Adeline Nixon POV:
When I finally stepped out of the clinic, Ethan was gone. A security guard, looking slightly bewildered, handed me a crumpled note. "He said to give you this," he mumbled. "Something about a 'producer's meeting' he had to rush to, but he'd call you later."
I didn' t even open it. I knew the drill. Another promise of future amends, another deferral of responsibility. He would disappear, then resurface with a smooth apology, expecting me to fall back into line.
As I walked towards my car, I overheard two nurses whispering. "Isn't that Adeline Nixon? Ethan Cleveland's girlfriend? Wow, she's so lucky."
Lucky. That word, so often thrown at me, felt like a slap in the face. Lucky to be subjected to public mockery? Lucky to be gaslit? Lucky to have my self-worth systematically dismantled?
I couldn't bring myself to correct them. How could I explain the suffocating anxiety, the constant fear, the feeling of being a shadow? How could I tell them that being "Ethan Cleveland's girlfriend" was like living in a gilded cage, slowly starving emotionally? My pain was invisible, overshadowed by the glittering facade of his fame. It was a silent cancer, eating me alive from the inside. And no one could see it.
But now, it was gone. The cancer was excised. The wound was still fresh, but the poison was draining away.
Two days later, I was on a flight to Portland. The city lights of Los Angeles twinkled beneath me, small and distant. I felt a wave of relief wash over me, a sense of liberation I hadn' t known was possible.
Bridgette was waiting for me at the airport, a wide grin splitting her face. She enveloped me in a fierce hug, squeezing the breath out of me.
"Addy, you actually did it!" she exclaimed, her voice thick with emotion. "I knew you would. That manipulative narcissist finally got what he deserved."
I laughed, a real, genuine laugh that surprised even myself. "Don't hold back, Bridge. Tell me how you really feel."
"Oh, I'll tell you," she declared, linking her arm through mine as we walked towards baggage claim. "He was a parasite, sucking the life out of you. And Keira Fisher? That little snake in the grass. I swear, if I ever see her, I'm gonna-"
"Bridgette," I interrupted, shaking my head, still smiling. "It's fine. It's over."
"Good!" she said, her eyes flashing. "Because seriously, you' re too good for him. You always were. And he's going to regret this. Mark my words, he's going to come crawling back."
I shrugged. "Maybe. But I won't be here to see it." The thought no longer filled me with dread, but with a quiet sense of peace.
Bridgette squeezed my arm. "Exactly! Now, let' s get you home. Portland awaits, and your new life starts now. I' ve got endless cocktails and endless gossip to catch you up on."
The warmth of her friendship, her unwavering support, felt like a balm to my soul. I leaned my head against her shoulder, a small, grateful sigh escaping my lips. I was finally home.
Adeline Nixon POV:
Bridgette's bar, "The Ember & Rye," was a masterpiece of industrial chic, all exposed brick, velvet banquettes, and a dazzling array of bottles glinting under soft, strategic lighting. It was buzzing, even on a Tuesday night. She' d built it from the ground up, a testament to her fierce independence and sharp business sense.
"Table for the queen!" Bridgette declared, sweeping an arm through the crowded room. Heads turned, and a few patrons politely parted ways. She led me to a plush, secluded corner booth, already laden with a platter of artisanal cheeses and a sparkling flute of champagne.
"Tonight, my dear," she announced, "you are royalty. Anything you want, anything at all, is on the house, and I mean anything." She winked at a passing bartender. "Lucas! Make sure Adeline has everything she desires. And if anyone so much as looks at her wrong, you know the drill."
Lucas, a handsome, tattooed man with a kind smile, nodded gravely. "Understood, Ms. Moran. Consider her guarded."
I laughed, feeling a genuine lightness I hadn't experienced in years. Bridgette always knew how to make me feel special. It was so different from Ethan's world, where I was always just background noise.
"This place is amazing, Bridge," I said, sipping my champagne. "You've really outdone yourself."
"Just wait until you try the new menu," she said, practically glowing. "But enough about me. Tonight is about you. Celebrating your freedom, your new beginning."
The music was a vibrant mix of indie pop and soulful R&B, loud enough to feel lively but soft enough for conversation. I found myself scanning the crowd, for the first time in a long time, not with anxiety, but with a flicker of genuine curiosity. There was a handsome man across the room, leaning casually against the bar, his dark hair falling over intense eyes. He looked like he' d stepped out of a classic novel – all brooding intelligence and quiet strength. He was nothing like Ethan. No flashy clothes, no performative charm. Just a quiet magnetism.
Wow, I thought, a blush creeping up my neck. Portland definitely has its perks.
Lucas brought me another glass of champagne, his smile warm. "Anything else, Adeline?"
"Just enjoying the view," I said, glancing back at the man at the bar, who suddenly turned and met my gaze. My breath hitched. His eyes were a startling shade of hazel, and they seemed to hold a universe of stories.
Bridgette, ever perceptive, followed my gaze. "Ooh, who's caught your eye, girl?" she teased, nudging me.
"Just… admiring the decor," I mumbled, trying to be casual, but my heart was doing a frantic little dance.
The man, sensing perhaps that he was being watched, picked up his drink and began to walk towards the restrooms, which were down a quiet hallway to the left of our booth.
"I need a refill," Bridgette said suddenly, standing up. "Come with me, I need to tell you about this new cocktail I'm developing."
We walked down the hallway together, Bridgette chattering about obscure liqueurs. I waited for her outside the ladies' room, trying to pretend I wasn't just hoping for another glimpse of the handsome stranger.
