Kiera Case POV:
The silence in the kitchen was deafening after Felix left, broken only by my ragged breathing. I stood there, rooted to the spot, the dampness of tears still clinging to my cheeks. My phone lay where it had fallen, unnoticed until a notification flashed across the screen. It was Chloe again, but this time, it wasn't a call. It was a screenshot. A social media post. From Bella Ramsey.
My stomach seized. The photo was a selfie, Bella pouting playfully, her hair perfectly tousled. But it was the caption that twisted the knife. "First morning coffee in Paris with my amazing Felix! So glad he arranged this little getaway for us. He even remembered my favorite French press! So thoughtful. #ParisianNights #FelixAndBella #Blessed"
My eyes zeroed in on two details: the French press, a sleek chrome and glass device that had been my gift to Felix for his birthday last year, because he'd mentioned wanting to learn to make "proper coffee." And the "little getaway," which was obviously a lie, given he' d only just arrived and was supposed to be working on the "Ramsey Tower acquisition." A cruel irony that he was now acquiring Ramsey herself.
He'd brought my gift, a symbol of my thoughtful gesture, to impress her. He'd given her the credit for my effort. The sheer audacity, the effortless cruelty of it, stole my breath. I squeezed my eyes shut, a fresh wave of tears blurring the screen. I closed my phone, the small black rectangle suddenly too heavy, too painful to hold. It clattered to the counter, echoing the shattered fragments of my heart.
A few minutes later, Mrs. Henderson, the Decker' s housekeeper, bustled into the kitchen, a quiet, efficient woman who had seen me grow up. Her eyes, usually warm, widened slightly at the sight of the spilled juice and my tear-streaked face. She didn' t say anything, just started methodically cleaning the counter, her movements a quiet testament to the chaos Felix had left behind.
"Mrs. Henderson," I managed, my voice hoarse. "Can you… can you get rid of that French press? And anything else he might have left here?" My gaze swept over the kitchen, suddenly seeing all the small tokens of Felix' s presence, gifts he' d given me, things he' d left behind. Each one now felt tainted.
She paused, looking at me with a knowing sadness in her eyes. "Of course, dear. Consider it done." Her gaze lingered on me for a moment longer, a silent offer of comfort, before she returned to her task.
I spent the rest of the morning in a haze, systematically going through my own room, gathering every single item Felix had ever given me. A delicate silver bracelet, a ridiculously fluffy bathrobe, a collection of first-edition architecture books he' d bought for my birthday. Each item held a memory, a whisper of a promise, now brutally broken. I boxed them all up, methodically, dispassionately. The act of purging felt like cauterizing a wound, painful but necessary.
Days blurred into a week. Felix didn' t call. He didn't text. Not from his blocked number, not from any new number. And I didn't reach out. Not once. The Kiera of old would have been frantic, would have convinced herself it was her fault, would have found a way to bridge the silence, to apologize for a crime she didn' t commit. But that Kiera was gone. She had died in that kitchen, listening to Felix' s cruel French words.
I blocked every new number that vaguely resembled his. I unfriended him on all social media platforms. I even changed the access code to the guest house, a symbolic gesture of reclaiming my space, my privacy. No more unexpected entrances. No more casual violations.
Then came Chloe' s call. "Kiera! Pack your bags! My parents are letting me take their private jet to our villa in Tuscany. You' re coming with me. No arguments. We leave tomorrow morning."
The idea of escaping, of putting an ocean between myself and Felix' s ghost, was intoxicating. "Yes," I said, without hesitation. "Yes, I' m coming."
I told my parents about the trip. They were concerned, of course, about my sudden change of plans, about me canceling Columbia. But they also saw the haunted look in my eyes, the quiet devastation I was trying to hide. They knew something was deeply wrong, even if I hadn't explicitly told them about Felix' s betrayal.
"I' m not coming back here before university starts," I told them, my voice firm. "I' ll fly directly from Tuscany to Stanford." The words felt powerful, a declaration of independence.
The next morning, as I walked out of the guest house, my suitcase in hand, I saw Mrs. Decker, Felix' s mother, tending to her rose garden. She looked up, her smile warm. "Kiera, dear! Such a surprise! Felix told me you were going on a trip with Chloe. How wonderful! Some time away will do you good before Columbia."
