Jacquelyn Spencer POV:
I walked out of that hospital, not home. Home, as I knew it, no longer existed. It was a beautiful lie, meticulously crafted, now thoroughly exposed. My feet carried me through the polished corridors, past the bustling reception, into the cool, indifferent night air. I didn't know where I was going, only that it couldn't be back there. Not ever again.
My fingers, numb and trembling, found my phone. There was only one number I could call. One person who wouldn't judge, who wouldn't ask too many questions, who would just fix it.
"Fay," I rasped, my voice raw and broken. "I need you. I need you to make me disappear."
A beat of silence, then Fay's cynical voice, laced with concern. "Jacquelyn? What happened? Where are you?"
"I need to die," I said, the words falling flat, devoid of emotion. "I need to fake my death. Properly."
The line went dead silent. I could practically hear Fay's brain processing, calculating, then dismissing the absurdity before coming back to the chilling certainty in my tone.
"Jacquelyn," she finally said, her voice low and serious, "you're not making sense. Talk to me."
"I've never been more serious in my life," I insisted, my grip tightening on the phone. "He won't let me go. Not for a second. If I just leave, he'll find me. He'll use everything he has, every resource, every connection. He'll hunt me down like a stray dog."
I pressed a hand to my still-flat stomach. "And I can't let him find us. This baby deserves a life free from his toxicity, free from the shadow of his lies." My voice cracked on the last word, but the resolve stiffened my spine. "I will do anything to protect this child."
The decision had been made, irreversible and absolute.
The next morning, I began to pack. Not clothes, not valuables. Just the essentials for a ghost. The first thing I pulled from the closet was a cashmere sweater I' d painstakingly knitted for Harrison, a deep forest green, his favorite color. It was meant to be a surprise for our anniversary. The soft wool, once a symbol of my devotion, now felt like a suffocating tether.
My hand found the sharp blades of my fabric shears. Snip. Snip. Snip. The luxurious threads fell to the floor in ragged pieces, each cut a severance from a past I no longer recognized. I didn't cry. I didn't feel anything but a cold, burning resolve. When it was nothing but a pile of unusable scraps, I dumped them into the trash. Goodbye, Harrison. Goodbye, us.
Then came the jewelry. The diamonds, the emeralds, the pieces he' d lavished upon me. Each one a glittering cage. I took the most expensive necklace, a sapphire pendant he' d bought me after I' d landed the Ellis Tower project, and tucked it into an envelope addressed to the foundation for abused women I secretly supported. Let it do some good, real good, for once. The rest, I carefully placed back in their velvet boxes, leaving them behind for the ghost of Jacquelyn Spencer. They meant nothing to me anymore.
Next was the photo album. Years of our life, meticulously documented. Our wedding, our vacations, the quiet evenings in front of the fireplace. Every smile, every shared glance, now tainted. I carried it out to the backyard, to the sturdy fire pit we used for summer gatherings.
With a flick of my wrist, I tossed it in. The flames licked at the glossy pages, curling them, charring the edges. Our faces distorted, faded, then turned to ash, drifting upwards on the smoke. The memories, once vivid and cherished, were being systematically erased, leaving only a hollow space where they once resided.
My phone chimed. It was Fay.
"It' s all set. The yacht, the flight plan, the new identity. Everything is in place. You just need to walk away."
My breath hitched. "When?" I typed back.
"Tomorrow morning. Just before dawn. You' ll be on the yacht. The 'accident' will be reported a few hours later."
Tomorrow. The word hung in the air, heavy and final.
That night, sleep was an impossible luxury. Every time I closed my eyes, the image of Harrison and Britt and that boy flashed behind my eyelids, their happy faces mocking me. The tears came then, hot and silent, tracing paths down my temples into my hair. I sat upright in bed, a statue in the darkness, watching the slow crawl of the clock, waiting for the first hint of gray light to bleed through the curtains.
I just sat there, staring into the blackness, until the sky outside the window began to soften, turning from inky black to bruised violet, then finally to a pale, hopeful rose. A new day. A new life.
A new death.
