BELLA 

I couldn't fucking sleep after last night incident and then morning came and everything became more awkward. 

I stayed in my room for God knows whenever, which was so unlikely on me, before finally summoning the courage to leave, not to face him, but at least to act a little bit normal to make it look less worst 

Normally, I was meant to ashamed, disgraced and disappointed, cause I was his fucking aunt, but why do I feel it was worth it? Why do I fucking feel if I were given a chance to experience the same shit, I would willingly accept it

Was that how fucked up I was? 

When I finally left my room, I realized that jack wasn't at home either,and then I told myself that maybe he had gone for his classes and was not avoiding me for it. 

Maybe... just maybe 

My kids had also gone back to their boarding house, so it was just me yet again left alone in this huge fucking house 

Adrien had called this morning to apologize for not making it to me, but somehow i wasn't hurting like I should have about the issue anymore. 

I know he realized that too, and probably didn't even know his mistress had called me to shame

me for my fallen marriage, but i didn't fucking care either way. Somehow all that kept on rotating on my head was just one man.. Jack

I told myself that this was normal, completely normal to keep thinking about him after what had happened and no strings attached, cause I couldn't just fall for my nephew just like that right? 

"Ugh..."

I collapsed on the sofa and placed my hand on my head cause it was just too much for me to handle 

"I owe him an apology..and I do need to beg him not to tell this to anyone either, and then we can go back to how everything was suppose to be, yes.."

I mumbled to myself trying to calm myself from falling apart and then I had a plan to go about it 

I had ordered the cook to make his favorite meal, at least what I felt would be his favorite meal, cause when I called my sister to ask without caring how it might raise a little bit suspicion, still she ended up becoming uselsss to me, cause she didn't fucking know either 

Either way,I also had the place decorated a little bit, not too much, not too simple either, to set the mood right and then I made sure all the workers left earlier than usual cause I didn't fucking wanted no one to eavesdrop on our conversation. 

Everything I did was just to be extra safe, to prevent anymore disaster and then I waited for hours, before a drunk jack entered into the house, making my plan completely useless.

"He was probably going to forget everything I tell him by tomorrow morning"

I sighed out and decided to go help him up to his room, so that he wouldn't crash, but before I could get close enough, he shifted away from me, and looked at the table, before looking back at me

"Am starving actually"

I watched as a little smile curved up at the corner of his lips before walking up to the table, and honestly I didn't know what to make out of it, nor how it made me feel. 

At the end of the day, we ate in silence with neither a word from the both of us, and I decided to take him up to his room, but before I could leave, he held my hand and stopped me, instantly making my body shiver 

"Don't you have something you want to tell me?"

He asked me and stared into my eyes and it made me instantly forget how to speak for a minute, before letting go of my hand from his

"I thought you were drunk"

"No I wasn't "

He answered sharply and yet again, I was speechless and couldn't bring myself to press forward about what exactly he meant by that so I decided to go straight to the point 

"Am sorry about last night, I really am, am your aunt and..."

"So you want me to keep it a secret.."

He butts in again, and looked at me longingly, waiting for an answer. I looked away for a bit, trying to compose myself before looking back at him. 

"It has to be" 

I tell him honestly and waited for his response, but he didn't give me one, instead all I saw was the way his eyebrows curved as if he was frustrated about it, before immediately looking away from me 

JACK 

I was never drunk. After last night incident, I became so fucked up, I just had to leave so fast early in the morning in other to process everything well and calm myself down cause I had fucked up really badly, but in the end, I never really did any thinking cause I knew that deep down I had somehow fallen for her.. 

Be it lust or not, all I knew was that I wanted her and more of that.. but there was no way I was going to fucking tell her, so in the end, the best thing was to make sure everything go back to how it was before

I fucking told myself that when I returned, I was going to tell her that we both cool, and we should forget about it, but in the end, I never really did had the courage to do that, so I fake being drunk

at least to escape facing her this night

Maybe by tomorrow it would all die down, I doubted it would, but just maybe...

But when I walked into the house and saw all she had arranged, everything inside me fucking shifted and I thought again that maybe just maybe she had wanted me just as badly as I wanted her, so I decided to quit the act after she brought me to my room, but after hearing her say this right to my face, I realized I was the fucking fool 

Why did I ever think our story might become something so sweet? Why on fucking earth could I ever become this dumb?

