The words were out, sharp and desperate, but instead of relief, a wave of nausea washed over me. My hands started shaking again, this time uncontrollably, and I had to grip the edge of the bed to steady myself. My body felt like it was shutting down. My head throbbed, a dull drumbeat keeping pace with my racing heart. This couldn't be happening. This couldn't be my life.
A new message popped up from Kelsie. My eyes, still blurry from tears, focused on the screen. "Meet me at the Rinkside Café in an hour. We need to talk." A meeting. A face-to-face confrontation. My stomach churned, but a cold, steely resolve began to form in my chest. I wasn't going to hide. I deserved answers.
I scrambled out of bed, ignoring the fresh surge of pain in my injured ankle. Every step was a struggle, a stark reminder of the career Elliott had supposedly been dedicated to. Now, he was dedicated to her. The thought sent a fresh wave of ice through my veins. I threw on the first clothes I could find-a pair of sweatpants and an old hoodie-my appearance the last thing on my mind. My hair was a tangled mess, my eyes red and swollen. I looked as broken as I felt.
The short drive felt endless. Each turn of the wheel brought me closer to the inevitable, closer to shattering what little illusion of a normal life I had left. My palms were sweating, my heart hammering against my ribs. What would I say? What would she say? Would Elliott be there? The thought of seeing him with her, together, in public, made my breath catch. A part of me wanted to turn back, to hide, to pretend none of this was real. But the bigger part, the part that had always fought for every victory on the ice, pushed me forward. I needed to know. I needed to understand.
When I pulled into the parking lot, my gaze immediately locked onto them. There they were, sitting at a table by the window, bathed in the sickly yellow glow of the café's interior. Elliott, with his handsome, familiar face, and Kelsie, her blonde hair gleaming under the lights. She was younger than me, taller, with a lean, athletic build that screamed "skater." Her eyes, even from a distance, seemed to sparkle with a malicious triumph. She was everything I used to be, everything I was losing.
They were laughing. His hand was resting on her arm, a gesture so casual, so intimate, it ripped a fresh hole in my chest. He looked at her with an adoration that used to be reserved only for me. The sight was like a thousand tiny needles pricking my skin, each one delivering a jolt of agonizing pain. My vision blurred. The world seemed to shrink, focusing only on them, their betrayal.
I pushed open the door to the café, the bell above announcing my arrival with a jarring clang. Their laughter died. Elliott' s head snapped up, his eyes widening in shock when he saw me. Kelsie, however, just smirked, a slow, knowing smile spreading across her face. My voice, when I spoke, was a shaky whisper. "Elliott?"
He quickly withdrew his hand from Kelsie' s arm. His face, usually so composed, contorted into a mask of annoyance. "Aria? What are you doing here?" He sounded angry, disgusted even. Kelsie leaned back in her chair, a picture of smug satisfaction. Her eyes, cold and calculating, met mine, challenging me.
Elliott stood up then, placing himself between Kelsie and me. A protective gesture. For her. Not for me. It was a clear line drawn in the sand. "Why are you here?" he repeated, his voice sharper this time, laced with an impatience that sliced through me.
"Why am I here?" My voice was trembling, but the anger was bubbling up, hot and uncontrollable. "What do you mean, why am I here? Who is this, Elliott? What is going on?" I pointed a trembling finger at Kelsie.
"Get out, Aria," he said, pushing me away with a hand to my shoulder. It wasn't a gentle push. It was dismissive, forceful. "You're making a scene. You're being dramatic. You look terrible." His words were like rocks, each one bruising my already fragile heart.
"Dramatic?" I shrieked, the word tearing from my throat. My voice was hoarse, raw. "You disappear for days, ignore my calls, and I find you here with... with her! And I'm dramatic? What happened to us, Elliott? What did I do?"
He scoffed, a dark, humorless sound. "What did you do? You got injured, Aria. You fell apart. You stopped being the person I fell in love with." His eyes, once full of warmth, were now cold, accusing. "You're a mess. This is pathetic."
The words hit me harder than any physical blow. You got injured. As if it was a choice, a deliberate act on my part. As if my pain, my broken body, somehow made me unworthy of his love. My vision blurred again, but this time, it wasn't just tears. It was a suffocating rage.
"Pathetic?" I spat, finding a sudden surge of strength. "You call me pathetic? After everything I gave you? Everything we built? You're the pathetic one, Elliott! Hiding your affair, abandoning your wife, while I lay at home, sick and injured, wondering if you were even alive!" My scream echoed in the suddenly silent café. Every eye was on us. I didn't care.
"Shut up, Aria!" he hissed, his face reddening. "Just shut up. I'm done with this. I'm done with you." He grabbed Kelsie's hand. "Let's go." He didn't even look back. He just pulled her towards the exit, his back a rigid line of rejection.
