JILLIAN BELL POV:
Kasen's words were a final, brutal blow, shattering whatever remained of my heart. The pain was so profound it transcended tears, leaving behind a cold, desolate calm. My son, the reason I had sacrificed everything, had chosen her. He had chosen them. My abandonment was complete.
I walked past them, my body moving on autopilot, and closed the bedroom door behind me. I just needed to lie down, to escape the suffocating reality of my life. My mind, however, refused to be silenced, replaying Kasen's cutting words, Cristian's cruel dismissal.
A knock. Then, the door creaked open. It was Kallie. She stood framed in the doorway, a smug smile playing on her lips, her eyes glittering with malicious triumph. "Sleeping already, Jillian? Some wife you are." Her voice was a low purr, meant to taunt.
"What do you want, Kallie?" I asked, my voice flat, devoid of emotion. I was beyond anger, beyond fear.
She glided into the room, her gaze sweeping over the space as if she already owned it. "Just checking on you. Cristian's worried, you know. He really cares about his reputation. He said you were trying to make him look bad." She laughed, a brittle, mocking sound. "But then again, you always did."
"Cristian's reputation?" I echoed, a bitter laugh escaping me. "Is that what you call it? Or is it his pathetic need to have two women orbiting him, one for show and one for pleasure?" I watched her, a strange sense of detachment washing over me. "You can have him, Kallie. You already do. And Kasen, too, it seems. You've successfully stolen my entire family."
Her face tightened, the smugness replaced by a flicker of irritation. "Don't you dare talk about Kasen like that. He loves me. He chose me. He sees me as his mother now." Her eyes narrowed. "And Cristian? He always wanted me. You were just... convenient." She took another step closer, her voice dropping to a venomous whisper. "They're mine now, Jillian. All of them. There's nothing left for you here."
I closed my eyes, a wave of exhaustion washing over me. "Then get out," I said, my voice barely audible. "Just leave me alone." I didn't want to fight anymore. I just wanted it all to be over.
"Oh, I'm not going anywhere," she purred. "But you are." She took a small, sharp object from her pocket. A small, ornate letter opener. And then, in a swift, sickening motion, she shrieked and threw herself backwards, landing hard on the floor.
"What the hell?" I stared, dumbfounded, at her crumpled form on the floor.
Before I could process what she was doing, she let out another piercing scream. "Jillian! What are you doing?!" Her voice was filled with theatrical terror.
Footsteps pounded down the hallway. "Kallie!" Cristian's panicked voice.
The door burst open. Cristian stood there, Kasen beside him, both their faces etched with alarm. Kallie lay on the floor, clutching her arm, her eyes fixed on me with a look of terrified accusation. "She... she attacked me! She tried to hurt me with this!" She pointed to the letter opener, which had skittered across the floor to land near my feet.
"Jillian!" Cristian roared, his face contorted with rage. He saw the letter opener, Kallie on the ground, and his mind immediately filled in the blanks. His eyes, usually so calculating, were clouded by a blind fury fueled by Kallie's performance.
His rage exploded. I felt a searing pain as the world went dark.
"How could you, Mom?" Kasen cried, his small voice filled with betrayal. He ran to Kallie, his arms wrapping around her protectively. "She's hurt, Dad! Mom did this!" His face was streaked with tears, tears for Kallie, not for me.
My head swam. The throbbing ache in my abdomen intensified, mirroring the ache in my heart. I looked up at Kasen, his face twisted with a resentment I didn't understand, and then at Cristian, his hand still raised, his eyes devoid of any humanity.
"She's crazy, Dad!" Kasen screamed, pointing at me. "She's always been angry! Just divorce her already! Kallie should be my mom!" His words, sharp and deliberate, were designed to inflict maximum pain. "You're not the same anymore! You're not fun! Kallie is nice and she always plays with me!"
Cristian nodded, his face grim. "He's right. You're a monster, Jillian." He looked at me with pure disgust. "Get out of my house. Now."
But in that moment, as their accusations rained down on me, something shifted. The pain, the humiliation, the exhaustion—it all coalesced into a profound, chilling clarity. They were right. I was done. Done with this farce, done with this family, done with this life. My heart, truly, had died. The numbness I had felt earlier solidified into an unshakeable resolve.
I pushed myself up, slowly, painfully. My face throbbed. "Fine," I rasped, my voice barely audible. "Divorce me. I'm done fighting."
Cristian scoffed. "You think it's that easy? You think I'll just let you walk away after this stunt? We'll talk about divorce when I'm good and ready. And when I am, you'll regret every single moment you spent under my roof." He grabbed Kallie's arm, pulling her up. "Come on, Kallie. Let's get you to a doctor." He led her out, his arm protectively around her, Kasen trailing behind them, his small hand clutching Kallie's skirt.
