This is... The first snow of this year.

Snow Cecy held out her hand in a daze. The snowflakes fluttered into her palm, but soon turned into a drop of water.

A man's intimate and joyful voice suddenly appeared in her mind: "the first snow is floating in the sky, and holding the first snow in his arms is really the greatest joy in life!"

That was the Vicdor Blakefour years ago.

They have been in love since high school. From the campus to the wedding, their feelings have been as sweet as ever.

At that time, the Vicdor Blake was gentle and considerate, and spoiled Snow Cecy to the bone. He didn't even want her to touch the cold water.

Snow Cecy is picky about food. He is a young master of a rich family who studies cooking in their den. Snow Cecy likes excitement. He is a person who is afraid of heights and accompanies her in bungee jumping and parachuting. Snow Cecy is willful, so he will respond to all her unreasonable demands.

Even the warm winter villa was designed and supervised by Vicdor Blake himself as their wedding room.

They moved in that warm winter when the villa was built.

When it was the first snow, Vicdor Blake held her on the sofa on the balcony to watch the snow. He spoiled her and teased her: "the first snow in the warm winter is hidden. It's good for you. It's warm to hear."

Then they kissed, lingered, and spent the last warm winter in the heavy snow.

At that time, their feelings were so good that they could not wait to drown in each other's love. Every day was like a sweet dream.

When did it start to change?

Snow Cecy grasped the drop of water in her hand and tried to keep it.

But the tighter she held, the more hopeless she felt.

It was probably because the original Vicdor Blake was too good to her that she was not willing to end it hastily, and would not let go even if she suffered all the torture.

But she knows better than anyone that people have changed, that is, they have changed.

It was not long after they got married. At that time, The Cecy Group had a project to develop a mountain resort. One day, her father asked Vicdor Blake to go out to talk about things. But that night, it came that both of them were being rescued in the hospital!

Her father's rescue failed and died, while Vicdor Blake also fell into a coma and his life was uncertain.

For Snow Cecy at that time, the sky collapsed overnight.

However, the police immediately announced the results of the investigation, saying that her father's investment in the resort project failed and faced the crisis of bankruptcy. From this, he deliberately murdered the Vicdor Blake in order to seize the property of the Blake family!

But how could this be possible!

Her father held her in the palm of his hand from childhood. Even for her happiness, he could not do such a thing!

However, before Snow Cecy could find out the truth,s he was arrested by the police.

Because there are a large number of illegal drugs in Vicdor Blake's body, there was just one less one in the Department where Snow Cecy worked in the hospital at that time.

The truth of that day was no longer known, and she was sent to prison as an accomplice.

Snow Cecy was in prison and found that she was pregnant.

A year later, due to insufficient evidence, she and her newborn child were finally released, but her world had completely collapsed.

Cecy Group went bankrupt, and she was dismissed from the hospital. What is more terrible is that the Vicdor Blake, who had not seen in a year, became a tyrant without reason, and he only got angry and crazy revenge.

He hated her so much that he threw the tea cup on her forehead.

The blood red color covered the eyes, and Snow Cecy's heart was as painful as ten million steel needles.

Vicdor Blake pinched her throat so hard that she thought she would die on the spot.

He bit his teeth and said, "Snow Cecy, I really wish I could kill you."

Then Snow Cecy realized how much had happened in the year she was in prison.

He said that Grandpa Blake, who raised him, was angry and died because of this.

He said that his leg was almost destroyed when he fell off the cliff, and he recovered for a whole year.

He said, Snow Cecy, you can't compare with a hair of Leyi at all. You vicious woman, I was really blind before.

Yes, in the year when he lost his relatives and his legs were disabled, the nurse named Leyi always accompanied him and encouraged him to shine into his life like the sun.

Finally, Vicdor Blake indifferently pointed to the child in her arms and said that he was superfluous.

This is Snow Cecy's son who she used her life to protect in prison, but he was so hated by his own father when he was just born.

Vicdor Blake wants to divorce her. For the rest of his life, he only wants to treat Leyi as a treasure and protect her for life.

But Snow Cecy disagreed.

She wants to stay in The Blake family and find out the truth. She wants to grow up with Mike. She also wants to... Save Vicdor Blake.

No matter how Vicdor Blake forced her, she would bite to death and not sign.

At last, the Vicdor Blake gave up, and he sneered at her darkly: "well, Snow Cecy, you can stay here to atone."

Then there is endless torture.

Then today she received the news that she had a cancer.

Her life and love are like a joke. The first half of her life is spoiled, the second half is full of despair, and even death is painful.

It's too cold. The weather is really too cold. It's so cold that people are desperate.

Snow Cecy's chest was heavy, and then a desire to vomit rose from her stomach and rushed to her throat.

She has been unable to eat recently. She retched a few times and only spit out some yellow bitter water.

