Eliana POV:
Catalina preened under his praise, her cheeks flushed with victory as she shot me a condescending smirk. The game continued, a meaningless blur of noise and forced laughter. A few minutes later, the bottle, as if guided by a malevolent force, landed on Catalina again.
"Dare!" she chirped, her eyes once again locking onto Jax.
I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't sit there and watch another second of this grotesque performance.
"I need some air," I mumbled to my friends, my voice barely a whisper. I stood up on shaky legs and walked away from the circle, heading toward the quiet of the house.
I made it to the guest bathroom and leaned against the cool marble counter, my reflection a pale, hollow-eyed stranger. I splashed cold water on my face, trying to wash away the feeling of his words, of everyone's pitying stares. I told myself to be strong, that this was the end, that his opinion no longer mattered. But it was a lie. It still hurt. It hurt like hell. The old wounds still pulsed, even if new ones weren't forming.
I decided to leave. There was no point in staying, no point in subjecting myself to any more of this torture. I would slip out the side door, call an Uber, and go home.
As I walked down the quiet hallway toward the side exit, I heard voices coming from the adjacent den. Jax's voice. My feet stopped of their own accord.
"Dude, that was harsh," I heard Mason, Jax's best friend, say. "In front of everyone? 'A far better kisser'? You know Ellie heard that."
I pressed myself against the wall, my heart pounding against my ribs.
Jax let out a bitter laugh. "She needed to hear it. She's been pulling this 'we're done' crap for months. It's just another one of her little dramas, her way of trying to get my attention." His voice was filled with a chilling condescension, entirely devoid of empathy. He saw my pain as a performance, a tactic.
"I don't know, man," Mason said, sounding hesitant. "She seemed different tonight. Calm. Too calm."
"It's an act," Jax scoffed, his voice dripping with condescending certainty. "She's threatening to break up to make me beg, like always. She thinks she can control me. Well, she needs to be taught a lesson. She needs to understand that I'm the one in charge here." His need for control, his belief in his own superiority, was laid bare.
A lesson. He was teaching me a lesson. The public humiliation, the cruel words-it was all a calculated punishment.
"So what's the plan?" Mason asked. "You're just going to keep hooking up with Catalina?"
"For a little while," Jax said, his voice dropping conspiratorially. "Let Ellie sweat. Let her see what she's losing. She can't live without me. We both know it. In a week, maybe two, when she's cried her eyes out and realizes I'm not coming back, I'll show up. I' ll say the right things, buy her some flowers. She'll be so relieved, she'll come running back, and she'll never dare to pull this stunt again."
A profound, soul-deep chill spread through my body. It was colder than the pool water had been, colder than his words. It was the cold of absolute disillusionment.
My love, my pain, my heartbreak-to him, it was all just a strategy. A tool for manipulation. A predictable pattern he could exploit for his own ego and deep-seated insecurities about abandonment, which he masked with control.
I didn't hear any more. I didn't need to. I backed away from the door, my movements silent and ghost-like. I slipped out the side gate and into the warm summer night.
The air was thick with the scent of jasmine, but all I could feel was the biting cold that seemed to emanate from my very bones. I walked, my feet moving automatically, with no destination in mind.
I remembered when he first told me he loved me. We were sixteen, sitting on the hood of his beat-up truck, watching the sunset. He' d looked at me with such awe, as if I held the entire universe in my eyes. "I'm never letting you go, Ellie-bear," he' d whispered.
He had been my first everything. My first love, my first heartbreak, my first real glimpse into the kind of pain that feels like it could physically kill you. I had grown so accustomed to his presence, to the gravitational pull of his orbit, that I had forgotten how to exist on my own.
When did it change? When did our love curdle into this toxic, one-sided obsession? When did his love become a demand, and mine a desperate plea?
Catalina. It all started with her.
For her, he broke every rule he' d ever made. He' d always been fiercely private, but he' d let her plaster their pictures all over social media. He hated clinginess, but he let her hang off his arm like a designer handbag. He' d always sworn I was the only girl he' d ever love, but he' d thrown that love away for a new, shiny toy.
And I had let him. I had fought, I had cried, I had threatened to leave, hoping each time that my pain would be the catalyst for him to wake up and see what he was doing. I thought if I just pulled away hard enough, he would finally grab hold and never let go again.
But my efforts were not seen as the desperate struggle of a drowning person. They were seen as childish, annoying, predictable. When you are no longer the one and only, even your pain becomes a mistake.
Lost in my thoughts, I barely registered that I had walked all the way home. As I approached my house, I saw the familiar mail truck pulling away from the curb. A uniformed postal worker was walking up my driveway.
And standing right in front of him, his back to me, was Jax.
He was holding a large, crisp white envelope in his hand. The return address was unmistakable: New York University. It was my official acceptance packet.
