Elara POV:
The phone call from Brooks came an hour later. The sound of his ringtone, a song I once loved, made my stomach clench.
"Elara," he said, his voice strained. He was trying for casual, but the guilt was a rough edge under the surface. "I… I wanted to apologize about earlier. The flowers… it was a mistake. I was out of line."
"It's fine," I said, my voice as empty as the closets in my room.
"No, it's not. I want to make it up to you. There's a charity auction tonight at the Plaza. A big deal. Get dressed. My driver will be there in an hour." It wasn't an invitation; it was a command. A summons.
Before I could refuse, I heard her voice in the background, weak and petulant. "Brooks, darling, my head hurts. Can you read to me?"
"Of course, baby," he murmured, his tone shifting instantly to one of doting tenderness. "I'll be right there." To me, he said, "I have to go," and hung up.
I was a mess to be cleaned up, an obligation to be fulfilled before he could return to his true purpose.
The driver, a man who had ferried me to countless events where I stood silently by Brooks's side, met me at the door. He didn't seem surprised that I carried nothing but a small clutch.
The ballroom at the Plaza was a sea of shimmering gowns and black tuxedos. And in the center of it all, like a king holding court, was Brooks. Candice was seated beside him, looking pale but radiant in a silver dress that shimmered under the chandeliers. He was leaning in close, adjusting the blanket around her shoulders, his attention so absolute that the rest of the world faded away.
I heard the whispers from the tables nearby.
"Look at them. He's so devoted."
"They say he hasn't left her side."
"That's true love, right there."
The words were like tiny shards of ice, piercing the fragile numbness I had wrapped around myself.
Candice spotted me then, her eyes, usually sharp with malice, widening in faux surprise. "Elara! You came!" she called out, her voice just loud enough for the surrounding tables to hear. She beckoned me over as if I were a servant.
I walked toward them, my steps feeling heavy and slow.
"Thank you so much for… everything," she said, her smile not reaching her eyes. She gestured to the empty seat on her other side, a clear signal of my place in this tableau. "Come, sit with us. We're about to bid on the centerpiece item. A private island in the Maldives."
I was charity. A stray dog she was magnanimously allowing to sit at the table.
Brooks and Candice were a unit, their heads bent together over the auction catalog, his arm resting possessively on the back of her chair. He was laughing at something she whispered, a deep, genuine laugh I hadn't heard in months.
The bidding started. Brooks raised his paddle without hesitation, his voice firm and clear. "Fifty million."
The room fell silent. He bought the island for her, a casual display of wealth that was really a declaration of love.
"Oh, Brooks," Candice cooed, "You shouldn't have." But her eyes danced with triumph. Then, as an afterthought, she turned to him. "Darling, you should get something for Elara, too. As a thank you."
Brooks glanced at me, his focus already drifting. He flagged down a waiter carrying a tray of jewelry from a silent auction. Without looking closely, he picked up a simple diamond necklace. "This one," he said, handing it to me. It was pretty, but it felt like a tip. A consolation prize.
The pain was a dull, constant ache now, something I was learning to live with, like a chronic illness.
Dinner was an exercise in torture. Brooks personally selected every dish for Candice, consulting with the chef about her dietary needs, making sure everything was to her liking.
For me, he just ordered the salmon. The same dish he ordered for me at every event, without ever asking.
He' d forgotten. In the two years I had lived with him, shared his bed, he had forgotten that I was allergic to salmon.
The first bite felt like swallowing fire. My throat began to tighten, my skin breaking out in angry, red hives. I gasped, my hand flying to my neck.
"Elara?" Brooks asked, his brow furrowed in annoyance at the interruption.
"The salmon," I choked out. "I'm allergic."
The color drained from his face. For a split second, I saw panic, the same panic he'd shown when he thought Candice was in danger. He started to stand, to call for help.
But Candice was faster. She placed a delicate hand on his arm. "Brooks, don't make a scene," she hissed, her voice low. "It's just a mild reaction. I have an antihistamine in my purse. I'll take her to the ladies' room."
She smiled graciously at him, then looped her arm through mine, her grip surprisingly strong. "Come on, dear," she said, her voice dripping with false sympathy as she led me away from the table.
The moment the heavy, soundproofed door of the restroom swung shut behind us, her demeanor changed. The mask of concern fell away, revealing the raw, ugly jealousy beneath.
She shoved me against the marble countertop, hard. My head hit the edge of the sink with a sickening crack. Stars exploded behind my eyes, and the metallic taste of blood filled my mouth.
"You really think you can compete with me?" she spat, her face twisted with contempt. "He loves me. He has always loved me. You are nothing. A cheap copy. A placeholder."
She leaned in, her voice a venomous whisper. "He's only keeping you around out of pity. Because you're a pathetic little orphan with nowhere else to go. But your time is up. Leave. Get out of his life, or I will make you wish you were never born."
My head was spinning, my throat closing up. "I will," I managed to rasp, the words barely audible. "I'll leave."
