I didn't plan my escape. Planning required thought, and thought required a mind not shattered into a thousand jagged pieces.
I moved through my small room in the Omega quarters like a ghost, my hands selecting items without conscious decision. My mother's warrior medallion—the only thing of hers I'd kept. A worn jacket. The emergency supply pouch she'd made me promise to always keep packed. I didn't look at the photos on the wall, the ones of Luca and me smiling at pack gatherings, his arm around my waist in a pantomime of devotion. If I looked, I might stop moving. If I stopped, I might never start again.
The pack house was alive with celebration when I slipped out the back entrance. Luca's Alpha ceremony had concluded, and now the revelry would last until dawn. No one noticed the wolfless Omega—the expired trial mate—disappearing into the night. Why would they?
The forest swallowed me whole.
I ran until my lungs burned and my legs screamed, until the sounds of the celebration faded into memory. When I finally collapsed against an ancient oak at the edge of Black Moon territory, my mother's medallion pressed cold against my chest, a lifeline to a woman who'd believed I could be strong.
She'd taught me many things before she died. How to move silently through the woods. How to read the stars. And one thing she'd made me swear to keep secret—an old emergency communication spell, forbidden magic from before the packs formalized their laws.
"Only use this if you have no other choice," she'd whispered on her deathbed. "And only contact someone you trust with your life."
I had no other choice. And there was only one person left who might answer, despite everything between us.
My fingers trembled as I carved the symbols into the soft earth, whispering words in the old tongue my mother had drilled into my memory. The spell required blood—always blood—and I drew my knife across my palm without hesitation. Seven years left to live. What was a little blood?
The symbols flared silver in the darkness, and I sent my consciousness out across the territory lines, searching for the familiar presence I'd felt only once, years ago, before he'd torn it away.
*Cohen.*
The connection snapped into place like a physical blow. I felt his shock, his immediate alertness, the way his mind reached back instinctively before he could stop himself.
*Riley?* His mental voice carried disbelief and something else—guilt, perhaps, or old grief. *How are you—*
*I need your help.* I cut him off before I lost my nerve. Pride was a luxury I couldn't afford. *Please. I have nowhere else to go.*
Silence stretched between us, heavy with our history. Five years ago, when my wolf had failed to emerge at sixteen, Cohen had rejected our newly discovered mate bond with cold efficiency. "I can't mate with someone wolfless," he'd said, his voice carefully empty. "It would weaken the pack." Then he'd severed the bond before it could fully form, leaving me bleeding from a wound that never showed on my skin.
Now I was begging him for salvation he'd once denied me.
*Where are you?* His response came swift, carrying an urgency that surprised me.
*Black Moon border. Near the old standing stones.*
*Stay there. I'm coming.*
The spell dissolved, leaving me alone in the darkness with nothing but the weight of my choices and the distant howl of Luca's pack celebrating their new Alpha. I pressed my bleeding palm against the medallion, mixing my blood with my mother's memory.
"I'm trying to be strong," I whispered to her ghost. "Like you wanted."
The forest gave no answer, but somewhere in the distance, I heard the sound of powerful paws hitting earth. Cohen was coming. Whether that meant salvation or another betrayal, I would know soon enough.
I had seven years left to live. Tonight, I would start learning how to survive them.
Pain had become my constant companion over the past three nights. Not the dull ache of my artificial wolf essence slowly dying—this was something else entirely. Something alive and fierce, clawing its way through my very soul.
Cohen knelt beside me in the sacred clearing he'd prepared deep within Crimson Fang territory, his face etched with concern as another wave of agony tore through me. The ritual circle glowed with ancient symbols carved into the earth, each one pulsing with silver light that seemed to respond to my heartbeat.
"It's fighting to emerge," he murmured, his hand hovering over my trembling form but not quite touching. He'd learned not to touch me during these episodes—my skin burned like fire, and even his Alpha constitution couldn't withstand it. "Your wolf is stronger than we anticipated."
I could only gasp in response, my body convulsing as something immense and powerful stirred within me. This wasn't like Luca's artificial grafting, that cold insertion of borrowed essence. This felt like coming home to myself, like remembering a language I'd always known but had forgotten how to speak.