Then the brain began to prick again.

She gritted her teeth and tried to endure it, but it was hard to resist the intense pain until her mouth was full of rust taste.

The straight waist finally bent down in the endless pain and despair.

She really can't hold on.

Snow Cecy hugged her head and curled up in the snow. Her eyes, which she thought had dried up, were slightly hot. A series of hot tears fell into her hair and disappeared.

"Vicdor Blake, I'm in pain..."

She is too tired and painful. Every minute and second of these five years is like drowning in valley of despaire.

Wouldn't it be nice to sleep like this?

In a trance, a pair of men's shoes appeared in her vision.

Snow Cecy's heart suddenly raised a little hope. She struggled and grabbed the man's trouser leg: "Vicdor Blake..."

"She didn't die."

A sneer sounded overhead. The man took a step back, and Snow Cecy's hand fell powerlessly on the ground.

She raised her head laboriously and saw Vicdor looking down at her. Her eyes and eyebrows were cold and contemptuous: "Snow Cecy, when did you learn to pretend to be dead?"

He dropped one word at a time, and Snow Cecy only smiled bitterly.

The grinding pain finally showed signs of abating. She took a breath and slowly propped herself up.

Vicdor said coldly: "who allowed you to get up? Keep kneeling!"

Snow Cecy raised her head and looked at him quietly: "Vicdor Blake, do you really want me to die?"

"Sure" Vicdor Blake did not hesitate at all and looked at her coldly: "you'd better sign and disappear now. Don't hinder me from marrying Leyi."

Snow Cecy's heart has been numb with pain. A pale smile was aroused on her lips, and she spoke softly: "don't worry, soon..."

Soon she will be able to complete them and stop being a thorn in his eyes.

Vicdor frowned at her: "Snow Cecy, what tricks do you want to play?"

Snow Cecy shook her head. She had nothing to say.

Seeing her low eyebrows and drooping eyes, she was too lazy to say another word. Vicdor Blake was baffled.

"Then you should kneel down here!"

After coldly dropping a word, he turned away without hesitation.

In the gloom, Snow Cecy heard the cold voice of Vicdor Blake: "what's wrong with her?"

"Mr. Blake, madam has a fever. She is too weak. I'm afraid she needs to go to the hospital for a careful examination..."

Vicdor Blake impatiently interrupted: "if only she can't die, just look at her. When she wakes up, let her go and confess to Leyi."

"Yes."

..

The cold liquid wetted her hair. Snow Cecy felt that her body was scorched by the fire, which made her feel uncomfortable. But her heart was like a big hole, and the cold wind was blowing through. She bited her lips to resist the pain from her heart.

"Mom, don't cry."

The soft little hand wiped away the tears from her eyes. The childish voice was still crying, but sobbed and comforted her: "Mom, wake up soon, and take the medicine so you will not hurt."

It's her Mike, her little carp.

Snow Cecy struggled to open her eyes and reluctantly smiled: "little carp, mom is OK."

"Mom!" Mike threw himself on Snow Cecy, put his small arm around her neck and began to cry.

Snow Cecy listened to his cry and twisted in her heart: "little carp..."

"Madam, sir, let you wake up and immediately go and admit your mistake with Miss LeYi." The servant standing by interrupted her coldly.

Mike raised his head and cried hoarsely: "Mom, I don't have aunt Leyi Sherry!"

Snow Cecy quickly took him in her arms and coaxed him: "good boy, the little carp doesn't cry. Mom believes you don't have pushed aunt Sherry. Mom will help you explain to Dad."

When she was pregnant with Mike, the environment was too bad, so Mike was weak and sick from birth. He would have a fever when he cried, and would easily had pneumonia.

Snow Cecy has always carefully protected him and never let him cry.

Mike wiped her tears with her small hands, buried her head in her arms and sobbed stiffly: "Mom, Dad won't believe me. Dad hates me. and I'm superfluous once I was born."

When such a young child said such a thing, Snow Cecy's body was shocked, and she was so heartbroken that she could hardly breathe: "who said it

Mike shook his head and said nothing.

Snow Cecy's eyes were cold, and she had a guess in her heart.

Although Vicdor Blake hated her very much, the tiger was poisonous and did not eat the children. He did not like little carp any more and would never allow the servant to say such vicious words in front of the children.

Only the woman who is regarded as an angel by Victor Blake can hurt a child like this.

Snow Cecy's heart was sour. She dried Mike's tears and looked at him carefully. "That man is cheating you. your arrival is accompanied by the love and blessings from your parents."

Mike looked at her longingly: "really?"

"Of course." Snow Cecy gently touched his head: "you are also my mother's little carp. Carp symbolizes good luck , so you are not redundant. You are my mother's most important person in the world."