My heart did a strange, painful flutter. Felix told her? He had lied to his own mother, making it seem like my trip was a joint decision, not a desperate escape. He' d spun a narrative where I was still his, still going to his university. It was a bitter pill to swallow, but I forced a polite smile. "Yes, Mrs. Decker. It will be lovely." I couldn't bring myself to correct her about Columbia. Not yet.
At the airport, the sleek, private jet sat waiting on the tarmac. Chloe was already there, bouncing with excitement. As we walked towards the gate, a sudden flash of movement caught my eye. My breath hitched. There, in the main terminal, was Felix. And beside him, impossibly beautiful, was Bella Ramsey.
They were engrossed in each other, Felix laughing, pulling Bella closer, his hand resting on the small of her back. She was pouting, then smiling, then playfully slapping his arm. He was carrying her carry-on, a small, pink designer bag.
A sharp, almost physical pain lanced through me. He was carrying her bag. He had never carried mine. Not once in ten years. He' d always said, "You' re perfectly capable, Kiera. Independence, right?" He'd called it fostering my independence. Now I saw it for what it was: a lack of care, a blatant disregard. He only extended courtesy, thoughtfulness, real affection, to those he truly wanted to impress, to those he valued. And I had never been one of them.
I took a deep, shuddering breath, forcing the air into my lungs. This was it. The final, undeniable proof. He wasn' t just dismissive; he was indifferent. And that indifference was a thousand times more painful than any anger.
"Kiera? Are you okay?" Chloe whispered, pulling me along. Her eyes followed my gaze, and she stiffened, her jaw clenching. "Oh, for crying out loud. He' s everywhere."
I didn' t answer. I just focused on putting one foot in front of the other, steering clear of them. Felix, for his part, was deeply engrossed. He was checking his phone every few seconds, his brow furrowed, then he' d turn back to Bella with a forced smile. He seemed… distracted. Bella, however, seemed to have his full attention, her voice a little too loud, her laughter a little too bright.
We finally reached our gate, out of sight of Felix and Bella. Relief washed over me, a fragile wave. Just as I was about to board, my phone rang. A blocked number. My heart leaped, a flicker of that old, toxic hope. No. I knew better.
I answered, my voice tight. "Hello?"
"Kiera," Felix' s voice, raw and low, ripped through the line. "Where the hell are you? Why aren' t you answering my calls? Why did you block me?" His voice grew louder, laced with an unnerving mixture of anger and panic. "I saw you! You were right there! Why did you ignore me?"
My blood ran cold. He had seen me. And he was furious. "I' m going on a trip, Felix," I said, my voice deliberately calm, even though my hands were trembling.
"A trip? With who? To where?" he demanded, his voice escalating. "What about Columbia? What about our plans? You' re supposed to be planning our life together, Kiera! Don' t tell me you' re going to run off with some… some random guy from your architecture class. Don't think for a second you can just ghost me and expect no consequences. You'll be all alone there, Kiera. No one will help you. You'll regret it."
He still had no idea. The thought was a small, bitter victory. "My plans are my own, Felix," I stated, finding a surprising strength in my voice. "And they don' t involve you anymore."
"Don' t be childish, Kiera!" he snapped. "Unblock me! Now! I' m going to be gone for a few days for the Ramsey deal. When I get back, I expect to hear from you. Understand?"
He hung up before I could respond. My hand, still trembling, hovered over the screen. Then, with a decisive tap, I blocked the new number.
I glanced back, over my shoulder. Felix was standing at the boarding gate, his phone still in his hand, his face a mask of furious disbelief. Our eyes met across the terminal. His were blazing, a mixture of anger, confusion, and something else – a raw, wounded surprise.
"Let' s go, Kiera," Chloe said softly, taking my hand and pulling me toward the private jet. I didn' t look back. I wouldn' t.
Kiera Case POV:
Tuscany was a blur of sun-drenched vineyards, ancient stone villas, and endless, vibrant conversations with Chloe. I threw myself into every activity, every sight, every new experience. I hiked for miles, sketched architectural wonders, learned to make pasta from scratch, and danced until my feet ached. I kept my phone on airplane mode most of the time, only checking messages when Chloe insisted. I never unblocked Felix. Not even once.
Chloe, bless her, tried her best to shield me from any news of him. But sometimes, when she was scrolling through her feed, a fleeting glimpse would appear. Felix and Bella, arm in arm, strolling through a market in Capri, her impossibly long legs in designer shorts. Felix and Bella, laughing over a candlelit dinner, her hand clasped in his. Felix and Bella, on a yacht in the Mediterranean, her body draped against his in a bikini. Each image was a tiny, sharp pinprick, a reminder of the life he was so effortlessly living without me.
