The sleek, modern lobby of Johns Development felt alien, despite the fact that I had designed it myself. The reception desk, once a familiar sight, was now manned by a new face. A young woman with sharp, inquisitive eyes looked up as I approached.
"Excuse me, do you have an appointment?" she asked, her voice polite but firm.
"No," I replied, my voice steady. "I'm Cydney Frazier. Alec Johns's wife."
Her eyes widened, a flicker of surprise, then thinly veiled curiosity, crossing her features. My status as "the wife" had always been nebulous, a title Alec rarely paraded. My absence from the company's public face meant many new employees didn't even know I existed.
She picked up the phone, her gaze still fixed on me. "Billie, Ms. Frazier is here to see Mr. Johns."
A few moments later, Billie emerged from the elevator, her perfectly coiffed hair and immaculate makeup a stark contrast to her disheveled appearance yesterday. Her eyes, however, held a cold, predatory gleam beneath their feigned innocence.
"Cydney? Oh, my goodness," she exclaimed, her voice laced with false concern. "What a surprise! Alec isn't in yet, but please, come up. We can wait for him in his office." She used the pronoun "we" with deliberate emphasis, a subtle assertion of her new position.
I followed her, my eyes scanning the familiar hallways. She moved with an unsettling ease, navigating the corporate labyrinth like she owned it. This was my world, my creation, yet I felt like an intruder, a ghost haunting the halls of my own past. Every corner, every design element, whispered of the sleepless nights I'd poured into this place, the dreams I'd shared with Alec. I had envisioned a lifetime here, working alongside him, building something enduring. Instead, I had become the "unemployed wife," a silent partner erased from the company' s narrative.
"Here we are," Billie announced, pushing open the heavy door to Alec's office.
I braced myself for a confrontation, a veiled threat, a smug declaration of her victory. But she simply smiled, a saccharine, unsettling curve of her lips, and closed the door behind us.
My gaze swept across the room. It was Alec's office, yet it felt distinctly hers. A delicate silk scarf draped over his chair, a half-empty tube of expensive hand cream sat beside his keyboard, and a small, scented candle, still warm, perfumed the air with a sickly sweet fragrance. This wasn't just an office; it was a sanctuary, a shared space where they built a life, a perverse parody of the one Alec and I had dreamt of years ago. These were not just objects; they were declarations, silent shouts of ownership.
My eyes landed on a silver-framed photograph on his desk. A young boy, no older than five, with Alec' s dark hair and mischievous eyes, was laughing, his arm slung around a golden retriever. My breath hitched.
My hand trembled as I reached for it, my fingers tracing the boy's innocent face. I flipped through the small album beside it, each page a snapshot of childhood: first steps, birthday parties, school plays. And in almost every photo, there was Alec, his arm around the boy, his face radiating a warmth and pride I hadn't seen him express in years.
Then, there it was. A family portrait. Alec, Billie, and the boy, all smiling, perfectly posed, a picture of domestic bliss. My world, already shattered, splintered into a million more pieces. A child. Alec had a child. Their child.
"He's a beautiful boy, isn't he?" Billie's voice, soft and deceptively gentle, sliced through the silence. She stood beside me, holding a steaming mug of tea, her eyes fixed on the photograph. "Alec adores him."
She took a sip of her tea, then continued, her voice gaining a chilling edge. "It was an accident, you know. That first night. Alec was... distraught. You weren't around much, he said. He'd been drinking, and someone slipped him something. He thought I was you." She paused, letting the words hang in the air. "He was so ashamed the next morning. Ordered me to keep quiet. But after a few weeks, he couldn't stand the thought of me leaving. He moved me into an apartment, then brought me here, as his assistant. He said he needed me close."
I stared at her, truly seeing her for the first time. Her eyes, her smile, the curve of her jawline. She wasn't an exact replica, but there was a striking resemblance. I was looking at a younger, less jaded version of myself, a replacement carefully chosen to fill a void.
A bitter laugh escaped my lips. A dry, humorless sound that surprised even me. "So, you're the understudy," I said, my voice cold, devoid of emotion. "The convenient stand-in for the wife who was 'never around.'"
