Carmel Henson POV:
Gus had been surprisingly quick to act. Within hours of my call, he sent a legal team to my house. They were quiet, efficient, and discreet. The agreement was simple: I would move out, take what I needed, and in return for my silence regarding Augustine's… unconventional family arrangement, I would receive a substantial settlement, enough to start fresh.
"Are you sure about this, Carmel?" Gus had asked, his voice etched with concern. "You and Augustine… you've been together for so long. He always seemed so devoted, in his own way."
I could only offer a hollow smile. "He was devoted to his plan, Gus. Not to me." The words tasted like ash. I wanted to tell him everything, about the birth control, about Asia' s cruel taunts, about the recorded confession. But for now, my silence was my only leverage. And my dignity.
Augustine, for his part, had been conspicuously absent during this entire process. He was still at the hospital, playing the doting father and lover to Asia and their twins. It was as if I no longer existed, a ghost haunting the edges of his perfectly constructed new reality. Every day, I heard snippets from the house staff, whispers of Augustine doting on Asia, bringing her extravagant gifts, ordering gourmet meals for her convalescence. He prepared her favorite herbal teas, fussed over the babies' feeding schedules, constantly checking in on them.
I remembered the countless times I had asked him, jokingly, to cook for me. "It's not in my plan for today, Carmel," he would say, his gaze already back on his laptop. "Order something. Or I'll have the chef prepare it." He never once cooked a meal for me. Not once in eight years.
Now, he was cooking for Asia. Making her special broths, preparing light, nutritious meals to aid her recovery. I was never worthy enough to disrupt his plan, but she was. She was the plan. I was just the unfortunate detour.
He returned three days later, his "business trip" finally concluded. I was in the living room, a small duffel bag and a single carry-on suitcase sitting by the door. That was all I was taking. Everything else, the house, the furniture, the memories, felt tainted.
He walked in, his eyes scanning the room, then landing on my meager luggage. His brow furrowed in confusion. "What's this, Carmel?" His voice was devoid of emotion, a flat statement rather than a question. He looked at my bags as if they were an inconvenient mess, an unplanned disruption.
I didn't answer. What was there to say? He wouldn't understand. He wouldn't care. My entire life was packed into those two small bags, a stark contrast to the sprawling mansion, the countless possessions we had accumulated. But for him, it was just… clutter.
A baby's cry pierced the silence. It came from upstairs, from our master bedroom, now his and Asia's. Augustine's head snapped up, a flicker of concern, then adoration, crossing his face. The sound seemed to pull him, a magnetic force I could never compete with.
"Carmel," he said, turning back to me, his voice slightly rushed. "I have something to tell you. I've adopted two children. They're twins." He said it so casually, as if announcing a new business acquisition.
My body stiffened. My heart hammered against my ribs, a desperate bird trapped in a cage. Adopted. The word felt like a lie, a flimsy veil over his monstrous deception. I felt a cold wave wash over me, making my limbs heavy, my movements sluggish.
"Augustine," I managed, my voice a strained whisper. "What are you talking about?" My feet moved without my conscious command, dragging me towards the sound of the crying.
I saw them then, in the living room, in two pristine white bassinets. A boy and a girl, their tiny faces red from crying. My vision blurred around the edges, but the sight of them was undeniable. Real. And utterly devastating.
"What is this?" I asked, my voice barely human. "What have you done?"
He walked over to a nearby table, picking up a stack of papers. "These are the adoption papers," he said, handing them to me. His tone was clinical, detached. "Everything is perfectly legal. They are officially mine now. And of course, ours. You've always wanted children, Carmel. Now we have two. Exactly as planned."
My hands trembled as I took the papers. The words swam before my eyes – Herrera, Augustine. Herrera, Carmel. My name was on them. He expected me to raise them. His children. With her. The sheer audacity of it left me breathless, suffocated by a potent mixture of anger and humiliation.
Just then, a voice, soft and melodious, cooed from the doorway. "Oh, my poor babies, are you hungry?" Asia swept into the room, her eyes going straight to the bassinets. She picked up the crying boy, cradling him expertly.
