Allyson Mccray POV:
Jackson' s smug expression faltered for a fraction of a second. Surprise flickered in his dark eyes before being quickly masked. He had been prepared for a tempest, for screams and tears, for the chaotic drama he seemed to both instigate and despise. He had not been prepared for this.
For my compliance.
"As long as you're happy, darling," I repeated, my voice a soft, melodic purr that held no warmth. I walked toward them, my gaze sweeping over Kaila's feigned innocence. "Anything that brings you joy, brings me joy. After all, your love is all I have." I made sure to emphasize the word 'love,' letting it hang in the air, a poisoned dart aimed at his conscience, if he even had one.
The unease in his eyes vanished, replaced by a familiar, arrogant satisfaction. Of course. My "docility" was simply proof of his absolute power over me. He believed he had finally broken me completely. Good. That was exactly what I wanted him to believe.
"I'm glad you understand, Allyson," he said, pulling Kaila closer. "Show Kaila to the west wing suite. She'll be staying there. Make sure she has everything she needs." It was a command, not a request.
Kaila looked up at me from under her lashes, her voice dripping with artificial sweetness. "Thank you so much, Mrs. Walters. You're so kind."
I simply nodded, my face a perfect mask of a gracious, if vanquished, hostess. "It's my pleasure, Kaila."
The three of us had dinner together that night. It was an excruciating performance. Jackson and Kaila sat side-by-side, feeding each other bites of food, whispering and laughing as if I were nothing more than a piece of expensive furniture. I sat opposite them, mechanically lifting my fork to my mouth, the taste of the gourmet food turning to ash on my tongue. Every flirtatious giggle from Kaila, every possessive touch from Jackson, was a turn of the screw in the coffin of my past life. But I did not cry. My tears had been offered up as a sacrifice on the altar of my parents' murder. There were none left.
"I've worked out a schedule," Jackson announced nonchalantly as the servants cleared the plates. "Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, I'll be with you, Allyson. Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays will be for Kaila. Sundays we can all spend together, as a family."
He looked at me, a challenge in his eyes.
"That sounds perfectly reasonable, Jackson," I replied, my voice even.
The silence that followed my quiet agreement was more profound than any shouting match. The storm he expected had not come. In its place was a calm so absolute it was unnerving, even to him. This wasn't the Allyson he knew how to control. But his ego, vast and unshakable, quickly supplied an explanation: he had finally, utterly tamed me.
That night, the massive villa was silent. In my first life, this would have been a night of shattering glass and hysterical sobs. Tonight, there was only the quiet hum of the air conditioning and the steady beat of my own cold heart. The well of my grief was too deep for tears now. My only focus was the date on the calendar, ticking down to the day of my escape.
A week later, Jackson threw a lavish party to officially introduce Kaila to his world. He did it with the same shameless arrogance he did everything else, announcing to the city's elite that he, Jackson Walters, was a man who would not be constrained by convention. He would have two women. His wife, Allyson, and his new love, Kaila.
The ballroom buzzed with whispers. I could feel the eyes on me-pitying, scornful, mocking. I felt nothing. Their opinions were the buzzing of flies in a world that no longer concerned me. My real life was happening in secret, in encrypted emails with my lawyer, in the transfer of untraceable funds, in the creation of three new identities: Sarah, Robert, and Emily Peterson. Soon, Allyson Mccray Walters and her parents would cease to exist.
The climax of the party came when Jackson, in a grand gesture, gifted Kaila not only a significant portion of his company's shares but also a family heirloom: a breathtaking emerald and diamond necklace that had been in the Walters family for generations. The "Heart of the Ocean," he called it.
I watched as he fastened it around Kaila's slender neck. I remembered when he had placed that same necklace on me, on our wedding day. His voice had been a low, sincere whisper in my ear. "This belongs only to the true queen of my heart, Allyson. Forever."
Forever had lasted five years.