Just as the first rays of dawn pierced the horizon, the bedroom door creaked open. Harrison. He' d just returned. His scent, a familiar mix of expensive cologne and something uniquely him, filled the room. He shed his jacket, draped it over a chair, then slipped into bed beside me.
I kept my eyes closed, feigning sleep, my breathing shallow and even. He shifted, his body radiating a warmth that had once been comforting, now felt like a suffocating weight. He reached for me, pulling me gently against his chest.
I felt the steady thrum of his heartbeat against my back, strong and alive, utterly oblivious to the silent scream trapped within me. Oblivious to the ghost he was about to create.
Jacquelyn Spencer POV:
"Look, my love."
Harrison's voice was soft, laced with an excitement I hadn't heard in weeks. He sat beside me on the sofa, a tablet clutched in his hand, his eyes shining with a vision of a future that no longer included me. He turned the screen towards me, displaying aerial photos of a pristine, green island, surrounded by turquoise water.
"I bought it," he announced, his chest swelling with pride. "Our island. For our baby."
My blood ran cold. Our island. Our baby. The words were a cruel mockery, echoing the lies I'd been living.
"I'm going to build the most incredible amusement park there," he continued, oblivious to the silent storm raging inside me. "Roller coasters, water slides, a petting zoo… everything a child could ever dream of." He gestured wildly at the screen, sketching invisible structures in the air. "And every single ride will be named after them. Our legacy. Our child's legacy."
He leaned in, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. "And when they turn one, we'll throw the biggest, most extravagant party the world has ever seen. Everyone will be there. The Ellis heir's first birthday." He grinned, a genuine, joyful smile that twisted my gut. He was so proud, so utterly consumed by this fantasy, by the child he believed was ours, untainted by his other life.
He talked for what felt like an eternity, detailing every aspect of his grandiose plans, his enthusiasm infectious, almost convincing. He didn't notice my silence. He didn't notice the way my hands were clenched so tight my nails dug into my palms. He didn't notice the single tear that escaped and traced a silent path down my cheek.
Then, a soft hiccup escaped my throat. He stopped, mid-sentence, the smile slowly falling from his face. His eyes, fixed on the tablet screen, unglazed, finally focusing on me. He turned, his gaze sweeping over my face, and saw the tracks on my cheeks.
His composure shattered. "Jacquelyn? What's wrong? Are you in pain?" His voice was thick with immediate panic, a stark contrast to the calm authority he usually exuded. Harrison Ellis could face down a room full of hostile investors without blinking, but the sight of my tears always rendered him helpless, fragile.
A bitter laugh bubbled up inside me. He truly would suffer a hundred times over if he knew the truth.
I quickly wiped my eyes, forcing a wobbly smile. "It's… it's the movie," I lied, nodding vaguely towards the television screen, which was playing a sappy romantic comedy I hadn't been watching. "So sentimental. Made me cry."
A wave of relief washed over his face. He pulled me into his arms, holding me tight. "Oh, my sweet girl. You're so tender-hearted." He kissed the top of my head. "Never doubt, Jacquelyn, you are my everything. I would never, ever betray you. Never."
The words, meant to soothe, felt like a fresh stab. He stroked my face, his thumb tracing the line of my jaw, his touch sending shivers down my spine, not of pleasure, but of disgust.
"I'm staying home today," he declared, pulling back slightly. "No work. I'm going to cook for you. Anything you want. We'll spend the day just us."
"No," I said, perhaps a little too quickly. "I… I actually made plans. With Fay and the girls. Lunch." It was a lie. Fay had canceled, as had everyone else, sensing my withdrawal. But I needed an escape. I needed to solidify my plan.
"But I wanted to spend time with you," he pouted, a surprisingly boyish expression on his usually stern face.
"Don't be silly," I forced a laugh. "You have work. Important work. Go. I'll be fine."
He hesitated, his gaze searching mine, as if trying to decipher the unsaid. He hated to argue with me, hated to see me unhappy. It was one of his few weaknesses, one I'd exploited countless times in the past.
"Alright," he finally relented, a sigh escaping his lips. "But I'm coming with you. I'll just drop by the office for a quick check-in, then meet you girls for lunch." He smiled, a possessive glint in his eyes. "Can't have my beautiful wife out alone, can I?"
