Caelen Pov
I didn't sleep at all.
Lying on my back, I watched the ceiling fade from black to gray, counting familiar cracks I knew by heart. Every time I closed my eyes, my mind filled with my mother's face in the ICU, pale, still, machines breathing for her. After a while, I stopped trying. Lying there with my eyes closed wasn't rest anyway.
At six, the alarm sounded unnecessary. I turned it off and sat up, stiff and slow, my body lagging behind my thoughts.
Sebastian's number was already on my screen. I must have pulled it up before dawn, when focusing on details felt safer than feeling anything at all.
I stared at the screen longer than needed before pressing call.
It rang once.
"Mr. Ryn," Sebastian said, alert, as if he'd been waiting. "I wasn't sure you'd call."
"I will," I said, surprising myself with a steady voice. "I'll do it. I'll marry him."
He didn't answer right away. When he did, his voice sounded different.
"I'll send a car at seven. Pack only essentials, clothes, and personal items. Everything else will be provided."
"My mother's surgery," I blurted faster than I intended. "When will it happen?"
"This afternoon," he replied. "The medical team is ready. Once the contract is signed, everything proceeds immediately."
I swallowed. "When do I meet Aldric?"
"At the signing," Sebastian said. "Nine a.m. at Fenmore Group headquarters. You'll have legal representation and time to review the contract."
"I don't have a lawyer."
"One will be provided. Mr. Fenmore insists the contract is legally sound. No future claims of coercion."
Of course he does, I thought.
"Fine," I said. "Seven."
"Caelen," Sebastian said.
It was the first time he used my name.
"Yes?"
"For what it's worth," he added carefully, "you're making the right choice."
The line went dead.
I packed in silence.
***
My suitcase looked too small on the bed. It felt wrong that everything I owned fit inside it. I folded clothes that still faintly smelled of detergent and cheap fabric softener. Everything fit too easily.
I added toiletries, my charger, and my laptop. Then I hesitated, reaching for the photo albums, my parents on their wedding day, my mother smiling at graduation, her hand on my shoulder. I slid the acceptance letter from the marketing firm between the pages, even though it meant nothing now.
At the last second, I grabbed the small stuffed bear from the closet. I hadn't touched it in years, but I couldn't leave it behind.
I walked through the apartment one last time. The desk. The kitchen. The window. The bed. Every corner held something I wasn't ready to leave.
I shut the door quietly behind me.
The car arrived exactly at seven.
The man waiting outside nodded and took my suitcase without a word, though his eyes flickered at its size. The car was sleek, quiet, with soft classical music playing.
As we drove, the city slipped past, my favorite café, campus, and my mother's apartment. I looked away when it disappeared from view.
My phone buzzed.
Hey. How's your mom? Want to grab coffee later?
I stared at the message until the screen dimmed, then turned off the phone.
***
Fenmore Group rose above everything else, all glass and steel, impossible to miss. The car vanished into a private entrance, and I was escorted through security into an elevator that moved smoothly upward.
Sebastian was waiting when the doors opened.
"You look exhausted," he said.
"I didn't sleep."
He nodded as if that was expected. "Coffee?"
"Yes."
The conference room was vast and quiet, sunlight pouring through floor-to-ceiling windows. The city looked small from here. Sebastian poured coffee and slid a cup toward me.
"The legal team will arrive soon," he said. "Mr. Fenmore will join us at nine."
"What's he like?" I asked before I could stop myself.
Sebastian considered. "Private. Controlled. He doesn't waste words."
"Will he be cold?"
"I don't know," Sebastian said. Some people stay cold because it's easier," he said. Whether he takes it off depends on many things."
The lawyers arrived. The contract was thick. Angela went through the contract slowly, stopping whenever I tensed. Separate bedrooms. No forced intimacy. My mother's care is covered for life.
By the time Aldric Fenmore entered, my hands were damp.
He was taller and broader than I expected. His presence filled the room effortlessly. His gaze settled on me.
"You're smaller than the file indicated," he said.
That was the first thing he said.
