Theodore

I jolt up in bed, my heart racing and my body drenched in cold sweat as I frantically scan the room, convincing myself I am free from the nightmare.

As the familiar features of the room comes into focus, my pounding heart calms down and fear quickly gives way to frustration.

Here I was thinking that after the hectic past few days I just had I would finally be able to get a good night's rest.

"Apparently fucking not," I say to my dark room through clenched jaws as I run my hands through my hair.

I get off the bed with a loud sigh, letting the sheets fall lightly off my waist and onto the floor. I could try to go back to sleep again but I learned years ago how futile that is.

Quietly, I leave my room, walking vacantly down the silent hallways. My body moves on it's own, knowing exactly where to go. I am already used to this routine.

My heavy hands push open the door to Isabel's private painting gallery where her favourite artwork can be found- a self portrait she spent weeks working on. She was always a self centred person, for good reason. I stare longingly at her beautiful blue eyes and face.

After losing Isabel, my world was shattered, leaving only the twins as my anchor. What would have happened if I hadn't sped after her? Or if I had simply agreed to the divorce?

A dullness in my chest is all the answer I need. Isabel would still be fucking alive if she hadn't married me. Now all I have left of her are the twins and the haunting voice in my head that drives away sleep.

I walk away from the room with a heavy heart as guilt sets in.

As I walk past Nova's room, the guilt increases in intensity. Another thing that changed after Isabel was my interest in women. I lost all desire, all passion. And yet, one afternoon spent alone with my new staff was enough to unravel all my control.

I never wanted to leave her. Younger me was convinced Nova and I would grow old together. But things happened.

When my father died suddenly, leaving me as the best option to inherit his billion dollar empire, I had to make some sacrifices.

Nova being the greatest sacrifice.

I stand in front of the large window that overlooks the active city and I question what I am doing. I know that forcing her to work here is a bad idea, for both of us. But I did it anyways and now her presence adds to my torment.

My cock twitches as the image of her body pressed against the wall, her breasts rising and falling, invades my mind, closely followed by the memory of a fierce Nova with eyes boiling stubbornly in my home office.

A pinched expression rests on my face as I think about her effect on me. No one should be able to turn a man on by just...existing. And yet she does. Against all odds, she does.

A sound behind me grabs my attention.

The footsteps are light, but not light enough to belong to either Emile and Ethan, so I stay in place hoping whoever it is will leave as quietly as they came.

"Hey." A familiar, hesitant voice sounds behind me.

I wait silently for the familiar irritation at being disturbed to come, but it doesn't.

"The view from here is beautiful," Nova says as she stares out the window.

I continue to ignore her presence in hopes that she would get the hint and leave but instead, she turns to me. "I apologize for taking the twins out of the house without your permission. I understand that you are their father and there are limits to my role as a nanny."

I raise my eyebrow in surprise, still not facing her. Her apology is unexpected but I wait for what she has to say next as I recognize the defiance in her voice.

"However," she continues assertively and a small smile lifts up the corner of my lips. How predictable can she be? "I don't regret doing it. You should have seen the look on their faces when I took them outside. They looked so, so happy," she says excitedly. "Maybe you can consider allowing it happen more often?"

I sigh and turn to face her, all trace of a smile gone. Some people just need to be reminded of their place in the world.

But then I notice, for the first time, what she is wearing. The light material of her night gown is see through, revealing the curves of her naked breasts and the pink panties she has on.

My tongue goes dry as I stare at her. The moonlight glows against the tan, olive skin of her breasts and nipples, demanding my attention and leaving me mesmerized. Immediately, all thoughts of reprimand die in my head, replaced by arousing fantasies.

My hands clench besides me, as I stop myself from reaching out and stroking her skin. Memories of squeezing her breasts under starlight as her juices flow into my mouth before thrusting into her hot, wet pussy floods through my head and my cock stands erect.

When she notices my fixed gaze, Nova looks down at herself with a frown. When she sees what I see, her face burns red and she quickly raises her hands against her breasts, hiding their beauty.

Her eyes glisten in embarrassment as she stares at me. "Y-you should have told me I was naked!"

"I was too busy staring," I mutter roughly under my breath, not realizing when the words leave my lips. For one second, I think about the professional implications of saying this to an employee, but as my cock twitches, regret is the farthest thing in my mind. I say even louder, "They are beautiful, Nova."

