Emerson POV:
I hadn' t slept. The first streaks of dawn crept through Bernice' s living room curtains, painting the edges of the furniture in a pale, unforgiving light. Every muscle in my body ached, but it wasn' t just fatigue. It was the residue of a night spent wrestling with a betrayal so profound it felt like I' d been flayed alive. But with the morning light came a clarity, a steel resolve I hadn' t known I possessed.
There was no going back. Not from this. Some things, once broken, could never be whole again. And Colt, my perfect Colt, had shattered me beyond repair. My love was not meant to be a consolation prize, a second-best option for a man who couldn't stomach disappointing his family.
I was Emerson Wiley. I had survived a war zone, faced down death, and come out fighting. I wouldn't be destroyed by a liar and his secret family.
"I need to talk to Uncle Ardell," I said, my voice hoarse from crying but steady.
Bernice, who had been dozing fitfully on the sofa opposite me, stirred. Her eyes blinked open, instantly alert. "Ardell? Now?"
I nodded, pushing myself up. My body protested, but my will was stronger. "Yes. I need to go home, pack some things. Get out of here."
She frowned. "You want to leave Fort Bragg? Em, where would you go?"
"Just… away," I said vaguely. "A short trip. To clear my head. Tell Colt I' m visiting my father for a few days. That I needed a change of scenery."
Bernice' s gaze was sharp. "He' ll know something' s up. You never just 'visit' your father in Seattle without planning it for months."
"He' s not exactly going to question me right now, is he?" I retorted, a bitter laugh escaping my lips. "If he did, he' d expose himself."
She sighed, knowing I was right. "Okay. I' ll call him. He' ll understand."
My throat tightened. I knew Ardell, my father, General Richardson, would not understand. Not yet. He adored Colt, saw him as the son he never had. Breaking this news to him would be another brutal blow, but this time, it would be to my father' s heart. I couldn't jeopardize his standing, not when I needed his connections, his influence. Not yet.
Bernice reluctantly agreed to call my father, fabricating a story about a sudden urge for a girls' trip to Seattle. Ardell, ever the dutiful father, expressed concern but ultimately consented.
I gathered some essentials, pulling a small suitcase from the back of the closet. My hands moved mechanically, my mind a whirlwind of pain and burgeoning determination. I glanced in the mirror. My eyes were swollen, my face pale and drawn. I splashed cold water on my face, trying to erase the evidence of my silent war.
Later that morning, Bernice' s son, Leo, a bright-eyed five-year-old, scampered into the kitchen. "Auntie Em, are you feeling better?" he asked, his voice full of innocent concern. He handed me a crayon drawing of a lopsided flower.
A pang shot through me. This boy, so full of life, so loved. A child I could never have. The raw wound of my infertility, a consequence of saving Colt, flared with fresh agony. My own children, the ones I dreamed of, would never exist.
I knelt, pulling Leo into a hug. "Much better, sweetie. Thank you." I forced a smile. His small arms around my neck were a balm, a glimpse of the innocence I was fighting to protect.
As I stepped out of Bernice' s apartment, the morning air felt heavy, damp with residual rain. I just needed to leave.
And then I saw him.
Colt. Standing by my car, leaning against the fender, his uniform still crisp despite the early hour. He looked tired, lines etched around his eyes, but his stance was resolute, determined. My heart lurched, a sickening mix of dread and a flicker of the old affection. What was he doing here?
He pushed off the car, his eyes fixed on me. His expression was a storm of worry and impatience. He rushed towards me, his long strides closing the distance quickly.
"Emerson! What' s wrong? Bernice called. She said you were sick." He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into a tight embrace. His scent, usually my comfort, now felt cloying, suffocating.
I stiffened, my body revolting against his touch. Every fiber of my being screamed in protest. The warmth of his body, the familiar pressure of his arms, once a safe harbor, now felt like a cage. It was repulsive.
