FREYA I went to Luna's room and crawled into her little bed, careful not to wake her. She was curled under her blanket with her pink teddy bear, breathing softly and evenly. I sat there in the dark, staring at her sleeping face, wondering if she had any idea about her father and the woman she cared about so much. Did she sense it somehow? Or was she just blissfully innocent? I pressed my face into the pillow beside her, trying to hold back the tears, trying to stay quiet so she wouldn't wake, but my heart wouldn't stop racing. I can boldly say this is one of the most messed up nights I have ever had in my entire life. I used to think the night I lost my father was the worst. Or those nights I would go extra with new lingerie, feeling ready, feeling horny, hoping my husband would finally touch me... only for him to give me a quick kiss and whisper that "work had been stressful." I thought those moments hurt, but this is worse. This is horrible in a different kind of way. I lay beside Luna and stared at the ceiling, my heart beating fast like it didn't want to stay in my chest anymore. A part of me wanted to get up, go to the bedroom, shake Mark awake, and make him explain himself. But I had a strong feeling that waking him now would turn into a heated argument. I could already imagine both of us raising our voices, and I couldn't risk Luna hearing any of it. She had her first day back at school tomorrow, an open day with all the fun activities, and she had been looking forward to it for weeks. I wasn't going to let my mess ruin her excitement. I moved closer to her, watching the way her tiny fingers held her blanket, and my chest pulled tight again. "God, just drug me to sleep," I whispered into the dark. "Help me escape this scary reality." I closed my eyes, but sleep wasn't coming. My mind kept replaying everything over and over. *** The next morning, Luna's pad buzzed and woke me. She was sitting up, swiping across the screen, her little face lit with the colors from the cartoon she was watching. "Luna," I said, trying to sound stern, but my voice was still hoarse, "I teach you to pray the moment you open your eyes in the morning, not watch stuff right away." "I'm sorry, Mommy," she said, pausing the video. Then she tilted her head and asked, "Why are you sleeping in my room?" I lifted an eyebrow. "Is that your way of saying good morning?" She rolled her eyes and gave a small smile. "Good morning." I couldn't help it. I smiled back, the ache in my chest softening a little. "Mummy just wanted to spend time with her princess," I said, holding her close for a moment, really thinking about how distant I'd been lately. "Mum... your eyes," she said, pointing to the puffiness and red rings under them. I smiled softly. At least she noticed. "It's nothing, darling." I sat up, kissed her forehead, and hugged her tighter. "So... today is resumption. I guess you're excited?" "Yes!" she squealed, bouncing on the bed. "Aunty Lili said because of me she's coming for the open day! My teachers are excited, and everybody is excited too. And the school isn't even paying her. She's doing it for free!" She giggled, full of joy. "She's so nice, Mommy." My chest tightened at the mention of Lila. "You really like Aunty Lili so much?" I asked quietly, forcing my voice to be calm. "Yeah! I love her, Mommy. Aunty Lili is so pretty. She wears high heels like grown-ups, not just sneakers like you. She wears shiny shoes, and she always wears dresses with sparkles. She does her hair like this." Luna twisted her little hands and pointed at her head. "And she smells nice, like flowers. She sings songs with me, reads stories, and buys me gifts even when Daddy forgets." I watched her, my chest tightening even more. She didn't mean to hurt me. She was just a kid sharing the things that made her happy. But it stung, knowing how much of my place she had already taken in her eyes and how Luna had more or less forgotten the moment she shared with me. "Luna... don't you love Mummy too?" I asked quietly, trying to keep my voice steady. "I love you, Mommy," she said, without hesitation. "But... you love Aunty Lili more than Mummy?" I asked, even though I knew the question sounded silly. My stomach twisted, but I couldn't pretend I didn't notice how Lila had slowly replaced me-not just with Mark, but with Luna too. Or was I imagining it? "Mum-" she started, but Mark's voice cut her off. "Good morning, my queen and princess," he said cheerfully. Luna jumped on him, squealing. He picked her up, hugged her tight, and then leaned down to kiss my cheek. I forced a smile and nodded, but he didn't even notice my swollen eyes, my sleepless night. They started their little handshake routine, whispering secrets only they understood. It was supposed to be sweet, but it felt like I was watching from the outside, left behind while they shared their world. "I'll go get dressed for work. Your nanny is around, Luna. Time to get ready," Mark said. I just stayed frozen, staring at the floor like someone dazed. "Honey... why did you sleep here and not in our bedroom?" Mark asked. "Is it a crime to spend the night with my daughter?" I said, my voice sharper than I intended. He flinched at my tone, clearly unsure what to say. I guess he wondered why that harmless question made me sound this way. "I'll go get dressed for work," he muttered. I was surprised. He didn't even notice my swollen eyes. I couldn't hold it in any longer. I wanted to spill everything, to scream, to cry. "Mark," I called.

