Alissa POV:
Ethan reached into his desk drawer and pulled out a small, velvet bag. He tossed it onto the desk. It landed with a soft thud.
"Here," he said, his voice flat. "Bella said to give these to you. She doesn't want them anymore."
I looked at the bag. It was cheap, the velvet worn in places.
I picked it up, my fingers brushing against the rough fabric. Inside were a few pieces of costume jewelry. Gaudy earrings, a fake pearl necklace.
Bella's discards. Forced upon me.
A fresh wave of nausea hit me. The casual cruelty of it all.
I clenched my jaw, fighting the urge to throw the bag back at him. I just wanted this to be over.
I put the bag in my purse. I would throw it away the moment I left the building.
As I stepped out of his office, Bella was waiting. Leaning against the wall, scrolling on her phone, feigning nonchalance.
She looked up, a sweet, innocent smile blooming on her face. "Alissa! Oh, I'm so glad I caught you."
Her eyes, bright and calculating, flicked to my purse. To the section where I' d just placed the velvet bag.
Her smile tightened for a split second. A flicker of triumph.
"Ethan told me you were leaving," she chirped. "I just wanted to say... no hard feelings, right? It's just business."
Business. She was a master of manipulation.
"Of course," I said, my voice neutral. "No hard feelings."
Then, she held up her wrist. A glint of silver.
"Oh, and you know that charm bracelet Ethan gave me?" She twirled her wrist, the tiny charm glittering. "He said it's a symbol of new beginnings. Isn't that sweet?"
From inside Ethan's office, I heard a muffled thump. A sound of irritation.
Bella leaned closer, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. "He got me a matching one for my new apartment key. He's just so thoughtful."
She winked, then straightened up. "Well, duty calls! Ethan's waiting."
She glided past me, her perfume sickeningly sweet.
I walked to the nearest trash can, pulled out the velvet bag, and dropped it in. Then, with a sudden, decisive movement, I unclasped the silver charm bracelet from my wrist, the one Ethan had given me years ago, and sent it clattering into the bin.
Let it all be gone.
I re-entered my department. The air was thick with the overpowering smell of spicy food. My stomach rebelled instantly.
"Alissa, thank goodness you're here!" Mark exclaimed, his face contorted in a grimace. "HR just sent over 'afternoon snacks.'"
He gestured to a table laden with steaming dishes. Chili noodles, hot wings, jalapeño poppers. All the things I couldn't eat. All the things Bella loved.
My colleagues were huddled together, fanning themselves. "Seriously, what is this stuff?" one complained. "My eyes are watering."
"It's like a chemical weapon," another muttered.
Mark pulled me aside. "We all think it's Bella. She knows you hate spicy food, and she's been trying to get everyone to 'embrace new flavors' all week."
My phone buzzed. A notification from the company chat group. Bella.
"Hope everyone is enjoying the delicious and spicy afternoon treats! Good for the metabolism! "
The casual cruelty, the veiled jab. It was her signature move.
I looked at my team, their faces flushed and uncomfortable. They deserved better.
"Mark," I said, my voice clear and firm. "Tell everyone to toss it. All of it."
He blinked. "Really?"
"Yes. And order something decent. My treat."
A cheer erupted from the team. "Finally! Someone with taste!"
"Alissa, you're the best!"
I forced a smile, but inside, a knot of sadness formed. This was my last act as their leader. My last act of protection.
As I walked out of the office at the end of the day, my phone rang. My mother.
"Alissa, honey? Did you tell Ethan you quit?"
"Not directly. He knows now."
"Brendon wants to know why you're being so secretive. He's worried. He said Ethan's been... difficult."
"Mom, please. Don't tell Ethan where I'm going. Not a word to anyone." My voice was urgent.
"Of course, darling. But... is everything okay?"
Then, Brendon's voice, gravelly and apologetic, came on the line. "Alissa, I'm so sorry, child. For everything. Ethan... he's a mess. He's always been this way since his mother passed. I never imagined he'd hurt you like this."
"He's hurting himself, Brendon," I said, the words heavy with resignation.
"He's just so lost," Brendon continued, his voice full of pain. "He loved his mother so much. And that fight... before she died... he never forgave himself."