A sharp, familiar pain lanced through my chest, a phantom limb of a love long amputated. I pressed a hand to my heart, breathing through the spasm. It was just a memory. It meant nothing. I forced my gaze away, refusing to give him the satisfaction of seeing my pain.
Kaila, basking in the glow of envy and admiration, turned to me, her eyes glittering with triumph. "Allyson, you haven't given me a welcome gift yet."
"My apologies," I said, my voice flat. "I'll have something for you next time."
Her eyes scanned my body, landing on the simple platinum chain around my neck. It was a delicate, almost invisible thing, with a small, worn locket. "I don't want to wait. That's pretty. I like that."
I instinctively covered the locket with my hand. "No. Not this one."
This was my grandmother's. It was the only piece of jewelry I owned that wasn't from Jackson. It was the only thing that felt truly mine.
Kaila pouted, her lower lip trembling. "Oh, don't be so stingy, Allyson. It's just a little necklace."
Jackson strode over, his brow furrowed in annoyance. "What's going on?"
Kaila immediately turned on the waterworks, her eyes welling up. "Jackson, I just asked Allyson for her necklace as a gift, and she refused. I didn't know she was so attached to it."
"It's just a necklace, Allyson," Jackson said, his tone dismissive and impatient. "Kaila likes it. Give it to her."
"No," I repeated, my voice low but firm.
His eyes narrowed dangerously. In one swift, brutal motion, he reached out, his fingers hooking under the thin chain. He ripped it from my neck. The delicate links dug into my skin, leaving a raw, red line.
He didn't even look at me. He simply turned and pressed the locket into Kaila's waiting palm. "Here you go, sweetheart."
Kaila's face lit up with a vicious, triumphant glee. "Thank you, Jackson! You're the best!" She gave me a final, smug look before skipping away, disappearing up the grand staircase.
I stood frozen, my hand at my throat where the necklace used to be. The raw skin stung, but the wound inside was deeper. He had taken the last piece of my old life, the last tangible connection to who I was before him, and had given it away as a trifle.
The humiliation was a physical thing, a hot wave that washed over me. But beneath it, a cold, hard rage began to smolder. I had to get it back.
I endured the rest of the party with a frozen smile, my mind racing. I would not let her keep it. I would not let her defile my grandmother's memory.
After the last guest had departed, I went upstairs. I found Kaila's room, the door slightly ajar. I pushed it open, prepared to offer her anything-jewelry, cash, anything of Jackson's she wanted-in exchange for what was mine.
But what I saw made my blood run cold and then boil over.
The sight stopped me dead in my tracks, my breath catching in my throat. My blood didn't just run cold, it turned to ice. It was a violation so profound, so personal, it transcended all the other cruelties.
Kaila was sitting on the floor, cross-legged, cooing at the little poodle Jackson had bought her. And around the dog's fluffy neck, glinting under the soft light of the lamp, was my grandmother's locket.
Allyson Mccray POV:
"Take it off," I said, my voice so low and tight with fury it was almost a hiss.
Kaila looked up, feigning surprise, before a slow, malicious smile spread across her face. She held up the poodle, wiggling its little body. "Isn't Fifi adorable? I thought the necklace looked so much better on her. It matches her diamond collar, don't you think?"
The calculated insult, the sheer contempt in her eyes, sent a wave of white-hot rage through me. I took a step forward, my hands clenched into fists at my sides. "I said, take it off. Now."
"Why? It's just a piece of metal," she taunted, stroking the dog's fur. "Jackson gave it to me. It's mine to do with as I please."
I forced myself to take a breath, my plan to escape flashing in my mind like a warning light. Don't lose control. Don't give him a reason. I unclasped the diamond bracelet on my wrist, a seven-carat monstrosity Jackson had given me last Christmas. "Take this," I said, my voice strained. "Take anything else you want. Just give me back my locket."
Kaila glanced at the bracelet with disdain. "I don't want his cast-offs. I want this." She deliberately dangled the dog just out of my reach. "Besides, Fifi seems to love her new toy."