FREYA

Mark stopped halfway out the door like he already knew something was coming. He turned slowly, his brows pulled together, waiting for me to speak. My throat felt tight. All the words I planned last night rushed up at once, tripping over each other. I swallowed hard and finally said it. "Can you come home early today?" My voice cracked a little. "I want us to talk." He frowned like I had asked him for something outrageous. "Talk about what?" Before I could explain, Luna rushed in, breathless and excited. She grabbed her schoolbag and some other stuff from the corner. I looked at her for a second. She was busy pulling out her school shoes, so I lowered my voice. "It's important, Mark." He sighed, the kind of sigh that already blamed me for whatever inconvenience my feelings were about to cause. "Freya, you know how work is. I have meetings. I may not even be home for dinner." Of course. Dinner. The one thing he never ate at home anymore. And I, the stupid wife, kept believing him. My husband worked with The Newton Group, so apparently I had to be proud and accept the "always busy with meetings" excuse. Luna suddenly looked up. "Daddy, will I still be spending my day at Aunty Lili's place after school? You promised," she asked, smiling like it was the best thing ever. My stomach twisted so fast I felt dizzy. Mark smiled at her. "Yes, princess. You will." I guess that was all it took. Everything inside me snapped sharply. "You want to take my daughter out without telling me?" I asked, my voice sharper than I intended. Luna blinked at me. "Mommy, I was just asking be-" "Will you keep quiet and go get ready for school?" I cut in. "I'm speaking with your father. Out." The shock on her little face was instant. Her lips trembled. She swallowed hard. "Ok, Mom," she whispered. Her voice was tiny. She walked out slowly, like her heart was dropping with every step. The guilt hit me right away. That was my first time raising my voice at her. But I pushed it down. Because right now, I couldn't deny it. I'm losing my mind. Mark stared at me like I had slapped someone in front of him. "What was that, Freya?" he asked. His tone carried that annoyed calmness he always used whenever he wanted to make me feel unreasonable. "I can't correct my daughter again?" I said with a bitter smile I couldn't control. "You call that correction?" he asked. Then he muttered, low but clear enough, "That's why she doesn't like you around her." I froze. "What do you mean?" I stood up from the bed and walked toward him, staring right at him. "Then who does my daughter want around if not me?" He rubbed his forehead like I was the one ruining his morning. "Freya, it's too early for this. I don't want to ruin it for myself and my daughter." He turned and started walking away. "Mark." My voice stopped him again. He turned just enough to show irritation, not concern. "Your iPad," I said. "I helped you clear it up and brought it to the bedroom." The moment I said it, I didn't blink. I watched his face closely, the way someone watches a bomb they just placed on the table. He flinched. A small, sharp reaction he tried to hide. His eyes darted for a second, like he was searching my expression for clues. "You did?" he asked. Confused. Or pretending to be confused. I couldn't tell. I didn't answer. I just kept looking at him, letting the silence do what my words couldn't. "You did?" he asked again, and the way his voice dipped made something inside me twist. He tried to hide it, but his eyes gave him away. That tiny flinch. That quick flash of panic. He looked like someone searching his mind too fast and trying not to show it. I folded my arms, not to intimidate him, but to hold myself together. "Yes. I saw it on the counter, and I didn't want Luna touching it. I wiped it down. Closed a few things. I brought it upstairs." He blinked again. Slower this time. Like he was buying himself seconds to breathe. "Freya... you touched my iPad?" "Is that a problem?" I asked quietly. His jaw tightened. "No. I just... I wasn't expecting you to go through my things." "I didn't say I went through anything," I replied. "I said I cleared it. There's a difference." We stared at each other, and the air between us felt heavier than the whole room. He looked away first. That alone told me enough. Mark exhaled sharply, like he was done pretending. "You know what, Freya... instead of giving yourself a hard time..." "Hard time?" I repeated "I mean..." He waved his hand at me, like he was brushing off dust. "Maybe you should pay more attention to yourself. Maybe that can... fix things." I stared at him, confused. "Fix what exactly?" He hesitated. He looked at me and looked away. Then he looked back like he'd forced himself to say it. "Freya... Take a look at your stomach. Your shape. Your waist. I mean... you know... you look kind of... like...." The words hit me like someone had swung