I knew the story. Ethan, a hot-headed teenager, had called his mother "useless" during a heated argument about her overspending. She had stormed out, gotten into a car accident, and died instantly. The guilt had festered, turning him into the controlling, emotionally stunted man he was today.
Brendon had taken me in after my parents' divorce, a gesture of kindness that had blossomed into a real family bond. Ethan had been a welcome presence in our home, a troubled but charming boy who I loved with all my heart.
I understood his pain. I truly did. For years, I had held his hand through his nightmares, listened to his confessions, tried to soothe his tortured soul.
But my empathy had been a bottomless well, and he had drained it dry.
For a year, I had swallowed my own pain, convinced that my love, my understanding, could heal his wounds.
But he had mocked my mother, belittled my family, publicly humiliated me.
I remembered the night I tried to break up with him a few months ago. His face had contorted with rage. "You think you can just leave me? After everything? You're nothing without me, Alissa. A pathetic little gold-digger, just like your mother."
My heart, once so full of pity for him, was now a barren wasteland. The well was dry.
A sharp knock on my car window startled me.
Ethan. His face was pale, his eyes wide.
"Alissa," he said, his voice husky. "Come home."
Alissa POV:
My muscles tensed. Home.
The word felt like a trap. A cage.
I remembered the easy rhythm of our evenings, the shared meals, the comfortable silence. The home I had built, piece by piece, with him.
But that home was gone. Replaced by a hollow shell, filled with Bella's perfume and Ethan's casual cruelty.
He hadn't been home in days. Not really. He' d been on a "spontaneous getaway" with his assistant.
"I need you to come home, Alissa." His voice was insistent now, a subtle command beneath the strained plea.
"Why?" I asked, my voice flat. "Your car's fine. What happened to your driver?"
He hesitated, his gaze darting away. "Just... get in the car."
My mind raced. He wanted me to go back to that apartment. To his playpen. With her scent.
No. Never again.
My flight was in a few hours. My entire escape plan depended on this moment.
I needed to get away, without a trace.
He watched me, his eyes narrowed, searching for something. A tell.
I had to play along. Just long enough to slip away.
"I'm starving," I said, a sudden thought striking me. "I haven't eaten all day. Can we get something first?"
His brow furrowed for a second, then smoothed out. "Fine. There's that new Italian place downtown. You like pasta, right?"
Perfect. Downtown was close to the airport. And busy.
We drove in silence, the air thick with unspoken words. The city lights blurred past, a kaleidoscope of fleeting colors.
My heart hammered against my ribs. How do I do this? How do I disappear?
Ethan glanced at me occasionally, his jaw tight. He seemed on the verge of speaking, then stopped himself.
Finally, he cleared his throat. "About that... that bracelet. And the scarf. Bella was just... she meant well, Alissa."
His phone buzzed. A jarring interruption.
He glanced down. His face tightened. Bella.
I subtly adjusted the rearview mirror. I saw the name clearly. Bella Russo.
I leaned forward, pretending to adjust the air conditioning. My finger brushed the hazard light button, flipping it on. Then off.
He answered the phone, his voice laced with forced patience. "Bella? What's wrong?"
Her voice, high-pitched and tearful, filtered through the speaker. "Ethan! Oh, thank god! I'm stranded! My car broke down on the highway, and it's so dark! I'm all alone!"
Stranded. I almost rolled my eyes. Bella was never truly alone.
"Don't worry," Ethan said, his voice softening, "I'm on my way."
He hung up, his gaze intense. "I have to go. Bella needs me."
I nodded, my expression neutral.
"Here," I said, pulling over to the curb. I unlocked the car doors. "You can take my car. It's faster."
He blinked, surprised. "You're just... letting me take your car?"
"I'm still hungry, Ethan," I said, my voice flat. "I'll wait for a cab. You go."
He still hesitated. "Alissa, I can't just leave you here."
"I'll be fine," I insisted. "Go. She needs you."
He scowled, a flash of irritation crossing his face. "Fine. But you can walk home after you eat."
He got out, slammed the door, and walked around to the driver's side.
"Just leave the keys in the usual spot when you're done," he called out, his voice sharp.
I watched him drive away, the familiar SUV disappearing into the night traffic.