He emerged from the men' s room, just as I was pretending to examine a framed print on the wall. He paused, seeing me, a flicker of surprise in his hazel eyes.
"Excuse me," I blurted out, my voice a little too loud, a little too eager. "Are you… real?"
He blinked, a slow, elegant blink, and a faint smile touched his lips. His voice, when he spoke, was a low, melodic rumble, like warm honey. "I believe so. Unless this is a very elaborate dream."
My cheeks flushed. "No, no, I just meant… you' re very handsome. I haven't seen someone like you in... well, a really long time." Especially not after living with Ethan's inflated ego for so long, a small voice in my head added.
He chuckled softly, a deep, pleasant sound. "Thank you. I suppose I should take that as a compliment."
"You absolutely should," I assured him, feeling a sudden surge of confidence. "So, what' s your story? Are you a mysterious artist? A reclusive writer? Don't tell me you' re an actor, because I swear to God, I will scream."
He raised an eyebrow, clearly amused. "None of the above. I' m a professor."
My jaw dropped. "A professor? Like, a college professor? Seriously? With those eyes? And that… voice?" I mentally kicked myself. Adeline, pull it together!
"Indeed," he said, a hint of humor in his tone. "Literature, specifically."
"Literature?" I repeated, my mind reeling. "Wow. What kind of literature?"
"Nineteenth-century British novels," he replied. "Among other things."
"Nineteenth-century British novels," I mused, trying to sound sophisticated. "Fascinating. Can I buy you a drink, Professor…?"
"Dawson. Dawson Roach." He extended a hand, his touch warm and firm.
"Adeline Nixon," I replied, my fingers tingling from his touch. "And yes, I insist. Come, Bridgette has a booth, and she makes the best cocktails in Portland." Before he could object, I took his hand and practically dragged him towards our booth, a spark of genuine excitement igniting in my chest. What a night.
Adeline Nixon POV:
A professor! I wanted to slap myself. Nineteenth-century British novels! And I' d asked him if he was an artist or a writer, then practically begged him not to be an actor. I must have sounded like a complete idiot, a star-struck fool.
No, Adeline, I reminded myself, you were trying to avoid exactly what you just escaped. You were cautious. But still, 'Are you real?' Really? My face burned with embarrassment. I could practically hear Bridgette' s cackles already.
I glanced over my shoulder, half-expecting Dawson to have made his escape, maybe even called the police. But he was still there, a soft smile playing on his lips, following me towards the booth. He wasn' t running. He was intrigued. A small wave of relief washed over me.
Bridgette emerged from the restroom, saw me with Dawson, and her eyes widened in surprise, then narrowed in playful amusement. She took in his elegant, understated attire, his intelligent gaze, and then me, practically vibrating with nervous energy.
"Well, well, well," she purred, a mischievous glint in her eye. "Look what the cat dragged in. Or rather, who Adeline dragged in."
I shot her a glare. "Bridgette, this is Dawson Roach. He's a literature professor. Dawson, this is Bridgette, my best friend, and the owner of this amazing place."
Dawson offered Bridgette a polite smile. "It's a pleasure, Bridgette. And yes, it is a very impressive establishment."
Bridgette practically preened. "He's got good taste, Addy. I approve." She winked at me, then leaned in conspiratorially. "So, a professor, huh? I thought you were done with the 'unavailable, too-busy-for-you' type."
My cheeks flushed again. "Bridgette!"
Dawson, sensing my discomfort, chuckled softly. "It's quite alright. I assure you, my schedule is far less demanding than a certain celebrity's, and my primary focus is the intellectual development of my students, not chasing paparazzi." His words were delivered with a dry wit that made me laugh. He was subtly acknowledging Ethan without being crude.
Bridgette, always quick on the uptake, caught his meaning and grinned. "See, Addy? A man who knows how to prioritize. Now, what can I get you, Professor? On the house, of course. Any friend of Adeline's who isn't a narcissistic, gaslighting actor is a friend of mine."
I groaned. "Bridgette, please!"
Dawson laughed outright, a genuine, hearty sound that filled the space. "A single malt, if you have one," he requested, his eyes twinkling. "And thank you, Bridgette. Adeline truly is a wonderful friend."
The rest of the evening passed in a blur of laughter and easy conversation. Dawson was intelligent, witty, and surprisingly down-to-earth. He listened intently when I spoke about my plans for the bakery, asking insightful questions that made me feel seen and valued. It was a stark contrast to Ethan, who would often interrupt me to talk about himself, or simply nod vaguely while scrolling on his phone.
I found myself drawn to Dawson' s calm demeanor, his steady gaze. He didn' t try to dominate the conversation, but when he spoke, his words were thoughtful and engaging. He even made a few self-deprecating jokes about the stereotypes of literature professors, which I found incredibly charming.
By the end of the night, when Bridgette was calling last orders, Dawson insisted on walking me home, despite my protests. We lingered on my doorstep, the Portland night air cool and crisp.
"Thank you for a wonderful evening, Adeline," he said, his voice soft. "It was truly unexpected, and thoroughly enjoyable."
"Thank you, Dawson," I replied, a genuine smile on my face. "I haven't had this much fun in… well, a long, long time."
He smiled, that slow, captivating smile that reached his hazel eyes. "Perhaps we could do it again sometime?"
"I' d like that very much," I said, my heart fluttering.
As he turned to leave, he paused, then looked back at me. "And Adeline, about that 'are you real?' question…" he said, a playful glint in his eye. "I promise, I am. And I'm looking forward to proving it to you." He gave a slight nod, then walked away, leaving me standing on my porch, a giddy smile on my face.