Billie's smile faltered for a moment, then straightened. "He was very clear about his feelings for me after I told him about the baby. He was ecstatic. Said it was a sign, a new beginning. He bought me that necklace, you know," she gestured to the sparkling diamond pendant at her throat. "And promised me everything." Her eyes glittered with triumph. "He chose me, Cydney. He chose our family. You… you're just a relic."
My hand, holding the tea, shook imperceptibly. The heat seeped through the porcelain, but I felt nothing but ice. I looked at the photos again, then back at her smug, victorious face. Then, with a sudden, deliberate movement, I tossed the hot tea into her face.
Billie shrieked, a raw, unadulterated cry of shock and pain. She stumbled backward, clutching her face, then crumpled to the floor, dramatically pulling her hair, her sobs turning into tortured wails. She even managed to slap herself across the cheek, adding a fresh red mark to the tea-stained skin. A true performance.
Just then, the office door burst open. Alec stood there, a designer shopping bag in one hand, a soft, loving smile on his face. His eyes, usually so sharp, were soft with affection. He must have been bringing Billie some new clothes, another token of his devotion.
His smile vanished the moment he saw Billie on the floor, weeping, and me standing over her, my face a mask of cold fury. His eyes narrowed, filled with immediate, unadulterated rage.
"Cydney! What have you done?!" he roared, dropping the bag. He rushed to Billie's side, pulling her into his arms, completely ignoring me. "Billie, my love, are you alright? What did she do to you?"
Billie sobbed into his chest, her voice muffled but theatrical. "She... she just came in, Alec. She was so angry. I tried to calm her down, but she just... she just threw hot tea in my face! And she said... she said terrible things about our baby!"
I scoffed, a short, sharp sound of disbelief. "Our baby, Alec? Is that what you call him now?" I held up the family photo, my hand trembling slightly. "What is this, Alec? Your secret life? Your perfect little family?"
He flinched, his eyes darting to the photo, then back to Billie, who was now clutching her stomach, whimpering. "Cydney, this isn't what it looks like. You don't understand."
"Oh, I understand perfectly," I countered, my voice laced with venom. "I understand that you built a second life, a second family, in the shadows, while I stood by your side. I understand that you allowed this... this woman to change my father's medical treatment. And I understand that you've been lying to me for years."
His face hardened. "What do you want, Cydney? Money? Is that why you're here, blackmailing me?" His words were like a physical blow.
"Blackmail?" I laughed again, a harsh, brittle sound. "You think I want your money? After everything? Do you really think so little of me?" I took a step closer, my eyes blazing. "You promised me a family, Alec. You promised me a lifetime. And then you told me... you told me I couldn't have children." The words were ripped from my throat, raw and painful. "Do you remember that, Alec? Do you remember why I can't have children?"
His eyes flickered, a hint of something unreadable there. "Cydney, don't. Don't bring that up."
"Why not?" I spat, the years of suppressed pain erupting. "Because it's inconvenient? Because it reminds you of the truth? I almost died, Alec! Working myself sick for your company, suffering a gastric hemorrhage, losing my chance at motherhood! And you... you promised we'd be fine, that we didn't need children. You even suggested a vasectomy, then never followed through!"
He recoiled as if struck. "I... I know I owe you, Cydney. I'll make it right. But don't you dare hurt my son. Or Billie."
"Hurt them?" I asked, a chilling calm settling over me. "Oh, Alec, I won't lay a finger on them. But I will take what's mine. Every single penny of what I'm owed. Starting with a divorce." I pulled out the crisp white document, its edges still sharp, and slapped it onto his desk. "Sign it."
Alec' s face, already pale, drained of all color. He stared at the divorce petition on his desk as if it were a venomous snake. With a guttural growl, he swept it off, sending papers and pens scattering across the floor.
"A divorce? Are you insane, Cydney?" he roared, his voice shaking with a mixture of disbelief and fury. "Do you know what this would do to Johns Development? To the stock price? You're being childish! This is not how we solve problems!"
