Aliya quickly dried her hands on a towel. She slipped out of the kitchen and scurried back to the bedroom like a thief.
She stood in front of the old Queen-size bed. It barely had enough room for two people. Panic alarms blared in her head. She had to share this bed with the future tyrant tonight.
The sound of the shower running in the bathroom acted like a ticking timer. She needed a flawless strategy to avoid any physical contact.
She ripped off her outer clothes and changed into a thick, heavily worn tracksuit. It covered her from neck to ankle, providing a pathetic but necessary layer of psychological armor.
Aliya pulled the blanket back and lay down, pressing her body flush against the wall. She occupied exactly one-fifth of the mattress edge.
She squeezed her eyes shut, forcibly slowing her breathing. She deployed the oldest tactic in the book: playing dead.
Ten minutes later, the water stopped. Aliya's heart shot up into her throat. Her fingers dug into the bedsheets.
The bathroom door opened. A wave of warm, humid air rolled out. Cyrus's heavy footsteps approached the bedroom.
The door pushed open. Cyrus stood there with only a towel wrapped around his waist. Drops of water slid down the hard, defined lines of his abdominal muscles.
He stood by the bed. His gaze landed on the back of the woman who was practically trying to merge with the drywall. His jaw ticked.
Usually, if she wasn't complaining about his meager paycheck and late hours, she would be clinging to him, demanding money. Tonight, she was as quiet as a corpse.
Cyrus didn't get into bed. He turned and walked to the laundry basket in the corner of the room. He bent down and started picking up the scattered dirty clothes.
Through a tiny slit in her eyelids, Aliya watched him. When his fingertips brushed against her lace underwear, his brow twitched subtly, as if he had touched something contaminated. He pinched the fabric gingerly and tossed it into the basket. A strong sense of bizarre displacement washed over her.
Cyrus pulled a loose gray t-shirt over his head. He picked up the basket and walked out of the bedroom. The front door clicked shut.
Aliya's eyes snapped open. She let out a massive breath. He had gone down to the laundromat on the ground floor.
She felt a brief wave of relief, but she knew it was only a delay. He would be back.
Forty minutes later, the lock turned. Cyrus walked back into the room, bringing with him the faint, artificial scent of cheap laundry detergent.
Aliya instantly snapped back into her rigid, fake-sleeping posture. She didn't dare mess up a single breath.
Cyrus put the folded clothes into the flimsy wardrobe. He turned off the main overhead light, leaving only a dim, yellow bedside lamp on.
The mattress dipped violently. Cyrus's large frame lay down on the other side of the bed. His overwhelming masculine scent instantly consumed the suffocatingly small space.
A massive, invisible boundary line separated them. Cyrus lay flat on his back, his hands resting on his stomach, staring blankly at the cracks in the ceiling.
In the dark, Cyrus's hearing became razor-sharp. He could clearly distinguish the forced, uneven rhythm of Aliya's breathing.
He knew she was faking it. A cold, mocking smirk pulled at the corner of his mouth.
To test her limits, Cyrus suddenly rolled over, facing Aliya's back.
He extended his long arm, crossing the invisible boundary. His fingertips hovered just inches above Aliya's shoulder.
Aliya felt the approaching heat source. Every hair on her body stood up. Her brain screamed at her muscles not to move.
Cyrus's fingers lightly brushed against the cheap fabric of her tracksuit shoulder. It was a highly restrained touch.
Aliya's body involuntarily went rigid for a split second. She tried to hide it, but Cyrus caught the microscopic muscle spasm instantly.
The mockery in his eyes deepened. He pulled his hand back.
"Stop pretending," his low, gravelly voice sliced through the darkness. "I know you're awake."
Aliya's mind went entirely blank. The fake-sleep strategy had catastrophically failed. She slowly opened her eyes and turned her head, meeting those piercing gray eyes in the dark.
Aliya stared at Cyrus, who was now just inches away. Her throat seized up. She forced a dry, trembling laugh, desperately trying to bluff her way out.
"I... I really was asleep," she stuttered. "You just woke me up."
Cyrus didn't bother arguing with her pathetic lie. He propped himself up on one elbow, looking down at her from above.
His gray eyes looked pitch-black in the dim light. They carried an oppressive, undeniable weight.
In Cyrus's mind, they were a cohabitating couple. Even if they fought during the day, physical intimacy at night was a form of comfort. It was his duty.
He lowered his head. His warm breath, smelling faintly of mint and laundry detergent, brushed against the side of Aliya's neck. He moved in to press a pacifying kiss to her skin.
Aliya's pupils dilated to the point of bursting. Every nerve ending in her body screamed in rejection. This was the man who would lock her in a cage for the rest of her life!
A split second before his lips made contact, her survival instinct violently overrode her fear. Aliya threw both hands up and shoved hard against Cyrus's solid chest.
Cyrus was completely caught off guard. The force pushed him backward. His back hit the mattress with a heavy, muffled thud.
The air in the room instantly froze. The brief warmth in Cyrus's eyes vanished, replaced by a freezing, analytical glare and a surge of suppressed anger.
He stared at her as if looking at a stranger. "What the hell is wrong with you?"
Aliya shrank back against the wall, gasping for air. Her brain spun out of control. She needed a flawless excuse for her physical rejection.
She couldn't say she didn't like him. She couldn't say she was terrified. The original owner's entire persona was built on clinging to him like a parasite.
In a flash of desperate inspiration, Aliya's eyes darted to the crumpled bills on the nightstand.
"We can't have a baby!" she blurted out.
Cyrus froze. The deep crease between his eyebrows showed his absolute confusion at the sudden pivot.
