The walk-in closet was a cavern of silk and cashmere. Vivian stood in the center of it, surrounded by clothes that didn't feel like hers. They were costumes. The muted pastels Julian liked. The conservative hemlines his grandfather approved of. The heels that were high enough to be elegant but not high enough to challenge Julian's height.
She looked at a row of evening gowns. Thousands of dollars of fabric, and she felt like a mannequin in every single one of them.
Flashbacks hit her. Julian smiling at her at their wedding. It had been a polite smile. A photogenic smile. She had mistaken it for love. She had been twenty-two, naive, and so grateful to the family that had paid for her education. She thought she could make him love her. She thought ten years of knowing him meant something.
She packed a small bag for work. Just the essentials. Her laptop. Her notebook. She didn't pack the ultrasound. That stayed hidden in the lining of her purse, folded into a tiny square.
She went down to the garage. She intended to take the subway, to disappear into the anonymous crowd of New York, but Julian was there. He was waiting by the black Maybach.
He saw her and gestured for her to get in. It wasn't an invitation; it was a command.
We're going to the same building, he stated.
Vivian hesitated. Her instinct was to run. To turn around and sprint back up the stairs. But she couldn't. She was still Mrs. Sterling. The papers weren't signed.
She got in. She sat as far away from him as the leather seat allowed, pressing herself against the door.
The car smelled of his cologne. Cedar and sandalwood. It used to be her favorite scent. Now it felt suffocating, like a hand over her mouth.
The car pulled out into the traffic of Central Park West. The silence was thick, heavy.
I don't want things to be messy, Julian broke the silence. He was looking at his tablet, scrolling through emails. He didn't even look at her.
Vivian looked out the window. The park was blooming. Life was happening outside. Inside, everything was dying.
I've always seen you as a responsibility, Julian said, his voice cool and detached. "A ward of the family. My grandfather left you to me to ensure you were settled."
The words hit her like a physical slap. Her head snapped toward him.
A responsibility?
She thought of the nights he had spent in her bed. The way he had touched her. The way he had whispered her name in the dark. He had made love to her. He had been her husband.
A ward you sleep with? she thought. The bile rose again. It was a rewriting of history. It was gaslighting in its purest form. He was trying to sanitize their marriage to alleviate his own guilt, reducing her to a charity case he had graciously serviced.
My grandfather wanted this union, he explained, his voice calm, reasonable. "He thought you were safe. Stable. Now that he's gone, you're free. You can find someone... more suitable."
Vivian clenched her fists in her lap. Her nails dug into her palms until she felt the sting. She needed the pain to ground her.
She pulled out her phone. She needed a distraction. Anything to stop listening to his voice destroying her life.
She opened Instagram. The algorithm, cruel and efficient, suggested a new account to follow: @SerenaChaseOfficial.
Vivian's finger hovered over the screen. She shouldn't look. She knew she shouldn't. It was emotional self-harm.
She clicked it.
The most recent post was from two hours ago. It was a photo of a hand holding a coffee cup against the backdrop of a rainy London street. But the location tag said "New York."
The hand was masculine. Long fingers. Clean nails. On the wrist was a watch. A Patek Philippe with a custom navy blue dial.
Vivian stopped breathing. She had bought that watch for Julian. She had spent six months tracking it down for his birthday. He had worn it once, said thank you, and put it away.
Now he was wearing it.
The caption read: "Back where I belong. <3"
Vivian looked at the likes. "Arch_J_S" had liked the photo.
It was Julian's private account. The one with no profile picture, the one he thought no one knew about. But Vivian knew. She had seen him use it once to check a competitor's feed.
Nausea rolled over her in a violent wave. It wasn't just the pregnancy. It was disgust. Pure, unadulterated disgust.
The car stopped in front of the Sterling Corp tower.
Vivian opened the door before the driver could get out. She needed air. She needed to be away from him.
I'll take the subway next time, she said. Her voice was hoarse.
Julian frowned. He looked annoyed. He interpreted her haste as a tantrum.
