The memory of my mother' s struggle in my first life was a constant, driving force. It was a film that played on a loop in the back of my mind, a grim reminder of the stakes.

After the divorce, she had been so utterly lost. A single mother with a teenage daughter, no skills, and no safety net. She was vulnerable, a perfect target for the predatory nature of the low-wage economy. She was hired and fired from jobs for reasons that were never clear-a manager who didn' t like her face, a shift change she couldn' t accommodate because of me.

We were evicted from our apartment. I remembered sitting on a curb, our few belongings stuffed into black trash bags, watching my mother on a payphone, her voice getting progressively smaller as she was rejected by one shelter after another.

We ended up living in our car for three weeks until she saved up enough for a deposit on the mold-infested apartment that would become our home. My education became a casualty of our poverty. I missed so much school from being sick, from not having clean clothes, from the simple, crushing exhaustion of being poor.

My mother, consumed by a guilt that was entirely undeserved, blamed herself.

I remembered one night, after I' d been diagnosed, she had called Clifton again. I was supposed to be asleep, but I heard her muffled sobs through the thin wall.

"She' s your daughter, Clifton," she had pleaded. "She needs you. I can' t… I can' t do this alone."

There was a long pause. I heard the faint, tinny sound of another woman' s laughter in the background on his end. Karel.

"I' m sorry, Edna," he had said, his voice distant and annoyed. "Karel isn' t feeling well. I have to go."

The line went dead.

My mother didn' t cry. She just sat in the dark, a profound and terrifying silence emanating from her. After that, she never mentioned him again. It was as if he had ceased to exist.

She threw herself into work with a frightening intensity, taking on more shifts until she was a walking ghost, her face pale and drawn. But it was never enough. The medical bills piled up like snowdrifts, burying us.

Her greatest regret, the one she spoke of in quiet, tortured whispers late at night when she thought I was asleep, was my education.

"You're so smart, Blake," she would murmur, her hand stroking my hair as I lay listless in bed. "You could have been anything. A doctor. A lawyer. I failed you."

That failure became her obsession. In the brief period before my diagnosis, when our main problem was just poverty, she fought tooth and nail to get me into a good school. Our rundown apartment was on the edge of a wealthy school district. She saw it as my only chance.

She went to the school board, she pleaded with the principal, a stern, bureaucratic woman who looked at my mother' s worn coat and tired face with disdain. She was met with red tape and polite dismissals.

But my mother was relentless. She learned that the principal' s elderly mother lived in a nearby nursing home. On her one day off, my mother started volunteering there. She didn't do it to ask for a favor. She did it because she was a kind person, and she saw a lonely old woman who needed company.

She would read to the old woman, brush her hair, and listen to her stories for hours. She brought her cookies. She treated her with a gentle dignity that the overworked nursing home staff couldn' t always provide.

The principal started noticing. She would see my mother there when she made her weekly visits. She saw the genuine affection her mother had for this stranger. One day, the old woman grabbed her daughter' s hand and said, "That one. Edna. She' s a good soul. You help her."

A week later, I had an acceptance letter.

The day I started at Northgate High, my mother looked happier than I had seen her in years. It was a small victory, but it was everything.

I threw myself into my studies with the same desperate intensity my mother threw herself into her work. We were a team, fighting a war on two fronts. She fought for our survival, and I fought for our future.

And then, I got sick. And the war was lost.

Remembering that, remembering the pride on her face that first day of school, solidified my resolve. I would not let her sacrifice be in vain. Not this time.

This time, we would win.

I returned to the penthouse that evening feeling a sliver of warmth in my chest, a fragile hope from the meeting with my mother. The feeling evaporated the moment I stepped through the door.

My father was standing in the living room, his arms crossed, his face a thundercloud.

Karel was perched on a barstool, a glass of wine in her hand, a small, triumphant smirk playing on her lips. She looked like a cat who had just cornered a mouse.

My stomach dropped. I knew, instantly, that they had found out.

