, her voice echoing slightly in the cavernous space. "Or are you just looking for attention?"
Serena didn't stop. "I'm getting water."
Victoria laughed. It was a cold sound. "You know why Julian chose me, don't you? Because you are boring, Serena. You are a robot. You have no fire."
Serena stopped at the bottom of the stairs. She looked up. "At least I don't use a child as a prop for my Instagram."
Victoria's eyes narrowed.
A door opened down the hall. It was the library. Julian stepped out, still wearing his dress shirt, sleeves rolled up.
Victoria saw him. Her expression changed instantly.
She let out a sharp gasp. "Oh!"
She threw herself backward.
It was clumsy, but effective. She tumbled down the last two steps of the staircase, landing on the plush runner with a thud and a loud, piercing scream.
"Julian! Help!"
Julian was there in seconds. He rounded the corner just in time to see Victoria sprawled on the floor and Serena standing frozen at the base of the stairs. He dropped to his knees beside her. "Victoria!"
Victoria was sobbing, clutching her ankle. "She pushed me! She pushed me, Julian!"
Serena stood frozen, three feet away from the bottom of the stairs. Her hands were empty. Her mouth hung open in shock.
Julian looked up at Serena. His eyes were black with rage. "Are you insane?"
"I didn't touch her!" Serena cried, her voice rising. "I was standing here! She threw herself down!"
"Liar!" Victoria wailed, burying her face in Julian's chest. "She said she hated me! She said she wanted me dead!"
"My ankle... I can't feel my ankle..." Victoria sobbed.
Julian didn't look at Serena again. He scooped Victoria up into his arms.
As he stood, he turned sharply. His shoulder slammed into Serena's.
It wasn't an attack, but it was forceful. Serena, already weak and dizzy from the pain and stress, stumbled back. She hit the wall hard.
The impact sent a shockwave through her body. A sharp, tearing pain ripped through her lower belly.
She slid down the wall, gasping. "Julian... I..."
He didn't stop. He was already walking away, carrying Victoria toward the master suite.
"Call the family doctor!" he shouted to the butler who had appeared in the hallway.
He didn't look back.
Serena sat on the floor. She watched them disappear.
The butler looked at her with disdain. He turned and went to the phone.
Serena was alone.
She felt a warmth between her legs. Wet. sticky.
She reached down with a trembling hand. She pulled her fingers back.
Blood.
Bright red blood against her pale skin.
Panic, cold and absolute, seized her throat.
She wasn't just cramping. She was bleeding.
She grabbed the wall and forced herself to stand. Every movement was agony. She couldn't stay here. If she stayed here, she would lose the baby. They wouldn't help her. They would probably be glad if she miscarried.
She limped back to the guest room. She locked the door.
She went to her purse and dug out the bottle of progesterone pills she had bought online from an overseas pharmacy when she first suspected the pregnancy. She hadn't wanted to create a medical record on Julian's insurance.
She swallowed two pills dry. They scratched her throat going down.
She lay on the bed next to sleeping Leo. She curled into a ball, clutching her stomach. She knew she needed a hospital, but going there meant Julian finding out. And right now, Julian was the enemy.
"Please stay," she begged the life inside her. "Please don't leave me."
The morning light was gray and unforgiving. Serena hadn't slept. She had spent the night monitoring the bleeding. It had slowed to spotting, but the fear was still a living thing in her chest.
She woke Leo up at dawn.
"Mommy?" Leo rubbed his eyes. "Are we going home?"
Serena forced a smile. Her face felt like a mask that was about to crack. "Yes, baby. We are going to our home."
They packed their few things quickly. Serena wanted to be gone before the house woke up.
They were crossing the foyer when the front door opened. Julian walked in, wearing jogging clothes. He was drenched in sweat.
He stopped when he saw them. He didn't ask how she was. He didn't ask about the "push."
"Take Leo to your apartment," he said. His voice was devoid of emotion.
Serena blinked. "What?"
"Victoria needs rest. Her ankle is sprained. Leo is too loud. He will disturb her."
He walked over to a side table and poured himself a glass of water. "And you need to teach him some respect. I do not want a repeat of last night."
He believed it. He actually believed she had pushed Victoria down the stairs.
"Okay," Serena rasped.
Julian looked at her then. "Take this week to fix his attitude. Next week, I will send the driver to bring him to see Victoria. She wants to try again."
Serena gripped Leo's hand tighter. "Okay."
She walked out to her car. She strapped Leo in.
As soon as she closed the door, the tears came. Silent, hot tears that blurred her vision. She gripped the steering wheel, her knuckles white.
She looked in the rearview mirror. Leo was watching her with wide, worried eyes.
"Mommy, don't cry. I don't like that lady."
Serena wiped her face roughly. "I know, Leo. I'm sorry."
She started the car. She didn't drive to the penthouse. She couldn't bear the thought of that cold, empty place.
She drove to Brooklyn.
Her destination wasn't a business. It was a secret. A dusty, converted loft in a Dumbo warehouse that her mother had left her years ago. Julian didn't know it existed. It was her bunker.
She unlocked the heavy metal door. The space was cluttered with half-finished projects: a 19th-century clock, a cracked porcelain vase, a torn oil painting. Restoration was her hidden passion, the only thing that kept her sane.
Leo ran inside. He loved the studio. He grabbed a pile of scrap wood blocks and started building a tower in the corner.
Serena took off her coat. She put on her canvas apron. She tied her hair back.
There was no assistant here. No Lily. Just silence and the smell of turpentine.
She dragged a mattress from the corner and lay down. She needed to be horizontal. She needed to let gravity do the work of keeping her baby safe.
She watched Leo play. He was safe here. They both were.
Her phone buzzed on the workbench. A text from Julian.
Don't forget to talk to him about Victoria. If he doesn't accept her, don't expect your quarterly bonus.
Serena stared at the words.
He was threatening her livelihood. He was using money to force her to gaslight her own son.
She forced herself to stand up. She walked over to the workbench where a Ming vase sat in pieces. A private collector had contacted her via an encrypted email weeks ago. He was offering a fortune for a rush job. Cash.
She picked up a pair of precision tweezers. The ceramic was shattered into fifty pieces. It was impossible. But she needed that cash. She needed an escape fund that Julian couldn't freeze.
Her hand slipped. The tweezers gouged a deep scratch into the workbench surface.
She stared at the scratch. It was ugly. Irreparable.
Just like her marriage.