Don't be dramatic, Vivian, he said.
Vivian didn't answer. She stepped out onto the sidewalk and walked into the revolving doors alone. She didn't wait for him. She rushed past the security guards, past the receptionists who stared at her pale face.
She made it to the executive bathroom on the 40th floor just in time. She locked the stall door and dry heaved over the toilet, tears streaming down her face.
She was pregnant with his child. And he was playing house with his ex-girlfriend on Instagram while sitting next to her in a car.
Vivian sat in a cramped storage room that had been hastily converted into an office. Two days ago, she had a real office with a window. Yesterday, Olivia Lane, the Marketing Director, had informed her that due to "departmental restructuring" and "space optimization," her office was needed for the new consultants.
Now she sat between stacks of archived tax returns and a flickering fluorescent light. It was a petty, calculated move. Olivia knew exactly what she was doing.
Her phone buzzed on the desk. It was a notification from Page Six.
She shouldn't look. She knew the pattern now. Pain was addictive.
She swiped the screen.
Headline: SERENA CHASE REUNITES WITH BILLIONAIRE EX JULIAN STERLING.
Vivian zoomed in on the photo. It was grainy, taken from a distance, but the man was unmistakable. He was wearing a charcoal suit. The same charcoal suit Julian had put on this morning. The suit he was wearing when he handed her the divorce papers.
Her desk phone rang. The sharp, digital trill made her jump.
She picked it up. "Vivian Miller," she said. She had stopped using Sterling.
Vivian. It was Julian. His voice was clipped, professional. "I need you to go to the Hamptons house."
Vivian blinked. The Hamptons? It was a two-hour drive, or more with traffic.
Why? she asked.
I left some documents in the safe in the library. The merger files. I need them by tomorrow morning. My assistant is tied up with the press release, and I don't trust a courier with these.
Vivian frowned. She had been at the Hamptons house last week to open it for the summer season. She had checked the safe. It was empty.
She knew he was lying. Or maybe he just wanted her out of the city.
Okay, she said. Her voice was monotone.
Take the company car, he ordered. "And Vivian... drive safely."
He hung up.
Vivian walked down to the garage. She didn't take the company car with a driver. She took one of the pool cars, a nondescript sedan. She didn't want a driver reporting her every move to Julian.
She drove out of the city. The traffic was heavy. She got stuck at a red light on Fifth Avenue, right across from The Pierre Hotel.
She looked out the window. She couldn't help it. It was like picking at a scab.
The gold revolving doors of the hotel spun slowly.
A couple walked out.
It was Julian and Serena.
They were arm in arm. Serena was laughing, her head thrown back, her blonde hair catching the sunlight. She looked radiant. She looked like a movie star.
And Julian... Julian was smiling.
It wasn't the polite smile he gave donors. It wasn't the tight smile he gave Vivian. It was a real smile. It reached his eyes. He looked younger. He looked happy.
He was wearing a blue tie.
Vivian stared at the tie. Her hands gripped the steering wheel so hard her knuckles turned blue.
She had bought him that tie for their third anniversary. It was a specific shade of azure. When she gave it to him, he had frowned. "I don't like blue, Vivian. You know that." He had never worn it.
Now, he was wearing it. For her.
He was wearing Vivian's gift to woo his mistress.
Vivian felt a sharp cramp in her lower abdomen. It was a pinch, a warning.
Panic overrode the jealousy. The baby. Stress is the enemy.
She breathed deeply. In through her nose, out through her mouth. One. Two. Three. She forced her hands to relax on the wheel. She couldn't let him kill this child with his cruelty.
The light turned green. The car behind her honked aggressively.
Vivian didn't look back at the hotel. She stepped on the gas.
The drive to the Hamptons was a blur of highway and trees. She arrived at the estate as the sun was setting. The house was massive, a sprawling mansion of cedar shingles and white trim. It looked beautiful. It felt like a mausoleum.
She unlocked the front door. The silence of the house was heavy. It smelled of lemon polish and stale air.