She laughed, a cruel, sharp sound. "Oh, you will. But first, you're going to see just how little you mean to him. You're going to watch him choose me, over and over again, until it's burned into your worthless soul."
A sudden, terrifying premonition washed over me. She wasn't just making a threat. She was making a promise.
Elara POV:
Candice's eyes glinted with a feverish, malicious light. She grabbed my arm and dragged me out of the restroom, not back to the ballroom, but towards a service exit that led to the hotel's private marina. The charity auction included evening yacht cruises on the Hudson.
"What are you doing?" I gasped, my breath coming in ragged, shallow spurts. The allergic reaction was getting worse.
"Just a little fresh air, darling," she said, her voice sickly sweet. "It'll do you good."
We stepped out onto the slick, wooden dock. The city lights glittered across the dark, churning water. A massive, gleaming white yacht was moored at the end of the pier, its deck filled with laughing, champagne-sipping guests. The deck suddenly lurched as a swell from a passing ferry hit the pier. The movement was sharp and unexpected.
I stumbled, my balance already compromised.
Candice saw her opportunity. With a vicious shove, she sent me sprawling over the edge.
The icy water of the Hudson shocked the air from my lungs. I went under, the cold a brutal, suffocating blanket. Panic flared as my dress, heavy and waterlogged, tangled around my legs, trying to drag me down.
I kicked frantically, my head breaking the surface. I saw Candice on the dock. She didn't scream for help. Instead, with chilling calculation, she took a step back, slipped on a wet patch, and tumbled into the water herself, a few feet away from the pier ladder, letting out a theatrical shriek.
"Help! Somebody, help us!"
Shouts erupted from the yacht's deck. People pointed, their faces masks of horror.
I saw Brooks burst through the crowd, his face pale with terror. He vaulted over the railing onto the dock without a second's thought.
"Get them out!" he roared, his voice cracking with desperation.
The waves were choppy, the current strong. The crew threw down life preservers, but the wind kept snatching them away.
"Sir, we can only get a rope to one of them at a time!" a deckhand yelled over the wind. "The current is too strong! Which one?"
It was a choice. A life-or-death choice.
Brooks's eyes, wild with panic, darted between me and Candice. I was further out, struggling against the weight of my clothes, my throat closing, my vision starting to dim. Candice was closer, clinging to a pylon, crying hysterically.
He didn't hesitate for a single heartbeat.
"Her," he shouted, pointing a shaking finger at Candice. "Get Candice first."
The word struck me with the force of a physical blow. It echoed in the vast, empty space where my heart used to be. Her.
The world dissolved into a blur of cold and darkness. I saw the rescue rope arc through the air, landing perfectly beside Candice. I saw the crew haul her onto the dock, into Brooks's waiting arms. I saw him crush her to his chest, his face buried in her wet hair, murmuring her name like a prayer.
He never once looked back at me.
The last of my strength gave out. I stopped fighting. I let the cold water take me, pulling me down into the silent, black depths. It was almost peaceful. An end to the pain. My last conscious thought was of his face, his eyes choosing her. Always her.
I woke up to the rhythmic beeping of a machine and the smell of antiseptic. A hospital. Again.
A kind-faced nurse was adjusting my IV drip. "You're very lucky," she said softly. "A coast guard patrol found you. Hypothermia, anaphylactic shock… another few minutes and you wouldn't have made it."
She bustled around, checking my vitals. "Should I call your family? Is there anyone you'd like me to contact?"
"I don't have any family," I whispered.
The words hung in the air, a simple statement of fact that felt like a life sentence. My parents had abandoned me. The system had shuffled me along. And now Brooks, the man I thought was my savior, had thrown me away, too. He had watched me drown and chosen someone else.
For three days, I lay in that sterile room, recovering. Through the thin walls, I could hear the murmur of voices from the next room. I could hear Brooks's low, soothing tone, reading to Candice. I could hear her laughter, weak but triumphant.
He never came to see me. Not once. He didn't send a note. He didn't even ask a nurse how I was doing. It was as if I had truly died in that river.
On the fourth day, I was discharged. Brooks's assistant, a young man named Mark with apologetic eyes, was waiting for me. He handed me an envelope.
"Mr. Fields sends his apologies," he said, unable to meet my gaze. "He's arranged for this to cover your medical expenses and… for your trouble."
Inside the envelope was a check for one hundred thousand dollars. Hush money.
I handed it back to him. "I don't want his money."
My voice was flat, devoid of emotion. I looked past him, my eyes empty. "Where is he?" I asked, though I already knew the answer.
Mark shuffled his feet. "He and Ms. Robinson left for the Caribbean this morning. The doctors recommended a warmer climate for her recovery."
Of course. He was on a private island with her, while I was being paid off like a dismissed employee.
I walked out of the hospital alone, the city noise a dull roar in my ears. I felt nothing. The pain had been so great, so absolute, that it had burned itself out, leaving only a vast, cold emptiness. I was a shell.
As I stood on the curb, waiting for a taxi I wasn't sure where to go to, a payphone on the corner began to ring. It rang and rang, a shrill, insistent sound in the middle of the afternoon. On a whim, I walked over and picked it up.