He led her out, opening the car door for her, a gentleman, the way he used to be with me. He didn't spare me a single glance. Not one last look. Just a blank, cold dismissal. The car sped away, leaving me standing alone in the café, the scent of stale coffee and betrayal hanging heavy in the air.
My body felt numb, hollowed out. The pain in my chest was so intense, I couldn't breathe. My legs felt like jelly. I looked at my reflection in the café' window. A gaunt, pale woman with haunted eyes stared back. My hair was disheveled, my clothes wrinkled. I looked like a ghost. The contrast to the vibrant, confident skater I once was, the woman Elliott had supposedly loved, was stark and cruel.
I stumbled out of the café and somehow found my way home, the short walk now an agonizing marathon. The house was dark, silent, just as I had left it. Elliott wasn't here. He wasn't coming home. I collapsed onto the sofa, curling into a tight ball, the chills returning with a vengeance. My gaze landed on a potted orchid on the coffee table, its once vibrant blooms now wilted and brown. I hadn' t watered it in days. Just like our marriage, it had withered from neglect.
A desperate, childlike need for comfort welled up inside me. My mother. She would know what to do. She would make it better. I fumbled for my phone, my fingers clumsy. "Mom," I texted, the single word a plea. "I need you."
Her reply was almost immediate. "Aria? What's wrong, honey? Is it Elliott? Did you have a fight?" My initial flicker of hope died a swift, brutal death. It wasn't comfort she offered, but judgment.
"Aria, you need to be reasonable," her next text read. "Elliott is a good man. He's provided for you, given you everything. You two are meant to be. Don't throw it all away over a silly argument."
Silly argument? He was having an affair! "He's with another woman, Mom," I typed, my voice hoarse, though she couldn't hear it.
"Oh, Aria, men are like that sometimes. You just need to be more understanding. He's under a lot of pressure with your injury. You need to forgive him. You need to fight for your marriage." Her words were a bitter pill, dissolving any remaining warmth in me. She didn't care about my pain, only about the facade. Only about what others would think. The façade of my perfect life, my perfect marriage, was more important than my crumbling reality.
Mom always said she' d be there for me, no matter what. That she would always put my happiness first. Now, I saw the truth. Her words were hollow, echoing the emptiness in my heart. She had always been obsessed with appearances, with the glittering image of her daughter, the figure skating star. My injury, my pain, my husband's betrayal – these were just inconvenient bumps on the road to her perfect family portrait. She couldn't understand. She couldn't see the gaping wound in my soul. How could I forgive him when every fiber of my being screamed betrayal? It felt impossible.
I drifted off to sleep, the exhaustion finally pulling me under, but it was a restless, tormented sleep. When I woke, the room was shrouded in darkness, the digital clock glowing 2:47 AM. The silence was oppressive, heavy. Suddenly, my phone buzzed, startling me. I fumbled for it, my heart pounding.
"Aria? Are you there?" It was Keagan. My childhood best friend, now a top-tier sports physical therapist. His voice, even through the speaker, was filled with concern. "Where are you, Aria? I've been trying to reach you."
"Home," I whispered, my voice rough from sleep and tears. "Why?"
"Oh, thank God," he sighed, a wave of relief in his tone. "I saw Elliott. He was at the Rinkside with Kelsie. Laughing. Spending money like water. I even saw him buy her a new pair of custom skates. Those things cost a fortune, Aria. He was ignoring calls, obviously yours. I know he' s your husband, but that' s just not right."
My stomach clenched. Custom skates. Those were something Elliott and I had always dreamed of for my future Olympic bid. Now, Kelsie was getting them. For a moment, I forgot my own pain, overwhelmed by the blatant disrespect, the financial betrayal. He was pouring our shared resources, resources meant for my recovery and our future, into his new protégé, his new lover. He neglected me, dismissed my pain, and then spent lavishly on another woman. The injustice was a searing burn.
"I know, Keagan," I mumbled, the words tasting like ash. "I saw them."
"You did?" His voice hardened. "That bastard! How dare he! I swear, Aria, I'm going to track that girl down and give her a piece of my mind. She has no right to break up a marriage, to parade around with your husband, spending your money!"
A flicker of warmth, small but real, ignited in my chest. Keagan. Always my protector. Always on my side. In a world that felt like it was crumbling around me, his loyalty was a steadfast beacon.
"No, Keagan, don't," I said, my voice firmer than I expected. "It's not worth it. I'm... I'm going to divorce him." The words, once unthinkable, now felt like a desperate, painful truth.
A pause. Then, "Are you sure? Do you need me to come over? I can be there in twenty minutes. Just say the word."
"No," I replied, thinking of his wife and young children. He had a family to take care of, a calm, stable life that I shouldn't disrupt with my chaos. "Don't. It's late. I'll be fine. Just... thanks for telling me."
