Ellie Cleveland POV:
The small, beige dorm room felt stark, almost clinical. It was a temporary solution, arranged by a sympathetic HR contact after my abrupt departure from my "home." I carried the last of my meager belongings-a single box of books and a worn backpack-up the three flights of stairs. Each step felt heavy, burdened not just by the weight of my things, but by the crushing finality of everything.
As I rounded the corner on the third floor, I froze. Directly in front of the door to my assigned room, stood Alston. And beside him, Kiara, her arm linked casually through his, a bright, possessive smile on her face.
"Oh, Ellie!" Kiara chirped, her voice too sweet, too loud, echoing in the quiet corridor. "What a surprise! Just telling Alston about my new research proposal. He' s been so supportive." She squeezed his arm, beaming up at him.
My gaze flickered to Alston. His expression was, as usual, unreadable. A slight tilt of his head, a contemplative frown. He looked like he was analyzing a particularly intriguing data set.
"Need help with that, Ellie?" Kiara offered, gesturing vaguely at my box. "It looks heavy. I can grab a corner."
I clutched the box tighter, the cardboard digging into my fingers. "No, thank you, Kiara. I'm perfectly capable." My voice was flat, devoid of the usual courtesy I reserved for colleagues.
Kiara' s smile wavered for a fraction of a second, then snapped back into place. "Oh, of course. You're always so... self-sufficient."
Suddenly, Alston detached his arm from Kiara's, stepping forward. Without a word, he reached for the box. His touch, after so long, was a jolt.
Kiara' s eyes widened, a flash of genuine surprise. "Alston? What are you doing? I thought you were just about to check the Phase Two schematics with me." Her voice held a note of demand, but also confusion.
He ignored her, his grip firm on the box. He took it from me, effortlessly. "Which room is yours?" he asked, his voice low and neutral.
I pointed, my voice barely a whisper. "The one right here."
He nodded, already moving. Kiara, after a moment of stunned silence, hurried to catch up, her high heels clicking impatiently on the linoleum.
I watched them, the familiar ache in my chest tightening. He didn't hesitate to help me with a box. He didn't hesitate to follow Kiara, to listen to her, to let her touch him. He had always been so averse to physical contact, so emotionally walled off. Yet, with her, the barriers seemed to melt, at least partially. He indulged her. He was charmed by her.
He had never been charmed by me. I was efficient. I was indispensable. I was never... charming.
They reached my door. Alston pushed it open with his foot, then placed the box carefully inside. He turned, his gaze sweeping the sparse room. "You're staying in the dorms?" he asked, a hint of something-disapproval? concern?-in his tone. "I thought you had somewhere else lined up."
"I sold our house, Alston," I stated, my voice regaining its steel. "The one we were supposed to share. So, yes. I'm in the dorms."
His eyes blinked once, slowly. A faint, almost imperceptible shrug. "Oh. I see. Well, that's... practical, I suppose." He paused, then looked at Kiara. "We should get going. The schematics."
Kiara preened, taking his arm again. "Right this way, Dr. Scott. I made sure to highlight all the points we need to discuss." She shot me a triumphant glance, a subtle twist of her lips.
They walked away, their figures receding down the corridor. I watched them go, two figures etched against the bland institutional wall, walking away from me, towards their shared, brilliant future.
A cold, bitter laugh welled up in my throat. Practical. That was me. Always practical. Never loved. Never cherished. Just a functional component, easily replaced.
But that wasn't the real sting. The real sting was the memory of him, years ago, recoiling from my touch when I tried to comfort him after a failed experiment. The real sting was his indifference when I had poured my heart into decorating "our" future home. The real sting wasn't that he helped me with a box, but that he had done so without a single flicker of genuine care. He was performing a task, not an act of kindness.
I felt the burning behind my eyes, the familiar prickle of unshed tears. But I wouldn't cry. Not here. Not for them.
I closed the door to my small, temporary room. The silence was deafening. The emptiness stretched before me. And in that moment, I realized the deepest cut wasn't the loss of him, but the agonizing truth that he had never truly been mine to lose.
Ellie Cleveland POV:
The piercing shriek ripped through the quiet hum of the lab, shattering the fragile peace I had found in my work. My hand, steady until now, faltered, almost dropping the delicate sample.
"Ellie Cleveland! Get out here, you ungrateful wretch!"
My blood ran cold. The voice, shrill and laced with venom, belonged to my mother.
I rushed out, my heart pounding a frantic rhythm against my ribs. In the main corridor, a spectacle was unfolding. My mother, disheveled and weeping dramatically, was being held back by a security guard. My father, his face flushed with anger and cheap alcohol, was shouting obscenities, pointing a trembling finger at me. And Jamie, ever the opportunist, stood a little behind them, filming the entire scene on his phone, a smug smirk plastered on his face.