My heart leaped into my throat.
Eliana POV:
I stood in the blinding California sun, my eyes locked on the white USPS truck slowly crawling down the pristine driveway of my family's estate.
I took a slow, deep breath. The air tasted like dry heat and jasmine. For three years, every breath I took had been shallow, measured, and carefully calculated so I wouldn't take up too much space in Jax's world. The suffocation had become my normal.
Today, my lungs finally expanded to their full capacity.
The postal truck groaned to a halt by the curb. A mailman in a sweat-stained blue uniform stepped out, holding a thick, rigid envelope. My heart kicked against my ribs.
Before I could take a step forward, the screech of tires tore through the quiet neighborhood.
A sleek black Porsche swerved violently, stopping mere inches from the postal truck's rear bumper. The driver's door swung open. Jax stepped out.
His jaw was clenched tight, and his dark eyebrows were pulled together in that signature look of annoyed impatience. He walked toward me with the heavy, entitled strides of a billionaire heir who expected the world to part for him. He hated having his schedule interrupted. He hated anything he couldn't control.
"Delivery for Eliana," the mailman said, checking the address on the clipboard. He held out the envelope. It had the bold purple torch logo of New York University stamped in the corner.
Jax's hand shot out. He snatched the envelope right out of the mailman's grip before I could even raise my arm.
"Hey," the mailman muttered, stepping back.
Jax didn't look at him. His eyes scanned the return address, and I watched the muscles in his neck instantly go rigid. The annoyance on his face morphed into a dark, suffocating storm.
"New York University?" Jax's voice was a low, dangerous rumble. He took a step toward me, his tall frame casting a shadow over my face. "Why the hell are you applying to schools on the East Coast behind my back?"
I didn't flinch. I didn't scramble to explain myself, and I didn't apologize. The urge to appease him was completely gone, replaced by a hollow, ringing silence.
I simply held out my hand. "Give it back, Jax."
He let out a harsh laugh, holding the envelope high above my head. It was a physical reminder of his power, his height, his absolute certainty that he owned me.
"Is this your new game?" he sneered, his eyes flashing with arrogant disbelief. "You're throwing a tantrum over Catalina, so you apply to some school across the country just to get my attention? It's pathetic, Eliana. Grow up."
A cold smile touched my lips. I dropped my hand. I didn't even want to touch him to fight for it.
Before I could speak, his phone vibrated in his pocket.
The ringtone was custom. A soft, acoustic melody. Catalina's ringtone.
Jax pulled his phone out. The anger in his eyes instantly dissolved, replaced by a frantic, helpless urgency. He swiped the screen. "Catalina? What's wrong?"
I stood there and listened. I could hear her high-pitched, breathless sobbing through the receiver.
"Jax... I can't breathe," Catalina gasped, her voice thick with manufactured panic. "My asthma... I can't find my inhaler. Please, I'm scared."
Jax's chest heaved. Panic flared in his eyes. "Hold on. Just breathe. I'm five minutes away. I'm coming right now."
He hung up. He looked at me, searching my face. He was waiting for the jealousy. He was waiting for my eyes to well up with tears, for my voice to crack as I begged him not to leave me for her again.
I gave him nothing. My face was a mask of absolute indifference. I even took a deliberate step back, putting more physical distance between us.
The coldness in my eyes seemed to hit him like a physical blow. A flicker of confusion crossed his face. He didn't understand this script.
Frustrated, he threw the NYU envelope onto the manicured grass.
"Stop throwing this ridiculous temper tantrum," he snapped, pointing a finger at me. "I don't have time for your childish games right now. I'll deal with you when I get back."
He turned his back on me and marched to the Porsche. He didn't look back once.
The heavy car door slammed shut. The engine roared, a violent, tearing sound that shattered the peace of the wealthy street. The Porsche shot forward like a bullet, leaving behind a cloud of exhaust and the faint scent of burning rubber.
I watched the taillights disappear around the corner. The very last thread of attachment I held for that man snapped cleanly in two. I didn't feel sad. I felt incredibly light.
I walked over to the grass and bent down. I picked up the thick envelope. A smear of dirt stained the white paper. I used my thumb to gently wipe the dust off the NYU crest, tracing the letters like they were a lifeline.
The mailman stood awkwardly by his truck, holding out his electronic scanner. "Uh, I still need a signature, miss."
"Of course," I said smoothly.
I took the stylus. I didn't hesitate. I pressed the pen to the screen and signed my full name with sharp, deliberate strokes.
"Congratulations on getting in," the mailman smiled gently, taking the scanner back. He climbed into his truck and drove away.
I held the envelope against my chest. I turned around and walked toward the heavy oak doors of my house. I stepped inside, letting the door click shut behind me, locking the past outside.
"This is the best coming-of-age gift I've ever received."