Mike believed Snow Cecy's explanation and finally stopped crying under her gentle coaxing. He began to yawn in Snow Cecy's arms. Before he fell asleep, he leaned over Snow Cecy's ear and whisper, aunt Sherry told me today. She also said that if I filed a complaint with my father, my father would only hate me more."

Snow Cecy was not surprised at all. Her fingers fondly touched his small face, but her nose was sore.

If she dies, what should the little carp do? How can he grow up healthily when he is left to face an indifferent father and a stepmother who is different in appearance and heart?

The servant standing aside reminded again: "madam, sir said..."

"I see."

Snow Cecy coldly interrupts her, then gently puts Mike on the bed and gets up and walks out of the bedroom.

Leyi's room is next door.

Through the empty door, Snow Cecy saw her sitting on the bed looking down at her mobile phone. Her face was pale, but her lips were clearly hooked with a brilliant smile.

How can a woman who has just miscarried smile so happily?

Snow Cecy didn't think much and knocked at the door to go in.

Leyi's face is gentle and sweet, and her long black hair is scattered on her shoulders, which makes her face as big as a palm and her apricot eyes more pitiful.

Seeing her coming in, Leyi's lip curled more deeply: "I told Vicdor that you don't need to apologize, sister. Mike is still a child.."

Snow Cecy walked over and looked cold. "Miss Sherry, there is no one else here. You don't have to act in front of me."

Over the past three years, Snow Cecy has suffered countless losses from Leyi. She has already seen clearly that the woman in front of her is not as gentle and kind as Vicdor Blake thinks.

Leyi didn't hide any more. She raised her hand and shook it, with a sweet and ostentatious smile on her face: "it's a blessing in disguise. Vicdor has just proposed to me."

She wore a beautiful and delicate diamond ring on her index finger.

Snow Cecy's breath suddenly stagnated, as if there was a little pain in her bone marrow, which made her face turn white.

She took a breath, moved her eyes from the eye-catching diamond ring to Leyi's face, and looked at her without expression: "you framed Mike with your own children and hurt two children to get this diamond ring. Is it worth it?"

"Of course it's worth it." Leyi Sherry answered without thinking. Looking at Snow Cecy, she suddenly raised a meaningful smile on her face: "I've been waiting for this moment for five years. Whatever I pay is worth it."

"Five years?"

Snow Cecy was shocked. Five years ago, before she and Li Vicdor got married, Leyi Sherry was already planning to marry Li Vicdor? But Vicdor Blake clearly said that Leyi Sherry was the nurse who took care of him in the hospital after he was injured!

Leyi Sherry fiddled with the diamond ring on her hand. Perhaps it was Vicdor Blake's proposal that made her relax her vigilance. Her victorious posture lengthened the ending tone and stressed: "yes, five years!"

Her attitude forced Snow Cecy to think more: "the accident four years ago... Was it you?"

Leyi Sherry's sweet face was full of shrewdness and mLeyi. She tilted her head and said softly, "no, I just took a medicine from your department."

Snow Cecy's brain was buzzing. She couldn't believe it and asked: "why? Just to marry Victor Blake? That was a living life. Victor Blake almost died in that accident!"

Leyi Sherry blinked innocently: "I didn't expect that Victor Blake would be so seriously injured. It was just an accident."

Snow Cecy seems to be watching a demon. She has only one idea in her mind. She wants to tell Vicdor Blake the truth.

"Vicodor Blake will not believe you."

Leyi Sherry seemed to know what she thought and said with confidence: "the original evidence was completely destroyed. You searched for three years and found nothing. Now you tell Vicdor. What do you think he would think?"

As she said this, she suddenly seemed to think of something happy. She covered her lips and smiled: "anyway, you have a cancer. I'm not afraid to tell you. Do you really think I have lost a child this time?"

Snow Cecy's body was shocked.

"Although it makes no difference to me whether you are divorced or not, who knows when you will die?" Leyi Sherry raised her head and smiled contemptuously: "one month, two months? Or three or five years? I'm too lazy to wait. If you want your son to have a good life after death, I advise you to sign the divorce agreement quickly!"

"Pa!"

With a crisp sound, Snow Cecy severely slapped Leyi Sherry. With her red eyes, she pinched Leyi Sherry's neck and wished to break her into pieces: "I'm going to die anyway. I'd better kill you now. We just go to hell together!"

"Snow Cecy!" Leyi Sherry didn't expect that Snow Cecy suddenly started. She grabbed Snow Cecy's wrist and struggled violently.

Snow Cecy really wanted Leyi Sherry to die, but she was so weak that she was about to be freed by Leyi Sherry. The next second, Leyi Sherry suddenly stopped struggling, and big tears fell down.

"What are you doing!"

A fury suddenly sounded behind. Then Snow Cecy was caught by the wrist and fell to the floor.

"Vicdor!"

Leyi Sherry wept and fell into the arms of Vicdor Blake in panic and weakness.