A profound weariness settled over me. His words were a familiar refrain, always prioritizing his empire, his public image, over my pain. He was oblivious, or perhaps willfully ignorant, to the depth of my hurt. I watched him, still cradling Billie, stroking her hair, whispering reassurances. He looked at her with a tenderness he hadn't shown me in years.
"Alright," I said, my voice dangerously soft, "then let's solve problems your way, Alec. I'll drop the divorce, on one condition."
He looked at me, a flicker of suspicion in his eyes. "What condition?"
"I'll take the child," I stated, my gaze fixed on Billie, then on the photo of the boy. "He's your son, Alec. I'll raise him. You can have Billie. And your company. I'll take the boy."
Billie shrieked, a raw, primal sound of outrage. She scrambled off Alec' s lap, dropping to her knees, clutching his legs. "No! Alec, no! You can't! He's my son! You can't let her take him!" Her pleas were punctuated by piercing sobs, her performance reaching a new, desperate level.
Alec' s face contorted in a way I had rarely seen. A flash of genuine panic, of raw fear. It was the same look he' d worn in the emergency room, years ago, when the doctors told him I might not make it, when the possibility of losing his silent partner, his uncredited architect, his backbone, had briefly shaken him. But even then, his fear was for his empire, not for me.
"Cydney, how dare you!" he bellowed, his voice filled with a venomous rage. "You would insult a mother's love? You would threaten my son?"
"Insult a mother's love, Alec?" I retorted, my voice trembling with a mixture of pain and fury. "What about my right to be a mother? What about the years I sacrificed for you, only to be left barren because of your ambition and your neglect?"
"Billie saved me, Cydney!" he shouted, his face contorted. "When my back was against the wall, when this company was about to collapse, she was there! You were... nowhere! You left me to fight alone!"
My jaw dropped. The sheer audacity of his lie, the complete rewriting of our history, left me breathless. I had been the one poring over ledgers, renegotiating contracts, pulling all-nighters to keep his dream afloat. I had sacrificed everything. And he was accusing me of abandoning him?
Billie, seeing her opportunity, subtly tried to interject, her voice soft and conciliatory. "Alec, don't. Cydney was always there for you. She just... she just had other ways of showing it." She played the gracious, understanding mistress perfectly.
But Alec cut her off, his eyes burning with a cold fire. He grabbed my jaw, his fingers digging into my skin, forcing me to look at him. His gaze was filled with a chilling hatred. "You owe her an apology, Cydney. Now."
I stared back at him, unblinking. The word 'no' formed on my lips, a defiant refusal. But before I could utter it, Billie, still clinging to Alec's leg, subtly shifted. Her dress, somehow, rode up, revealing a bruise on her knee. A fresh bruise, perhaps from her dramatic fall earlier, or perhaps self-inflicted.
Alec' s eyes caught it, and the hatred in his gaze softened into a sickening tenderness. He released my jaw, his touch now gentle as he knelt by Billie. "My poor girl, look what she's done to you." He looked up at me, his eyes now blazing with a renewed, possessive fury. "Get down on your knees, Cydney. Apologize to her. For everything."
My breath hitched. Down on my knees? Apologize to her? The woman who had systematically dismantled my life? The humiliation was a suffocating weight. The word "no" was still on my tongue, but it was drowned out by the metallic click of Alec pulling out his phone.
"If you don't apologize," he said, his voice eerily calm, "I'll call the hospital. I'll tell them to pull the plug on your father's life support. He won't last another hour."
My world went silent. The air left my lungs in a whoosh. My father. My sweet, kind father. He wouldn't. He couldn't.
"You... you wouldn't," I choked out, my voice raw with disbelief. "He's your father-in-law! He always loved you!"
"He's an old man," Alec said, his eyes devoid of emotion. "He's suffering. It would be a mercy. Unless, of course, you'd like to apologize to Billie, and ensure his continued comfort."
I remembered Alec, years ago, on one knee, holding a simple ring, pledging his devotion. He' d promised to cherish me, to protect my family. Now, he was threatening my dying father. The contrast was a brutal, sickening blow.
My knees buckled. I closed my eyes, a silent scream trapped in my chest. Slowly, painfully, I sank to the floor. My head bowed, my shoulders slumped.
