Emery Houston POV:
It wasn't love. It was a searing, consuming hatred that boiled in my veins. Hatred for Carter, for abandoning me. Hatred for Camilla, for always taking what was mine. Hatred for my parents, for selling me like chattel.
I wanted to burn their perfectly curated lives to the ground. I spent every penny I had, every ounce of my shattered energy, hiring a small-time journalist, feeding him every sordid detail of the Barry and Houston families. I wanted headlines, scandal, ruin. I wanted them to pay.
But Carter' s family was too powerful. The Barrys moved swiftly, crushing every rumor, every potential leak. They wrapped him in a protective cocoon of their influence, erasing any hint of scandal. My desperate attempts to expose them were nothing but a pathetic whimper against a roaring tide. My first act of defiance, of fighting for myself, had been a spectacular failure.
That night, I drowned my humiliation in cheap liquor, collapsing into a drunken stupor. I woke up in an unfamiliar bed, a stranger's body beside me. My mother stood over me, her face grim. "You've caused enough trouble, Emery," she hissed, her voice cold. "Carter and Camilla are happy. Let them be. Stay silent. This is your bed now. Lie in it."
My mother, the architect of my misery, had drugged me, delivering me to that stranger' s bed. She thought it would force me into submission, into accepting my fate, into becoming the quiet, compliant daughter she always wanted. She thought it would save her reputation.
Instead, it ignited a different kind of fire. I didn't care about their reputations anymore. I cared about justice. I filed a police report, not against the man my mother forced on me, but against her. I wanted her to see the inside of a prison cell. My mother, the perfect socialite, convicted of drugging and prostituting her own daughter. The scandal erupted, far worse than any wedding-day gossip.
Then I went to my father' s office, a place I had only ever entered with a polite knock and a shy smile. I walked in, wild-eyed and raging, and systematically destroyed everything in sight. Papers scattered, computers crashed, glass shattered. His business, built on flimsy foundations of shady deals and backroom handshakes, crumbled under the weight of the dual scandals. I didn' t care. I wanted them to feel the same pain, the same ruin they had inflicted upon me.
I became a pariah. The Barry family, desperate to protect Carter' s pristine image, spun a new narrative. I wasn't the jilted bride; I was the unfaithful one. A promiscuous woman who had cheated on her fiancé, gotten pregnant, and then, in a fit of rage, tried to destroy two reputable families. The story spread like wildfire, painting me as a monster, a liar, a whore. My trauma, my desperate attempts to find justice, were twisted into proof of my depravity. Everyone believed them. Everyone.
I tried to fight back. I tried to find Carter, to confront him, to scream the truth in his face. I flew abroad, chasing rumors, desperate for answers, for closure. But he was a ghost, vanished into the protective embrace of his family. No one would help me. No one would even tell me where he was. Camilla, too, had disappeared. They had both simply vanished, leaving me to drown in the wreckage of my life.
I was alone, pregnant, and utterly broken. The depression descended, a suffocating blanket that stole my breath, my will, my very self. I lost my job, my apartment. I gave birth to Leo in a haze of despair, holding him, looking at his innocent face, a fresh wave of agony washing over me. I tried to end it all, more than once. Three times, I stared into the abyss, only to be dragged back by some stubborn, primal instinct for survival. Each time, I woke up in a sterile hospital room, alone. No one cared. No one came.
No one, except Joel Charles. The man my mother had unwittingly set me up with. He was the one who paid my hospital bills. He was always there, a quiet presence in the background, a shadow in my darkest days.
One night, lying in that hospital bed, the sterile white walls pressing in on me, I realized something. Death was meaningless. It wouldn't bring me peace; it would only bring more pain to Leo, a pain he didn't deserve. If I couldn't die, I would live. And if I lived, I would make someone else pay.
I stopped trying to hurt myself. Instead, I turned my rage outward, a weapon aimed squarely at Joel. I clung to him, emotionally and financially, a parasitic attachment. I blamed him for everything, twisting his quiet support into another form of captivity. I pushed him, tested him, lashed out at him with every ounce of my remaining venom. I watched him flinch, watched his own demons rise to meet mine. I saw his career falter under the weight of my volatile presence. And in that twisted, dark satisfaction, my depression, slowly, grudgingly, began to recede.
Then, one morning, a small hand reached for mine. Leo. He was a year old, his eyes wide and brown, just like Joel' s. He looked at me, a tiny, tentative smile on his face, and said, "Mama."
The sound pierced through the fog of my despair, a ray of sunlight in the oppressive darkness. It was a new year. A chance to be someone else. Someone better. I remembered the girl I used to be, the ambitious, determined girl who had once dreamed of changing the world. She didn't deserve this. I didn't deserve this.
