Brooklyn Barr POV:
The flight to what was supposed to be our pre-wedding weekend in Miami was a study in arctic silence. I sat by the window, noise-canceling headphones on, staring out at the endless expanse of clouds. It was a tangible barrier, a shield against the man sitting next to me.
Kaden was restless. He shifted in his seat, tapped his fingers on the armrest, and kept glancing at me, his brow furrowed with an anxiety that was almost comical. He was used to my forgiveness, my eventual surrender. My silence was a language he didn' t understand, and it unnerved him.
"Nice weather up here," he tried, his voice a little too loud.
I didn' t move.
He cleared his throat. "The flight attendant said we should land on time. No delays."
I kept my gaze fixed on the horizon, pretending I couldn' t hear him over the music that wasn' t playing.
"Brooklyn," he said, his voice sharp with frustration. He reached over and tugged one of the headphones off my ear. "Are you even listening to me?"
I turned to him slowly, my expression a blank wall. "I heard you."
He flinched, taken aback by the cold, dead tone of my voice. He sank back into his seat, a flush creeping up his neck. "Fine. Be that way."
We didn' t speak again until we were in a cab, heading towards a ridiculously trendy part of South Beach. The whole weekend was his production, a performance I was simply expected to attend.
"So," I said, the word cutting through the strained quiet. "Are all the plans finalized for the wedding?"
It was a test. A final, flickering hope that he might, at the last possible second, confess. That he might show one shred of respect for the life we were supposed to be building.
He avoided my eyes, forcing a cheerful smile. "Everything' s taken care of. You know I trust your judgment on these things, babe. You' re the architect. The master planner."
The lie was so blatant, so insulting, it stole my breath. He was crediting me with plans he had secretly dismantled, a wedding he had stolen from me. The trust I had so freely given him had been used as a weapon, a tool to ensure my compliance while he arranged my public humiliation.
My hands clenched into fists in my lap. A cold, hard resolve settled deep in my bones, solidifying the cracks in my heart. This had to end.
He must have sensed my internal shift, because a flicker of unease crossed his face. He probably thought I' d found out about the venue change. He was likely already rehearsing his excuses, planning how he' d smooth it over with a grand, empty gesture later. He had no idea how far beyond that I' d gone.
Our first stop was a high-end cake tasting boutique. The air was thick with the scent of sugar and buttercream. On a pedestal in the center of the room was a sample cake, a masterpiece of white fondant and delicate, handcrafted sugar flowers. Aspen blossoms. My stomach twisted.
As I was about to raise a sample of champagne-infused cake to my lips, a familiar, cloying voice cut through the air.
"Kaden! Brooklyn! What a crazy coincidence!"
I didn' t need to turn around. The sound of Annmarie' s voice was a permanent fixture in my nightmares now. She sashayed over, feigning surprise with the skill of a seasoned actress.
"I was just in the neighborhood! Kaden, remember that time we came here after that gallery opening? You said their red velvet was to die for."
My hand froze mid-air. Another secret trip. Another piece of their hidden life together, casually dropped like a grenade into the middle of mine.
"Brooklyn, honey, you have to try the passionfruit guava," Annmarie chirped, completely ignoring my rigid posture. "It would be divine for a beach wedding."
I pulled my hand back, setting the fork down. "No, thank you."
"Oh, don' t be shy," she insisted, stepping closer.
I took a deliberate step back. "I' ve already made my choice."
Annmarie' s smile faltered. She put a hand to her chest, her eyes welling with crocodile tears. "Oh. I… I' m sorry. I was just trying to help. I' ll just… I' ll go."
Before she could take a single step, Kaden' s arm shot out, his hand closing around her wrist. "Don' t be ridiculous, Annmarie. You' re not going anywhere."
He turned to me, his eyes hard. "What is your problem, Brooklyn? She was just making a suggestion."
Then, as if delivering the final, killing blow, he added, "Besides, you should get used to having her around. I forgot to tell you. I asked her to be a bridesmaid."