He pulled back, his brow furrowed. "You' re freezing. And pale. What happened?"
My mind raced. I couldn' t tell him. Not yet. My plan was still unformed, fragile. "Just a bad night. The flu, I think. Bernice insisted I needed a change of pace. I called Dad; he said I could stay with him for a few days." I tried to sound casual, but my voice wavered.
Colt looked relieved, a flicker of something I couldn' t quite decipher in his eyes. "Okay, good. I was worried. I cut my training short. I heard your voice last night, it sounded off. Couldn't focus." He touched my cheek, his thumb brushing away a stray tear I hadn' t realized was falling.
I flinched almost imperceptibly. "You came back for me?" The words were hollow, mocking.
"Of course, I came back for you," he said, his voice husky. "You' re my wife, Emerson. You' re everything to me." He paused, looking genuinely conflicted. "I just… had to make a quick stop before coming here. Something urgent came up."
Urgent. My heart constricted. Was she here too?
"I' m fine, Colt. Really," I said, pulling away from his touch. I needed space.
He regarded me for a long moment, then nodded slowly. "Alright. But promise me you' ll rest. And call me every day."
"I will," I lied again, the words tasting like poison.
He leaned in, kissing my forehead. "I love you, Em. More than anything."
As he turned to leave, a wave of nausea hit me. I closed my eyes, trying to compose myself. He was about to get into his car when I saw her. Chelsey. Standing a few yards away, near the car Colt had just gotten out of. She was watching us, her expression unreadable.
Colt saw her too. He hesitated, then gave her a curt nod. "I' ll be right there, Chelsey."
Chelsey. The name echoed in my ears, confirming my worst fears. My blood ran cold. He had been with her all this time. He just left her to come see me.
I forced myself to breathe, to stay still. Don't react. Not now. I needed to know more. I needed to be calm.
He turned back to me, his smile forced. "Duty calls. Take care, Em." He gave my hand a quick squeeze, then walked towards Chelsey.
She smiled at him, a knowing, triumphant smile. She didn' t even bother to hide it. As he opened the car door for her, I heard her voice, low and seductive. "Everything okay with… your wife?"
My blood boiled. I wanted to scream, to lash out, but I held it in. This wasn't the time, not in public. Not when I was barely holding myself together.
Colt mumbled something I couldn't quite hear, and they both got into the car. As they drove past me, Chelsey glanced my way. Her eyes, filled with cold amusement, met mine. She gave me a small, mocking wave.
Then her window rolled down. "Hello, Emerson. Chelsey Collier. I just wanted to introduce myself properly. I' m Jemal' s mother. And Colt' s… well, you know." She smiled, a predatory gleam in her eyes. "He' s been so busy with you, he barely has time for his real family. But don' t worry, now that you' re leaving, we' ll take good care of him."
My jaw dropped. The audacity. The sheer, brazen cruelty. I felt a cold surge of adrenaline, sharpening my senses. My head stopped throbbing. The fog lifted.
"What did you say?" I demanded, my voice shaking with a fury I barely recognized.
She laughed, a short, sharp sound. "Oh, darling. It' s exactly what it sounds like. We' re not going anywhere. This is our home now." The car sped away, leaving me standing in the deserted street, the rain starting to fall again.
My world, already shattered, splintered into a million irreparable pieces. This was not a misunderstanding. This was a direct declaration of war.
Emerson POV:
I watched the car disappear around the corner, my mind reeling. Chelsey Collier. Jemal' s mother. Colt' s… "well, you know." The words replayed like a broken record, each beat a fresh stab to my chest.
Bernice rushed over, her face a mask of concern. "Emerson! What was that? Who was that woman?"
I couldn' t speak. The shock had rendered me mute. My entire body felt numb, yet every nerve ending was screaming. I stumbled back into Bernice' s apartment, clutching my chest.