"Mom? Dad? What are you doing here?" I demanded, my voice tight with humiliation. Coworkers peeked out of their labs, their whispers like daggers.
"What are we doing?" my father bellowed, lunging forward, forcing the guard to tighten his grip. "We're here because you owe us! You owe us for everything! For screwing up your golden opportunity! For leaving us high and dry!"
"She left us for dead, Dad!" Jamie chimed in, his phone held high. "She cut off her own family! Now that Alston guy's gone, she thinks she can just abandon us!"
My mother started wailing louder. "Your poor brother needs a loan for his business! And the house, Ellie! You promised us a new life! Now what are we supposed to do?"
"I don't owe you anything!" I retorted, my voice shaking. "I'm not your retirement plan, Jamie. And I certainly don't owe you for your irresponsible business ventures."
Jamie dropped his phone. His smirk vanished, replaced by a snarl. "Oh, you don't, do you? After everything we've done for you? After we put you through school? You think you're too good for us now, Dr. Cleveland?" He took a menacing step toward me.
Before I could react, he lunged. His hand connected with my face, a sickening crack echoing in the suddenly silent corridor. The force of the blow sent me sprawling, my head hitting the cold, hard linoleum with a dull thud. A sharp pain lanced through my jaw, and the taste of blood filled my mouth.
I lay there, dazed, the fluorescent lights swimming above me. The humiliation was a physical weight, pressing down, suffocating me. My own family. Here. Now.
"You think that's going to stop me?" I choked out, pushing myself up despite the throbbing pain. "I'm not giving you a single cent."
Jamie' s eyes, usually calculating, were now wild. He spotted a heavy, metal paperweight on a nearby desk. He snatched it up, his knuckles white. "You ungrateful bitch! I'll make you pay!" He raised the paperweight, his arm swinging back.
Just as the metal weapon began its downward arc, a blur of motion. A figure, tall and strangely agile, launched himself forward. A sickening thud. The paperweight clattered to the floor, missing me by inches. Jamie, disoriented, staggered back.
Alston.
He stood between me and Jamie, his arm now bleeding, a deep gash where the paperweight had struck him. His face, usually so devoid of emotion, was contorted in a grimace of pain and... something else. Protectiveness?
"Security!" Alston's voice, though strained, cut through the stunned silence. "Call the police. Get them out of here now."
The guards, suddenly galvanized, moved in swiftly. My family-my father still raging, my mother still sobbing, Jamie now wrestling futilely-were quickly subdued and led away. My mother's final words, before being dragged out, tore through me. "You'll regret this, Ellie! You're breaking your mother's heart!"
Alston turned to me, his gaze still intense. "Are you alright?" he asked, his voice softer now, almost hesitant.
I nodded, my hand instinctively going to my throbbing jaw. But my eyes were on his bleeding arm. "You're hurt."
He glanced at the wound, as if noticing it for the first time. "It's nothing. Just a scratch."
But it wasn't. Blood seeped through the fabric of his expensive suit jacket, a stark red against the dark material. He always wore white. Today, he wore a dark suit. A chilling detail.
My mind, in that moment of raw adrenaline, flashed back. Not to the corporate kidnapping, but further. To high school. A gang of bullies cornering me, spitting insults about my threadbare clothes and cheap lunch. And then, Alston, a lanky, awkward prodigy even then, stepping in. Not with fists, but with a sharp, cutting logic that dismantled their cruelty. He didn't touch me, but he stood guard, his presence a silent shield. He protected my dignity when I had none.
That had been the seed, hadn't it? The beginning of a decade-long devotion. The hope that this brilliant, unfeeling man, who had once protected my fragile self-worth, might one day see me as worth protecting, worth loving. I had mistaken his accidental kindness, his quiet presence, for a promise of a future that was never meant to be. I had mistaken being needed for being loved.
He was bleeding for me now. Physically. A tangible sacrifice. My heart, so recently hardened, felt a treacherous flutter. Was this it? Was this the moment he finally realized-
No. My rational mind, the scientist in me, slammed shut that door. It was habit. It was his innate sense of order, of defending the innocent. It was not love. It was never love.
Ellie Cleveland POV:
The medical bay was sterile and quiet, a stark contrast to the chaos of the corridor. A kind nurse cleaned the superficial cut on my jaw and offered me an ice pack. Alston, after having his arm bandaged, was already back on his phone, dictating emails, his voice low and precise. The incident, for him, was clearly just another anomaly to be processed and moved past.
"Don't forget the preliminary data for the next phase, Ellie," he said, without looking up. "Kiara and I will need to review it before our joint presentation."