"Billie," I whispered, the name a bitter taste on my tongue. "I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry."
My voice was barely audible, thick with a mix of rage, despair, and utter humiliation. "Please, Alec. Don't hurt my father. Please. He's all I have left."
Alec' s hand, still clutching his phone, tightened almost imperceptibly. A flicker of something, perhaps a momentary pang of conscience, crossed his face. But it was quickly gone. His eyes were cold, hard.
"Louder, Cydney," he commanded, his voice like ice. "Make her hear you."
"I'm sorry!" I cried out, my voice breaking. "I'm sorry for everything! Please, just... let my father live."
Billie, from her perch in Alec's arms, watched me, a triumphant smirk playing on her lips. She had done it. She had brought me to my knees. The "white moonlight," the perfect wife, was nothing but a broken woman begging for mercy.
Alec remained silent for a long, agonizing moment. The silence was deafening, punctuated only by my ragged breathing and Billie' s smug sniffles. I felt the weight of thirteen years of marriage, of sacrifice, of misplaced love, pressing down on me. It was all a cruel joke.
Finally, he spoke. "Alright," he said, his voice flat. "I'll tell them to continue with his care." He lifted the phone to his ear, his back to me. "Yes, this is Johns. Continue with Frazier's father's treatment. No, don't worry about the funding."
A wave of relief, fleeting and fragile, washed over me. I lifted my head, a desperate hope blooming in my chest. But then, Alec' s face, which had been turned away from me, suddenly contorted. His eyes widened, his hand gripping the phone so tightly his knuckles turned white.
"What?" he hissed, his voice a disbelieving gasp. "Are you sure? When? How…?"
My blood ran cold. The words, though not meant for me, were clear enough. The confirmation of the worst fear. My father. My dear, sweet father. He was gone.
The world spun. My blood, already cold, seemed to drain from my veins. My father. Gone. Just like that. I lurched to my feet, a raw, inarticulate cry tearing from my throat. I stumbled past Alec, past Billie, past the remnants of my shattered life, and clawed at the office door. I had to get to him. I had to see him.
Alec' s shocked, disbelieving gaze was a dull ache in my peripheral vision, but I didn't care. I burst out of the office, half-running, half-stumbling down the hallway, desperate to reach my father, to see him one last time.
But the moment I stepped out of the building, a fresh wave of chaos erupted. The media, still lingering from Billie' s orchestrated ambush, swarmed me like hungry vultures. Their cameras flashed, their microphones thrust into my face, their voices a deafening roar.
"Ms. Frazier! Is it true you plagiarized designs from a struggling young artist for your new firm?"
"What about the rumors of financial mismanagement at Johns Development? Are you secretly siphoning funds?"
"Sources say you were seen assaulting Mr. Johns's assistant earlier today. Any comments on that?"
"Plagiarist! Fraud! Home-wrecker!" The accusations rained down on me, each word a stone hitting my already bruised soul.
"No!" I screamed, my voice hoarse with pain and desperation. "It's not true! None of it! Just... just let me pass! I need to get to the hospital!"
But my pleas were drowned out by their relentless barrage. My father was gone. I just needed to see him. To hold his hand. To say goodbye. But they wouldn't let me. My desperate struggle against the tide of bodies was futile, like trying to stem a tsunami with my bare hands.
"The live comments are calling her a 'heartless gold-digger'!" one reporter shouted, thrusting his phone in my face. "They're saying you're only interested in your husband's money, not his well-being!"
"She's clearly unstable! Look at her! A disgrace to her profession!" another chimed in, echoing the hateful comments scrolling on his screen.
Just then, Alec appeared, pushing his way through the crowd, his face grim. He must have followed me. He grabbed my arm, his grip tight, almost bruising. His eyes, though still edged with shock, held a cold, calculated glint.
"Cydney, compose yourself!" he hissed, pulling me closer. "We need to address this professionally. Your father… I'll handle the arrangements. But right now, we need to present a united front to the media. This is a PR disaster for the company."
My eyes, filled with tears, met his. "My father is dead, Alec! He's dead! And you're talking about PR?! He was your father-in-law! He loved you!" I remembered my father, on his deathbed, apologizing to Alec, believing in his goodness. The irony was a cruel twist of the knife.