Aliya swallowed hard, the words tumbling out faster now. "We can barely afford rent! You're killing yourself delivering food every day. If we have a baby right now, we can't afford to keep it alive!"
She injected her voice with raw, realistic panic, shifting the entire conflict onto their financial ruin.
Cyrus's eyes flickered. The excuse was brutally grounded in reality. It acted like a physical needle, piercing directly into his current insecurities as a "broke, failing man."
He remembered the bone-deep exhaustion of hauling boxes at the warehouse today. He remembered the pathetic fifty-dollar tip. A subtle, stinging blow hit his pride.
He sat up, running a frustrated hand through his hair. His voice dropped an octave, sounding rough. "We always use protection."
"Nothing is ever one hundred percent safe!" Aliya shot back instantly, her voice trembling with raw, unfiltered panic. "What if there's an accident? What if it breaks? We can't afford to gamble on a 'what if' right now! Even a microscopic mistake would completely destroy our... our lives right now."
She bit down hard on the word "lives," forcing him to look at their poverty.
Cyrus stared at her in silence. A complex storm of emotions raged in his eyes. He knew this woman was vain and greedy, but the sheer panic in her eyes right now didn't look fake.
He assumed she was disgusted by his current incompetence. She was disgusted that he couldn't provide a stable safety net.
An unspeakable sense of defeat and a nameless fury spread through Cyrus's chest. But his iron-clad rationality forced it down.
He let out a cold, sharp laugh. He rolled over, turning his back to Aliya, and pulled the blanket up over his shoulder.
"Relax," his voice was as cold as ice. "Until you feel safe, I won't touch you."
The words acted as an absolute pardon. The heart Aliya had suspended in her throat finally dropped back into her chest.
She quietly exhaled a breath of stale air. She lay back down, but maintained her highly defensive posture, her back glued to the wall.
That night, they lay back-to-back on the same small bed. A massive chasm of missing information and heavy defenses separated them until the sun came up.
The morning sun sliced through the gaps in the cheap blinds, stabbing directly into Aliya's eyes. She jolted awake.
She instinctively reached out to the space beside her. The sheets were completely cold. Cyrus was long gone.
Aliya rubbed her messy hair and walked out of the bedroom. The cramped living room was empty.
On the small dining table sat an upside-down plate. She walked over and lifted it. Underneath was a slightly burnt piece of toast and a fried egg.
Next to the plate was a sticky note. The handwriting was sharp and aggressive.
Taking the early delivery shift. Back tonight. - C.
Staring at the pathetic but deliberate breakfast, a heavy knot formed in Aliya's stomach. She was a fraud, currently enjoying the care of her victim.
She took a bite of the toast, forcing herself to swallow the guilt-laden food. Then, she walked back to the bedroom to change.
She crouched down by the bed, reaching under the frame to grab her slippers. Her fingertips brushed against a cold, cardboard box.
Aliya frowned and pulled the box out. When she read the label, she sucked in a sharp breath of cold air.
It was a large box of Trojan condoms. The plastic wrap was broken. Several packets were missing.
Cyrus's words from last night echoed in her skull: We always use protection.
Her face flushed a violent shade of red, while a cold sweat broke out across her back. If she had reacted a second slower last night, or if she hadn't pulled that excuse out of thin air, she would have crossed an irreversible physical line with a future tyrant.
The box was a blaring siren. It completely shattered any delusion she had of just quietly surviving in this apartment.
She shoved the box back into the deepest, darkest corner under the bed as if it were on fire. She dusted off her hands, her eyes hardening with absolute resolve.
Run. She had to save money and run immediately. She had to vanish before Cyrus's memory returned.
Aliya rushed to the living room and booted up the original owner's sluggish laptop.
She connected to the spotty Wi-Fi and opened Indeed and LinkedIn.
She scrolled through the standard clerical jobs. A $15-an-hour wage would never cover the massive cost of a fake passport or an international visa flight.
Her eyes finally locked onto a specific listing: Real Estate Sales Trainee.
The ad was blunt: Minimum base pay, but uncapped commission. Selling just one apartment in Manhattan would yield enough commission to buy a one-way ticket to Europe tomorrow.
In her past life, Aliya wasn't a top saleswoman, but she had sharp social instincts and knew how to read a room. It was the only skill she could monetize instantly.
She opened a Word document and began aggressively editing the original owner's disastrous resume.
She deleted the obvious, exaggerated lies about community college stints and high-end retail management. Instead, she used plain, sincere language to highlight her willingness to hustle, her desperation to learn, and a basic but solid grasp of communication. It wasn't a masterpiece, but it was honest enough to maybe get her a foot in the door.
Three hours later, her fingers cramped as she finally clicked "Send," firing the resume off to five different brokerages in Manhattan and Brooklyn.
Aliya let out a long exhale. She finally felt like she had placed an active piece on this deadly chessboard.
She spent the entire afternoon anxiously refreshing her email and staring at the screen. Two automated rejection emails hit her inbox, making her stomach twist into tighter knots. Just as the sun began to dip below the skyline and she felt the crushing weight of hopelessness settling in, the phone on the table vibrated violently. A local, unsaved number flashed on the screen.
Aliya picked it up, her palms sweating. A crisp, professional female voice came through the speaker, inviting her for an interview in Midtown Manhattan tomorrow afternoon.
A massive wave of adrenaline hit Aliya. She agreed profusely. When she hung up, she actually jumped up and down in the tiny living room.
But the adrenaline quickly crashed, replaced by a new, terrifying problem. How the hell was she going to explain getting a job to Cyrus? If she suddenly became ambitious, wouldn't his paranoia skyrocket?