I walked down the hallway. My heels clicked loudly on the linoleum, a rhythm that felt too cheerful for this place. I stopped outside the last door.
It wasn't a door. It was a wall of reinforced glass.
I looked inside.
The room was sparse. A bed bolted to the floor. A toilet in the corner. No windows to the outside, only high vents.
And there, in the center of the room, was Julian Sterling.
He was kneeling on the floor, his back to me. He was wearing a straitjacket, the heavy canvas straps pulled tight across his broad shoulders. Chains connected his ankles to a bolt in the floor.
He wasn't the monster Brenda had described. He was a tragedy. Even through the jacket, I could see the sharp angles of his shoulder blades. He was tall, his frame massive, but he was skeletal now, the muscle wasted away to wiry, desperate cords. He looked like a famine victim, not a killer.
His hair was long, matted, hanging over his face.
I swiped the key card. The glass door hissed and slid open.
Julian spun around.
I stopped breathing.
His face was gaunt, pale as death. But beneath the grime and the hollow cheeks, the bone structure was devastating. High cheekbones, a strong jaw. But it was his eyes that froze me. They were a piercing, unnatural blue, but the pupils were blown wide, swallowing the iris. The whites were veined with red.
He looked at me, and he didn't see a person. He saw a threat.
He roared. It was a raw, animalistic sound of pure rage. He lunged at me.
The chains snapped taut. He stopped three feet from where I stood.
I let out a scream-a theatrical, terrified shriek-and scrambled backward, falling onto my butt.
"Please!" I cried, covering my face. "Don't hurt me!"
I peeked through my fingers. The camera in the corner was tracking us. I had to sell it.
Julian pulled at the chains, his breath coming in ragged gasps. He was sweating profusely. Diaphoresis. A symptom of the toxin.
"Get out!" he rasped. His voice was like gravel grinding together. "They sent another one? Get out before I kill you!"
I crawled into the corner of the room, curling into a ball. I stayed there for an hour, trembling, while he paced the length of his chain, muttering to himself. He was hallucinating. Fighting invisible demons.
Eventually, exhaustion took him. He slumped against the padded wall, his eyes closing.
I waited ten more minutes. Then, I sat up.
I checked the camera. It was a high-end model, covering every inch of the room. There were no blind spots.
I reached into the hem of my dress. Sewn into the fabric was a thin, metallic disc. A signal jammer modified with a looping algorithm. I pressed it between my fingers, activating it. For the next twenty minutes, the security monitors would show a seamless loop of me cowering in the corner while Julian slept.
I stood up and moved silently toward him. I stripped off the pink dress. Underneath, I was wearing a black tank top and leggings I had worn under the dress.
I moved toward him.
He smelled of sweat and fear, but underneath that, there was a scent I remembered. Cedar and rain.
I knelt beside him.
"Julian?" I whispered.
His eyes snapped open. He snarled, trying to bite me.
I didn't flinch. I moved with a speed he couldn't track. My hand shot out and clamped onto his jaw, my thumb pressing into the pressure point behind his ear.
He froze, his eyes widening in shock. His body went limp, paralyzed for a moment by the nerve pinch.
"Shh," I hissed. My voice was no longer the scared girl's. It was low, commanding. "Look at me."
He looked. He saw the focus in my eyes. He saw the intelligence.
I pulled a small penlight from my bra and shined it into his eyes. No pupillary constriction.
"Toxic encephalopathy," I muttered. "Induced by scopolamine and... something else. Synthetic."
I ran my hands over his neck. I felt it. A small, hard lump at the base of his skull.
A neural implant. They were stimulating his amygdala, keeping him in a permanent state of fight-or-flight.
"You're not crazy, Julian," I whispered. "You're being piloted."
He stared at me, confusion warring with the madness in his gaze. "Who... who are you?"
"I'm the wife you didn't ask for," I said. I turned off the penlight. "And tonight, I'm going to perform surgery."
Night fell. The lights in the cell dimmed to a low, blue safety setting.
I waited until 2:00 AM. The looping algorithm was still holding, but I had to be fast. The battery on the jammer wouldn't last forever.
I moved.
I pulled a small, sealed packet from the lining of my duffel bag. Inside was a sterile scalpel blade and a vial of high-grade solvent.
I went to Julian. He was awake, watching me. He hadn't slept.
"This is going to hurt," I told him softly. "I can't use anesthesia. It would interact with the toxins in your blood and stop your heart."
He didn't argue. He seemed to sense that I was his only tether to reality.
I had him turn over. I straddled his back, my weight pinning him down.
I found the lump on his neck.
I applied the solvent to the skin. It was a transdermal numbing agent mixed with a corrosive that would eat through the bio-adhesive holding the chip.
Julian hissed through his teeth as the chemical burned.
"Almost there," I whispered.
I made a micro-incision. Blood welled up, dark and thick. I didn't dig. I used the magnetic tip of a specialized tool I'd assembled from the receiver components to draw the chip out.
With a wet pop, the chip came free. It was the size of a grain of rice, blinking with a faint red light.
I crushed it between my thumbnail and the floor. The light died.
Immediately, I poured the contents of the vial of antidote onto the open wound. The chemicals burned.
Julian let out a scream that he tried to stifle into the mattress. His body convulsed.
The seizure started. It was the withdrawal. His brain was rebooting, flooding with neurotransmitters that had been suppressed for years.
I held him. I wrapped my arms around his thrashing body, pinning him to the floor.
"It's okay," I whispered into his ear. "I've got you. You're safe."
I started to hum. It wasn't a song. It was a resonant frequency, a low, rhythmic vibration designed to entrain brainwaves and induce a delta state. I had learned it in a black-site recovery ward.
Hmm-mmm... hmm-mmm...
Julian stopped thrashing. His body went rigid.
His breathing hitched. The sound seemed to bypass his conscious mind and strike a chord deep in his reptile brain. His heart rate slowed, syncing with the hum.
He turned his head, sweat dripping from his face. He looked at me. The madness was receding, leaving behind a raw, terrified vulnerability.
"Safe?" he rasped. It was a question, not a recognition.
"Safe," I confirmed.
Suddenly, a siren blared in the distance. Not a police siren. A bio-monitor alarm.
"Damn it," I cursed. "The chip had a heartbeat monitor. They know it's offline."
I rolled off him instantly. I kicked the crushed chip under the bed. I wiped the blood on my black leggings.
Seconds later, the heavy steel door of the West Wing groaned open. I heard running footsteps.
By the time the night nurse and two armed guards opened the door to check on the noise, I was curled up in the corner, snoring softly.
Julian lay on the bed, his breathing even. He looked at the nurse, then at me.
He closed his eyes. For the first time in three years, he slept without nightmares.