The silence of the early morning grows even deeper as we stare at each other. The air around us becomes thicker, heavier as her eyes darken with arousal, matching mine. We are frozen in time and I know this is the moment to walk away, to show the professional restraint I have been highly praised for.

Then she bites her lips.

Just like that, the rope snaps. All vestiges of self control collapse. I cross the distance between us in a flash and pull her face in, taking her soft lips with mine.

Nova melts into my arms as our tongues dance a passionate dance

Slowly, her hands drop, exposing inch after tantalizing fucking inch of the soft, creamy curves of her breasts. I am transfixed, my gaze drawn helplessly to it.

The pressure of the blood in my cock leaves me short of breath as I mutter, "Nova," images of all the things I could do to her flooding my brain.

But my voice is enough to bring Nova back to her senses, and I watch in instant regret as her face burns red again and she reaches up, covering her breasts firmly.

Fuck.

I groan quietly, as Nova quickly walks away from me, heading back up the stairs.

"I apologize for your wife. I didn't know she was..." she pauses and says behind me, before she hurries away.

Nova

"Are you ready to continue from where we stopped?"

"Yes," I reply with my pulse quickening.

"Yes, what?" he says, "What do you want me to do to you?"

I bite my lips in hunger as my core aches. "I want you to fill me up."

"What did you say? I can't hear you, Nova"

My name off his baritone voice makes my juices flow even more and my face heats up.

"I want you inside me," I say loudly.

The mysterious man nods. I can't see his face, but I can feel the curve of his smile.

"That's a good girl," he mutters and positions himself at my entrance.

Just one more movement and he will finally own me completely.

But he stops.

When I look up at him again his face becomes clearer, like the fog is lifting, and I see a handsome man bathed in moonlight.

"You are beautiful, Starlight."

I jolt up in my bed, breathing heavily as my fuzzy mind tries to focus on my environment.

"What the fuck was that?" I murmur to my empty room.

The memory of my dream is slipping away but the voice lingers.

The same voice from last night.

Theodore's.

I groan and fall back into bed, allowing the blanket cover my face. "Oh God, no."

For years I have had the same dream, with some variations. But it is always a mysterious man, with a foggy face and a deep baritone voice. And now when I finally unveil his identity I'm finding out that man is Theodore?

The realization makes my stomach twist. Lusting after the same man in my dreams for years is crazy!

But what is even crazier is that even after unveiling his identity, my body still throbs in anticipated pleasure.

I reach down to my underwear and run my fingers over the damp fabric, eliciting a gasp from my lips. The same lips he took last night.

My other hand moves to my breasts as I shift the panties out of the way, reaching down to satisfy myself-

"Miss Nova! Miss Nova, are you awake?"

Emile's high pitched voice snaps me out of my daze and I awkwardly reply, "What? Y-yes, I'm awake Emile. I will be with you in a minute!"

My face burns red. What the fuck was I about to do?! With a child at the other side of my door too?

I groan again, for what feels like the umpteenth time, and get up out of bed. I still ache with desire, but I ignore the moisture between my legs and prepare to start my day.

Downstairs, I walk into the dining room where everyone is waiting for me.

Everyone including the object of my unconscious desire.

"Good morning, Miss Nova." The twins say together.

"Good morning, Emile, Ethan," I say with a smile but my eyes don't leave him.

Theodore is seated at the head of the table, absorbed in the papers in front of him. He doesn't even look up when I sit at the opposite end of the table which sends a sting of disappointment through me.

What the fuck is wrong with me?

I shift from my unholy thoughts and focus on the papers in front of him. Yesterday, when I was in his office, I couldn't find anything worthwhile, not like I know the type of document that a business rival would spend millions on to obtain anyways.

"Ok, lasses," Mrs Jenkins' cheery voice says as she gives us our meals. "Breakfast is ready."

Theodore pushes away the papers and focuses his attention on the plate in front of him and that is the silent signal to start eating.

"Daddy? Can I have a piano?" Ethan's voice rises. All eyes turn to him and for a split second, Theodore looks at me.

"We will talk about that later, bud," he says softly, completely contradictory to the slight frown that was on his face. "For now, finish your food."

My eyes keep getting drawn to each action Theodore performs. The way his voice gentles when he speaks to his children, the crease on his face when he stares at the papers, the small bags under his eyes....was that because he couldn't sleep after what happened last night?