The moon reached its zenith above us, and suddenly the pain shifted. Instead of tearing me apart, it began to build something. I felt my bones lengthening, my senses sharpening beyond anything I'd ever experienced. But more than that—I felt whole. Complete. For the first time in my life, I wasn't broken.
"Riley," Cohen breathed, and I heard wonder in his voice. "Look."
I opened eyes I hadn't realized I'd closed, and the world exploded into clarity. Every blade of grass stood out in perfect detail, every scent in the forest separated into distinct layers of information. But it was my reflection in the small pool beside us that stole my breath.
A magnificent silver wolf stared back at me, her coat gleaming like moonlight on water. Her eyes—my eyes—blazed with piercing blue fire that seemed to hold depths of power I was only beginning to understand. She was beautiful. Strong. Everything I'd dreamed of being.
*Hello, Riley.* The voice in my mind was warm, familiar, like greeting an old friend. *I've been waiting so long to meet you properly.*
*You're...* I could barely form the thought. *You're really mine?*
*I've always been yours. The artificial essence was blocking our connection, but I never left you. I couldn't.* My wolf's presence filled me with strength I'd never imagined possible. *My name is Luna.*
Luna. Of course it was. The irony wasn't lost on me—I'd spent seven years believing I'd never be worthy of such a title, only to discover it had been my wolf's name all along.
The transformation rippled through the clearing like a shockwave, sending birds scattering from the trees and causing the very earth to tremble. Cohen stumbled backward, his eyes wide with something between awe and disbelief.
"Alpha blood," he whispered. "Riley, you carry Alpha blood."
I shifted back to human form, the change flowing as naturally as breathing. My skin still tingled with residual power, and I could feel Luna's presence like a warm ember in my chest, no longer hidden or suppressed.
"That's impossible," I said, but even as the words left my lips, I knew they weren't true. The strength flowing through me, the way the forest itself seemed to respond to my presence—this was real.
"Your mother," Cohen said suddenly, pieces clicking together in his mind. "Elena Patterson. She was from the Northern Territories originally, wasn't she? Before she mated into Black Moon?"
I nodded, not trusting my voice. My mother had rarely spoken of her past, only that she'd left everything behind for love.
"The Northern Alphas carry a rare bloodline—one that can skip generations, especially in daughters. It would explain why your wolf was so deeply buried." Cohen's expression shifted to something darker. "And why Luca's artificial essence could suppress it for so long. He didn't just steal seven years from you, Riley. He stole your true nature."
Rage flared within me, and Luna responded, her power surging through my veins. The trees around us swayed without wind, and I felt something else awakening—a healing warmth that seemed to flow from my hands into the earth itself.
"What's happening?" I gasped as golden light emanated from my palms.
Cohen's eyes widened further. "Healing abilities. Another trait of the Northern bloodline." He reached out tentatively, and when his fingers brushed mine, I felt his old injuries—scars from battles, the constant ache of leadership—begin to ease under my touch.
The implications hit me like a physical blow. I wasn't just some wolfless Omega who'd been granted artificial life. I was Alpha-born, with rare healing gifts that could have served my pack for generations. And Luca had buried it all, convinced me I was worthless, made me grateful for scraps when I should have been standing as an equal.
But even as power coursed through me, even as Luna's presence filled the hollow spaces Luca's betrayal had carved in my soul, I felt something else entirely. Pain. Raw, agonizing pain that had nothing to do with my awakening.
Miles away, across the territory lines, I felt the exact moment our false mate bond finally severed completely. The artificial connection Luca had maintained through his grafted essence snapped like a breaking chain, and his answering roar of rage and disbelief echoed through the night.
He knew. He knew I was gone, really gone, and that his control over me had shattered along with his lies.
"He felt it," I whispered, touching my neck where his false mark had once burned. The skin was clear now, unmarked, ready for a true bond if I chose to accept one.
Cohen's jaw tightened, his own Alpha instincts responding to the distant threat. "Let him come. You're under Crimson Fang protection now. And Riley..." He met my eyes, his gaze holding a warmth I'd almost forgotten existed. "You're not the same woman who ran from Black Moon three nights ago. You never have to be afraid of him again."
I looked down at my hands, still glowing faintly with healing light, and felt Luna's satisfied purr in my chest. For the first time in seven years, I wasn't afraid. I was angry. And I was finally, truly alive.