The days after Alexander's first night with Victoria blurred together, each one a fresh wound on my already bleeding heart. What began as a single scar on his back multiplied like a disease. Five became ten, then fifteen, then twenty-three—each one supposedly a testament to his unwilling sacrifice, each one a lie I desperately wanted to believe.

I traced the newest marks with trembling fingers one night, feeling the raised flesh beneath my touch. They formed a grotesque tapestry across his once-perfect skin, some still pink and raw, others already fading to silver.

"Does it hurt?" I whispered, searching for any sign that these marks meant something—that his pain matched mine.

Alexander stiffened under my touch. "It's necessary," he replied, his voice hollow. Not once did he say they hurt. Not once did he say they were worth it.

That night, I reached for our mind-link, that sacred connection that had once flowed between us like a river of shared thoughts and emotions. Instead, I hit a wall—solid, impenetrable, deliberately constructed.

"Alexander," I said, my voice breaking the silence of our bedroom. "Why are you blocking me?"

He turned to me then, his midnight blue eyes flashing with something I'd never seen before—irritation, perhaps even resentment.

"You agreed to this," he snarled, his Alpha aura suddenly filling the room, pressing down on me like a physical weight. "Don't make it harder."

My wolf Luna cowered instantly, her submission automatic and humiliating. This was the first time he had ever used his Alpha dominance against me. The realization cut deeper than any knife could.

I said nothing more that night, but as I lay beside him, I felt the distance between us growing—not just in our minds but in our hearts. The mate who had once carved his own flesh to prove his devotion was now carving away pieces of our bond instead.

* * *

Three weeks later, dawn broke over the Moonstone territory, bathing the forest in a pale golden light. The pack had gathered for the monthly training run, wolves of all ranks forming a sea of fur and muscle at the edge of the clearing. Alexander stood at the front, his massive black wolf form commanding and majestic.

I took my place beside him, as was expected of the Luna, though the pack's sideways glances made it clear they questioned my right to stand there. Victoria watched from the sidelines, her hand resting protectively over her still-flat stomach, her eyes never leaving Alexander.

When Alexander howled the signal to begin, the pack surged forward into the forest. I followed, my wolf form smaller than most, pushing myself to keep pace. Luna had been sluggish lately, her spirit dampened by the fracturing bond.

Halfway through the run, something changed. A wave of nausea hit me, and Luna faltered mid-stride. My limbs began to tremble, and I felt my wolf form shuddering, fighting to maintain its shape. Pain shot through me as my bones seemed to liquefy, my transformation reversing against my will.

I collapsed among the shrubs, half-human, half-wolf, my body caught in a grotesque in-between state. The pain was excruciating, like being torn in two directions at once.

Distant howls signaled that someone had noticed my absence. Minutes later, the pack's Healer, an older she-wolf named Meredith, found me writhing on the forest floor.

"Luna Isabella," she gasped, shifting immediately to her human form. Her weathered hands pressed against my abdomen, her eyes closing in concentration.

When she opened them again, they were wide with surprise. "Your wolf is protecting something precious," she said softly. "You carry the Alpha's pup."

The world seemed to stop. A pup. Alexander's pup. My pup. Despite everything, joy bloomed in my chest like the first flower after winter. This would change everything. This would save us.

* * *

Back at the pack house, I sat on our bed, waiting for Alexander to return from his duties. My hand rested on my stomach, though there was no visible sign of the life growing within. Through our weakened bond, I reached out, pushing past the barriers he had erected.

*Alexander,* I called through the mind-link, pouring all my love and hope into that single thought. *I'm pregnant. We're going to have a pup.*

For a moment, the wall between us thinned. I felt his shock, followed by something that might have been joy, quickly replaced by a cold, calculating thought that slipped through before he could hide it:

*This complicates everything.*

Then, nothing. The connection severed completely, leaving me alone with the echo of those four terrible words. Outside our bedroom window, I watched Alexander's figure stride rapidly away from the pack house, his shoulders rigid, his pace urgent.

He was running away from me—from us—and in that moment, Luna howled a warning that my human heart refused to hear: the man I loved was already gone.

For three days, Alexander avoided me like a disease. Three days of silence stretching between us like an abyss. Three days of my hand resting protectively over my stomach, cradling the miracle that should have brought us together, not torn us apart.

