Three days after the fall, I lay on the examination table at the pack hospital, staring at the ceiling tiles as Dr. Helena Martinez gently pressed her hands against my abdomen. The sterile scent of antiseptic filled my nostrils, mingling with the faint metallic smell of blood that had become familiar since my accident.
"How have you been feeling, Mabel?" Dr. Martinez asked, her dark eyes focused on her work.
"Better, I think," I lied. The physical pain had subsided to a dull ache, but the hollow emptiness in my chest had only grown wider. "Just some spotting and cramping."
She nodded, her expression carefully neutral as she moved her hands in circular motions across my stomach. "You mentioned you hit your abdomen when you fell?"
"Yes. On the concrete stairs." My voice sounded distant to my own ears. "Mrs. Edwards helped me get here after the attack."
Dr. Martinez's hands stilled. She looked up at me, her eyes softening with something that made my heart skip a beat.
"Mabel," she said gently, "I need to ask you some questions about your cycle."
My cycle? I blinked, confused. "What does that have to do with—"
"When was your last period?"
I thought back, counting the weeks. It had been... "I'm not sure. Maybe six weeks ago? Eight?"
Dr. Martinez nodded, her lips pursed. "I need to run some tests."
Twenty minutes later, she returned with a small device that looked like a handheld scanner. As she waved it over my abdomen, a soft blue light illuminated my skin.
"Mabel," she said, her voice carefully controlled, "you're pregnant. About two months along."
The world stopped. I stared at her, unable to process the words.
"That's... that's impossible," I whispered. "I'm wolfless. We've been trying for years..."
"Being wolfless doesn't make conception impossible," Dr. Martinez said gently. "Just more difficult and less common."
A wild, desperate hope bloomed in my chest. After years of disappointment, after watching Cooper's eyes dim each month when my period came... we were finally having a pup.
"But," Dr. Martinez continued, her tone shifting to concern, "the trauma from your fall has caused some spotting and cramping. There's a risk of miscarriage."
My hand flew to my stomach, protective and instinctive. "What do I need to do?"
"Complete bed rest for at least two weeks. No stress, no exertion." Her eyes met mine, serious and intent. "This pregnancy is high-risk, Mabel. You need to take care of yourself and the pup."
I nodded, tears welling in my eyes. A pup. Our pup.
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That evening, I lay in bed, one hand resting protectively over my still-flat stomach. The room was quiet save for the soft hum of the air conditioning and the distant sounds of pack life outside.
I closed my eyes, reaching for the familiar warmth of our mind-link.
*Cooper?* I called softly. *Can you come to our room? I have news.*
His response came after a moment, distracted and distant. *What is it, Mabel? I'm busy with the council meeting.*
*It's important,* I insisted, my excitement building. *Please?*
A pause, then: *Fine. Five minutes.*
When he entered our bedroom ten minutes later, his expression was guarded. He stood at the foot of the bed, arms crossed over his chest.
"What's this about?"
I sat up slowly, my hand still cradling my abdomen. "I went to see Dr. Martinez today."
"And?" His impatience was evident in the tight set of his jaw.
"And..." I took a deep breath, letting the words fill me with hope again. "I'm pregnant, Cooper. Two months along."
For a heartbeat, something flickered in his eyes—surprise, perhaps even joy. But it vanished so quickly I might have imagined it.
"Pregnant," he repeated flatly.
"Yes!" I couldn't contain my smile despite his reaction. "Isn't it wonderful? After all this time—"
"Are you certain it's mine?" he cut in, his voice suddenly cold.
The smile froze on my face. "What?"
"Given your wolfless condition," he continued, his tone clinical and detached, "these things can be... uncertain."
The room seemed to tilt around me. I stared at him, unable to comprehend what I was hearing.
"My wolfless condition?" I whispered.
"Without a wolf to sense these things," he said, looking away from me, "how can you be sure?"
The question hung in the air between us, sharp and cutting. How could he ask such a thing? After ten years together, after everything we'd been through...
I opened my mouth to respond, but no words came. Instead, a single tear slid down my cheek as the last fragments of my heart shattered into dust.