"Please, Alec," I begged, my voice cracking. "Just... get them away from me. I need to see him. One last time. Please."
His grip on my arm loosened for a fraction of a second. A flicker of doubt, of something akin to pity, crossed his face. A tiny spark of hope ignited within me. Maybe, just maybe, there was still a shred of humanity left in him.
But then, Billie burst through the crowd, her face a picture of fabricated distress. "Alec! Oh, Alec! They're still attacking me! My arm, it hurts so bad!" She stumbled, feigning weakness, and collapsed dramatically against a stunned reporter.
Alec' s attention snapped back to her. The flicker of humanity in his eyes vanished, replaced by the familiar, possessive concern. He shoved me away, almost sending me sprawling, and rushed to Billie's side.
"Billie, my love! Are you alright?" He scooped her up, his gaze never once meeting mine. "Take care of this, Cydney. You created this mess, you deal with it." His voice was cold, dismissive. "I'm taking Billie to the hospital. She needs medical attention."
He turned and pushed his way through the crowd, Billie clinging to him, her triumphant smirk hidden against his shoulder. He left me there, alone, vulnerable, facing the ravenous media. My body felt numb. He had chosen her. Again. Over my dying father. Over my shattered dignity.
I stood there, enduring their questions, their accusations, their mocking laughter. I answered each one with a detached calm, my mind numb with grief and humiliation. When they finally dispersed, satisfied with their pound of flesh, I hailed a taxi, my body aching, my mind a blank slate.
I arrived at the hospital, my shoes lost somewhere in the scramble, my clothes still reeking of garbage. I didn't care. I stumbled through the corridors, oblivious to the stares and whispers of unfamiliar faces. I just needed to get to his room.
"My father," I gasped, clutching the nurses' station counter. "Where is he? My father, Frazier Sr.?"
The nurse, a young woman with a kind face, looked at me with pity. "Oh, Ms. Frazier. I'm so sorry. Your father... he was taken to the crematorium an hour ago. Mr. Johns authorized it."
My world crashed down around me. Cremated? So quickly? Without me? "What?" I whispered, my voice barely a sound. "But... but I wanted to see him. I wanted to say goodbye."
The nurse's eyes darted around, then she leaned in, her voice low. "It was unusual, Ms. Frazier. Most families wait. But Mr. Johns was very insistent. He said it was your father's last wish." She paused, realizing she had perhaps said too much. "The family who signed the paperwork... they're still in the waiting room, if you want to speak to them." She pointed down the hall.
My legs moved on their own volition. I walked towards the waiting room, my heart a leaden weight in my chest. And there they were. Alec, his arm still around Billie, who was now sporting a small bandage on her forearm. They were laughing softly, their heads close, an electric intimacy thrumming between them. The picture of domestic bliss, solidified over my father's ashes.
I closed my eyes. The anger, the grief, the humiliation, all of it faded into a vast, empty void. There was nothing left. No more tears. No more fight. Just a profound, chilling emptiness. My phone vibrated in my hand. It was an alert from the airline: "Your flight to London is confirmed for tomorrow evening."
Another message popped up, this one from Sarah, my assistant at Frazier Designs. It was a picture of the roses Alec had brought to the studio yesterday, now wilting in a vase. "Ms. Frazier, the consultation room will be closed for two weeks. Where did these roses come from? There's a card tucked in them, but the writing is a bit smudged."
I zoomed in on the photo. The card, flimsy and cheap, bore Alec's familiar handwriting. Though blurred by the tea I' d thrown at Billie, the words were still painfully clear: "To my future wife, my muse, my one and only. With eternal love, Alec."
My "one and only." The words mocked me. I typed back a reply, my fingers steady. "Sarah, throw them out. And the card."
Just then, the waiting room door opened, and Billie stepped out, a knowing smirk on her face. She held a stack of papers. "Mrs. Johns," she said, her voice dripping with false sweetness. "This is probably the last time I'll have to call you that. Alec agreed to the divorce. He wants you to sign these papers immediately. He's even included a generous settlement."