We shook hands. His grip was firm, impersonal. He sat, glanced at his watch, and nodded at the papers.
"Any questions?"
I had hundreds.
"No," I said.
He signed without hesitation.
I followed.
My hand shook as I signed.
When it was over, he stood. "The wedding is tomorrow. Sebastian will give details. Your room is prepared."
"My mother's surgery," I blurted.
"Scheduled for 1 p.m. You'll be informed," he said.
He paused at the door. "Welcome to the Fenmore family."
Then he left.
The estate was larger than I'd imagined, with manicured grounds, fountains, and staff moving silently and efficiently.
My room was bigger than my entire apartment.
When Sebastian called to say the surgery went perfectly, I sank onto the bed, pressing my face into my hands. I didn't know whether to breathe or cry, so I did both.
That night, alone in the silence, I stared at the ceiling.
Tomorrow, my name won't belong only to me.
I closed my eyes.
I did not sleep.
Caelen POV
The next morning arrived without me.
I didn't wake so much as surface, my eyes already burning, my body weighed down by exhaustion that didn't soften anything. The house was silent, but not the ordinary kind. It felt deliberate. The kind of quiet that only exists because someone decided it should. Somewhere down the hall, a door closed softly. Footsteps crossed thick carpet, unhurried and precise. Nothing rushed. Nothing felt accidental.
When Sebastian knocked, I was already sitting up, staring at the wall as if it might tell me what to do.
"Good morning," he said, as if mornings still belonged to normal people. "I'll show you the essentials."
I followed him because there was nowhere else.
The house was too big.
That was the first thought that settled as we moved down the wide corridor toward the stairs. Not beautiful. Not impressive. Just too big. Big enough that my body felt misplaced, like I had wandered into something that wasn't meant to notice me.
The foyer opened beneath us, marble gleaming, a chandelier heavy with intent. Two curved staircases flanked the space, perfectly symmetrical. The flawlessness made my skin prickle. The kind of place that told you, immediately, when you weren't meant to stay.
My footsteps sounded wrong, too sharp, too human.
Sebastian moved with the calm of someone who no longer saw wealth. He gestured as he spoke, his tone even.
"This is the formal living room."
I looked inside. Furniture arranged for display, not comfort. Chairs angled toward each other, tables polished, meant to be seen, not used.
Next was the dining room. The table could seat twenty, with chairs aligned so precisely that it made my teeth ache. Someone must care too much to keep it perfect, every detail obsessively maintained.
We passed the kitchen. The air changed, citrus cleaner layered over food. Stainless steel and stone gleamed under warm lights. A man in a white jacket moved quietly at the far end, efficient and contained.
"Henri," Sebastian said. "Chef. He'll handle meals and dietary needs."
Henri nodded briefly. Not welcoming, more like an acknowledgment of a routine change. I nodded back, feeling like I didn't belong, and hated myself for trying.
The library stopped me. My feet paused of their own accord. Two stories of shelves, packed with books, some worn, some untouched. A ladder leaned against a section. The smell of paper and dust caught me off guard. I stopped before I realized I had.
Sebastian noticed. "Mr. Fenmore spends time here when his schedule allows," he said softly, his tone shifting like he was speaking about a person, not a title.
We moved on. A home theater with heavy doors. An indoor pool reflecting ceiling lights like dark glass. A gym with equipment arranged as if no one ever sweated here. After a while, the house blurred together, room after room wrapped in the same careful quiet.
"The staff will introduce themselves tomorrow," Sebastian said. "Tonight, only essentials."
"Staff," I echoed.
"Yes. Mrs. Calder is the housekeeper. Mr. Collins manages the grounds. Security rotated in shifts."Elaine was Mr. Fenmore's personal assistant. The way Sebastian said her name made it clear she mattered."
We went upstairs. The second floor held guest rooms and offices, spaces for quiet meetings, quiet lives. Nothing looked accidental.
By the third floor, the atmosphere shifted. Quieter. Insulated. The carpet muffled my steps, as if the house was swallowing sound.