Jacquelyn Spencer POV:
The private dining room at Éclat was opulent, as expected. Crystal chandeliers dripped from the ceiling, reflecting off the polished crimson walls. My best friends, Clara and Mia, were already seated, their faces alight with laughter. Fay, ever the pragmatic one, was nursing a glass of sparkling water, a knowing look in her eyes.
"Look who finally decided to join us!" Clara teased, her gaze sweeping past me to Harrison, who entered just behind me. "We thought Harrison had you locked away in a gilded cage."
"He never lets her out of his sight anymore," Mia chimed in, a playful smirk on her face. "Ever since the pregnancy news, he's become even more possessive, if that's possible."
Harrison, ever the charmer, laughed easily, taking a seat beside me. "Can you blame me? My wife is the most beautiful, brilliant woman in the world. And she's carrying my heir. I have to protect my treasures." He winked, then pulled several small, elegantly wrapped boxes from his coat pockets.
"For my favorite ladies," he announced, distributing them with a flourish.
Fay raised an eyebrow, but Clara and Mia gasped as they unwrapped their gifts. Delicate diamond necklaces, each glittering under the soft light.
"Harrison, these are… insane!" Clara breathed, her fingers tracing the intricate design. "They must cost a fortune."
"Only the best for my wife's closest friends," he replied smoothly, radiating an aura of effortless generosity. "You keep Jacquelyn happy, and I'll make sure you're well taken care of."
"You're too kind, Harrison," Mia gushed, already fastening her necklace around her throat. "Jacquelyn, you're so lucky to have him. We're lucky to know you!"
I offered them a polite smile, one that didn't quite reach my eyes. Lucky. The word tasted like ash in my mouth. He wasn't doing this for them. He was doing this for himself. To secure his image, to buy their loyalty, to ensure they continued to believe his perfect façade.
"Jacquelyn's happiness is my life," he said, his hand finding mine under the table, squeezing it possessively. The irony was so sharp, it almost made me laugh.
Clara and Mia chimed in with more praises, declaring me the luckiest woman alive. I just nodded, a hollow echo in my chest, feeling my "luck" slipping away like sand through my fingers.
Just then, the door to our private room swung open, revealing a figure silhouetted against the bright hallway lights.
Britt Bradshaw.
She stood there, a vision in a scarlet dress that clung to her curves, her blonde hair perfectly styled, her smile predatory. She looked around the room, her gaze lingering on each of us, a calculated pause before she spoke.
"Oh, I'm so sorry," she purred, her voice dripping with faux innocence. "Wrong room, I suppose. I thought this was the Ellis corporate meeting." Her eyes, however, were fixed on me, a triumphant glint in their depths.
Clara and Mia exchanged uneasy glances. They knew Britt. Everyone in our social circle did, at least superficially. The air in the room instantly thickened, heavy with unspoken tension. Britt, however, seemed utterly unfazed. She simply glided into the room, a venomous snake entering a birdcage.
She settled herself into the empty chair directly opposite me at the table, crossing her legs, her gaze sweeping over the diamond necklaces still clutched in Clara and Mia's hands.
"Ah, Bijoux Étoile," she said, her voice lilting, recognizing the brand instantly. She picked up one of the empty boxes, turning it over in her manicured fingers. "Such exquisite pieces. My favorite. After all, it's my company, isn't it?"
My breath hitched. Bijoux Étoile. Harrison had invested heavily in a boutique jewelry line a few years ago. He had always said it was a smart, diversified investment. He' d even presented me with some of its designs, claiming they were the first prototypes.
"Harrison has been such a wonderful partner," Britt continued, her eyes briefly meeting his, a fleeting spark of shared conspiracy passing between them. Then her gaze snapped back to mine, her smile sharp, exposing teeth. "The best partner. He truly values my vision."
The room tilted. My chest constricted, a vice grip tightening around my lungs. The air seemed to vanish, leaving me gasping for breath, unable to move, unable to speak. The world blurred around the edges, and I felt the familiar darkness threatening to claim me once more.