He was posting constantly now, far more than he ever did before. Every picture, every caption, screamed their coupledom, their lavish, exciting life. He was flaunting her, flaunting his supposed happiness. It stung, of course. It proved how quickly he' d moved on, how little I' d meant.
"Why aren' t you in any of Felix' s photos anymore?" a comment from a mutual acquaintance popped up on Chloe's phone one day, underneath a picture of Felix and Bella.
Chloe quickly scrolled past it, but the words echoed in my head. My answer, a practiced, polite one, was always ready. "Oh, I' m traveling with Chloe. Different schedules, you know." It was a half-truth, a convenient shield.
Even though I' d vowed to be free, to move on, the mention of his name, the sight of his face, still sent a cold shiver down my spine. It was like a phantom limb, an ache where something used to be, even though I knew it was better gone. It just takes time, I told myself, gazing out at the endless rolling hills of Tuscany. It just takes time to heal.
Weeks turned into months. The calls from blocked numbers eventually stopped. The social media posts became less frequent, or perhaps I just stopped looking. I was too busy living, breathing, building. The ache had dulled, replaced by a quiet sense of peace. I could go a full day, sometimes even two, without thinking of him at all. It was a victory, small but significant. I started to truly see the beauty of my surroundings, the intricate patterns of the old architecture, the vibrant colors of the landscape. My mind, once so consumed by Felix, was finally free to wander, to explore, to create.
Then, one afternoon, as I was sketching a crumbling Roman aqueduct, my phone, which I'd nearly forgotten, rang. It was an unfamiliar number. My heart skipped a beat, a flicker of the old fear. I almost didn't answer. But something compelled me.
"Hello?"
"Kiera?" Felix' s voice, distorted by the bad connection, was unmistakable. He sounded… agitated. "Where the hell are you? What is going on? Why did you just disappear? Why did you change your number again?"
My hand tightened around the phone. "I' m on a trip, Felix. I told you."
"A trip? For months? Kiera, what about Columbia? What about our plans? You were supposed to be there, getting ready. Your acceptance letter to Stanford came through, I saw it in the mail! Your parents told me you were still going to Columbia!" He sounded genuinely bewildered, almost hurt. There was a raw, unfamiliar edge to his voice, an undercurrent of something that sounded like… insecurity?
"My parents didn' t know," I said calmly, deliberately withholding any other information. "And my plans changed. I accepted Stanford' s offer."
A stunned silence followed. Then, his voice, when it came, was laced with disbelief, almost a plea. "Stanford? Kiera, why? We had everything planned. Our apartments were practically next door. I even got you those new architectural design software upgrades, as a surprise. I was going to help you settle in, show you around…"
He was trying to lure me back, with promises and gifts, with the illusion of a shared future. The familiar manipulation, only this time, it felt hollow. He was talking about his plans, his surprises, not mine.
"I' m not coming back, Felix," I stated, my voice firm. "I' m flying directly to Stanford from here."
"You can' t be serious, Kiera!" His voice rose, tinged with anger. "After everything? After all these years? You' re just going to throw it all away? For what? Some… some school across the country?"
"It' s my choice, Felix," I retorted, a spark of defiance igniting within me. "I have the right to choose my own path."
"You' re being ridiculous!" he snapped. "You' re being cold! You' re being… ungrateful! If you don' t come back, Kiera, don' t ever bother coming back into my life. Don' t ever look for me again."
The line went dead. He' d hung up on me. Again.
I stared at the phone for a long moment, then slowly, deliberately, I added his new number to my blocked list. It was a lie, of course. I was going home first, to see my parents and pack for California. But he didn' t need to know that. He didn' t need to know anything anymore.
A few days later, my father called, his voice beaming. "Kiera! Your scholarship to Stanford has been officially confirmed! They' ve processed your acceptance! Mrs. Henderson found the updated documents in your mail."
My heart swelled with a mixture of pride and relief. "That' s wonderful, Dad."
There was a pause. Then, my mother' s voice, gentle but firm, came over the line. "Kiera, darling, why didn' t you tell us you were changing your university? We were so worried. Felix has been calling, asking where you are, why you haven' t called him back. He seemed so confused."
A sigh escaped me. The truth, finally. It was time. "Mom, Dad," I began, my voice soft but steady. "I need to tell you something. I' m not going to Columbia. I' m going to Stanford. And… and Felix and I are over. We have been for a while."