something straight into my chest. My eyes burned instantly, hot and red. Not the soft kind of tears. The painful kind. The kind of anger it brings. "Are you body shaming me right now, Mark?" My voice cracked, but it was still sharp. He lifted his hands a bit. "I'm not shaming you. I'm just saying maybe if you-" "After everything my body has been through? That's what you have to say to me?" I stepped toward him, my breath shaky. "Do you remember the complications I had when I gave birth to Luna? Do you remember the blood loss? The stitches? The months I could barely stand straight without feeling like something inside me was tearing?" He stared at me, but his face stayed cold. Blank. Like none of it mattered. "I lost my tiny waist because I carried our daughter," I said. "Because I survived something that almost took me away from her. And you're pointing at my stomach?" Mark shrugged slightly, still trying to act like he was making sense. "Freya... I'm just being honest. You don't look the same. And maybe that's part of why things feel... off. I'm just saying it could help if you worked on yourself." Something inside me just snapped. I slapped him before I even realized my hand had moved. The sound cracked through the room, sharp and loud. His head jerked to the side, and for the first time, he actually looked speechless. "I hate you"? I turned and walked out immediately, my footsteps fast and uneven. Tears were already spilling before I reached the hallway. I wiped them with the back of my hand, but more came. I took the long corridor instead, the one that curved behind the guest rooms, just so Luna and the nanny wouldn't see me like this. My breath kept breaking in my chest as I walked, and my mind wouldn't stop replaying his words. Your stomach... your waist... fix things. Fix what? Fix myself so I could be worth his attention again? Fix myself so he wouldn't look at other women? My heart dropped hard. Because suddenly, everything made sense in the most painful way. So he cheated because of this. He looked at me and saw someone he didn't want anymore, and that stupid video I saw wasn't just lust or a mistake. It was him choosing someone else because I wasn't the girl with the tiny waist he married. A sick feeling hit my throat. Of course he'd run to her. His college friend. The model-looking one. The one with the long legs and flat stomach and perfect figure she never had to fight for. The one who looked exactly like the type of woman men cheat with in movies and real life. I pressed my hand against the wall for balance, breathing hard. "I will never forgive you for this, Mark."

FREYA

I sat on the floor for.... I don't even know how long. The only difference between me and someone unconscious was that I still knew I was sitting. I was aware of my body touching the tiles, but nothing else. My eyes were open, but they weren't seeing anything. It felt like someone stuffed cotton inside my ears. Everything around me was muted and far away, like I was trapped underwater. I didn't even hear footsteps. I only felt a hand on my shoulder, and I jolted so hard the breath caught in my throat. When I looked up, it was Rebecca. Luna's nanny. She had that look. The one people give when they already know something went wrong, but they are scared to ask. "Are you okay?" she asked quietly. "I'm fine," I said, even though my voice didn't sound like mine. I pushed myself up from the floor. My legs were stiff, like they forgot how to be legs. Rebecca stretched my phone toward me. "It has been ringing for a long time. That is why I came to get it for you." "Thank you." I took it from her and looked at the screen. Fifteen missed calls. All from my store manager. Of course. Problems never respect timing; I guess something is wrong at the store. Just as I wanted to walk away, I stopped and forced myself to ask, "What about my hus-..." I closed my eyes because even saying the word felt like lifting something heavy. "My husband and Luna." "They left already," Rebecca said softly. "I packed Luna's lunch. Her spare bottle. And her cardigan, snacks. She was quiet this morning, though." Quiet. Because of me. Because I snapped. I nodded. "Alright. Thank you." I walked away, checking my phone as I went. A long text from Gladys lit up the screen. Supplier issues. Asking for permission to take funds and handle it. I typed back, "Gladys, please sort it. I grant you permission." My throat was dry like I had swallowed dust. It was still early, but my body felt like it had lived the whole day already. I made my way downstairs to the kitchen. Rebecca followed behind silently. "You can go," I said without turning. "I'm fine." She hesitated. "Are you sure?" "Go, Rebecca. Please." She hesitated, then nodded. Rebecca didn't live in the main house. She stayed in the small apartment behind the courtyard and only came over when Luna was around. But right now I could