I started applying for jobs, any job. My reputation preceded me, a stench clinging to my name. No one would hire me. Until, a small animal mortuary, run by an eccentric old woman, took a chance. For four years, I cleaned, I learned, I became a licensed animal mortician. I found a strange solace in preparing the small, beloved bodies for their final rest, in offering comfort to grieving owners. It was a quiet, unassuming life, far removed from the glittering world I had once almost entered.
The woman I had been, the one who had screamed and raged and destroyed, felt like a distant dream, a nightmare I' d woken from. But then, I saw Carter again. And for a split second, the old, raw hatred flared. I still wanted to douse him in a pot of boiling oil. But then I looked at Leo, playing quietly beside me, his laughter a gentle melody. He was my anchor. He was my future. I couldn't risk him.
I was no match for the Barrys. I never had been.
Emery Houston POV:
For the next few days, Leo stuck to me like glue, a silent, watchful shadow. He was unusually quiet, his small hand often finding mine, as if seeking reassurance. My work was slow, a quiet lull after the earlier rush, so I picked him up and dropped him off at school myself. It was a small comfort, this quiet routine, a fragile peace after the storm of Carter and Camilla' s reappearance.
But the unease lingered, a knot in my stomach. The sight of Carter, the sound of his voice, had reopened old wounds I thought had scarred over. Every time I drove, I felt a prickling sensation on the back of my neck, a phantom feeling of being watched. I' d glance in my rearview mirror, half-expecting to see his sleek black sedan. Once, I thought I did. A dark car, a familiar outline. But when I looked again, it was gone, lost in the city traffic. My mind was playing tricks on me. It had to be.
Then the call came. Leo' s teacher. Her voice was apologetic, hesitant. "Mrs. Houston, Leo… he' s had a little incident today."
My breath caught. Leo? My quiet, gentle Leo? He never caused trouble. "Is he hurt? Is someone bothering him?" A fierce, protective instinct flared within me.
"No, no, he's fine physically," she quickly assured me. "But he' s been quite upset. Perhaps you could come down?"
My heart pounded against my ribs. Something was wrong. I grabbed my keys, the serene calm of my morning shattered. I hailed a cab, gripping the seat, my mind racing with a hundred worst-case scenarios.
The kindergarten office was a brightly colored room, usually filled with the cheerful din of children's voices. Today, it was silent, almost unnaturally so. And then I saw them. Carter, stiff and imposing, stood by the window. Beside him, Camilla, her pregnant belly a stark, inescapable reminder of their intertwined lives.
Camilla spotted me first. Her eyes widened, then narrowed into slits of pure venom. "You!" she hissed, her voice a low snarl. "What are you doing here? Is that… is that really your child?" Her gaze flickered to a small, isolated figure in the corner of the room – Leo, sitting forlornly on a tiny chair, his shoulders hunched.
I ignored her, my eyes fixed on Leo. He looked so small, so vulnerable. I turned to the teacher, my voice tight. "What happened?"
The teacher wrung her hands, glancing nervously between me and Carter. "Mr. Barry and Ms. Houston were here to inquire about enrollment for their… future child," she stammered, her cheeks flushing. "And then, Leo was leaving the classroom to get a drink, and he bumped into Ms. Houston. She… she said he pushed her."
My gaze snapped to Leo. He was clutching a small stuffed animal, his eyes red-rimmed, his lower lip trembling. He didn't hit her, Mom. I didn't mean to. I just want to go home. I could almost hear his thoughts, his frantic plea.
"I didn't! I didn't push her!" Leo burst out, tears finally spilling down his cheeks. "She just… she just stepped in front of me! I didn't mean to touch her!" He looked at me, a desperate plea in his eyes. "Are you mad at me, Mom? Are you going to send me away?"
My heart shattered. I knew Camilla. Her dramatics, her constant need for attention. And I knew my son. He was a gentle soul, never intentionally malicious.
I knelt, pulling him into my arms, burying my face in his soft hair. "No, baby, never. I' m not mad. I believe you." I straightened, my eyes, cold and hard, fixed on Camilla. "I want to see the security footage," I said, my voice dangerously quiet.
Camilla stiffened, her face paling. "What? Don't be ridiculous, Emery! It was a simple accident! Boys will be boys!" She tried to laugh, but it sounded brittle, forced.
Carter, still by the window, didn't move. But his gaze, which had been fixed on the autumn leaves outside, flickered. A fleeting shadow of discomfort crossed his face. He knew his fiancée was lying. He always knew.
"Apologize to my son, Camilla," I said, my voice unwavering. "Now." I gently guided Leo towards the door. "Go back to your class, sweetie. Mommy will be right there."
Leo, still sniffling, nodded, casting one last wary glance at Camilla before disappearing down the hallway.
I turned to leave, my resolve set. I needed to get out of there, to breathe. But as I reached for the door, Carter's voice, startlingly close, stopped me.
"Emery."
I didn't turn around. I couldn't. I kept my back to him, my hand on the cold doorknob.