Vicdor Blake held Leyi Sherry with heartache in his eyes. When he looked at Snow Cecy again, his eyes were full of coldness: "Snow Cecy, you are vicious. I feel sick when I see you!"

Nausea?

This word made Snow Cecy's stomach suddenly turn over, and the pain surged in an instant. Her whole body was in a cold sweat, and she could not say a word. She could only curl up on the ground and clench her teeth to resist.

In the pain, she heard Leyi Sherry's voice pretending to be worried: "Vicdor, sister Snow, she doesn't look very well... Did you hurt her?"

Vicdor Blake glanced at Snow Cecy, who had shrunk into a ball. She was only wearing a sweater, but she was too thin to support her clothes. The collar was spread out, revealing the collarbone covered with almost a layer of skin.

When did Snow Cecy become so thin?

Vicdor Blake's heart moved, but he immediately turned his eyes in disgust: "don't care about her, Leyi. Don't waste your kindness on such a vicious woman."

Kind?

If it wasn't for the pain, Snow Cecy could laugh at this moment. If Leyi Sherry was kind, there would be no evil word in the world.

Snow Cecy slowly got up. She sat on the ground and looked up at the two people snuggling up to each other, with the last glimmer of hope in her heart: "Vicdor Blake, it wasn't me and my father who killed you four years ago, it was..." the woman you held in your arms.

"You still want to argue?"

Vicdor Blake coldly interrupted her: "Snow Cecy, at the beginning, there were all the personal and material evidences. Your father handed me the tea with the medicine of your department. How do you still want to deny it? Snow Cecy, I loved you so much at the beginning. As long as you open your mouth, I can hand Blaky group to you!"

His eyes were filled with unforgettable hatred: "but what I regret most now is that I know you, and I almost lost my life. Even my grandfather died because of this! How could there be such a vicious woman as you in the world, who hurt me, hurt my grandfather, and now hurt Leyi!"

"You just want to hurt all the people I love, don't you? I won't let you succeed again."

Snow Cecy's heart was like being pierced by a knife. She shook her head and tried to hold back tears: "I really don't have it. How can you believe me? If I die, you..."

"Death will not erase what you have done." Vicdor Blake's eyebrows were cold. He pointed to the door and his eyes were disgusted: "Snow Cecy, you go now. I don't want to see you again."

Snow Cecy stared at Vicdor Blake, and finally understood what it means to die like ashes.

She has seen the way that Vicdor Blake loves her, so she knows very well how unreservedly this man pays, trusts and dotes on someone when she falls in love with him.

But now he only hates Snow Cecy, the woman he once loved deeply, and the person he cares about has become Leyi Sherry.

So Leyi Sherry is right. He won't believe it.

Vicdor Blake no longer looked at her. He bowed his head and comforted Leyi Sherry softly. His eyebrows and eyes were gentle and his tone was spoiled. This appearance made Snow Cecy feel familiar and strange.

Snow Cecy looked at it for a moment, and pulled her lips to reveal a very ugly smile. She staggered up and walked out.

The light in the bedroom has been turned off. Perhaps the noise of opening the door has made Mike call her vaguely: "Mom?"

Snow Cecy closed the door and tried to restore a steady voice in the dark: "it's mom, baby, go on sleeping."

She staggered through the bedroom to the bathroom. After locking the door, she could no longer bear to vomit on the sink.

Her head seemed to be pierced by a steel nail. The pain made her sweat all over, and the uncontrollable vomiting made her almost unbearable.

The pain finally faded. Snow Cecy numbly opened the faucet and rinsed.

The woman in the mirror was almost skinny, with dry hair, pale face, haggard and vicissitudes.

If her old friend had seen her five years ago, no one would have believed that the woman in the mirror was the daughter of the Cecy family who was proud and reckless and amazed the imperial capital.

Only the stubbornness in the eyebrows and eyes still vaguely left the original shadow.

Snow Cecy teased herself and wiped away the tears from her eyes.

The mobile phone in her pocket buzzed and vibrated. She slowly took out the mobile phone, looked at the caller ID and connected it.

Snow Cecy's voice was still slightly trembling. It sounded hoarse and weak: "Thomas Reagan?"

Thomas Reagan was a good friend she grew up with. The Reagan and the Cery are family friends. They have been playing together since kindergarten. Then they graduated from junior high school, high school and university and entered the same hospital. Their feelings have long been similar to those of their relatives.

Thomas's personality has always been gentle. At this time, his voice on the phone was deep and serious: "Snow, I'm at your door. Do you have time to meet me?"

As soon as Snow Cecy heard his tone, she understood that he knew everything. A bitter smile appeared on her lips. Today, she deliberately avoided the hospital where Thomas Reagan was located. Unexpectedly, she could not hide it from him.

She sighed: "I'm free, and I'm looking for you."