I stared out the window of our bedroom, watching as pack members carried Capri's belongings into the main pack house. My hand rested protectively over my still-flat stomach, the gesture becoming more instinctive with each passing day.
"They're moving her in today," I whispered to myself, though the words felt like glass in my throat.
The door opened behind me, and I didn't need to turn to know it was Mrs. Edwards. Her familiar scent—lavender and fresh linen—filled the room before she did.
"Luna Mabel," she said softly, her weathered hands gently touching my shoulder. "You should be resting."
"I'm fine," I lied, though the cramping had returned last night, leaving me pale and sweating in the darkness while Cooper slept beside me, undisturbed.
Mrs. Edwards didn't believe me—I could see it in her eyes—but she didn't press the issue. Instead, she helped me to the edge of the bed.
"Alpha Cooper has arranged for Miss Capri and her pups to stay in the east wing," she said, her tone carefully neutral. "For proper post-birth care."
I nodded mechanically. The east wing. Just down the hall from our quarters.
"Dr. Martinez says the pups need special attention," Mrs. Edwards continued, her disapproval evident only in the tightness around her mouth. "Multiple births are always risky for wolves."
"And I'm sure Capri needs special attention too," I said, unable to keep the bitterness from my voice.
Mrs. Edwards's eyes flashed with sympathy. "Luna, perhaps you should speak with Alpha Cooper about—"
"About what?" I interrupted, my voice breaking. "About how he abandoned me when I was bleeding on the stairs? About how he questioned whether our pup is even his?"
She had no answer for that.
---
The pack dining hall buzzed with conversation as I took my seat at the high table. Cooper sat at the head, his expression distant as he discussed border patrols with Delta James. I picked at my food, unable to eat much with the morning sickness that had begun plaguing me.
"Luna Mabel," Beta Marcus nodded to me from across the table, his smile not quite reaching his eyes. "How are you feeling today?"
"Better," I lied again, forcing a smile. "Just tired."
"Of course," he said, his gaze flicking briefly to my abdomen before returning to my face. "Pregnancy can be quite... taxing."
I froze, fork halfway to my mouth. How did he know?
Before I could respond, Marcus turned to the other pack members seated nearby, his voice dropping to a conversational tone that was still perfectly audible to my sensitive ears.
"Perhaps it's time to consider whether our pack needs a Luna who can actually contribute to our genetic strength," he said, his words casual but deliberate. "A wolfless Luna with a questionable ability to produce strong heirs..."
The table fell silent. I looked to Cooper, waiting for him to defend me, to remind everyone that I was his mate, his Luna.
He said nothing. His eyes remained fixed on his plate.
"Marcus," Elder Thomas Griffin warned, but there was no real censure in his tone.
I pushed back from the table, unable to bear another moment of their pitying glances.
"Excuse me," I whispered, though no one was listening anymore.
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Later that evening, I sat by the window in our bedroom, watching the moon rise over the territory. The door opened quietly, and Mrs. Edwards entered with a steaming mug.
"Luna," she said softly, offering me the tea. "This will help with the nausea."
I accepted it gratefully, inhaling the soothing scent of ginger and mint. "Thank you, Mrs. Edwards."
She hesitated, then sat beside me on the window seat.
"There's something you should know," she said, her voice barely above a whisper. "Miss Capri has been visiting Alpha Cooper's office. Multiple times each day."
My heart stuttered painfully. "For pack business?"
Mrs. Edwards's eyes met mine, filled with a sadness that made my chest ache. "They're behind closed doors, Luna. For hours at a time."
I looked down at my tea, watching the steam curl upward into the cool evening air.
"She's been sending me photos," I admitted quietly. "Through the pack communication system."
Mrs. Edwards's sharp intake of breath was the only sound between us.
"You deserve better than this," she said finally, her weathered hand covering mine. "Any wolf would be honored to have you as their mate."
I stared out at the moon, wondering if it had witnessed every betrayal, every broken promise.
"Perhaps," I whispered, one hand drifting to my stomach, "it's time I started thinking about what's best for my pup."