"When was he born?" Carter' s voice was low, almost a whisper, but it vibrated with an intensity that made my skin prickle. It was a question, but it felt like an accusation. And there was a tremor in his voice, something I' d never heard before.
I stood frozen for a second, my mind racing. What was he asking? Why did it matter? My silence stretched, heavy and suffocating.
Then, I remembered. The memory of him reaching out to touch Camilla' s shadow, years ago. The secret yearning in his eyes. The way he had dismissed me, effortlessly, at the wedding. He was a ghost in my life. And I would keep him that way.
Without a word, I shifted my weight, silently moving away from the door, away from his presence. His shadow, tall and imposing, seemed to stretch towards mine. I made sure they didn't touch, didn' t overlap.
He moved, stepping around me, his hand clenched so tightly his knuckles were white, blue veins bulging beneath his skin. He stood beside me, his breath warm against my ear.
"I looked up his birth records, Emery," he said, his voice flat, devoid of emotion. "His date of birth… it doesn't quite match up with the timeline you presented at the hospital records. Did you… did you lie?"
Emery Houston POV:
My fingers, tightly gripped around the strap of my purse, trembled. I felt my carefully constructed composure begin to crack. The air thickened around us, heavy with unspoken accusations.
"What are you implying, Carter?" I asked, my voice dangerously calm. I looked at him, truly looked at him. His eyes, once again, held that unnerving softness, the same gentle gaze he' d held that night under the moonlight, when he' d promised to take care of me. It was a familiar trick, a facade I now saw through.
He took a slow, deliberate breath, then took a step closer, crowding my personal space. The scent of his familiar cologne, sharp and clean, filled my nostrils, a ghost from another lifetime.
"I have a right to know," he stated, his voice low and firm. "About my son."
My mind froze. His son? The sheer absurdity of it made my head spin. I stared at him, unable to process the words. My son. His son. The two concepts collided in my brain, creating a jarring, ugly dissonance.
"Are you… are you implying that Leo is yours?" I managed to stammer out, the words feeling foreign on my tongue. The idea was so outlandish, so utterly impossible, it nearly made me laugh.
He looked at me, his gaze unwavering. "I'm not implying it, Emery. I' m stating it. He is my son." His voice was calm, utterly convinced.
I watched him, searching for any hint of a joke, any flicker of irony. There was none. He was serious. Deadly serious. A hysterical laugh bubbled up from deep within me, escaping my lips despite my efforts to suppress it. It was a dry, humorless sound.
"How? How could he possibly be yours, Carter?" I asked, the words laced with a bitter irony. "Tell me. Enlighten me."
I remembered our brief, chaste encounters. His careful distance, his almost clinical politeness. He had been so focused on his research, too preoccupied with his work to even consider the messy business of starting a family. And everything Carter did, he planned down to the last detail. No unplanned pregnancies. No surprises. That was his mantra.
The gentle warmth in his eyes slowly faded, replaced by a cold, hard glint. He stared at me, his jaw clenched. "Accidents happen, Emery," he said, his voice clipped. "Even to the most meticulous."
I didn't want to argue. I was tired, bone-weary of his presence, his accusations, his twisted reality. "He's not yours, Carter," I said, my voice flat, devoid of emotion. "He just isn't."
I raised my arm, signaling for a passing taxi. But before I could take a step, his hand shot out, clamping around my wrist. His grip was surprisingly strong, almost painful.
"Don't lie to me, Emery," he growled, his voice a low, dangerous rumble. "He is my son. I know it."
A surge of pure, unadulterated fury coursed through me. I yanked my arm back, twisting my wrist, breaking free from his grasp. "Let go of me!" I spat, my eyes blazing.
He stumbled back a step, looking genuinely taken aback. His eyes, wide with surprise, seemed to ask: You're angry? You? The meek, quiet Emery? It was as if he' d forgotten I possessed any emotions beyond polite compliance.
I took two steps back, putting distance between us, my gaze wary, almost hostile. He always expected me to be the placid one, the one who never raised her voice, never showed her true feelings.
His eyes, usually so composed, now had a frantic, bloodshot quality. His voice, when it came, was a raw, choked whisper. "You… you never get angry, Emery. You just… you just take it. Why are you angry now? Because you think I' m wrong? Because you think I won't take responsibility?"
A cold realization hit me. He had no idea. He knew nothing of the hell I' d been dragged through, the depths of despair I' d clawed my way out of. His family, his pristine, powerful family, had ensured that. They had kept him insulated, unaware.
The taxi pulled up, its yellow lights a welcome beacon. I ripped open the door, practically falling inside.
"Emery!" His voice, raw and desperate, followed me. "Emery, why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you come to me?"
I slammed the door shut, cutting off his words, cutting off the past. The taxi sped away, leaving him standing there, a solitary, bewildered figure. In the rearview mirror, I saw him. His hand, the one that had held my wrist, slowly clenched into a fist. He looked lost, abandoned. It was a fleeting thought, quickly dismissed. He deserved every bit of it.