I caught glimpses of him—a shadow disappearing around corners, the echo of footsteps retreating whenever I approached. At night, he returned to our bed only after I pretended to sleep, and was gone before dawn broke. Our bond, once vibrant and alive, now hung by a thread so thin I feared my breathing might snap it.

Through it all, Luna whimpered within me, her spirit weakening as she sensed the danger circling our unborn pup. *He wouldn't hurt us,* I assured her, though doubt gnawed at my conviction. *He's just shocked. He'll come around.*

On the fourth night, I could bear it no longer. The full moon hung heavy in the sky, bathing the Moonstone territory in silver light. I tracked Alexander's scent—pine and ash, now tinged with Victoria's jasmine—to the edge of the forest clearing where we had once pledged our love under the Moon Goddess's watchful eye.

He stood alone, his broad shoulders silhouetted against the moonlight, head tilted toward the stars as if seeking guidance. For a moment, I saw the man I fell in love with—vulnerable, thoughtful, mine.

"Alexander," I called softly, stepping into the clearing.

He stiffened but didn't turn. "Go back to the house, Isabella."

"No." I moved closer, my bare feet silent on the cool grass. "You can't keep avoiding me. We need to talk about the pup—our pup."

"There's nothing to discuss." His voice was flat, emotionless.

"Nothing to discuss?" Anger flared within me, hot and sudden. "I'm carrying your child! Our bond—"

"A bond you agreed to compromise when you consented to the council's decree," he cut in, finally turning to face me. His eyes, once warm like summer midnight, now glinted cold as steel.

"I consented to save you!" I cried, my voice breaking. "To save us! I never thought you would—" I couldn't finish, the words sticking in my throat like thorns.

"Would what?" he challenged, stepping toward me. "Would fulfill my duty to my pack? Would ensure my bloodline continues through a worthy vessel?"

The word 'worthy' sliced through me like a blade. "And I'm not worthy?" I whispered.

"A future Alpha cannot have rogue blood as a mother," he said, each word deliberate and cutting.

I reached for him, desperate to find any trace of the man who had once carved his own flesh rather than lose me. "Alexander, please. This is our child. Your pup. My pup. We can find a way—"

"Don't press me, Isabella." He shoved me back, not violently but with enough force to make me stumble. His Alpha aura flared suddenly, powerful and oppressive, filling the clearing with a dominance so crushing that Luna instantly cowered within me, whimpering in submission.

I fell to my knees, the weight of his authority forcing my head down in a posture of surrender that humiliated my wolf to her core. Through our fractured bond, I felt not regret but satisfaction from him—pleasure at demonstrating his power over me.

"Go back to the house," he repeated, his Alpha tone brooking no argument. "We'll discuss this tomorrow."

Tomorrow never came. Instead, as darkness fell the following evening, Alexander entered our bedchamber with measured steps. In his hands, he carried a steaming cup, its bitter aroma filling the room before he even approached the bed where I sat.

"What is that?" I asked, though Luna already knew. She was thrashing wildly within me, desperate to take control, to run, to protect our pup.

"Drink," Alexander commanded, his Alpha tone leaving no room for refusal. He extended the cup, its contents dark and murky.

"No," I whispered, pressing myself against the headboard. "Alexander, please. Don't do this."

"Drink," he repeated, his eyes hard as flint. "A future Alpha cannot have rogue blood as a mother."

When I tried to turn away, his hand shot out, gripping my jaw with bruising force. He pressed the cup to my lips, tilting it until the scalding liquid touched my tongue. Bitter. Acrid. Wolfsbane.

I struggled against his grip, but his Alpha strength overwhelmed me. The poisonous tea spilled down my throat, burning a path to my stomach where our pup grew. Luna howled in despair as the wolfsbane spread through my system, its ancient magic specifically targeting the new life within me.

"Why?" I gasped as he finally released me, the empty cup falling to the floor with a dull thud.

But Alexander didn't answer. He simply watched, his face an emotionless mask, as I collapsed onto the bed, my body convulsing as the poison did its work. Through the haze of pain, I saw not my mate but a stranger wearing his face—a man I had never known and now would never trust again.

As darkness claimed me, one thought crystallized with perfect clarity: the wounds on his back had never been for me. They had been for himself—to ease his guilt, to maintain the fiction that he was still the man I believed him to be.

The truth was far simpler and far more devastating: Alexander Blackwood had never loved me more than he loved power.