That was it. The last thread of my hard-won control snapped. I lunged forward, grabbing for the dog, for my locket. Kaila shrieked and scrambled back, pulling the dog away. We struggled for a moment, a clumsy, desperate dance of rage and malice.
In the chaos, Kaila's foot slipped on the polished hardwood floor. Her eyes widened in genuine panic as her body tilted backward, her arms flailing. She tumbled over the low railing of the Juliet balcony, a terrified scream escaping her lips.
At that exact moment, I heard footsteps pounding up the stairs. Jackson. He must have heard the commotion.
He burst onto the landing just in time to see Kaila's form disappearing over the edge of the balcony.
With a roar of fury, he moved faster than I had ever seen him. He launched himself forward, his arms outstretched, and caught Kaila just as she was about to plummet to the stone patio two stories below. He pulled her back over the railing, crushing her to his chest.
"Are you okay? Kaila, are you hurt?" he demanded, his voice thick with panic as his hands ran over her body, checking for injuries.
I rushed to the balcony's edge, my heart hammering. "I didn't— She slipped!"
But Kaila was faster. She buried her face in Jackson's chest, her body wracked with theatrical sobs. "Jackson! Oh, Jackson, I was so scared! She… she tried to push me!"
She lifted her tear-streaked face, looking at me with wide, terrified eyes. "I'm sorry, Allyson! I'm sorry I wouldn't give you back the necklace! I didn't know you hated me that much! Please, don't be mad at me. It was an accident that I fell, I promise!" Her words were a masterpiece of manipulation, a confession wrapped in an accusation.
I stared at her, dumbfounded by the sheer audacity of her lies. "I didn't push you! You slipped!"
Jackson's head snapped toward me. The concern on his face was gone, replaced by an arctic coldness that froze my blood. "You gave her the necklace," he said, his voice dangerously low. "It was a gift. Why couldn't you just let it go?"
"It wasn't just a necklace!" I cried, my voice cracking. "It was my grandmother's! You knew that! You knew what it meant to me!"
The accusation hung in the air. For a split second, I saw a flicker of something in his eyes—guilt? memory? It didn't matter. It was gone as quickly as it appeared.
"It is a dead thing," he said, his voice flat and devoid of emotion. "Kaila is alive. She likes it, you should have given it to her. I thought you had learned your lesson about being difficult."
I felt as if he had struck me. He knew. He had known all along it was my grandmother's locket, and he had still ripped it from my neck and given it to his new toy. The gesture hadn't been thoughtless; it had been deliberately cruel.
"I didn't push her," I repeated, my voice a hollow whisper.
"Enough!" he roared, cutting me off. "I saw what I saw. You have violated your promise to be obedient. You have hurt Kaila. This time, a simple apology won't suffice. You need to be taught a real lesson in humility."
He straightened up, his towering frame casting a long, dark shadow over me. "You will go downstairs. You will wait by the front entrance until I say you are forgiven."
My head snapped up. "You want me to stand there? You want to humiliate me in front of everyone?"
His eyes turned black with rage. "Do not test me, Allyson," he snarled, taking a step closer. "Or would you prefer I call your parents and have them take your place?"
The memory of the wood chipper, of their screams, flooded my mind. A shudder of pure terror ran through me. My fight evaporated, leaving behind only a cold, bitter resignation.
"No," I whispered, my voice hoarse. "Don't... don't touch them."
My fingernails dug into my palms, the sharp pain a distant anchor in a sea of despair. I would do it. I would do anything to keep them safe.
I was forced to stand at the grand entrance of the villa, a sentinel of shame. A box of polish and rags was placed on a small table beside me. The few remaining party guests, along with the household staff, were lined up, their faces a mixture of shock, pity, and cruel amusement.