I mean she wasn't wrong, I should forget everything, isn't that what I wanted too? So why was I so pissed off

I wanted to stay calm, I mean I wanted to give out nothing but a calm look. Fuck, after hearing her speak, all I wanted to do was to just crash out immediately she leaves, but my face sold me off, I really didn't know the reaction I had gave out, but it was enough to make her notice and then she asked 

"Hey are you fine" 

And I finally broke... 

I couldn't take it anymore, maybe it was the concern yet innocent look she gave out, or was just pure lust, hell no... I was so messed up to realize the exact spell she had on me, and how to stop myself so I did it, I fucking grabbed her waist, she lost balance and sat on my leg and then I kissed her hard

Yes... I did it again, the very one mistake I didn't know how to stop, but it was short lived, cause she pushed me as fast as she could and tried to get up from my legs, but i didn't wanted her soft buttocks to stop causing erections to me just yet, so i didn't let her 

I held her waist tightly and watched as her expression changed again

Was this abuse? I just couldn't decide what was right or wrong anymore 

BELLA 

One minute I asked him if he was fine, the second minute, I was on his legs as he kissed me hard...and...and my body?

It reacted to it against my own will, but still this was so wrong, far too wrong to be considered any thing right, so against my will, I tried to escape this temptation, this desire but he didn't let me go, he didn't wanted me to leave just yet, and then I feel his hands again, he held unto my waist and pulled me closer to him, making me feel just how horny he was

I felt it too, his dick long hard against my buttock

"Ja..jack"

I stammered as I looked into his eyes, I shouldn't have, cause it felt I was falling into more disaster that I won't be able to escape, and that was the very one thing he was so fucking good at, making me mad with the simplest way possible

"I can't..."

He was trying to say something, but then his voice faded off..and it made me realized he was suffering just as much as I was.. the longing was there but who on earth would ever deem a relationship between me and my nephew right? 

"I can't stop wanting you.."

He finally said and I felt his hands moving up to my back...to my bra, he was trying to unbuckle my bra through the night gown and holy fucking I would be lying to myself if that didn't make me more wet than I ever was 

"Please... don't "

I result into pleading when I knew I was falling for the trap more, but this was not the type of pleading he wanted coming from me. His eyes... his eyes told me how badly he wanted to push me down to his bed, tear my fucking cloth off, and fuck me hard like an animal... and I wanted nothing less than that too..

We were both fucked up to be in our right senses, but life had never felt this sweeter 

"It would be our secret...our little secret" 

He finally unbuckles the bra successfully and whispered to my left ear before kissing and that was when I finally snapped 

I stood up from his legs, pushed him into the bed before climbing him and bringing my lips to his

He reciprocated with the same energy, held unto my ass and squeezed it hard making me more 

Enough was truly enough, we didn't care anymore. I unbuckled his trousers as I kept on kissing him and brought out what I needed, and started stroking it. 

His dick...long...big...thick and more than enough to satisfy a middle age woman like me 

He let out a moan and chuckled out, then he stopped spanking my ass and moved to my breasts 

I stopped to make sure my breasts positioned well on his face and when his lips finally touched one of the nipples, that was when I finally entered into cloud nine after years of sex deprivation.

BELLA

How does it feels for your nephew to be inside you, carrying the duty of a husband to a wife, so wrong, yet feels so fucking right

That was how I felt when my 20 year old nephew Jack decided to have mutual desires like me, and fuck me hard.

He was in a doggie position, while I was face down on the bed, holding unto the duvet like my life depended on it, and crying hard. But this time, it was not the kind of cry I always go through during the lonely night, this wasn't the fucking kind of cry, I had begged God to make me overcome.

I guess my sins were too much so he didn't listened, so I wasn't also wrong in comitting yet again another sin.

"Please don't stop"

I cried out to Jack in between moan, long hard moans as he kept on riding me. He was good at it, so good that I felt the ectascy might be too much for me to handle. I don't blame myself tho, this was all I ever asked for 

He switched positions and entered through me through my vagina, I held harder unto the sheets and closed my eyes as he started to move inside me. I could hear it, the slippery sounds of my wetness mixed with his dick, I could hear the way he groaned as he kept on moving, and then he does it again, he places his lips on my breast, and begin to suck me again, and makes me reach orgasm

I touched him to let me go, cause the excitement was far too much, but that dirty boy didn't listen, instead he lifted my hands above my head as he kept on sucking and riding me at the same time. The control he had was insane, and it made me doubt if I had ever experienced something like this in my entire life, even with Adrien. 

Maybe not..

My mind was too blank to care

"Ja...Jack, am...am going to squirt...am going to squirt.."