"I need a minute," I gasped, pushing past her. I darted into the bathroom, slamming the door shut. I leaned against the cold tiles, my breath coming in ragged gasps. I dug my fingernails into my palms, trying to ground myself, to control the storm raging inside.
I pressed my forehead against the cool porcelain of the sink, trying to block out the image of Colt with that woman and child. That child. Jemal. He had been so pale, so small.
He looked sick.
A flicker of concern, quickly extinguished by the fire of betrayal. My empathy was a luxury I couldn' t afford right now.
I heard Bernice' s muffled voice from the hallway. "Emerson, are you okay? What happened? Who was that woman?"
I couldn' t answer. Not yet. I splashed cold water on my face, again and again, trying to wash away the memory, the shame, the searing pain.
A knock came at the door. Not Bernice. A hesitant, almost timid knock.
"Emerson? It' s Colt' s mother." Her voice was tight, strained. "I heard… I heard what happened. Are you alright, dear?"
My blood ran cold. Colt' s mother? Here? Had she known all along? How many people were in on this elaborate charade? My rage intensified.
"I' m fine," I called out, my voice falsely calm. "Just feeling a little unwell."
"Oh, darling. I understand. Such a stressful situation. I' m so sorry you had to find out this way." Her words were laced with a saccharine sympathy that made me want to vomit.
Find out this way? So she did know. They all knew. And they let me live a lie for six years. The collective betrayal was a crushing weight.
"I need some privacy, Mrs. Patrick," I said, my voice sharp, leaving no room for argument.
There was a moment of silence, then a sigh. "Of course, dear. We' ll be downstairs. Colt is… very worried about you."
Worried. The word was a mockery. He wasn' t worried about me. He was worried about his perfectly constructed lie unraveling.
I heard their footsteps retreat. I listened for a moment longer, then emerged. Bernice was there, her eyes wide.
"What was that about?" she whispered.
I just shook my head. "I need to pack. Get out of here." My voice was flat, emotionless.
Bernice led me to the guest room. I started pulling clothes from the dresser, shoving them haphazardly into a duffel bag. My hands felt clumsy, detached from my body. Every item I touched brought back a memory, a shred of the life I thought I had.
Then I saw it. On the bedside table, a small, velvet box. My wedding ring. I had taken it off last night, a desperate attempt to sever the ties, even symbolically.
I picked it up, the cool metal a heavy weight in my palm. It used to symbolize eternal love, an unbreakable bond. Now, it felt like a shackle.
"Bernice," I said, holding out the ring. "Can you… take this? And get me a ride to the airport?"
She gasped, her eyes widening. "Em! What are you doing?"
"I' m leaving," I stated plainly. "And I' m not coming back until this is over. Whatever 'this' is."
Bernice' s face softened. She took the ring from my hand, her fingers brushing mine. "Are you sure about this, Em?"
"I' ve never been more sure of anything in my life," I replied, my voice hard as stone.
I walked over to the window, staring out at the rain-lashed street. The world outside looked as bleak as my heart felt. I had always been so strong, so resilient. But this… this felt like too much.
My phone, miraculously, was still working, though cracked. I opened a message from Colt, sent just moments ago. "Still thinking of you, my love. Hope you're resting. I' ll call you later tonight."
A bitter laugh escaped my lips. He was lying. Still lying. Even now.
The rain beat against the windowpane, a relentless rhythm against the chaotic drum of my heart. I felt a sudden, sharp pain in my chest, a physical ache that mirrored the emotional agony. I was drowning.
A low growl rumbled in my throat. Colt' s mother' s words, Chelsey' s smug face, Colt' s tender voice to his "sweet pea." It was all a tapestry of deceit, woven with threads of my trust and loyalty.
I closed my eyes, picturing our wedding day. The vows, the promises. "Until death do us part." How ironic. Our love, my trust, it was already dead.