My breath hitched. She was standing barely ten feet from me, holding his child, looking so heartbreakingly familiar. Her features were softer than mine, her eyes a shade lighter, but the resemblance was still startling. The tear-shaped mole, though-that was identical. The one Augustine had always been so fixated on, the one he had once traced on my own cheek, telling me how beautiful it was. He had been looking at her all along. I was just a substitute with the right features.
"Carmel," Asia said, her voice a little too sweet, a little too loud. "You must be wondering who I am. I'm Asia Whitney. And I'm the twins' nanny. Augustine hired me." She smiled, a triumphant, knowing gleam in her eyes. "I'm here to help take care of Elias and Elara."
Nanny. My husband's secret lover, the mother of his children, was now officially moving into my home as the "nanny."
Augustine, ever the master of efficiency, barely acknowledged my presence. "Asia, the master bedroom is ready for you and the children," he announced, gesturing towards the stairs. "We've got everything set up for the nursery in there. Carmel will help you get settled."
I felt a hysterical laugh bubble up inside me. Help her settle? In my room? With his babies? The babies he had secretly planned for, the babies I had unknowingly been prevented from having.
"No," I said, the word coming out as a strangled gasp. "No, I won't. And you can forget about this 'arrangement,' Augustine." My voice gained strength, fueled by a searing rage. "I want a divorce. Now."
His eyes, which had been so soft and warm when looking at Asia, hardened. A shadow flickered in their depths. "Divorce?" he said, his voice dangerously low. "That's not an option, Carmel. It's not in my plan."
"Your plan?" I scoffed, a bitter laugh escaping my lips. "Your plan involves secretly giving me birth control, having twins with your high school sweetheart, and then expecting me to raise them? And you think my leaving you is the unplanned event?"
He stared at me, his face impassive. "Divorce is messy. It's inefficient. It disrupts the structure. We are married, Carmel. We will remain married. You will be a mother to these children, as you always wanted. Asia will be here to assist." He spoke as if he were dictating terms in a boardroom, utterly devoid of empathy.
He turned, walking towards Asia and the twins, his back to me. "Come, Asia," he said gently. "Let's get the children settled."
I watched them go, the picture of a perfect, albeit twisted, family ascending the grand staircase. My legs gave out, and I collapsed onto the floor, the adoption papers fluttering from my grasp. He wasn't refusing to divorce me because he loved me. He was refusing because it was an inconvenient deviation from his meticulously crafted life. I was still just a means to an end. An inconvenient, discarded detail in his grand design.
Carmel Henson POV:
I moved into the guest bedroom, now the "secondary" bedroom, the next day. It was small, devoid of personality, and already felt like a temporary holding cell. My two bags were still by the door. I began to unpack the meager contents, mostly clothes and a few toiletries. As I folded a sweater, I caught sight of the empty space above the bed, a stark white wall where a framed photo of Augustine and me used to hang. I had taken it down myself. There was nothing left to remember.
Augustine walked in as I was reorganizing a small shelf, placing a single, well-worn paperback on it. He glanced at my minimalist belongings, a frown creasing his perfect forehead. "Is that all you have, Carmel?" he asked, a hint of disdain in his voice. "Where are your other things? Your clothes, your jewelry, your books?"
I just kept sorting, not looking at him. "These are enough," I said, my voice flat. What did it matter to him? He had never truly seen any of my possessions, only their functional purpose within his planned life. He saw them as items to tick off a list, not as extensions of me.
He lingered for a moment, then shrugged, the slight movement conveying his utter dismissiveness. "Very well," he said, turning to leave. "Just ensure the room is organized to standard."
I changed the sheets on the bed, the crisp white fabric a stark contrast to the faded floral patterns I had chosen for our master bedroom years ago. This was my space now, sterile and impersonal, but at least it was mine.