I moaned to him, and for a second it kept like he wasn't going to let me go, before he eventually pulled his dick out of me, and it rained pussy juices

"You are so sweet"

He crashed his lips on mine, and sucked on my tongue, before chuckling out as he looked at the messy bed. I didn't say a word cause I felt a little bit embarrased, or maybe I had just not yet recovered from the kind of experinece I had just had. I didn't know and didn't wanted to dwell on it either, so I stood up and went to the bathroom to clean up, but he decided to follow me too like a lost puppy 

"Second round?"

He asked me, and I felt my heart race, but I don't deny him

"Naughty boy"

I whispered and closed the door behind us

But everything was short-lived, cause the day after, my husband came back home unexpectedly

"Do you miss me?"

Adrien said as he tried to give me a kiss, but all I coud remember was all the pain he had made me go through, so somehow seeing him no longer excites me like it use to, somehow seeing his fucking face only gives me headache

"Yeah"

I replied nonchalantly and left. I didn't care why he was here all of a sudden, or how his trip went, all I wanted to do was to leave his presence, since mine was something he had proved to me he no longer enjoyed, but he didn't stop. That night he tried to fuck me, I guess he notied my coldness, and tried to win me over, or maybe the guilt he felt was finally griping up to him, either way, I no longer wanted it, and would have found a way to escape it, but then Jack comes into the picture

I don't honestly know how he figured out what was about to happen, or if he had been monitoring us since the moment Adrien stepped into the house, all I knew was that he was standing right in front of the door trying to keep the shit inside him intact.

"Sorry for barging in, but you have a call through the landlines, Uncle Adrien"

He said it with the most kindest of smile, but I knew what was going on in his head, I knew he had never for once liked the fact that Adren had came back suddenly not after we had finally fucked

Adrien looked at him for a moment, before looking back at me, it was a stupid excuse to get him out of the room, anyone could tell, but at the end of the day, Adrien decided to go and answer this so called call, and gave Jack the opportunity he needed. 

Immediately Adrien was out of sight, Jack enters into the room and close the door, and it was only then I could see his true feelings. He was angry, and...jealous, and it made something in my heart move, cause I didn't know what exactly to feel from it, but now wasn't the right time either to question my feelings, so I waved it aside and tried to calm him down, but he doesn't listens to me

"Would you have really let him?"

He asks and moves closer to me. I could see the anger in his eyes as he spoke, and it felt like my words were usesless at that point

"I asked you, would you have really let him aunty"

He remembers the age gap and calls me aunty out of respect, or maybe when he was angry he remembers the relationship we were meant to stay as, but it still didn't stop him from questioning me

"I didn't know you could really be like this"

"What do you mean?"

I replied sharply and looked at his face. The air was tense and I was starting to lose control and the fire I was trying to supress, and if this goes on we might get caught. I heard it in my head, and that was one thing I could do anything to prevent, not now that my love life with him was the only source of joy I held unto.

"Jack, we would talk about this later"

I held unto his hand and try to caution him to stop, cause Adrien might be here any minute, but he still didn't listen to me, he kept on adding fire and fire that kept on making me lose my mind

"If I weren't quick enough, he would have touched you, a shitty man like him"

"Jack, I am married to him"

It wasn't like I wanted to defend Adrien, honestly I had started to hate him too. All I wanted was that Jack had stop, and had obeyed me like good boy and calm down. All I wanted was order, so that everything wouln't fall apart, cause my life depended on this new love tale, but it was this crazy jealousy exploded us

Immediately Jack heard me defend Adrien, he losed his mind, and tried to kiss me, but the timing was too bad, so I slapped him, I didn't wanted to, and yes, I immediately regretted the painful look he had on his face that I ended up becoming a fool and stopped him when he turned around to leave, cause I was scared, scared that he might get the wrong idea that I really chose my scumbag husband over him, and ended our story 

I was scared he might never love me the way I wanted him to anymore 

I was so fucking scared that I fucked ups o badly and risked everything.

"I didn't mean it"

I held his arm, and mouthed out to him, and it felt like time stopped again. He didn't reply, instead he looked at me, stared into my soul for what felt like a hundred years, and then marches up to me, held unto my neck and kissed me hard, and oh lord, it was so fast that my senses didn't know how to react to it that it ended up giving my body the lead..erections...

"Adrien...back.."

The words forces itself out of my lips to remind him, but then he does someting else, instead of stopping

He broke the kiss, gave me a longing look, and then lowered his head down to my legs.