I poured out the story, carefully omitting the more painful details of his French dismissal, but conveying the essence of his betrayal, his casual disregard, his view of me as a convenience. I spoke of my need to build my own life, to step out of his shadow, to finally choose my own dreams, not just ones that aligned with his.
"I need to do this for myself," I explained, my voice thick with emotion. "I need to prove that I can stand on my own, away from all of… that. Away from him. Chloe will be there too, so I won' t be completely alone."
My parents listened in stunned silence. When I finished, my mother was crying softly. My father, usually so stoic, cleared his throat repeatedly.
"My brave girl," my father finally said, his voice husky. "We… we are so proud of you, Kiera. This is a big step. A hard one. But we understand. We just want you to be happy."
"And safe," my mother added, her voice still trembling. "But if this is what you need, honey, then we support you. Unconditionally."
"There' s just one more thing," I said, looking out at the Tuscan hills, a new resolve hardening my voice. "Please, don' t tell Felix. Don' t tell him about Stanford, or about me coming home first. Let him think I' m still traveling. Let him wonder. I don' t want him to know where I am, not until I' m truly ready. Can you do that for me?"
My parents exchanged a long look, a silent conversation passing between them. Then, my father nodded, his expression grim but determined. "We' ll keep your secret, Kiera. For as long as you need us to."
My mother sniffled. "Anything for you, my love. Anything."
A wave of profound gratitude washed over me. I had cut ties with one family, but my true one was still there, unwavering, supporting my flight towards an unknown, but undoubtedly brighter, future.
Kiera Case POV:
The day I returned home coincided, ironically, with Felix' s graduation party. Not just any party, but a grand affair hosted by the Deckers at their sprawling estate, celebrating his graduation from Columbia and his official stepping into a senior role at Decker Real Estate. It was a formal announcement, a coronation of sorts, attended by New York' s elite. My parents, as long-time neighbors and family friends, insisted I attend. It would be rude not to, they said, and would only raise questions about my sudden absence. So, with a deep breath and a carefully constructed mask of indifference, I prepared to face him.
The moment I stepped onto the manicured lawns of the Decker estate, the familiar scent of expensive perfume and freshly cut grass hit me. The air was thick with the murmur of conversations, the clinking of champagne glasses, and the soft strains of a live jazz band. And there he was. Felix.
He stood on a raised platform, next to his father, receiving congratulations, a picture of effortless charm and power. He was taller, broader somehow, his shoulders more imposing in his tailored suit. His smile, usually so easy, held a new gravitas, a subtle shift from boyish charm to commanding presence. He looked every inch the heir, the future, the man who possessed everything he desired.
A familiar pang, a ghost of old affection, flickered in my chest. But it was quickly extinguished by the cold, hard memory of his French words. He was magnificent, yes, but he was also cruel. The Kiera of old would have been mesmerized, drawn to him like a moth to a flame. The new Kiera felt a curious detachment, a sense of observing a well-rehearsed performance. He was a beautiful, gilded cage, and I had narrowly escaped.
I tried to blend into the crowd, seeking refuge near the elaborate floral arrangements, my eyes scanning for any familiar faces. I just needed to make an appearance, offer my congratulations to his parents, and then slip away. But Felix, with his uncanny ability to sense my presence, found me.
His eyes, sharp and intense, cut through the throng, locking onto mine. A slow smile spread across his face, not the public, charming one, but a private, knowing smirk that sent a chill down my spine. He started towards me, moving with a predator' s grace, weaving through the chattering guests. My heart thumped, a quick, nervous rhythm. My first instinct was to turn and run, to disappear into the crowd. But it was too late.
He reached me in a few long strides, his hand closing around my wrist, his grip surprisingly firm. "Kiera. You actually came." His voice was low, possessive, a hint of triumph in it. "I thought you' d be too much of a coward to show your face."
I tried to pull my hand away, but his grip tightened. "Let go, Felix," I whispered, my voice tight.
Just then, Bella Ramsey, looking stunning in a shimmering emerald green gown, appeared at his side. She linked her arm through his, her smile saccharine sweet. "Oh, darling, who is this?" she cooed, her eyes, sharp and calculating, raking over me. "Another one of your childhood friends, perhaps? I thought you said all your little admirers were still in high school." She punctuated her words with a delicate, tinkling laugh, clearly implying I was out of my league, a relic of his past.