She walked to the library. She opened the safe behind the painting.
It was empty.
Of course it was empty.
He hadn't needed documents. He just wanted her out of the city. He wanted her away so he could parade Serena around without the risk of running into his wife at the office or the apartment.
Vivian sat on the floor of the library. The Persian rug was rough under her hands.
She was completely alone.
She touched the silk scarf around her neck. It was a tie-dye pattern she had made herself. She unknotted it slowly.
She walked to the trash can in the corner of the room. She dropped the scarf in.
Then she saw it.
On the corner of the heavy oak desk, gleaming in the twilight, was an earring.
It was a long, diamond drop earring. It wasn't hers. Vivian only wore studs.
Julian had brought Serena here. Before the divorce was even discussed. Before he handed her the papers. They had been here. In her house.
Vivian didn't scream. She didn't cry. She felt a cold, hard resolve settle in her chest.
She picked up the earring. She put it in her pocket, right next to the disguised bottle of pills.
Evidence.
Vivian fell asleep on the sofa in the library. She woke up to the sound of tires crunching on gravel.
It was late. Past midnight.
She wiped her face, smoothing her hair. She wouldn't let him see her disheveled.
The front door opened. Julian walked in. He looked tired, but there was a softness to his edges that hadn't been there before. The aftermath of a good evening.
He saw her sitting in the library. He looked surprised.
You're still up, he said.
I couldn't sleep, Vivian said. "The safe was empty, Julian."
He didn't even flinch. He walked into the room, unbuttoning his cuffs. "I must have left them in the city office. My mistake."
He was lying so easily now.
He placed a small, black velvet box on the coffee table in front of her.
For you, he said. "A parting gift."
Vivian's heart did a treacherous flip. For a second, a foolish, stupid second, she thought he had come to apologize. She thought he had realized his mistake.
Open it, he urged.
She reached out and snapped the lid open.
Inside lay a diamond tennis bracelet. It was thick, heavy with stones. It must have cost fifty thousand dollars. It was beautiful. It was cold. It was generic.
It looked like something you bought for a mistress, or a distant relative. It had no personality.
Serena helped me pick it out, he said casually. "She has great taste."
Vivian felt the air leave the room.
He didn't realize. He genuinely didn't realize the cruelty of that statement. He was giving his wife a divorce gift picked out by the woman he was leaving her for.
Vivian snapped the box shut. The sound was like a gunshot in the quiet room.
I don't want it, she said.
Julian sighed. He ran a hand through his hair, frustrated. "Don't be difficult, Vivian. It's a gesture of goodwill."
Goodwill? Vivian repeated.
The trust fund will be set up next week, he switched to business mode. "You'll never have to work again. You can travel. You can do whatever you want."
I want to work, she said.
Not at Sterling Corp, he countered immediately.
Why not? I'm good at my job.
It would be awkward, Julian said. "For Serena. She's going to be the face of the new campaign. Having my ex-wife in the PR department... it sends the wrong message."
Vivian laughed. It was a dry, broken sound.
So I lose my husband, my home, and my job?
You gain your freedom, he said.
Vivian looked at him. She really looked at him. She saw the man she had loved for ten years. And she realized she didn't know him at all. He was a stranger. A selfish, oblivious stranger.
She placed a hand on her stomach.
What if I wanted something else? she asked softly.
Julian checked his watch. "It's late, Vivian. We can discuss the logistics tomorrow."
He turned to leave the room.
He didn't care what she wanted. He never had.
Vivian looked at the bracelet on the table. It glittered under the lamp, mocking her.
She stood up and walked past him. She went to the guest room. She locked the door.
She sat on the bed and pulled out her phone. She opened her email.
There was a message from Olivia Lane.
Subject: Mandatory Meeting.
Meeting at 9 AM tomorrow. Don't be late. We have big changes to discuss.
Vivian deleted the email.
She decided then and there. She would sign the papers. But she would do it on her terms. And she would make sure he never, ever found out about the baby.