"This level is private," Sebastian said. "Mr. Fenmore's suite is in the east wing. Yours is in the west."
Opposite ends. Close enough to watch, far enough to remain untouched.
He opened a door and stepped aside.
My room was larger than my entire apartment.
The bed looked like it belonged in a showroom, white linens pulled tight. A sitting area with a couch and chairs spaced too far apart. A desk near the window, a computer already set up. A closet lined with empty hangers.
The bathroom was marble and glass, a deep tub, rainfall shower. Towels folded perfectly, toiletries arranged like decorations. Everything in soft blues and grays, elegant, impersonal. Like the room was designed for someone who didn't exist yet.
My suitcase sat on the luggage rack like a joke.
Sebastian's gaze flicked to it. He said nothing.
"Your clothes will arrive tomorrow," he said. "A stylist has been arranged."
Properly. Because what I own isn't enough to exist here.
"Dinner is at seven," he continued. "Breakfast at seven. Mr. Fenmore prefers punctuality."
"Does he expect me at every meal?" I asked.
"Dinner, yes. Breakfast if his schedule allows. He travels often-business and racing."
Racing. That word unsettled me more than his money.
"Rest tonight," Sebastian said. "Tomorrow we'll discuss routines and your schedule."
"My schedule?"
"Public appearances, charity events, family obligations. You're a Fenmore now. There are expectations."
Then he left.
Silence pressed in immediately, loud, oppressive. I stood there, forgetting how to move.
***
In my old apartment, there had always been noise, pipes, neighbors, and traffic. Sometimes it annoyed me, but it also meant I wasn't alone. Here, the house held itself, like it didn't need anyone.
I touched a hanger out of habit. Smooth, heavy, expensive.
My phone buzzed.
Mira.
Haven't heard from you. Is everything okay? How's your mom?
For a moment, I wanted to tell her everything. That I traded my life for my mother's heartbeat. That I didn't know how to breathe here.
But I didn't answer honestly. I couldn't.
Mom had surgery. It went well. I'm dealing with a lot. Will call soon.
Her reply was quick: Okay. Love you. Here if you need me.
I held the phone tighter than I intended, wishing she could be angry for me.
A knock at nine.
I opened the door, Aldric Fenmore.
His tie was loosened, top button undone. It made him look almost human. His eyes were sharp, unreadable.
"May I come in?" he asked.
It was his house. The question still mattered.
"Yes," I said.
He entered, remaining standing.
"I want to set some ground rules."
Of course.
"Privacy," he said. "This is your room. I won't enter without permission. I expect the same with my suite."
"Understood."
"Discretion. Outside these walls, we're a legitimate married couple. Act accordingly."
"What does that mean?" I asked. "Act how?"
"Publicly, we appear connected. Not excessive. Just enough that no one questions it."
A performance.
"Independence," he continued. "You may pursue interests and friendships. No romantic relationships."
"I wouldn't-"
"I know," he said. "Just clarifying."
He handed me a business card with a private number on the back.
"If you need something, ask Sebastian. If it's urgent, contact me."
Our fingers brushed briefly, controlled, warm. He didn't react.
"Boundaries," he added. "Physical and emotional. We're not a real couple. Don't develop expectations beyond the contract."
Pride flared in me.
"I won't," I said. "I'm not interested in you that way."
His face flickered, something quick, gone before I could name it.
"Good," he said. "Then we'll coexist peacefully."
Heavy silence.
"Why me?" I asked. "There must be hundreds of Omegas."
He hesitated.
"Your pheromone profile is compatible with mine. Rarely. It makes the illusion more believable."
"That's it?" I asked. "Compatibility?"
"That, and your background. No entanglements. No motive beyond your mother's safety."
I swallowed. Of course, I was convenient.
"I mean no offense," he said softly. "I needed someone I could trust not to manipulate the situation. You're here for your mother, that's honest. I respect that."
He exhaled slowly.
"One more thing," he added.
His tone sharpened.
"I was engaged once," he said. "Four years ago. An Omega who seemed perfect."
I stayed silent.