The moment his lips were on mine I was transported back to our first night together, like we never moved on. Is he also thinking about it? Was I in his dreams too?

I realize I've been staring a little too long only when he speaks up. "Do you have something to say to me, Nova." he says without looking at me yet it feels like he knew exactly what I was thinking about.

As the twins and Mrs Jenkins' look at me I stammer. "Uhm, n-no. I don't," I say as I look down at my plate, cursing him mentally for putting me in the spotlight like that.

I make it a point to never look his way again and the rest of breakfast passes by in silence.

"Well, if it isn't my favourite family," a voice says from behind me.

I turn around to see the newcomer. My eyes widen as a second Theodore walks to the table with a wide smile on his face.

"Uncle Grant," the twins say as they run to hug him.

Uncle?

I turn back to Theodore and I see his face is pulled tight, his jaw clenched as he watches this Grant guy pick up his children and hug Mrs Jenkins.

Why do I sense some sort of rivalry here?

"And you are?" Grant asks with a flirty smile as he extends a hand to me.

I feel my face reddening from the attention of this twenty first century Greek god. Now that he's closer I can see the differences between him and his brother. He looks almost exactly like Theodore, but his face is older and softer, more approachable.

I place my hand in his with a smile. "I'm Nova."

"Nova?" His eyes narrow for a second, just for one second. "It means a bright star? Starlight, if I remember my astronomy correctly."

At the mention of the familiar name I turn to Theodore. His expression darkens and his gaze is locked on my hand in Grant's. All of a sudden, he can't stop looking this way.

A mischievous smile curls my lips. Two can play this game.

"Yes," I reply softly, giving Grant my full attention. "Yes, it does."

Grant's eyes sparkle as he takes a quick glance at his brother and I immediately know that we are on the same page. Pissing off Theodore.

"Fitting name for one that shines as brightly as you do," he says as he brings my hands to his face and plants a soft kiss on it.

The moment is interrupted when Theodore pushes his chair away loudly as he gets up and storms out of the room.

After we watch him walk away, Grant turns to me with a mischievous smile and says, "We have to do that again sometime."

"I'm down whenever you are," is my quick response as he strolls after his brother.

I don't bother hiding my grin as I turn back to my breakfast. So he does remember last night. Theodore has always been possessive, and that reaction confirms it.

"Those two, always arguing about the company," Mrs Jenkins rants behind me as she goes into the kitchen. "Never saw eye to eye, those boys."

The mention of the company, wipes the smile off my face and replaces it with a frown. Instead of playing house, I should be finding a way out of the contract and this house.

I quietly go after the brothers, hoping that one company secret will fall off their lips and into my hands. But Emile's voice stops me midstep.

"Miss Nova, can you please tell Ethan to finish his food?"

By the time I manage to coax Ethan into eating and rush after Theodore and Grant, they are already enveloped in his office with the door tightly shut. I groan in frustration and turn to leave when the door suddenly opens.

Grant walks out, his face tight with anger, but when he sees me the anger quickly melts into charm and he approaches.

"Ahh, Nova," he says as he gets closer. "I would love to know more about our resident star. How about we go out tomorrow? Just the two of us."

Maybe I should have thought about my answer, maybe then I would have said no. But when Theodore steps out of his office staring at his brother and I with looks that could kill, I find myself taking a step closer to Grant.

"I would love to get to know you too," I say sweetly. "Let's make it a late night date."

Nova

I sit in bed, staring absentmindedly at a corner of the room.

Moonlight seeps through the windows and paints everything a serene shade of blue and the silence is calm, but my mind is far away from the present.

Unlike my dreams, I remember my nightmares in brutal detail. They are never scary, just reminders of my past and all the things I could have, should have, done differently. My nightmares are a collage of regrets resurfacing to remind me who I am and what I destroyed.

Memories laced with guilt and pushed away bubble up to the surface and I can't help but relive them.

After I got my heart broken watching Theodore get married, I wrote letters upon letters to him. It went on for months on end; a routine filled with writing, stalking, and feeling more disappointed and angry with each passing day.

And then one day I finally received a reply.

It was his handwriting. I could even smell a whiff of his cologne on it. My anticipation was at an all time high it made my hands tremble as I opened the letter, eager to hear from him for the first time since he left.