"Jack!"

I exclaimed when he parted my legs and removed my panties effortlessly, then he placed his mouth on my pussy and my eyes rolled back into the socket. I lose the control I never had and started to moan as his tongue begin to lick my clits

"Yes...Yessss..right there" 

I held unto his head and pushed it deeper to my pussy as he kept on munching it like a cookie.

"Good boy, good boy"

I stroked his hair and moaned as I started to run out of breath, but he didn't stop, I didn't wanted him to either, and then he does something that makes me lose all sense of reality. He uses his hands to widen my pussy even more, spits on it, and started to use two of his fingers to circle round it

"It's so pink"

He looks at me from below with this time a sly smile, before sucking it in, and just when am about to let out a loud moan, the door burst open, slamming against the wall

And it dawn to us that we had never locked it... Adrien comes in

JACK

She pushes me immediately the door flung open as fast as she could, under the bed

Call it reflex action, call it anything, but it is was this very one miracle that saved our ass from getting caught

She gave me a look, and I saw it in her eyes, fear written all over, and it made my hear twist, this feeling was something I couldn’t really describe, if I had really fell in love with her and it was no longer lust again

I didn’t know.. oh lord all I felt like doing was not being useless at that point and having to keep shut as I watch my uncle march up to her

His feet stop close enough to were I was, if not because underneath the bed had enough space for me to fit me deeply, I swear i would have get caught

It was obvious that he knew something was up, at most was suspicious of something, but he had no evidence yet to blame his wife for nothing, so he reluctantly decided to let it go, he didn’t even ask if I had gone back to my room. 

No, all he did was resume the act he had stopped before I intervened earlier 

So does that makes me barging in was for nothing?

I could feel my blood boiling, but I dare not say a word, so all I did was bare to listen to the sounds of kisses and moanings as he probably held into his wife and fucked her hard

His wife that I was trying so hard to snatch away from

BELLA

If I weren’t quick enough, it would have been the end of me.. end of my joy… end of everything 

I had heard the approaching footsteps and tried to ignore it with the pleasure of my nephew under me, but when the footstep got closer enough and he barges open, I acted out of reflex and it was this very thing that saved us

But he noticed…

Even though he might never guess this dirty affair would be between me and Jack

Still he noticed…

I would be a fool to say he didn’t, his hazel eyes scaned through the room like a pest for some minutes, before looking back at me after becoming unsuccessful about what exactly was going on

And then he approached me

No words, no asking for permission either, he wasn’t suppose to ask for one if we were in good terms, but now that everything was shitty and he knew that to, he could have at least asked me if I wanted that, than just crashing his lips on mine awfully and the worst part was that I couldn’t push him away cause he was still my husband and he still owns me 

But the feelings and the pleasure… ?

They had long been transferred to someone else

But letting him know that would raise more suspicion than everything was, and that was the last thing I wanted, so I endured, endured the touch of a man I no longer consider a lover and begged the heavens to make it stop, cause Jack was right under the bed 

But he didn’t stop, not until he was satisfied… 

I mean he didn’t stop not until he thought and assumed I would be satisfied and happy that he finally fucked me after so long, but that wasn’t the case at all 

“I love you”

He whispered to me… no, he lied to me as he kissed my cheek and wrapped his hand around my waist. 

This was torture 

Tears flickered on my eyes, but I dare not let my pain be shown to him, so I pretended and waited until he slept off, and I was sure, before letting Jack come out from under the bed 

He doesn’t say anything to me, rather he leaves the room, but I could see the pain in his eyes and I understood well that no one could ever be able to tolerate watching their lover get fucked by someone while they are being helpless 

But was this all my fault? 

Eitherway, in the end, I took the fall 

The next day arrived in a blink of an eye, and Jack started to avoid me, he left for his uni earlier than usual and didn’t greet me or even look at my direction at all, and I felt my heart suffering again, but there was nothing I could do about it, than to be the perfect wife for my husband 

But that was never possible, cause every glance Jack gave me later that night when he returned back from his uni, caused shivers down my spine and made my heart feel in a way that words weren’t even able to describe, and it was painfully unbearable to live that way, cause I felt Adrien gazes watching my every move as if calculating me and waiting for me to slip off, to expose myself willingly

I was suffering, and this time, with no one by my side 

JACK

I avoided her cause I was angry, not at her really, but at the fact that she would never be mine and never say no to her husband no matter what. I was fucked up by the fact that I could not do anything when her husband comes into the picture, I was so fucking fucked up with the fact that I had to listen to Bella moans as he fucked her that night, so I made up my mind and started to avoid her 