"Aria," he said, and I could hear the hesitation, the reluctance in his voice. "There's something else. I heard some whispers at the rink. Kelsie... she's not just some random girl. She's Holman's daughter. You know, Richard Holman. Elliott's old mentor, the one who died last year."
My breath hitched. Richard Holman. Elliott had idolized him. His death had hit Elliott hard. But his daughter? Kelsie was Richard's daughter? And what was Elliott doing with her? The pieces were starting to click into a much uglier picture.
"And," Keagan continued, his voice lowering, "I heard Elliott's been using funds from... well, from Elliott and you, to secretly train her. He's been putting everything into her, pushing her forward, trying to make her the next champion. Your champion, Aria. He's been using your shared money to build her career."
The shock was so immense, it momentarily eclipsed the pain. My career. My money. My future. All of it, funneled into Kelsie. This wasn't just betrayal; it was a complete shattering of my professional identity, my financial security. The man who was supposed to be my partner, my coach, my biggest supporter, had systematically dismantled my life and handed it to another.
"I... I can't," I stammered, the words catching in my throat. My mind reeled, trying to reconcile the Elliott I knew with this monstrous stranger. The man who had meticulously managed my training, who had celebrated every victory with me, had been secretly plotting my replacement.
"Aria? Are you still there?" Keagan's voice was worried.
"I'm here," I managed. "I just... I can't process this right now. I just can't hear any more." The weight of it all was crushing.
Just as I hung up, my phone buzzed again. This time, it was a notification from our joint bank account. A large transfer. A very large transfer. My mind went blank. He was really doing it. He was draining our accounts.
My fingers trembled as I dialed Elliott's number. It rang, and rang, and rang. Finally, after what felt like an eternity, he picked up. His voice was slurred, distant. "What?"
"Elliott, what was that transfer?" My voice was tight, barely a whisper. "What are you doing with our money?"
A long pause. Then, a sigh. "It's for Kelsie's training. And her new apartment. Her father left her nothing. She needs a place to live, a coach. I'm helping her." His tone was flat, devoid of any emotion, as if he were discussing the weather.
"Helping her?" My voice rose, cracking. "With our money? Elliott, that's illegal! That's shared property! You can't just take it and give it to... to your mistress!" The word tasted vile on my tongue.
"Mistress?" He scoffed, his voice laced with disdain. "Don't be so dramatic, Aria. Kelsie is a talented athlete. She deserves a chance. And you? You're injured. You're done. What do you need money for? Just sitting at home, doing nothing." He paused. "Besides, it's my money anyway. Most of it. You haven't worked in months."
The audacity. The sheer, unadulterated cruelty of his words stole my breath. "My money? Elliott, I was the one who earned the endorsements, the prize money! I was the one on the ice, breaking my body for us! You were my coach, my husband, you were supposed to protect my interests!" My voice was shaking, my entire body vibrating with a furious, desperate energy. "This is community property! Legally, it's half mine!"
His words, "You haven't worked in months," hung in the air, a poisonous, lingering accusation. It was true, I hadn't. I had given up my career, my identity, for us. For him. I remembered the conversation clearly, the day I made the hardest decision of my life.
"Aria, your ankle is serious," the doctor had said, his voice grave. "Another year of competitive skating, and you risk permanent damage. You may never walk without pain again."
I had broken down, my dreams shattering around me. Elliott had been there, or so I thought. He had held me, whispered reassurances. "It's okay, my love. We'll be fine. You've earned enough. Take a break. Let's start a family. I'll take care of everything. My income is more than enough for both of us. What's mine is yours, remember?"
I had believed him. Naively, foolishly, I had believed him. I had retired from professional skating, focusing on my recovery, on building a home, on us. I had poured my energy into making our house a sanctuary, a place of peace. I had trusted him implicitly, completely. Now, that trust was a crumbled ruin, and he was using my very sacrifice, my love, as a weapon against me.
"Aria?" His voice, still slurred, cut through my memories. "Are you still there? Look, I'm tired. I have a lot on my plate. I think it's time we faced facts. This isn't working anymore. I want a divorce."
The phone slipped from my grasp, clattering against the hardwood floor. Divorce. The word echoed in the empty house, cold and final. It had never even been a possibility in my mind. Not for us. Not for me. I had believed in forever, in the sanctity of our vows.
The line went dead. I stared at the phone, lying there like a broken toy. The silence that followed was suffocating, thick with unspoken words and shattered promises. Days bled into weeks, marked by an agonizing standoff. Elliott didn't come home. He didn't call. Instead, another notification from the bank-he had frozen our joint accounts. He was cutting me off, systematically dismantling my financial independence, leaving me stranded.
