Ashley's POV
The moment I stepped into the car, my hands wouldn't stop trembling.
"Home," I told the driver, my voice barely steady.
The door shut, the city noise faded, and for the first time since that handshake, I could breathe-barely. My chest rose and fell too quickly. My pulse hadn't calmed since I saw it - that small, gleaming cufflink with the initials A.J.
Alan.
Alan Jean.
My father's greatest rival's son.
The man I had slept with.
My stomach twisted. I pressed a hand against it, as if I could physically hold the truth down before it exploded out of me. Every memory from that night flashed like broken film reels - the way he'd touched me, the way I'd felt safe in his arms, the way he'd whispered nothing that could ever be traced.
No names.
No past.
No future.
And I'd thought it was freedom.
Now I realized it was a trap I'd walked into with both eyes closed.
The car turned a corner, but I barely noticed. My mind was spinning too fast, tripping over possibilities. Did he know it was me that night? Had he recognized me first? Was this some twisted game between the families?
No. That didn't make sense. The look on his face when our eyes met - that shock, that pause - it was real. We were both blindsided.
Still, that didn't make it any less dangerous.
If my father ever found out...
I swallowed hard, gripping the seatbelt until my knuckles turned white. He wouldn't just disown me. He'd destroy everything around me to erase the shame.
The Walters had fought the Jeans for years - lawsuits, smear campaigns, betrayals. My father used to say the Jean bloodline was "poison wearing designer suits." And now here I was, carrying the memory of one in my skin.
The car stopped in front of the house. I sat there for a full minute before stepping out. The marble steps blurred beneath my feet as I walked in, trying to hold myself together.
"Welcome back, Miss Walter," a maid said softly.
I nodded, forcing a smile, but my throat burned. My room felt too quiet when I got there. Too aware. I paced once, twice. Then I grabbed my phone.
I could've called Chloe. But no. Chloe would panic, overanalyze, maybe even tell someone without meaning to.
This wasn't something to gossip about.
This was something that could ruin us.
So I dialed another number.
"Hey," a sleepy voice answered. "Ash?"
"Yeah. You busy?"
"Not really. What's wrong?"
It was my younger sister, Tessa. Eighteen. Honest to a fault. And somehow, despite her age, she was the only person who could handle my mess without judgment.
"I need to talk," I said. "But you can't-cannot-say a word of this to anyone. Not even if someone threatens to kill you."
That woke her up. "Okay... you're scaring me. What happened?"
I sat on the edge of my bed, heart hammering. "Remember the gala?"
"Yeah, the one where you disappeared before midnight?
"Right. That night, I met someone."
Silence.
"Oh," Tessa finally said. "That kind of someone?"
I closed my eyes. "Yeah."
"Okay, go on."
I told her everything - or at least, the parts I could say out loud. The mystery, the attraction, the way I'd felt like I could finally breathe for one night without carrying the weight of our family name.
"And?" she asked quietly.
"And today I found out who he is."
"Who?"
"Alan Jean."
The silence on the other end could've cracked glass.
"You're joking."
"I wish I was."
"Oh my God, Ashley." Her voice rose an octave. "Dad would-"
"I know."
"What are you going to do?"
I laughed. It came out shaky, almost hysterical. "I have no idea. Pretend it didn't happen, maybe. Pray no one ever finds out. Hope he doesn't say anything."
Tessa sighed. "Do you think he will?"
"No. He looked just as shocked as I was."
She was quiet for a while. Then she said softly, "You've always done what Dad expected. For once, you did something for yourself. It's just... the universe gave you the worst possible person."
"Story of my life."
I leaned back against the headboard, eyes fixed on the ceiling. My pulse was finally slowing, but my mind wouldn't rest. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw that cufflink again - bright, damning, and unforgettable.
Alan's POV
I loosened my tie the second I stepped into my car. Leah slid in beside me, eyes sharp as ever.
"Spill," she said.
"About what?"
"Don't start with me, Alan. You've been twitchy since that meeting. What's going on?"
I rubbed a hand over my jaw, debating whether to lie. Leah was my twin - lying to her was like lying to a mirror. She'd always see through it.
"Promise you won't tell anyone?" I said finally.
Her eyebrows shot up. "That bad?"
"Promise, Leah."
She studied me for a second, then nodded. "Fine. I promise."
I exhaled slowly. "The woman from the Walters' side - Ashley. I've met her before."
Her eyes widened. "Where?"
"At the gala."
"The same gala where you disappeared for hours?"
"Yeah."
"Oh, hell." She leaned back, letting out a low whistle. "You didn't."
I didn't answer.
Her eyes snapped to mine. "You did. Alan, please tell me you're not saying what I think you're saying."
"Yeah," I muttered. "I slept with her."
Leah buried her face in her hands. "You absolute idiot."
"It wasn't planned," I said quietly. "We didn't even exchange names. It was just... one night. I didn't know who she was."
"And now she's your business partner," Leah said flatly. "This is beyond bad. This is-"
"I know."
She groaned. "Dad would blow a gasket if he found out. You realize that, right?"
"He won't."
"He can't."