"Hello?"
"Elara Vance?" The voice was unfamiliar, professional.
"Yes?"
"This is the office of Dr. Albright. We're calling to confirm your appointment. Are you still able to proceed?"
The final piece of my plan. My escape. My death.
"Yes," I said, my voice steady for the first time in days. "I'll be there."
Elara POV:
I told the taxi driver to take me to the hospital where Candice was staying. Not the main entrance, but the discreet side door leading to the administrative wing where Dr. Albright's temporary office was located.
As I was paying the driver, Brooks's black town car pulled up to the main entrance. He got out, looking tired but focused, already talking into his phone. He was back from the Caribbean. Of course, he' d come straight here. Straight to her.
Our eyes met across the rain-swept driveway. A flicker of surprise, then irritation, crossed his face. He strode over, ending his call abruptly.
"Elara. What are you doing here?" he asked, his tone wary.
"Just a follow-up appointment," I lied smoothly.
He looked me over, a brief, dismissive glance. I was pale, thinner, with dark circles under my eyes. He was offering a ride. "Come on. I'll take you home."
I got into the car without protest. Resistance was pointless.
The air in the car was thick with an unspoken tension. He drove, his knuckles white on the steering wheel. I stared out the window at the blurred city lights.
"I need to pick up Candice," he said, not looking at me. "She's being discharged today. I'm moving her into the penthouse so I can look after her properly."
So, the ghost was not only back, but she was moving in. Taking my room, my bed, my life.
"Fine," I said.
My single-word reply seemed to unnerve him. He glanced at me, frowning. "Are you alright? You're… quiet."
I almost laughed. I had spent two years being quiet, trying to be whatever he wanted me to be. Now that I was truly silent, he finally noticed.
We arrived at the penthouse. He helped Candice out of the car with an almost reverent tenderness, his hands hovering, ready to catch her if she stumbled. He settled her on the living room sofa, fluffing pillows, fetching a glass of water, his every movement radiating a devotion that was physically painful to watch.
He finally turned to me, a flicker of that now-familiar guilt in his eyes. "Elara, we need to talk."
"I'm tired," I said, my voice flat.
"I know. I… I handled things badly. The yacht, the hospital… I was worried about Candice, I wasn't thinking straight." He was trying to apologize, but even his apology was about her.
"You have to understand, Elara. My history with Candice is… complicated. I feel responsible for her."
The words were a dull knife, twisting in an old wound. Responsible for her. Obligated to her. In love with her. What was I? Nothing.
"You should go check on her," I said, my voice devoid of inflection. "She looks like she needs you."
He hesitated, confused by my placid acceptance. He expected tears, accusations. He didn't know how to handle this empty, compliant shell.
A small, contrived cough came from the living room. "Brooks?"
He was gone in an instant, rushing to her side, his back to me.
I walked to my room. Or what used to be my room. I could hear their low murmurs from the living room, his voice a soothing balm, hers a list of delicate complaints.
I spent the next few days as a ghost in my own home. I watched him dote on her, cutting her food into small bites, reading her favorite poetry, tucking her into the master bed at night while I lay awake in a guest room down the hall. I watched him look at her with a love so profound it was a physical presence in the room.
One afternoon, he had to leave for an urgent board meeting.
"I'll only be a few hours," he promised Candice, kissing her forehead. He turned to the household staff. "Make sure Ms. Robinson has everything she needs. Don't let her exert herself."
Then he looked at me, his expression stern. "Elara. Don't bother her."
"I won't," I promised.
He left, and the apartment was quiet for all of five minutes.
Then the music started. Loud, pulsing, bass-heavy music that shook the floorboards. Candice had invited a dozen of her vapid, socialite friends over for a "recovery" party. Champagne flowed, laughter echoed, and the whole penthouse smelled of expensive perfume and cigarette smoke.
I knew the noise and excitement were bad for her heart. For all her manipulation, her condition was real. A small, selfish part of me wanted to let her be, to let her suffer the consequences. But the part of me that was still foolishly human, the part that Brooks had once called "kind," couldn't do it.
I went downstairs. "Candice, maybe you should turn the music down," I said, my voice barely audible over the din. "You need to rest."
A tall, cruel-looking blonde I recognized from the society pages sneered at me. "Who's this? The hired help?"
"She's the charity case Brooks keeps around," another one giggled, shoving me lightly. "The little orphan."
The shove was harder than she intended. I stumbled backward, my head hitting the sharp corner of a marble console table. The same spot Candice had pushed me against in the restroom. This time, the impact was harder.
A sharp, searing pain shot through my skull, and I felt a warm trickle of blood run down my temple.
The music stopped abruptly.
The front door had opened. Brooks was home early. He stood there, his face a thundercloud, taking in the scene: the party, the chaos, and me, standing there with blood on my face.
"What the hell is going on here?" he roared.
I opened my mouth to explain, but Candice's friend pointed a trembling, manicured finger at me.
"She attacked us! She came down here screaming and started throwing things! She's crazy!"