It was brief. Detached even. It was just a single line that warned me to never reach out to him again, to move on.

For a moment, the air left my lungs and I wanted to disappear.

I refused to believe I was just another girl, another summer fling. I refused to believe the Theodore I knew would ever abandon me so easily. So I put all my anger and hurt into another letter and sent it. I was certain that he would read it and remember what we shared.

And that was when I began to face the consequences of falling in love with the heir of a national empire.

It's started small. Rumors that painted my parent's family owned hotel resort in a bad light. Then important business investors and suppliers got lured away by rival businesses. Slowly, we lost even the most loyal clients and the hotel became a relic of the past and had to be shut down.

And everybody in town knew why. It was an open secret that Theodore's family pulled a string or two in favor of our rivals.

In less than a year, my parents went from successful business owners to sick and ailing. And soon after, they died.

"Yet here I am, sleeping in the comfortable sheets of the man behind their deaths and fucking him in my dreams," I mutter bitterly.

Hot tears slide down my tears as an ache I have long since identified as self loathing settles like an anchor in my chest.

After a long, shaky breath, a sigh leaves my parched lips and I reach for the faint light of my phone. It's only 1am.

I swing my legs out of bed and head downstairs to quench my thirst.

Just like last night, Theodore's dark figure stands overlooking the scene from the tall windows in the darkness of the living room. His white shirt is untucked and his sleeves are rolled up while his dark trousers hang low on his hips.

But this time I pay him no mind and walk by silently. I'm in no mood to entertain a conversation with anyone, especially not him.

For a second I allow myself to think about his strange sleeping patterns and the bags under his eyes but I ignore the thought.

In the kitchen, I drink a glass of water and walk to the stairs heading back to my room when he speaks.

"You're not going on that date."

A bitter chuckle leaves my lips. "Or else what? You'll fire me?"

His jaw tightens. "I won't have my staff–"

"--the contract says I can go about my life after the children have been put to bed for the day, provided I am back in time for the next day's activities and I don't allow it affect my performance."

He arches an eyebrow in surprise.

"I told you," I add as I fold my arms. "I actually read that form."

And yet, I somehow missed the clause that stated I had to work for him for a minimum of a year. How could I have missed it? How could I have been so stupid?

"Stop being so fucking stubborn Nova," he says as he runs a hand through his hair. "You have no idea what Grant is capable of. I'm trying to protect you."

"Protect me?" My eyes narrow and I step closer until I can see the storm in his dark eyes. "You think you're the good guy here? You're the one forcing me to work for you or else you'll take me to court for a ridiculous amount of money."

"Like you have better fucking options?" he laughs incredulously. "I'm saving your fucking life by taking you in."

Anger bubbles up in me at the thought of being saved by him. "You're saving my life? After you ruined it?"

"What the fuck do you mean?" he spits. "We spent one fucking summer together, I don't owe you shit."

The words hit harder than expected, but it isn't his tone that breaks me, it's the confusion on his face.

"Wait..." My voice drops to a whisper. "Do you not remember what you did?"

The confusion on his face deepens and that is all the answer I need. I take a step back, seeing him in a new light.

Since the day I saw him again for the first time I have been waiting for an explanation. Some sort of crazy, unimaginable and yet true story to convince me what happened was a mistake and something he regrets.

Instead, he doesn't even remember ruining my life.

It finally dawns on me that this man before me is not the person I fell in love with.

"Let me out of that contract, Mr Thompson," I say quietly.

His eyes flash in anger. "You don't seem to understand, Miss Patel," he says, each syllable coming out like a blade. "While you're under this contract what you do, where you go and even who you see, I am in control of it all. Do not fuck with me."

Just like before, my life and freedom is completely in his hands to do whatever with. But this time I won't allow it.

"Then I'm leaving," I whisper as I turn and walk away. "I would rather fight you in court than spend another fucking second here."

I would rather lose the little I have escaping him than play his twisted game.

"You might be willing to lose everything," he calls after me, "but is your friend? Alexandra, was it?"

Her name from his lips stops me dead in my tracks. The warning is clear.

I might not have much to lose but Xander has her whole life ahead of her. Thoughts of Xander suffering what I did flash through my mind and I know I could never do that to her.

Slowly, I turn to face him and my voice trembles with fury.

"You're a fucking monster."

The corner of his lips lifts in a bitter smile. "Are you just finding out?"