The clinic was blindingly white.
It smelled of antiseptic and cold money.
When I woke up, I knew immediately that I was hollow.
The connection was gone.
The little flutter I had felt for weeks was now silent.
The door opened.
Dante walked in.
He did not look like a grieving father.
He looked like a businessman dealing with a failed asset.
Sofia walked in behind him, clinging to his arm like a parasitic vine.
She wore a soft pink dress and looked perfectly fragile.
She squinted, playing up her fake partial blindness for his benefit.
"Elena," Sofia said, her voice trembling with false sympathy. "I heard what happened. I am so sorry."
I looked at Dante.
"Why?" I asked, my voice cracking. "Why did you let our child die?"
Dante adjusted his cufflinks, his expression bored.
"A disobedient wife earns no right to an heir," he said.
His words were simple.
They were facts to him.
My heart, which I thought had already broken in the snow, disintegrated into dust.
Sofia squeezed his arm.
"Dante," she whispered, glancing at me with feigned terror. "She threatened my parents too. I am scared of her."
Dante looked at me coldly.
"Apologize to her," he commanded.
I stared at him in disbelief.
"You want me to apologize to your whore after I just lost your child?"
Dante snapped his fingers.
Two soldiers detached themselves from the wall.
They seized my shoulders.
They forced my head down toward the bedsheet.
My stitches pulled violently, sending fire through my abdomen.
I cried out in pain, but they did not stop until my forehead touched the mattress.
"Say it," Dante said.
"I apologize," I sobbed into the sheets, humiliated. "I am sorry."
The soldiers released me.
Sofia smirked.
I saw it flash across her face before she buried her expression in Dante's chest.
Dante pulled a folder from his jacket.
The lawyer stepped forward.
"Sign these," Dante said.
Severance of Protection.
Divorce papers.
"One hundred million dollars," he said.
Hush money.
"Sign it, leave New York, and never come back."
He looked down at Sofia.
"Once you are gone, Sofia becomes the Vitiello Queen."
He paused, looking at my pale face.
"Maybe, if you learn your place, I will take you back as a mistress one day."
Something inside me snapped.
It was a loud, violent crack in my psyche.
I started to laugh.
It was a dry, raspy sound, devoid of humor.
Tears streamed down my face, but I laughed until my ribs hurt.
"Give me the pen," I said.
Dante narrowed his eyes.
He expected begging.
He expected me to fight for him.
I signed the paper.
I signed away ten years of my life.
I signed away the man I saved.
I signed away the man who killed my child.
I handed the paper back.
"Done," I said.
Dante looked at the signature, a flicker of confusion in his dark eyes.
He took Sofia's hand.
"Get out of my city, Elena."
He left.
I held the check.
It was just paper.
But it was enough to buy a ghost life.
I saw them on the news three days later.
Dante was parading Sofia at the Opera.
She wore the Vitiello diamonds, glittering cold and sharp against her skin.
The press had already christened her the new First Lady of the underworld.
They said Dante Vitiello had finally found a woman worthy of his fire.
I sat in Luca's hospital room, watching the steady rise and fall of his chest.
He was still silent, still sleeping.
"We are leaving, Luca," I whispered to him, my hand resting over his.
I had already bribed a contact in the identity office.
Our names were being scrubbed from the database bit by bit.
We would be ghosts by the end of the week.
I went back to the Hilltop Estate one last time.
It was the house Dante had given me as a wedding gift.
I had sold it that morning to a shell company and transferred the liquid assets back to the Vitiello accounts.
I wanted nothing from him.
I gathered the photos of us.
The ones from the Bronx.
The ones where he actually smiled.
I threw them into the fireplace and struck a match.
I watched our memories curl into black ash and disappear up the chimney.
Suddenly, the front door slammed open.
Dante strode in, Sofia trailing smugly behind him.
"What are you doing here?" he demanded, his voice vibrating off the walls.
"Cleaning up," I said evenly.
Sofia saw the jewelry box on the table.
It was open.
Inside lay the Vitiello Heirloom Bracelet.
It was priceless.
"That belongs to the family," Sofia said.
She lunged for it.
She grabbed it, and with a clumsy, theatrical motion, she smashed it against the marble fireplace mantel.
The emeralds shattered across the stone.
She screamed and threw herself down the three steps into the sunken living room.
"My ankle!" she wailed, clutching her leg. "She pushed me!"
Dante looked at the broken bracelet.
He looked at Sofia sobbing on the floor.
He did not look at the security cameras that would have proven my innocence.
He looked at me.
"You break what is mine, I break you," he said, his eyes devoid of mercy.
"Enforcer," he called out.
The giant man entered from the shadows.
"The Lash," Dante ordered.
My blood ran cold.
"Dante, no," I whispered.
He turned away to comfort Sofia.
The Enforcer grabbed my wrists.
He tied them to the high banister so my feet barely touched the ground.
I bit my lip until I tasted copper.
\ The whip struck my back.
One.
Two.
Three.
I did not scream.
I would not give him the satisfaction.
My blood stained the white oak floor.
Dante did not turn around.
He held Sofia's hand while his wife bled out on the floor of the home he had built for her.
I woke up in my old bedroom, but it felt more like a prison cell.
My back was burning, the skin feeling as though it were still being licked by flames.
Every breath was a struggle, a ragged gasp against the tightness in my chest.
Dante sat in the armchair, nursing a cigarette.
The smoke curled around his head, wreathing him in a dark, toxic halo.
"You are awake," he said.
He did not ask how I was. His voice was devoid of any husbandly concern.
"Tonight is the Family Gala," he announced flatly. "Sofia wants to hear music. Specifically, she wants you to play the violin."
I tried to sit up, but the searing pain forced me back down.
"I can't," I rasped, my throat dry.
"You will," he countered.
"Don Vitiello," I said, using his formal title like a weapon.
He stiffened. He hated when I called him that.
"Drop the attitude," he warned, his eyes narrowing. "Be ready in an hour."
With agonizing slowness, I put on an old black dress.
It hung loose on my frame now.
I had lost at least ten pounds in a week.
Crucially, it covered the bandages on my back.
An hour later, I arrived at the hotel ballroom.
The air smelled of expensive perfume and underlying fear.
The wives of the Capos eyed me.
They used to bow to me.
Now, they covered their mouths and tittered behind manicured hands.
"Look at the fallen queen," one whispered audibly.
I walked to the stage, forcing one foot in front of the other.
My legs shook.
I remembered Don Giovanni, Dante's grandfather.
A Vitiello breaks what he loves, he had told me once.
He was right.
Then Dante entered.
The room went silent.
He had Sofia on his arm.
She wore triumphant red.
She looked radiant, a stark contrast to my fading shadow.
She treated him like a prized pet, patting his hand condescendingly.
Dante let her.
He looked up at the stage.
Play, he mouthed.
I lifted my violin to my chin.
I played Adagio in G Minor.
It was a sad, heavy piece.
It was a funeral dirge for my marriage.
The music filled the room, silencing the malicious whispers.
For a moment, Dante looked at me.
He really looked at me.
Then, Sofia stood up abruptly.
"Stop this noise!" she shouted, her voice piercing the melancholy melody.
"She is cursing us with this funeral music!"
The room gasped.
But Dante laughed.
He actually laughed.
He stood up and took Sofia's hand.
"You are right, my love," he said, loud enough for everyone to hear. "Let's dance to something alive."
The band immediately struck up a jazz number.
Dante led Sofia to the floor.
He spun her around, full of life and vigor.
I stood alone on the stage, my bow hanging limply by my side.
I was a ghost at my own wake.