A sudden knock on the door startled me. Bernice. "Em, your dad just called. He said Colt' s mother told him you were going to stay with me for a few days before heading to Seattle. He sounded confused. He wants to know what' s going on."
My father. I had to protect him from this mess, if only for a little while longer. "Tell him I' ll call him tonight," I said, trying to keep my voice steady. "Tell him I just needed some time with you, my best friend."
Bernice nodded, her face grim. She knew I was buying time.
I turned back to the window. The rain had subsided into a steady drizzle. My reflection stared back at me, a ghost of my former self. But in my eyes, something new had ignited. Not despair. But a cold, calculating fire.
I wouldn't just leave. I would make him regret every single lie.
Emerson POV:
The next morning, the house was strangely quiet. I had spent the night in Bernice' s guest room, staring at the ceiling, every nerve ending frayed. The quiet was unsettling, like the calm before a storm. I finally dragged myself out of bed, my body stiff and sore.
I walked into the kitchen, the scent of coffee already brewing. Chelsey was at the counter, humming softly, meticulously arranging a plate of pancakes. Her hair was pulled back in a loose bun, and she wore a simple, faded t-shirt and jeans. An image of domestic bliss, carefully curated.
She looked up, her smile bright, almost too bright. "Good morning, Emerson! Slept well?"
My stomach rebelled. The question, laced with false cheer, made me want to gag. She looked almost… innocent. Like a demure housewife. But I knew the predatory glint in her eyes, the calculating mind behind the facade.
And then I saw it. Her left hand. On her ring finger, sparkling under the kitchen lights, was the diamond necklace Colt had given me for our fifth anniversary. He had worn it around my neck, whispering promises of forever. It was a unique, intricate design, custom-made. There was no mistaking it.
A wave of dizziness washed over me. That necklace. I remembered asking Colt for a similar one for my mother, a smaller version. He had refused, saying it was "too personal," "too special." But now, this woman was wearing it like a trophy.
My fist clenched, my nails digging into my palm. The pain was a distant hum compared to the roaring fire in my gut. I felt like a fool. A naive, trusting fool. How many others knew? How many of Colt' s colleagues, his friends, his family, had witnessed his double life and said nothing? The thought was suffocating.
I always prided myself on being smart, perceptive. But I had been so completely, utterly blind. Blinded by love, by trust. If Colt wanted a child so badly, he could have told me. We could have adopted. We could have explored other options. But he chose deceit. He chose to build a secret life, to mock our vows, to desecrate our shared future.
The memory of the night before, of Colt' s tender words to Chelsey' s son, the way he' d cradled the boy, it burned like a brand. I wanted him to hurt. I wanted him to feel every ounce of pain he had inflicted on me.
Just then, Colt walked into the kitchen. He looked refreshed, showered, his uniform still crisp despite the events of last night. He exchanged a quick, intimate glance with Chelsey, a silent language they shared.
He saw me then, and his forced smile faltered. "Emerson? You' re up. How are you feeling?" His voice was laced with a practiced concern that no longer fooled me.
"I' m fine, Colt," I said, my voice dangerously calm. "Just wondering what exactly is going on here." My eyes flickered to Chelsey, then back to him.
He cleared his throat, a nervous gesture. "Emerson, about this… I can explain. Chelsey and Jemal, they' re just… distant relatives. She' s had some trouble, and I was trying to help out. Family obligations, you know." Lies. More lies.
My rage, simmering just beneath the surface, threatened to boil over. "Family obligations? Is that what you call it, Colt? A six-year-old boy who calls you 'Dada' and a woman wearing my anniversary gift?"
His face paled. "Emerson, please. Not here. This isn' t what it looks like." He took a step towards me, his hand outstretched.
I recoiled as if he were diseased. "Isn' t what it looks like? What does it look like, Colt? Because from where I' m standing, it looks like you' ve been living a fucking double life!"