Before I could even formulate a response, Felix chuckled, a dismissive sound. "Kiera? Oh, she' s just… a neighbor. We grew up together." He pulled his arm from my grasp, subtly putting more distance between us, and tightened his hold on Bella. "She tends to be a bit… dramatic sometimes. Thinks everything is a bigger deal than it is." His eyes, when they met mine, held a cold, warning glint. He was publicly disavowing me, painting me as an overemotional nuisance.
A fiery heat rose in my cheeks, but I forced myself to remain calm. My jaw clenched, but I refused to give him the satisfaction of an outburst. I simply gave Bella a small, polite smile and a barely perceptible nod. I wouldn't engage. I wouldn't play her game, or his.
Their eyes, Felix' s now shadowed and unreadable, Bella' s narrowed and triumphant, darted between us. The air around us thickened, growing heavy with unspoken tension. The celebratory chatter of the party seemed to fade, replaced by a suffocating silence.
Thankfully, a booming announcement from Felix' s father, calling him to the stage for a toast, broke the awkward standoff. Felix' s face hardened. He leaned in close to me, his voice a low, venomous whisper. "Don' t think this is over, Kiera. This isn' t you getting away." Then, with a curt nod, he led Bella away, his hand still firmly clasped around her waist.
I watched them go, a strange sense of clarity washing over me. The small, residual flicker of affection I'd felt earlier was gone, replaced by an icy contempt. He was truly a monster, a manipulator, and I had been blind.
The party swirled around me, a dizzying array of faces and conversations. People I hadn't seen in years greeted me with overly enthusiastic hugs and questions. "Kiera! Long time no see! You've been so quiet lately. Where have you been hiding?" "Are you and Felix still inseparable? You two are just meant to be!" I smiled, made vague answers, and nodded politely, feeling like an alien among them. They knew the old Kiera, the one who revolved around Felix. They didn't know the Kiera who was slowly, painfully, coming into her own.
I needed air. I needed to escape the suffocating pretense. I slipped away from the main crowd, finding refuge on a secluded balcony overlooking the city skyline. The cool night breeze was a welcome balm against my heated skin. I leaned against the railing, taking a deep, shaky breath, trying to regain my composure.
Just as I felt the tension begin to ebb, I heard voices from the doorway. Felix' s. And Dion' s.
"Man, I' m telling you, she' s still got it bad for you," Dion chuckled, his voice smug. "That Kiera. Always following you around like a lost puppy. Some things never change, huh?"
Felix laughed, a harsh, unfeeling sound. "She' s pathetic, honestly. Can' t believe she still thinks she has a chance. So desperate." He paused, and I heard the clink of ice in a glass. "Honestly, sometimes it' s such a bore, having just one girl around all the time. But Kiera? She' s a reliable constant. Always there. Always waiting."
My hands clenched on the railing, my knuckles turning white.
"So you' re just gonna keep her on the back burner?" Dion asked, intrigued. "What about Bella?"
"Bella is… exciting. High-profile. Good for the brand," Felix said, a hint of calculation in his voice. "But Kiera? She' s the one who won' t rock the boat. She' ll always be there, waiting, no matter what. She' ll never leave. Not really. Especially not after I take over the company. She knows which side her bread is buttered on." He took a long sip of his drink. "Once I' m CEO, I' ll need someone stable at home. Someone predictable. Kiera is perfect for that. She'll always be my escape. My comfort."
A cold, hard rage, unlike anything I' d ever felt, surged through me. No. Not anymore. He was still talking about me in the present tense, as if I were a possession, a given. He still believed I was his loyal dog, waiting patiently to be called.
I couldn' t take it anymore. I pushed myself away from the railing and spun around, my eyes blazing. Felix and Dion froze, mid-conversation, their faces pale in the dim light of the balcony. Their smug grins vanished, replaced by shock.
"You' re wrong, Felix," I said, my voice steady, dangerously calm. "I' m not a constant. I' m not waiting. And I' m not your escape or your comfort." My eyes, usually so soft and yielding, hardened into chips of ice. "I' m gone."
With that, I walked away, leaving them stunned in my wake. The anger was a burning fire in my veins, but beneath it, a profound sense of liberation. Every last vestige of feeling, every fragile thread of affection I' d held onto for Felix, had been severed. It was truly over. And the realization brought with it a strange, fierce joy. How could I have ever loved someone so utterly, completely selfish? How could I have been so blind?