My flight. My escape. It was all falling into place.
I pulled out my phone. My ticket was confirmed. My bags were already at the airport.
I looked at my watch. Plenty of time.
I slid into the driver's seat, started the engine, and drove straight to the airport.
As I checked in, my phone buzzed with a flurry of texts from Ethan.
Where are you?
Are you at the restaurant?
They said you didn't show up.
Alissa, stop playing games!
Then, a photo. A plate of greasy pasta. I ordered for you. It's getting cold.
I felt a cold, hard satisfaction. He still thought he knew me. He still thought he was in control.
The flight attendant announced the final boarding call.
I took a deep breath.
I scrolled to Ethan's contact, hit "Block," and then switched my phone to airplane mode.
I put on my eye mask, leaned back in my seat, and slept soundly for the first time in months.
Ethan POV:
Where was she?
Her phone went straight to voicemail. Again.
Alissa never ignored my calls. Not unless she was truly, deeply angry.
And she never just... disappeared.
A prickle of unease snaked up my spine. Had I been too harsh?
I cursed under my breath, my hands gripping the steering wheel. I sped down the highway, towards Bella's "broken-down" car.
Damn it, Alissa. This isn't funny.
The image of her, standing alone in the rain, flashed in my mind. She hated being out in the dark. She was terrified of it.
Idiot. You left her stranded.
I circled back, driving past the Italian restaurant, then back to the spot where I' d left her. Nothing.
Her car. Where was her car?
I drove past our apartment building. Dark. All the lights were off.
My stomach clenched. Alissa hated the dark. She always left a light on, especially in the living room.
She always left a light on, just in case I came home late.
A cold dread seeped into my bones.
I parked the car, my hands shaking as I fumbled with the keys. I ran up the stairs, two at a time.
The apartment was pitch black. A heavy, suffocating silence hung in the air.
"Alissa?" My voice echoed in the emptiness.
No answer.
I flicked on every light switch I could find. The apartment flooded with blinding light.
My eyes darted around the room. Something was off.
The coffee table was gone. The bookshelf empty. The art on the walls, gone.
Where was everything?
I walked into the bedroom. Her side of the closet was bare. Her dresser drawers hung open, empty.
My eyes fell on the key hook by the door. The cute, whimsical one she' d picked out.
Only one key hung there. Mine.
Hers was gone.
A sudden, jarring realization. Everything that was "hers," that defined her presence in this space, was gone.
The matching mugs. The twin bedside lamps. The set of bath towels. All the "pair" items were now singular.
A gaping hole where her life used to be.
She's gone.
The words hit me with the force of a physical blow.
She wasn't playing games. She wasn't being dramatic.
She was gone.
A desperate panic seized me. I needed to call her. To explain. To apologize.
"Alissa, baby, I'm so sorry! I didn't mean it! Come back!" The words tumbled out, raw and choked.
But I knew, even as I spoke them, they were useless. They were the same empty words I'd always offered.
And deep down, a familiar anger stirred. She was pulling her usual stunts. Playing the victim. Trying to manipulate me.
"Fine!" I yelled into the empty apartment. "Don't come back! See if I care!"
Then, a darker thought. Was this about money? Is that why she left? To get more out of me?
I scrolled through my phone, frantically trying to call her, text her. Nothing.
She had blocked me.
I slumped onto the sofa, the harsh overhead lights illuminating the emptiness. I sat there all night, staring at nothing, the silence screaming in my ears.
The ashtray on the coffee table overflowed with cigarette butts.
She hated when I smoked.
I stubbed out another cigarette, then quickly swept the butts into the trash can. She would be home soon. She would be furious.
The doorbell rang. My heart leaped.
"Alissa?" I called out, scrambling to the door.
It was Mrs. Jenkins, our cleaning lady. She looked at me, her eyes wide with concern.
"Mr. Morgan? Are you alright? You look terrible."
"Alissa... she's not here?" My voice was hoarse.
"No, sir. She hasn't been here since yesterday." Mrs. Jenkins looked around the empty apartment. "It looks like she's moved out."
My blood ran cold.
No. She wouldn't. Not Alissa.
She wouldn't miss work. She was too dedicated.
Not Alissa.