The room tilted. A bridesmaid. At my wedding. The woman who had systematically dismantled my happiness, my future, was going to stand beside me as I pledged my life to the man she had stolen. He hadn't asked me. He had just decided. As always.
"A bridesmaid," I repeated, the words tasting like ash.
"That' s a great idea," I said, my voice eerily calm.
Kaden and Annmarie both stared at me, stunned by my easy agreement.
Annmarie, ever the actress, played her part. "Oh, Kaden, maybe it' s too much. I don' t want to intrude…" She leaned into him, her hand fluttering on his chest.
Kaden' s arm tightened around her possessively. He kissed her forehead, a gesture so intimate and public it made me physically sick.
"Don' t be silly," he murmured to her, then glared at me. "See, Brooklyn? Was that so hard? You' ve been so moody and difficult lately. It' s exhausting."
Annmarie stroked his arm. "Shh, darling. Don' t be upset. She' s just got wedding jitters."
"It' s more than jitters," Kaden snapped, his patience finally breaking. "I' m sick of it. I' m sick of walking on eggshells around your delicate feelings." He gestured wildly, his face contorted in a sneer. "Are you ever going to let that go? I get it, you saved me. You don' t have to keep playing the martyr about it!"
Silence. A thick, suffocating silence fell over the ridiculously cheerful little shop.
The world went white at the edges. My sacrifice. My pain. The permanent alteration of my senses. To him, it was just a card I was playing. A role. The martyr.
I remembered the countless times he' d dismissed my pain. The day he' d prioritized getting Annmarie' s dog from the groomer over taking me to an urgent neuro-ophthalmology appointment when I' d woken up with a terrifying blind spot. I' d had to take a cab, alone and terrified. He' d forgotten our five-year anniversary, the real one, the anniversary of the accident, but had thrown Annmarie a lavish surprise party for her half-birthday.
I was so, so tired. A weariness so profound it settled in my bones, weighing me down. I had been fighting for a love that was already dead, trying to resuscitate a corpse.
It was time to let go.
I turned without a word and walked out of the shop, leaving them standing there, entwined in their toxic little world.
Kaden stood there, dumbfounded, watching me go. Then, he turned to the shop owner, forcing a laugh. "Women, right? Pre-wedding nerves."
He kept his arm around Annmarie, pulling her closer, his lips brushing her hair. I saw it all reflected in the shop window as I walked away.
My phone buzzed in my hand. A long, rambling text from Kaden appeared.
Brooklyn, come back. You' re being ridiculous. I' m sorry if I was harsh, but you have to understand the pressure I' m under. I' m trying to manage two very important women in my life. You need to be the calm, supportive one. You' re going to be my wife, for Christ' s sake. Start acting like it.
I stopped walking. I read the message again, the words a perfect crystallization of his selfish, narcissistic worldview.
I' m trying to manage two very important women.
A slow, cold smile spread across my face.
I will lighten your burden, Kaden, I thought. I' ll remove one of the women from the equation.
I deleted the message and kept walking, a strange sense of lightness filling my chest. For the first time in five years, I was walking away from him. And I knew, with absolute certainty, that I was never going back.
Brooklyn Barr POV:
The morning of the wedding dawned bright and impossibly sunny in Miami. A cruel joke. My phone rang precisely at ten o'clock, just as the planner had scheduled.
"Hey, babe. You ready?" Kaden' s voice was tight with an anxiety he was trying to mask with cheerfulness.
"I' m ready," I said, my own voice a placid lake.
He let out a breath, a faint sound of relief. "Good. Great. I' ll send a car for you at noon. See you at the altar."
"See you then," I lied, looking at my reflection in the mirror.
I was wearing a dress. A wedding dress. But it wasn' t the one Kaden had begrudgingly paid for. It was the one I had found months ago, a secret purchase, a whisper of a hope for a different future. It was simple, elegant, and entirely my own.
At a quarter to twelve, I heard a car horn honk outside. At the exact same moment, my phone rang. It was Kaden.
His voice was a panicked rush. "Brooklyn, oh my god, something' s happened."
I waited.