"He faked a bond mark. Lied for months. I nearly believed it," he said, voice tightening before he masked it. "He was selling information about my company."
"I'm sorry," I said.
"I don't ask for sympathy," he replied. "Just explaining why I keep my distance. Why does this remains business."
"I'm not him," I whispered.
"I know," he said. "That's why I chose you. You're predictable. Safe."
The word stayed with me longer than it should have.
"Don't make me regret this, Caelen," he said.
First time he used my name.
"I won't," I promised, because I couldn't afford to fail.
He nodded once. Paused at the door.
"Goodnight."
"Goodnight."
When he left, the room felt colder.
Morning arrived too fast.
Mrs. Calder woke me at six with a tray, coffee, pastries, fruit, the kind my mother used to make.
"The ceremony is at eleven," she said gently.
Right. The signing was legal. This was the performance.
By nine, strangers were adjusting my clothes, my hair, my face, until I looked like someone they approved of.
In the mirror, I looked like someone who belonged.
That was the point.
The chapel was small and cold. An officiant, two attorneys, Sebastian, a photographer who didn't smile. No Mira. No mother.
I walked down the aisle alone.
"Do you, Aldric Fenmore, take Caelen Ryn as your lawful spouse?"
"I do."
My turn.
Two years, I thought.
"I do."
The rings were simple platinum, matching.
Aldric's hand enveloped mine, warm, real. His pheromones faintly flared with the touch.
The kiss lasted two seconds, no warmth, no hesitation. Just enough for proof, enough for a picture. He pulled away immediately.
The camera clicked.
A hollow ache hit me, sharp and unexpected. I hadn't expected anything from it. That didn't stop the hollow feeling from settling in afterward.
Congratulations drifted toward Aldric like he'd closed a deal.
I looked down at the ring on my finger.
It didn't sparkle like love.
It felt like a lock clicking shut.
Standing there, I knew I couldn't go back, even if I didn't yet understand what I'd lost.
Caelen POV
The car pulled away from the chapel in silence. Aldric's phone lit his face in blue-white light as his thumbs moved across the screen. Business is always a business.
I leaned my forehead against the window and watched the city slip by. There was the convenience store where I used to work, the bus stop I'd waited at so many times, and the café where Mira and I dreamed over cheap coffee.
It was all slipping away.
As we approached, the gates opened on their own. The fountain appeared first, water spraying from marble dolphins. Then I saw the mansion, three stories of cream-colored stone, its windows shining in the afternoon sun, empty and unreadable.
The car stopped.
Aldric's phone disappeared into his pocket. "I have calls to make. Dinner is at seven."
Then he was gone.
***
My room looked different in the afternoon light.
My small suitcase rested on the luggage rack, looking out of place. Someone had unpacked it while we were at the ceremony. My laptop was on the desk, my toiletries were in the bathroom, and my clothes were in the closet.
I opened the closet slowly.
The closet was full of clothes I didn't recognize: tailored slacks, cashmere sweaters, and suits in dark colors. Everything looked expensive, perfectly pressed, and made to fit me.
My old jeans and t-shirts were pushed into one corner, looking worn next to the designer clothes.
I took out a pale blue button-down shirt. The fabric was smooth and soft. The price tag was still on it, costing more than a month's groceries.
My wedding clothes felt wrong now, like a reminder of who I used to be. In the mirror, I barely recognized myself, trying to fit in here.
Maybe that was the point.
***
I tried to find my way around the house, thinking back to yesterday's tour. Without Sebastian, finding the library was harder. I took three wrong turns before I saw the carved doors.
Inside, books covered the walls, their leather spines stamped with gold. I took one down, and it creaked when I opened it.
I felt a wave of guilt. I put the book back carefully, just as I'd found it.
Even the books here seemed like they weren't meant to be read.
A maid appeared in the doorway of another room, startling us both.
"Oh! I'm sorry, sir. I didn't know you were-"
"No, it's fine," I said quickly. "I'm Caelen. What's your name?"
She hesitated. "Mary, sir."
"Nice to meet you, Mary."