My breath hitched. My jaw tightened, not from pain, but from the raw indignity. He had just taken a blow for me, and his immediate concern was still the data, still Kiara, still the work he shared with her. My gratitude, a fleeting, tender bud, withered and died.
"I'll have it ready, Alston," I said, my voice flat.
Later that week, the mandatory annual mentor-protégé dinner was held. Alston, of course, was expected to attend. And as his-ex-fiancée, current subordinate-I was also required to be there, a painful relic of a past that refused to fully vanish.
The restaurant was opulent, filled with the hushed chatter of academic elite. Kiara, seated beside Alston at the head table, was a dazzling centerpiece. Her laughter, bright and unrestrained, floated across the room. She leaned in, whispering something into Alston's ear, and a rare, almost imperceptible smile touched his lips.
Our mentor, the esteemed Professor Albright, raised his glass. "To the future of this institute! And to our brightest minds, like Dr. Scott and his brilliant protégé, Dr. Gamble. We're all rooting for a spectacular partnership, both scientifically... and personally, perhaps?" He winked, and a wave of knowing chuckles rippled through the room.
My fork clattered against my plate. My face burned. The humiliation was a hot, prickly rash spreading across my skin. They were openly, publicly, shipping them. And I was sitting right there, the discarded history, the inconvenient truth. I felt like a ghost at my own funeral.
Kiara blushed, a pretty, artful blush. She glanced at Alston, her eyes sparkling. "Oh, Professor Albright! You're too kind. But Dr. Scott and I do have some exciting collaborations planned. Lots of late nights in the lab, I'm sure." Her emphasis on "late nights" was a subtle jab, a quiet victory dance.
Alston, however, cleared his throat. His gaze, usually fixed on some distant intellectual horizon, was momentarily sharper. "Professor, with all due respect, my focus remains solely on the advancement of the field. Dr. Gamble and I share a professional synergy, nothing more." His tone was firm, a rare but unmistakable rejection of the professor's playful insinuation.
Kiara' s smile froze. Her eyes flickered, a momentary shadow of hurt crossing her face. She quickly composed herself, but the shift was palpable.
A few minutes later, Kiara excused herself, her exit a little too abrupt. Alston, to my surprise, pushed back his chair. "Excuse me," he mumbled, already following her. He rarely left a conversation unfinished, let alone a dinner party.
Murmurs erupted around me. "Well, that was unexpected," someone whispered. "Poor Kiara." "But why would he-"
A colleague, Professor Davies, leaned over. "Ellie, are you alright? That was... a bit much." His eyes, usually sharp with scientific inquiry, now held a glint of concern.
"I'm fine, Professor," I said, forcing a smile. "Just a long day." I wanted to melt into the floor, to disappear from this suffocating room.
I stood, making my own quiet exit, hoping to escape unnoticed. But as I passed the main entrance, a glimpse through the ornate glass doors stopped me dead.
Alston and Kiara were outside, bathed in the soft glow of the streetlights. Kiara was crying, her shoulders shaking. Alston, rigid as ever, had his hand on her arm, a gesture of awkward comfort. She looked up at him, her eyes glistening. She said something I couldn't hear, but the intensity of her gaze, the raw vulnerability, was unmistakable. She loved him.
And then, she did it. She reached up, pulling his head down, and kissed him. A desperate, lingering kiss.
Alston, the man who flinched from any casual touch, the man who had rejected our mentor's suggestion of a romantic partnership moments ago, didn't pull away. He stood there, stiff, but allowing it. Accepting it.
My heart, which I thought had turned to stone, fractured. He had never allowed me that. Never. Even the one, the only time I had kissed him, years ago, after a particular scientific triumph, he had stiffened, his lips unresponsive, his eyes wide with a peculiar aversion. He had tolerated my kisses, but he had never indulged them. Or her.
He finally pulled back, a strange expression on his face. He looked up, his eyes sweeping the area, and they landed, by chance, on me.
Our gazes locked across the glass. His eyes, usually so opaque, held a flicker of something. Recognition? Guilt? I didn't care.
I turned away, a quiet desperation settling over me. I couldn't do this anymore. I couldn't watch this slow, agonizing reenactment of everything I had craved, now effortlessly given to someone else.
"Ellie?" His voice, a low rumble, pierced the air behind me.
I didn't stop. I just kept walking, my pace quickening. "I'm going home, Alston," I called back, the words feeling like a final, definitive farewell.
The walk back to my dorm was a blur. The city lights, usually a comfort, seemed to mock me with their indifferent shine. He knocked on my door a few minutes later, his familiar, precise rap echoing in the quiet hallway.