I kept my head bowed, my hair falling like a curtain to hide my face. One by one, they stepped forward, pausing before me. I worked mechanically, my hands moving without conscious thought, polishing a single pair of Jackson's shoes he'd placed on a stool before me. Each buff of the cloth was a new layer of shame. Tears of humiliation burned behind my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. I would not give them the satisfaction.
Then, a pair of glittering stiletto heels stopped in front of me. They didn't move. I slowly looked up, into a face contorted with malicious glee. Gretchen Cross. Her family were rivals of the Walters, and she had always harbored a grudge against me because Jackson had once publicly humiliated her for trying to flirt with him.
"Well, well, well," she purred, her voice dripping with venom. "Look what we have here. The high and mighty Mrs. Walters, brought low. How the mighty have fallen."
An icy premonition slithered down my spine.
"You know," she continued, leaning down, "Jackson once had my father's company blacklisted for a month because I touched his arm at a party. All because of you."
I saw the intention in her eyes a second before it happened. She lifted her foot, the razor-sharp heel of her shoe poised directly over my hand as it rested on the shoe stool.
"Now," she whispered, her smile widening into a grotesque mask of triumph, "it seems you're nothing but a dog he no longer wants."
She brought her heel down with vicious force onto my hand.
A scream of agony was ripped from my throat as a blinding, white-hot pain shot up my arm. The world swam before my eyes.
She laughed, a high, cruel sound, as I cradled my injured hand to my chest.
Through a haze of pain, I instinctively looked up, my gaze desperate, searching. I saw him. Jackson was standing on the second-floor balcony, Kaila nestled in his arms. He was watching.
His brow was furrowed, a slight frown on his lips. For a heart-stopping moment, I thought I saw him lean forward, as if to intervene. A tiny, pathetic flicker of hope ignited in my chest. He wouldn't let this happen. He couldn't.
But then Kaila whispered something in his ear, her hand stroking his cheek. Jackson's movement paused. He looked down at her, and when he looked back at me, his eyes were once again cold, remote, and utterly indifferent.
Through the blood-roaring in my ears, I heard his voice drift down, clear and cutting as glass.
"Let her be. It's time she learned a proper lesson."
The tiny flicker of hope was extinguished, plunged into an abyss of absolute despair. He wasn't just allowing it. He was sanctioning it. He was using another's cruelty as an extension of his own.
The physical pain in my hand was nothing compared to the agony that ripped through my soul. It was the final betrayal, the last nail in the coffin of whatever feelings I had left for him.
The world dissolved into a vortex of pain and darkness. The last thing I saw was Kaila's triumphant smirk over Jackson's shoulder.
Then, everything went black.
Allyson Mccray POV:
I woke to the sterile smell of antiseptic and the soft beep of a heart monitor. My hand was swathed in thick bandages, a dull, throbbing ache radiating up my arm. Jackson was sitting by the bed, his expression unreadable as he carefully applied a cool, soothing ointment to the raw, red line on my neck left by the necklace.
For a moment, the scene was so familiar, so reminiscent of the times he had nursed me through fevers and minor injuries, that my heart clenched with a ghost of old affection. But the ghost died a quick death as the memory of his cold words on the balcony returned.
"How are you feeling?" he asked, his voice flat.
I didn't answer. I just stared at the ceiling.
"Allyson, I'm talking to you," he said, a hint of impatience in his tone. "The doctor said you were lucky. The heel just missed the major tendons. But you have a concussion from when you fainted." He paused, then added, "Along with the injuries from your… skydiving accident."
Skydiving. The day before the party, Kaila had sweetly suggested a "bonding activity." My parachute had malfunctioned. I'd managed to deploy the reserve just in time, but the landing had been rough, leaving me bruised and shaken. At the time, I'd thought it was just bad luck. Now, I knew better. Kaila had been the one to "helpfully" pack my gear that morning.
"She tampered with my parachute," I said, my voice a raw, scratchy whisper.
Jackson's face darkened instantly. "Don't start with that again, Allyson. I told you, Kaila would never do something like that. She was beside herself with worry when you got hurt. She cried for hours."