Silence settled between us for a moment. The city blurred past outside, but all I could see was her face - the shock in her eyes, the way she'd frozen when she saw my cufflink.
"You like her," Leah said quietly.
I turned to her. "What?"
"You do. That's the problem."
I didn't answer, because she wasn't wrong.
Something about Ashley lingered long after she'd walked away - that quiet defiance, that strength wrapped in grace. I'd tried to shake it off, but it was impossible.
Leah sighed again. "You need to stay focused. This merger is huge. If Dad even suspects you're involved with her, he'll destroy her family all over again just to make a point."
"I know."
"And still, you're thinking about her."
I glanced out the window, jaw tight. "Wouldn't you?"
Leah didn't respond. She didn't have to. The silence said everything.
When I got home, I poured myself a drink I didn't touch. My reflection in the glass table stared back - calm, controlled, and lying.
I told myself to forget her.
But the truth was simple.
You can't forget someone who's already burned into your skin.
Ashley's POV
I didn't expect it to feel this heavy.
The office, the walls, the silence - all of it pressed in the moment I saw him walk through the glass doors.
Alan Jean.
My new business partner.
My mistake.
My secret.
His presence was calm, composed, almost too quiet. But I felt it like static against my skin.
He nodded once in greeting. "Morning."
His tone was polite - stripped of warmth.
"Morning," I replied, just as controlled.
We weren't supposed to be alone in this room.
But one by one, the executives filtered out after our brief introductions, until the door clicked shut and there was nothing but the sound of my own breathing.
It was ridiculous how aware I was of him - the sound of his pen against paper, the subtle shift of his chair, the faint trace of his cologne that made my chest tighten.
He didn't look at me at first. Just turned pages, calm and deliberate, as if this was any other meeting.
And maybe it would've been... if I hadn't seen his cufflink that morning.
If I hadn't realized the truth.
I tried to focus on the proposal in front of me, but my mind refused to cooperate.
"Let's go over the projections for the Jean–Walter merger," I said, hoping my voice didn't tremble.
He looked up finally - eyes steady, unreadable.
"Sure," he said. "If you can concentrate."
My fingers stilled on the page. "Excuse me?"
He leaned back in his chair, gaze not leaving mine. "You seem... distracted."
"I'm not."
His lips curved slightly. "You're sure?"
I swallowed, forcing my tone to stay sharp. "I came here to work, Alan."
"I know." His voice was low now, quieter - dangerous. "I just didn't expect that to be all you came here for."
My pulse stuttered. "What's that supposed to mean?"
He studied me for a moment that felt too long, too still.
Then he looked away. "Nothing. Forget it."
But the way he said it - quiet, rough, and too deliberate - told me exactly what he didn't say.
I shifted in my seat, needing distance that didn't exist. "We should finalize the presentation slides before tomorrow's briefing."
"Right," he said softly. "Work."
The air between us thickened. Not from words - but from everything we weren't saying.
Every time our eyes met, it was like stepping too close to fire.
Every time I blinked, I saw the memory flash behind my eyelids - his hands, his breath, that single night we'd both sworn never happened.
He stood suddenly, coming around the table.
I froze.
He stopped beside me, close enough that I could feel the heat of him even without touch.
He set a document down beside my hand - his sleeve brushing my wrist, light but enough to make my breath hitch.
"You missed this section," he said. His tone was smooth, professional - but the tremor beneath it betrayed him.
"Thank you," I murmured, without looking up.
But when I reached for the paper, his fingers grazed mine. Just barely.
Still, it felt like a shock.
I withdrew my hand instantly. "I'll handle it."
He didn't move. "Ashley."
My name from his lips wasn't a sound. It was a memory.
I made the mistake of looking at him - and the restraint in his eyes was unbearable.
"Alan, please don't-"
"I just need to know if you regret it."
The air disappeared.
"I don't know what you're talking about." My voice came out soft, almost steady.
He let out a quiet breath that almost sounded like a laugh, but there was no humor in it. "You do."
I stood, gathering the documents with trembling hands. "We're done here for today."
He didn't stop me.
Didn't say another word.
But as I walked past him, I felt his gaze follow me - slow, heavy, unrelenting.
When the door closed behind me, I exhaled shakily, pressing my palms against the cold wall.
I'd thought I could manage this.
That I could bury one mistake under professionalism and silence.
But sitting across from him again had proven me wrong.
Because whatever that night was - a lapse in judgment, a cruel twist of fate - it wasn't gone.
It was still here.
Alive.
Waiting.
Alan's POV
She's pretending.
Every glance, every clipped word - I can see her trying to hold the distance. But it's there between us. The pulse. The memory. The truth she refuses to admit.
Watching Ashley Walter pretend the night never happened was almost admirable. Almost.
I'd told myself not to bring it up. But the silence between us was unbearable.
She was sitting right across from me, her focus glued to the paper, her breathing shallow. The same woman who had once leaned into me like she couldn't breathe without it.
And now she acted like I was a stranger.
I wanted to let her.
I really did.
But the words slipped out before I could stop them.
"Do you remember?"
Her pen stopped. Her eyes lifted, calm on the surface, but something flickered behind them.
"Remember what?"