I was in the middle of making the bed when Asia appeared in the doorway, a sweet, innocent smile plastered on her face. "Carmel," she chirped, "could you do me a huge favor? The master bedroom needs its sheets changed, and the babies are about to wake up for their feeding. I can't possibly do it all myself." She gestured vaguely towards the master suite, her eyes widening slightly for emphasis. "It's so much work, and my hands are full, you know, with the twins."
My jaw clenched. She was asking me, the discarded wife, to change the sheets on the bed where she now slept with my husband, the bed where their children would be resting. It was an insult, a blatant power play.
Before I could reply, Augustine's voice cut through the air. He was standing just behind Asia, a remote tablet in his hand, his eyes focused on the screen. "Asia, don't forget the embroidered silk sheets," he said, without looking up. "The ones Carmel's mother made for her. They're pristine. They'll be perfect for the nursery."
Asia's smile widened, a malicious glint in her eyes. "Oh, yes! I almost forgot about those. Thank you, Augustine. Carmel, could you get those for me? They're in the top drawer of the linen closet, aren't they?"
My blood ran cold. My mother's embroidery. Those sheets were the last tangible link I had to her, a labor of love she had poured her heart into before she passed away. They were exquisite, delicate silk, each stitch a testament to her devotion. I had kept them wrapped in tissue, tucked away, saving them for our first child, for a day that would now never come.
"I need those," I said, my voice tight, my hands clenching into fists. "They're very important to me."
Augustine finally looked up, his gaze devoid of understanding. "Nonsense, Carmel. They're just sheets. And they fit the aesthetic I envisioned for the nursery. Go get them." His tone was a command, not a request.
My chest tightened with a searing anger. He had no idea what they meant. He never cared about the emotional value of anything. It was all about utility, about fitting into his precise, clinical vision.
"They're handmade," I started to explain, my voice trembling. "My mother spent months-"
He cut me off, already striding towards the linen closet. He pulled open the top drawer, his hands carelessly rummaging through the neatly folded piles. He extracted the silk sheets, still wrapped in their protective tissue paper, and tossed them to Asia.
Asia caught them with a smug grin. She unfolded them, her fingers deliberately tracing the intricate floral patterns my mother had embroidered. And then, with a slow, deliberate movement, she tore the delicate silk, right down the middle of a blooming rose. The sound was soft, almost imperceptible, but in the silence of the room, it was a thunderclap.
My entire body began to shake. A cold sweat broke out on my forehead. That was my mother's legacy, her love, her artistry, reduced to shreds by this hateful woman.
"Oops," Asia said, feigning an innocent look. "How clumsy of me. I guess these are no good now." She laughed, a light, mocking sound, and then, with another vicious tug, ripped one of the sheets into smaller pieces.
"No!" I cried out, lunging forward, my hand outstretched. "Stop it!"
But before I could reach her, Asia let out a shriek, stumbling backward, dropping the shredded silk. "Carmel! You pushed me!" she wailed, clutching her arm, her eyes wide with feigned terror.
Augustine, reacting instantly, shoved me away. His push was violent, unexpected. I stumbled backward, hitting the sharp edge of a console table. A searing pain shot up my arm, and I cried out, clutching my throbbing elbow. I felt a warm stickiness spreading on my skin.
He didn't even look at me. His eyes were fixed on Asia, his face a mask of concern. "Asia, my love, are you alright?" He wrapped an arm around her, pulling her close.
"She... she tried to attack me," Asia sobbed into his shoulder, her voice muffled. "Over some old sheets."
Augustine turned his cold gaze to me, his eyes blazing with contempt. "Carmel, that was uncalled for. They're just fabric. Your behavior is irrational and frankly, disgusting." He walked over to the shredded silk, picked up a piece, and with a deliberate, slow motion, tore it further. He held up the tattered remains, his eyes burning into mine. "This is what you're fighting for? A piece of cloth?" He then ripped the remaining pieces, scattering them on the floor as if they were worthless trash.
His eyes, when they finally met mine, were filled with pure loathing.
"They were my mother's!" I screamed, the words tearing from my throat, raw and ragged.