My body, already weakened by the injury and emotional stress, began to truly unravel. My hair started falling out in clumps, leaving thin patches on my scalp. I was constantly exhausted, yet sleep offered no respite, only nightmares. My appetite vanished, leaving me gaunt and pale. I developed a persistent, throbbing headache that never truly faded. I brushed it off as stress, as a persistent virus, telling myself it was just a bad cold.
But the symptoms worsened. The tingling in my fingers, the growing numbness in my feet. The sudden, inexplicable dizziness. One morning, I woke up unable to feel my left arm. Panic, cold and sharp, finally pierced through my haze of despair. This wasn't just a cold.
I dragged myself to the local clinic, hoping for some antibiotics, some simple fix. The doctor, a kind-faced woman who looked too young for her profession, listened patiently, her brow furrowing with concern. She ran a battery of tests, her expression growing increasingly serious with each result. "Aria," she finally said, her voice soft, "I need you to see a specialist. And… these results… they're quite concerning. I've scheduled you for some further imaging, an MRI, right away." The words hung in the air, heavy with unspoken implications. My heart hammered against my ribs, a trapped bird desperate to escape.
The next day, a blur of fear and sterile hospital corridors, I was on my way to pick up the specialist's report. My hands trembled, the envelope feeling impossibly heavy. As I approached the main lobby, a familiar laugh echoed through the cavernous space. My blood froze.
Elliott. And Kelsie.
They were standing by the information desk, too close, their heads bent together in what looked like intimate conversation. Kelsie wore a flowing maternity dress, her belly noticeably rounded. My breath caught. She was pregnant. With Elliott's child. The world tilted on its axis, threatening to swallow me whole.
Elliott reached out, gently stroking her arm, his expression soft, adoring. The same look he used to give me when I told him about a successful jump, a perfect landing. A look of pride, of love. Now, it was for her, for their future.
I tried to slip past them, my head down, desperate to avoid confrontation. My chest tightened, burning with a fresh, agonizing pain. I just wanted to disappear. But Kelsie, with her sharp, predatory gaze, spotted me.
"Aria!" she called out, her voice syrupy sweet, dripping with false concern. "Oh, honey, are you okay? You look awful. What are you doing at the hospital? Is it your ankle again? Don't tell me you've tried to skate." She linked her arm through Elliott's, a possessive gesture. Her smile was saccharine, but her eyes glittered with triumph.
I tried to just keep walking, to ignore her, to ignore the crushing weight of their combined presence. But my body, already betraying me, chose that moment to falter. My injured ankle twisted, a sharp pain shooting up my leg. I cried out, losing my balance. Everything went black for a split second as I fell, hitting the polished hospital floor with a sickening thud. The envelope flew from my hand, scattering the neatly stapled medical reports across the pristine white tiles.
"Oh, my God!" Kelsie shrieked, a hand flying to her belly. "Be careful, Aria! You almost hit me! You could have hurt the baby!" Her voice was loud, dramatic, drawing stares from curious onlookers.
Elliott immediately rushed to her side, his arm wrapping protectively around her. "Kelsie! Are you okay? Is the baby okay?" He scanned her face, his brow furrowed with concern, completely ignoring me, lying in a heap on the floor, my knee throbbing, my face stinging from the impact.
"Elliott!" I cried, pushing myself up onto my elbows, a fresh wave of pain washing over me. "I fell! I'm hurt!"
He finally looked at me, a flicker of something unreadable in his eyes. Annoyance? Disgust? "Can't you be more careful, Aria?" he snapped, his voice sharp. "You're always causing a scene. Look at Kelsie, you've upset her! She's pregnant!"
My jaw dropped. He was blaming me? For falling, for being hurt, for existing? "She just called me old and pathetic, then she pushed me while I was already injured!" The indignation, the sheer injustice of it, fueled a desperate surge of adrenaline.
His gaze finally dropped to my scraped knee, a thin trickle of blood already forming. A fleeting flicker of something-regret? guilt?-crossed his face, quickly replaced by a stone-cold mask. But it was too late. The damage was done. The truth was laid bare. He didn't care. He simply didn't care.
I pushed myself to my feet, ignoring the throbbing pain, ignoring the curious stares. My movements were slow, deliberate. I bent down to gather the scattered medical reports, my fingers brushing against the stark white pages.
Suddenly, Kelsie's foot shot out, deliberately stomping on one of the pages. "Oops," she said, her voice dripping with mock innocence. "So clumsy." Her eyes, however, were anything but innocent. They were filled with a venomous satisfaction.
A red haze descended. She wasn't just stomping on a piece of paper. She was stomping on my life, on my dignity, on my last shred of hope. My hands clenched into fists. I snatched the papers from beneath her foot, my body vibrating with a raw, primal fury. "You BITCH!" I screamed, and without thinking, I lashed out, my open palm connecting sharply with her cheek.