My mind raced, trying to figure out how. Had he checked my room? Hired someone to follow me? My carefully constructed facade of the grieving, compliant daughter was about to be ripped away.

I tried to walk past them, to retreat to the relative safety of my room.

"Stop," Clifton' s voice was low and menacing.

I froze, my back to him.

Suddenly, there was a crash. I flinched as something shattered against the wall next to me. A shard of ceramic grazed my cheek, drawing a thin line of blood. I looked down. It was my favorite mug, the one my mother had given me, now in pieces on the polished floor.

My father had thrown it.

"Oh, darling, be careful," Karel said, her voice dripping with false concern. "You might hurt her."

My head snapped up, and my eyes met hers. For a single, unguarded moment, I let her see the pure, unadulterated hatred I felt. I wanted to wipe that smug look off her face with my bare hands.

She recoiled dramatically, her hand flying to her chest. "Clifton, she' s looking at me… she' s scaring me."

That was all it took.

He lunged, grabbing me by the arm and spinning me around. His grip was like iron.

"What did I tell you?" he snarled, his face inches from mine, his breath hot with alcohol. "I told you to be good. I told you to be respectful. And what do you do? You steal from me."

He shoved a stack of bank statements into my chest. My deposits. My weekly transfers to a new account I had opened. He had tracked the money. Of course he had.

"You' ve been funneling my money to her, haven' t you?" he spat the word 'her' like it was poison. "My hard-earned money, to that woman."

The sting on my cheek was nothing compared to the icy calm that washed over me. The shock was gone, replaced by a cold, familiar resignation. This was the man I remembered. The rage, the violence, the utter self-absorption.

I didn' t answer. I just stared at him, my expression blank. My silence seemed to infuriate him more than any argument would have.

"Give it to me," he demanded. "All of it. The money you took back from her today."

So he had had me followed. The realization was chilling.

Slowly, deliberately, I reached into my pocket and pulled out the envelope with the two thousand dollars. I held it out to him.

He snatched it from my hand, his knuckles brushing against mine. He wasn't done.

"And the rest," he said, his voice dangerously quiet. "The bank card. The cash you have hidden."

Without a word, I walked to my room. He followed me, Karel trailing behind him like a vulture. I knelt, pried up the loose floorboard, and pulled out the debit card and the small roll of emergency cash I kept. I handed it all over.

I thought that would be the end of it. It wasn' t.

He grabbed my backpack, upended it, and dumped the contents onto the floor. Books, notebooks, pens scattered across the carpet. He kicked through them with his expensive leather shoe.

Then he searched me. He patted down my clothes, his hands lingering in a way that made my skin crawl. It was a violation, a display of absolute power. I stood rigid, my body trembling with a mixture of fear and fury, and let him do it.

When he found nothing else, he pointed a finger at the wall. "Stand there. Don't move."

He made me stand facing the wall, like a prisoner, for what felt like hours. My legs ached, my cheek throbbed, but I didn't make a sound. I just stared at the blank white wall, my mind a whirlwind.

He had taken the money. All of it. The six thousand dollars I had given my mother was gone, withdrawn from the account. He had taken her lifeline. He had taken her hope.

A bitter, hysterical laugh bubbled up in my throat, and I swallowed it down. It was almost funny. In my first life, he had refused to give us money to save my life. In this one, he had actively taken money that could have saved my mother' s future.

The cruelty of it was so pure, so absolute.

Finally, long after Karel had gone to bed, he came back into the room.

"You can go to bed now," he said, his voice devoid of emotion.

I didn't move.

"Did you hear me?" he snapped.

I slowly turned around. My body was screaming in protest, every muscle stiff and sore. But my mind was strangely clear. I had survived worse. I had watched my mother die. I had died myself. This? This was just pain. And pain, I could handle.

The fear was gone, burned away by the cold fire of my hatred. He had taken my money, but he had given me something far more valuable in return.

He had reminded me exactly who I was fighting.