see it... she didn't want to leave me alone. I forced a small smile. "I'm okay." The moment she walked away, my knees almost buckled, but I held the railing and kept moving. I walked straight to the sink. I poured myself a cup of water. My hand shook a little, but I ignored it and drank everything in one go. When I dropped the glass cup, the sound echoed around the kitchen. I didn't move away from the counter. I just closed my eyes and breathed out slowly. Then I looked up, right at the ceiling. "Daddy... your friend's son is no longer treating your daughter right," I whispered. Saying it out loud burned. Not because of Mark. Because my father wasn't here to hear it. I stepped out of the kitchen and headed for the living room. I was about to turn toward the hallway that led to my room when I saw Rebecca's figure still by the entrance. "Rebecca," I called, surprised she was still there. I walked toward her slowly. And that was when I noticed someone else was standing there. I walked closer just to see who Rebecca was talking to, and the moment I got close enough to actually see his face and body, I almost lost my breath. Or maybe I was just being silly. But honestly... who the hell is this? I didn't know this stranger, but his look alone felt illegal. Not just the look, the whole body shape. Did he spend all his life in the gym? His shoulders were wide, arms thick with that type of muscle that doesn't come from pretending to work out. His shirt hugged his chest like it was trying to hold on for dear life. Veins ran down his forearms. His jawline was sharp and clean, and the small stubble only made it worse. Dark hair. Low fade. A tattoo peeking from under his sleeve. The type of man girls describe online and people say doesn't exist in real life and is just fiction. Growing up, if anyone asked me my type of guy, this stranger standing here was exactly what I would have described. My exact dream man in human form. Oh God... I know the question is, why did I end up with Mark? Mark was good-looking, yes, in that corporate man way. Not anywhere close to this. And I fell in love with Mark being Mark. The man I thought I knew then, not the beast he is now. Mark was brilliant, smart, a mathematician, and had a whole different vibe. But this guy... this guy looked like he would have a crazy fashion sense without even trying. He was just in casual wear and still managed to make it look expensive. Who the hell is this? I suddenly realized I had been staring too long. I looked at Rebecca and nodded for her to leave. She quietly walked off. "Hi," I said, but my voice sounded like it wasn't sure of itself. "Hi," he replied, smiling. What the hell. He smiled. "I have been here before," he said, still holding that light smile. "But no one seemed to be at home." He stretched the flyer toward me and started talking again, his voice smooth and steady. "We just opened a new gym down the street. State-of-the-art equipment, personal trainers, classes, all that. And we're giving out discount coupons for people in the neighborhood. The first month is half off, and-" Gym. The second that word hit my ears, something inside me twisted hard. My brain didn't even process the rest. Everything inside me snapped back to Mark in the bedroom, pointing at my stomach and my waist, telling me to fix myself. To work on myself. Like my body was some problem he needed solved. And then, in one sick, dizzy second, my mind put it together: a ripped stranger showing up the very same morning, handing me a gym flyer. Did Mark really do this? ... I actually believe he sent this man. My chest tightened. My breath shook. The humiliation hit me so fast it felt like a slap. Of course he would. Of course Mark wants to humiliate me further by arranging for a full-muscle gym man to show up at my door. That was exactly the kind of insult he would think is "helpful." The embarrassment burned through me again. "And by the way, my name is Steve," he added. I blinked, snapped out of my haze, and before I knew it, the words fell out of my mouth. "Did Mark send you?" Steve paused, confused. "Who is Mark?" A single tear dropped from my left eye before I could stop it. I didn't even understand why it fell so fast, but I knew exactly what triggered it. Mark's voice replaying in my head. His words stabbing me again and again. My throat tightened. "Please... take your leave," I whispered. I turned quickly, wanting to walk away before I embarrassed myself even more. But his hand reached out gently and held my arm. I froze. Not because it hurt. But because the touch was warm, steady, and intentional. It made every nerve in my body spark sharply. I felt his grip-not rough, not grabbing, just firm enough to stop me. I turned slowly. His eyes narrowed slightly, focused on my face. And then he said quietly, his voice deep and intense, nothing like before: "You're crying?" The way he said it...