To tell my heart that the relationship between me and her would never work out as long as I remind a jealous animal, so I should forget about her, but everytime my eyes mistakenly meets with her, I lose all sense of self and feel like claiming her more and more, but I couldn’t 

I didn’t wanted to be that weak, so I tried to get her off my mind the next day. I drove up to my girlfriend or should I say ex girlfriend cause we hadn’t being in contact for weeks now, house to try to fucking distract myself

When Helen saw me, she was shocked but I wanted no explanation for my act, than to get my aunty off my mind, so that night, I didn’t return home

I stayed at Helen’s place and fucked her, but all I could see as I placed my big rod into her wet little pussy, was Bella’s face, and all the moans I could fucking hear sounded just like Bella’s and that was when I realized just how fucked up I was and just how badly I wanted Bella no matter what, not anyone else 

BELLA 

Jack didn’t come back that night, nor did he give me a call and I almost died of worry, not because I was his aunt, and he was my duty, but because I didn’t know what he might or where he might be, since I was the cause of this distance, even though I really didn’t mean it

That night, I did a vigil by overthinking about everything, about my shitty life and my fate, and it only went worst in the morning time, cause my dear husband decided it was time to leave me again, just when I was considering maybe coming clean to him about my affair with my nephew and seeking his forgiveness 

I told myself at least I might still be able to gain my marriage, and not lose everything like how it was starting to seem like, but instead he decided to fail me and leave again for work like he claimed, but as he dressed up, I scrolled through his contact and found out this so called work was from his mistress after all 

The mistress he had replaced his wife with, so no, I owe him no explanation cause he had started this madness, this unfaithfulness first not me. 

By evening, he left me again to go play lover man for another woman and I felt my life falling apart, not because he was gone, but because I was too alone this time, but I didn’t wanted to suffer anymore, nor did I wanted to sit back and let my own love tale fall apart, so I crossed the line again

I made sure to get myself drunk first so that I can have more courage, before walking up to Jack’s room, and this time it was no accident, I was so determined in winning him over, but fate had other plans for me 

He wasn’t in his room, and it shattered my heart at last, but what could I do now that he had probably made it clear he wanted nothing to do with me anymore

So much for drinking 

I could feel tears blurring my vision as I walked down to the entrance of the house door, to lock it up cause it was already late, but before I could, the one I wanted, walks up and looked at me with this look on his face 

This look that for this few days had been playing with my head  badly. 

“Why are you doing this to me?”

“Why are you making me lose so much control”

My mind scatter but my lips refuse to keep quiet

“Am sorry Jack”

I tell him and watch his lips part. He asks me where I found the courage to say this out loud to him, cause my husband might overhear me, the husband I was so “frightened” of him

It was mockery, but somehow I wasn’t offended 

“He is not home”

I kept my gaze at him as I spoke

“No wonder”

He replies sharply 

“What?”

I questioned him and moved closer, but he moves back immediately and scoffed out

“No wonder you remember I exist again, cause you only need me once he is gone right?”

He was wrong, it wasn’t the fucking case at all

“Jack..”

I tried to speak, to defend myself but he doesn’t want to listen to me anymore. He looked away and tried to pass me, but my burning heart couldn’t that happen, so I held his arm and screamed out 

“I don’t love him, Jack”

I could smell the alcohol from my breath, but it was because of this very one liquor that I had the courage to be able to say what exactly what was on my mind that the normal me would never be able to 

“That night… “

My subconsciousness tries to fight with me, the last dignity I had tried to make me shut up, to make me stop cause this was wrong, this feelings I had for him, but why was something so wrong ended up becoming something so pure to stop 

No… 

I didn’t care anymore, and I knew that if I fucking didn’t say what I had wanted to say this night, maybe my love tale wouod have really ended for good

“That night when he fucked me, all I saw was you Jack, I fucking kept on seeing your face and imagining it as you”

I cried out, my mind scattered and my heart beating hard, I cried out as i turned him around and said it to his fucking face so he fucking knows how much I burn for him, only him and no one else 

And then silence… he didn’t say a word, rather he gave me that longing gaze again that was capable of making time stand still, before pushing my hand away from his shoulders

Hw made me think it was fucking over at last, but then he lifted me up sharply squeezing my buttocks hard under the fabric of my night dress, the coach. 

When he placed me well, he kissed my forehead, before loosening my nightgown effortlessly and then we become animals again and have sex