"Of course, sir." She gave a small curtsy and disappeared before I could say anything else.
Standing alone in this beautiful room, I felt more lonely and overwhelmed than I ever had in the hospital, even among strangers. I truly felt lost.
***
I retreated to my room and checked my phone.
Mira had texted twice.
Hey, how's your mom doing? Haven't heard from you in days.
Getting worried. Call me when you can?
What could I tell her? That I got married to save my mother's life? That I was living in a mansion where even the staff saw me as a visitor, an outsider in my own story? The weight of it all made my stomach twist with both relief and despair.
Mom's stable. Surgery went well. Still processing everything. I'll call soon, promise.
Her reply came immediately: Thank god. Love you. Here, when you're ready to talk.
Love you too.
My throat tightened as I put the phone down, feeling the burden of another lie. Still, I held on to a bit of strength, trying to stay resilient.
***
At 6:55, I found the formal dining room. The table was set for two, with one place at the head and one halfway down the side.
At 7:12, Aldric entered. He'd changed into dark slacks and a white shirt, sleeves rolled up. His expression was unreadable.
"Caelen."
"Aldric."
We ate soup in silence, then moved on to fish.
"I leave for Monaco tomorrow," he said abruptly. "Racing event. I'll be gone for a week."
He would be gone for seven days. We had only been married for less than twelve hours.
"I see."
"Sebastian has my contact information for emergencies." He cut his fish with surgical precision. "My study remains locked. If press contacts you, refer them to my publicity team."
"And in private?" I asked quietly.
His jaw tightened. "In private, we maintain boundaries. This is a business arrangement, Caelen. We both must remember that."
His words stung.
"Don't worry," I said, setting down my napkin carefully. "I won't forget what this is. A transaction, very simple, and very clear."
He looked surprised for a moment.
"I didn't mean-"
"It's fine. You're right. We should keep things professional." I stood. "If you'll excuse me, I'm not very hungry. Have a safe trip to Monaco."
I left the room before I started to cry.
"Caelen."
I paused but didn't turn around.
We stood in silence.
"Enjoy your dinner," I said quietly, then left.
***
Halfway up the stairs, I heard voices.
Two maids in a side hallway.
"Did you see him at dinner? Sitting there like a kicked dog while the master ignored him."
A bitter laugh. "Same as the others."
I held onto the banister.
"What others?"
I held the banister tightly as a cold wave of shame and anger hit me. Hearing about Dion and the others, I felt a stab of fear. Was I just another temporary guest, like them? The thought made my stomach clench, and I looked away, feeling more alone than ever.
"But they're married."
"On paper, sweetheart. You don't fall in love with Aldric Fenmore. You take what he offers and leave before he destroys you. That's what happened to Dion."
"Who's Dion?"
"The last one who mattered. Lasted almost two years. We all thought maybe... but the master broke it off without warning. Poor thing fell apart. Took him two years to put himself back together."
Their voices faded.
I stood frozen, feeling like just another temporary guest. The last one who mattered.
***
I walked up the rest of the stairs slowly, each step heavier than the one before.
By the time I got to my room, I was already crying.
I locked the door and curled up on the soft bed, crying quietly into expensive pillows that smelled like nothing and no one.
Mom is safe, I reminded myself as I cried. She's healthy, and that's what matters.
I can do this. Six months, a year, two years, however long it takes. I can survive being alone.
My phone buzzed, but I ignored it and pressed my face deeper into the pillow. Mira thought I was just dealing with hospital stress. She didn't know I had given up two years of my life, married a stranger, and was crying on my wedding night in a mansion that felt empty.
I couldn't tell her. Not now. Maybe not ever.
Outside, the sun set over the Fenmore Estate, turning the sky orange and gold, but I couldn't see it through my tears.
Inside, I cried myself to sleep in a beautiful room that didn't feel like home, wearing clothes that weren't mine, living a life that didn't belong to me.
Tomorrow, Aldric would leave for Monaco.
And I would be alone in this mansion, trying to understand what it meant to be married to someone who felt like a ghost.