I watched them go, a family portrait of my undoing. My hand instinctively went to my lower abdomen, a phantom ache for the life that was, the life that could have been. It was all gone. Everything.
JILLIAN BELL POV:
My hand lingered on my lower abdomen, a phantom ache for the child I had carried. I remembered Kasen, a tiny boy, burying his face there, murmuring about how special my body was, proof that I was his superhero mom. The memory was a fresh knife twist. Now, he saw me as something to revile. The betrayal was complete, absolute.
Tears, hot and relentless, finally came. They streamed down my bruised face, washing away the last vestiges of hope. My body shook with silent sobs. The son who once adored me now used my very being as a weapon against me.
When the tears finally subsided, a cold, hard resolve settled in. There was nothing left for me here. Nothing. I looked around the opulent room, once our shared sanctuary. It was now just a gilded cage, filled with painful memories and the lingering scent of Kallie's perfume.
My gaze fell upon my possessions. A few clothes, some books. Nothing of true value, nothing that tied me to this life anymore. My eyes landed on a small, framed photo on the nightstand. It was my father, smiling, his arm around my mother. The last tangible link to a love that was pure, uncomplicated. I picked it up, my fingers tracing their faces. This, and only this, would come with me.
I pulled out the signed divorce papers and the medical proof of my recent loss from my clutch. I placed them carefully on Cristian's side of the bed, weighted down by a heavy paperweight. A clear message. A final act of defiance, not for him, but for myself. I was done. Done with them. Done with this whole toxic charade.
I walked out of the room, out of the house, without a backward glance. The night air was cool, an indifferent witness to my escape. I didn't know where I was going, but I knew I was never coming back.
CRISTIAN JOHNSTON POV:
The evening had been a disaster. Kallie was still fuming, her staged injury a constant reminder of Jillian's "lunacy." Kasen was upset, caught in the crossfire. And I? I was furious. Jillian would pay for this. She would pay dearly.
I stomped back into the house, ready to confront her, to lay down the law. She needed to understand her place. But the house was silent. Too silent.
"Jillian!" I roared, my voice echoing through the empty halls. No answer.
I checked the living room, the kitchen, her study. Nothing. A knot of unease began to form in my stomach. Where the hell was she? She couldn't have just… left.
I threw open our bedroom door, expecting to find her cowering, waiting for my wrath. The room was empty. The bed, perfectly made, screamed of her absence. My anger flared, quickly turning to frustration. She was playing games.
I pulled out my phone, my fingers flying across the screen. I called her cell. Straight to voicemail. Then her office line. Nothing. The unease morphed into a prickle of genuine concern. Had she actually left?
My phone rang, a jarring sound in the silent room. It was an unknown number. I frowned, answering curtly. "Cristian Johnston."
"Mr. Johnston, this is Atlantic Airways. We regret to inform you that flight AA127, scheduled for 10 PM to London, has been involved in a… catastrophic incident." The voice was calm, professional, yet chilling.
"Flight 127?" I scoffed. "What does that have to do with me? I didn't have anyone on that flight." My mind was still reeling from Jillian's disappearance, barely registering the news.
"We have a passenger, Jillian Bell, booked on that flight, Mr. Johnston. She listed you as her emergency contact."
The phone slipped from my numb fingers, clattering on the hard floor. Jillian. London. Flight 127. Catastrophic incident. The words collided in my mind, forming a horrifying mosaic. No. It couldn't be. She wouldn't. This was another one of her dramatic stunts, another attempt to manipulate me.
A cold dread began to seep into my bones, a terrifying realization blooming in the pit of my stomach. My anger, my frustration, dissolved into pure, unadulterated panic. My wife. Jillian. Gone?
I tried to pick up the phone, my hands shaking so violently I couldn't grasp it. It lay shattered on the floor, its screen dark, mirroring the sudden darkness in my world.
My eyes darted around the room, desperate for something, anything, to make sense of this nightmare. And then I saw them. On my side of the bed.
The neatly folded divorce papers. The sharp edges of the paper, still slightly crumpled from my earlier fury, seemed to mock me. Underneath them, a pristine white envelope. I tore it open, my breath catching in my throat. It was the medical report. Confirmation.
Jillian Bell, patient ID… procedure date…
My head snapped up. On the nightstand, where the framed photo of her parents used to be, there was now an empty space. She had taken only that. Only a memory of a love that was pure.
She had been telling the truth. All of it. The pregnancy. The loss. The divorce. She hadn't been playing games. She had been leaving.
A guttural cry tore from my throat. It was a cry of pure, soul-shattering regret. She was gone. And I, in my arrogance, in my cruelty, had pushed her onto a plane that would never land.
I ripped the divorce papers to shreds, the sound echoing hollowly in the silent room. It was useless. Irreversible.
I stumbled out of the house, my mind a storm of grief and guilt, the chilling truth finally sinking its teeth into my heart. Jillian was gone. And it was all my fault.