"That's because she's a good actress," I said, my voice devoid of emotion.
"I won't have you slandering her!" he snapped. "You're just jealous and spiteful because I care for her."
I closed my eyes, a bitter laugh dying in my throat. There was no point. He was deaf and blind, willingly ensnared in her web of lies.
"The helicopter has a black box, Jackson," I said, my voice weary. "Check the cameras in the cabin. You'll see her fiddling with my pack."
His jaw tightened. For a moment, he seemed to consider it, but the impulse was quickly suppressed. "I'm not going to indulge your paranoid fantasies," he said harshly, standing up. "You're using these accusations to punish me for bringing Kaila here. It's petty and beneath you."
He paced the room, his anger palpable. "I've been more than patient. But my patience is wearing thin. You need to accept the situation." He stopped and looked down at me, his eyes cold. "Frankly, I'm tired of taking care of you. I have to get back to the hospital. Kaila needs me."
He turned and walked out of the room without a backward glance.
The door clicked shut, and the silence that filled the room was absolute. A single, cold tear escaped the corner of my eye and traced a path down my temple into my hair. But there was no storm of grief. My heart, already shattered and trampled, felt nothing more than a dull, hollow ache. It was the numbness of a limb that has been frozen for too long.
It was the quiet grief of knowing, with absolute certainty, that you are no longer loved.
Jackson, true to his word, didn't appear for the next few days. I was discharged from the hospital, a silent chauffeur driving me back to the gilded cage. On the day I was to leave, just as I finished packing my small overnight bag, the door to my room opened.
Kaila waltzed in, a triumphant smirk playing on her lips. She was wearing a new designer dress, and my grandmother's locket was nestled in the hollow of her throat.
"You look terrible, Allyson," she said, her voice dripping with fake sympathy. "But I guess that's to be expected. It must be awful, being suspected and abandoned by the man you love."
I didn't rise to the bait. I simply picked up my bag. "Get out of my way."
"Oh, but the fun is just getting started," she purred, stepping closer. She leaned in, her voice a conspiratorial whisper. "The parachute, the fall from the balcony… that was just a taste. I'm going to take everything from you, Allyson. Everything he ever gave you. And then I'm going to take him."
I was tired. So profoundly tired of her games, of Jackson's cruelty, of this entire nightmare. I pushed past her, wanting nothing more than to leave.
She grabbed my arm, her nails digging into my skin. "I'm not finished with you—"
Her words were cut off by a sudden cacophony from the hallway. Shouts, screams, the sound of running feet. A wave of panic seemed to be rolling through the hospital wing.
Suddenly, a man with wild eyes burst into the room, brandishing a long, wicked-looking knife. He was screaming incoherently about doctors killing his wife. A deranged patient from the psych ward, a crazed family member—it didn't matter. He was a whirlwind of violence, lunging at anyone in his path.
His wild eyes fixed on us. He charged, the knife held high, its tip aimed directly at Kaila.
In that split second, I saw Jackson appear at the end of the hallway. He had come back for me after all. The thought had barely formed when I saw his eyes widen in terror as he took in the scene.
He sprinted toward us. Time seemed to warp, stretching and compressing. I saw his face, contorted with a desperate urgency. He was going to save her.
And he did.
In the last possible moment, he reached us. But he didn't tackle the man. His body moved with pure instinct. He grabbed Kaila, yanking her behind him.
The motion was so violent and sudden that I was thrown off balance, stumbling directly into the path of the oncoming attacker. He used Kaila's safety as a shield, and I was the collateral damage.
The cold, sharp steel plunged into my side. A gasp of agony escaped my lips as the blade sank deep. Jackson didn't even look at me. His only concern was the trembling girl in his arms.
My vision blurred. The last thing I saw before the darkness consumed me was Jackson's back as he shielded another woman from harm. The back of the man I had once loved, the man who had just condemned me to death to save his new favorite toy.