I almost smiled. "Forget it."
She pushed back her chair a little too fast. "We should wrap this up."
There it was again - the tremor in her composure. The one she tried to hide behind that perfect posture.
As she stood, I reached out, almost on instinct, and touched her wrist. Just long enough for her to freeze.
The same spot where that mark rested - the one I'd seen, felt, kissed.
She pulled away slowly, meeting my gaze. "This isn't going to work if you can't stay professional."
"Then teach me," I said quietly.
Her eyes widened just slightly - and then, she turned and walked out.
No words. No glance back.
But when the door closed, the scent of her perfume still lingered - maddening, subtle, impossible to forget.
And for the first time in years, I realized something dangerous.
I didn't just want her again.
I wanted to break whatever rules she hid behind until she admitted she remembered too.
Alan's POV
If tension could be bottled, this room would explode.
The dinner was supposed to be a celebration - two legacies merging, two empires aligning. But to me, it felt like a trap wrapped in candlelight.
The Walters had spared no expense. The long dining table gleamed under the crystal chandeliers, waiters moved like shadows, and every word spoken was dipped in formality.
I'd been in countless corporate dinners, but none where I had to fight the urge to look at someone every other second.
Ashley Walter sat three seats away, posture perfect, expression unreadable.
The same woman who had once whispered, "no names," while tracing circles on my skin - now acting like we were strangers.
Except we weren't.
Every time she shifted, my chest tightened. Every time she laughed politely at a joke her father made, I heard the echo of her real laugh - the one that had spilled out softly against my neck.
Leah leaned in beside me, whispering, "You look like you're solving a murder."
"Maybe I am," I muttered, cutting my steak. "Just haven't decided who the victim is yet."
She smirked. "Try not to make it the Walters. Bad optics."
Across the table, Ashley glanced up at that moment. Our eyes locked - too long, too knowing - and she quickly turned back to her wine glass.
My jaw clenched.
So that's how she wanted to play it.
For the next hour, I played along - nodding at presentations, answering questions about projected revenue, pretending to care about graphs and partnerships. But under the table, my foot bounced restlessly.
Because I could feel her.
She wasn't even sitting next to me, yet every inch of my body was aware of her presence. The curve of her neck. The way her fingers brushed the stem of her glass. The faint perfume - same one that had clung to my sheets that night.
The room blurred around her.
By dessert, I couldn't take it anymore.
When the waiters cleared the plates and people started drifting toward the balcony for cigars and light talk, I found my opening.
I caught her arm gently as she stood. "Ashley."
She froze - her polite smile faltering for just a second before she turned. "Mr. Jean."
I raised a brow. "We're back to last names now?"
Her eyes flicked to the others nearby, then back to me. "We're at work."
"Right," I said quietly. "Work."
We stood there in silence for a moment - too close, too careful. Every word I didn't say was fighting its way out.
Finally, I stepped closer, lowering my voice. "You're really not going to talk about it?"
Her lips parted slightly. "About what?"
I almost laughed. "You know what."
Her chin lifted, that icy corporate composure sliding neatly into place. "I don't think that would be appropriate."
"Inappropriate?" I echoed, smirking. "That's not what you thought that night."
Her eyes snapped to mine - sharp, warning.
But she didn't step back.
For a heartbeat, neither of us moved.
The noise of the room faded - executives chatting, glasses clinking - it all turned to static.
Then she exhaled softly and said, "This merger is complicated enough, Mr. Jean. Let's not make it worse."
"Too late," I murmured.
She looked away, and that small gesture - the flicker of her lashes, the tremor of restraint - hit harder than any argument.
I should've let her go. I knew that.
But my hand was still around her wrist, light but firm.
The same wrist with that tiny crescent-shaped tattoo.
Her pulse was racing.
When she finally pulled free, she didn't meet my eyes. "You're making a scene."
I smiled faintly. "I'm being discreet."
"Then be more discreet," she whispered, before brushing past me - her shoulder grazing mine, leaving my body in chaos.
I turned to watch her walk away, every inch of her collected and calm, like the moment hadn't just cracked the air in half.
Leah appeared beside me again, holding a glass of wine and that irritatingly perceptive look.
"Whatever that was," she said, "don't let Dad see it."
"See what?"
"That look you get when something's off-limits," she replied, sipping slowly. "Because knowing you, you'll want it more."
I laughed softly. "You make me sound predictable."
"You are."
"Not this time."
"Sure," she said, smirking. "Keep telling yourself that."
She drifted away, leaving me with the clinking of glasses and a pulse that wouldn't slow.
Across the room, Ashley was standing with her father, smiling perfectly for the cameras. I caught her glance once - fleeting but electric.
It was all there.
The tension. The restraint. The memory neither of us could erase.
And I knew, right then, that pretending would be impossible.
Because every time she looked at me, I saw the night she tried to forget.
Every time I looked at her, I remembered everything she didn't want me to say.
When our fathers toasted to "new beginnings," I raised my glass too - but my thoughts weren't on business or family legacy.
They were on her.
And the quiet, dangerous truth that burned louder than champagne and applause:
If we kept this up, someone would get burned.
And I was no longer sure I cared who.