He flinched. "Emerson, keep your voice down. The neighbors. Look, my family… they' ve always been obsessed with lineage, with an heir. And after what happened in Afghanistan… I thought… I thought you couldn' t. I never meant to hurt you. I just wanted to secure the family name. But I love you. Only you. Jemal, he' s… I can send them away. I can make them disappear." His voice was desperate, pleading.
Send them away. The words were a mockery. My stomach churned with disgust. This was the man everyone believed was so devoted to me, so madly in love he' d defied his powerful family. The perfect husband. It was sickening.
Suddenly, a wail erupted from the next room. Jemal. He ran into the kitchen, his face red and tear-streaked. "Daddy! She' s being mean to Mommy!" He pointed a chubby finger at me.
"Jemal, enough!" Colt roared, his voice sharp and commanding. The boy instantly quieted, his lower lip trembling. Colt knelt, pulling the boy into a tight hug, his expression softening instantly. "Go back to your room, son. We' ll talk about this later."
Jemal, still sniffling, shuffled out of the kitchen, casting a venomous glance my way.
Chelsey stepped forward, her eyes wide with feigned hurt. "I' m so sorry, Emerson. He' s just a child. He doesn' t understand." She even dabbed at her eyes with a tissue. Then, she looked at Colt, her eyes filled with a desperate plea. "Colt, please. He needs you. We need you."
Colt looked from Chelsey to me, a conflicted expression on his face. He gently put his arm around Chelsey, pulling her closer. "It' s okay, Chels. I' m here." He even wiped a tear from her cheek. The gesture, so tender, so intimate, was a knife twisting in my gut.
My chest tightened, a searing pain radiating through me. I felt like I couldn' t breathe. My perfect husband, comforting his mistress, after his illegitimate son had just called me mean.
I tore my gaze away from their sickening display. I couldn't bear to look at him, at them, a single moment longer. "I' m done," I whispered, my voice barely audible.
I turned and fled, rushing towards our bedroom, slamming the door shut with all my might. I fumbled with the lock, securing it against the world, against him.
Colt' s frantic pounding on the door followed almost immediately. "Emerson! Open the door! Let me explain! I' ll send them away, I swear! Just talk to me!" His voice was muffled, desperate.
I slid down the door, my legs giving out beneath me. The cold hardwood floor was welcome against my burning skin. Send them away? He would just send them away, as if they were a package, an inconvenience. The sheer audacity.
A small slip of paper appeared under the door. Colt' s beautiful, elegant handwriting. It read: "Emerson, please. Don' t do this. I love you."
I crumpled it in my fist, my heart a hollow, aching void. Love. He spoke of love, while his hands were on another woman, his heart divided.
I looked towards the window, the faint light of the Patricks' guest house visible through the trees. A light was on in the master bedroom. My blood ran cold, a horrifying thought taking root in my mind.
I crept closer, pressing my ear against the wall. A muffled laugh, then a woman' s voice, low and husky. Chelsey. And then Colt' s voice, distinct. "You know I' d never choose her over you, Chels. She was just… a means to an end."
My world imploded. The air left my lungs. My knees buckled. I stumbled backward, clutching my mouth to stifle a scream. A means to an end. Seven years. My career. My body. All of it. A means to an end.
I rushed to the bathroom, throwing up violently into the toilet. My body convulsed, heaving out everything, trying to expel the poison of his words, of his betrayal.
I stared at my reflection in the mirror, my face a distorted mask of anguish and disgust. My eyes were bloodshot, my hair disheveled. I looked like a stranger. But in that moment, a flicker of my old self, the resilient, unbreakable Emerson, ignited.
The tears stopped. The nausea subsided. A cold, hard resolve replaced the agony. I wasn' t a means to an end. I was Emerson Wiley. And Colt Patrick was about to learn that.
The sun was just beginning to rise, painting the sky in hues of orange and purple. A new day. A new beginning. I would not cower. I would not beg. I would walk away, head held high. And I would make him pay. This was over.