"It' s Annmarie," he gasped. "She had a severe panic attack. Hyperventilating, the whole thing. I have to take her to the emergency room."
Of course. The damsel in distress, making her final, show-stopping play.
"I can' t leave her, Brooklyn, you understand," he said, the words a command, not a question. "You have to go to the venue without me. I' ll get there as soon as I can. It' s our wedding day, a little delay won' t matter."
A little delay. On our wedding day. Because his mistress had a conveniently timed anxiety spell.
"I understand," I said, my voice still impossibly calm.
He paused. Even through his panic, he sensed something was off. My compliance was too easy, too smooth.
"You' re… you' re not mad?" he asked, bewildered.
"No, Kaden," I said, and it was the truest thing I' d said to him in months. "I' m not mad at all. You go take care of Annmarie."
There was another beat of stunned silence before he stammered, "Okay. Good. I' ll see you soon."
He hung up. I imagined him in his car, relief washing over him. He' d dodged a bullet. The ever-understanding Brooklyn had come through for him once again. He probably thought he was the luckiest man alive, successfully juggling his fiancée and his side piece on his very own wedding day.
He had no idea.
Kaden Blankenship POV:
I sped away from Annmarie' s apartment, my heart still pounding. That was close. Too close. Annmarie, bless her dramatic heart, had put on a real show, but a couple of deep breaths and a promise to buy her a new Cartier bracelet had miraculously cured her "panic attack."
"You' re sure Brooklyn was okay with it?" Annmarie had asked, batting her eyelashes.
"She' s fine. She gets it," I' d said, giving her a quick kiss.
I felt a surge of pride. I was pulling it off. The perfect Miami wedding, a happy bride, and my best friend taken care of. I was the man.
My good mood lasted until I pulled up to the exquisitely decorated beachfront hotel in South Beach. The place looked incredible. But something was wrong. The parking lot was half-empty.
I walked into the grand ballroom. My parents and a handful of my relatives were there, milling about awkwardly. But the rows and rows of chairs set up for the ceremony were starkly, terrifyingly empty.
Brooklyn' s side was a ghost town. Not a single guest. Not her parents, not her sister, not her friends from college. Nothing.
A cold dread, sharp and unfamiliar, slithered up my spine.
Did I forget to tell her the final address? No, I sent it a dozen times. The invitations went out. She handled all of that. She' s the planner.
My hands started to shake. I pulled out my phone, my thumb jabbing at her contact picture. I called. Straight to voicemail.
I called again. Voicemail.
Again. Again. Again.
"Kaden, what' s going on?" my mother asked, her face a mask of concern. "Where is everyone? Where' s Brooklyn?"
"I don' t know," I choked out, my eyes darting around the empty room, looking at the clock on the wall. It was ten minutes past the ceremony start time.
The phone in my hand rang. It was her. Brooklyn.
Relief crashed over me, so potent it made me dizzy.
"Brooklyn!" I yelled into the phone, a torrent of angry, panicked words spilling out. "Where the hell are you? Did you forget your own wedding? Everyone is waiting! I' m waiting!"
There was a pause. And then her voice, calm and clear as a winter morning, came through the line.
I could hear the faint sound of wind. And bells. Church bells. And the crunch of snow underfoot.
"I' m here, Kaden," she said.
My blood turned to ice. It wasn' t the wind of a Miami beach. It was the sharp, cold wind of a mountain.
"I' m in Aspen."
Brooklyn Barr POV:
The sweet, clear notes of a string quartet began to play Pachelbel' s Canon, the sound echoing through the small, wood-and-glass chapel. I stood just outside the open doors, my hand tucked into the arm of a kind, steady man. The man I was about to marry.
"Aspen?" Kaden' s voice shrieked through the phone, a sound of pure, unadulterated panic. "What the hell are you doing in Aspen? The wedding is in Miami!"
"I know," I said calmly. I turned my head slightly, letting the phone catch the sound of the crisp mountain wind and the gentle melody floating from the chapel. "Listen."
There was a choked sound on the other end of the line. He heard it. The music. The wind. The truth.
"Why?" he choked out. "Why would you go there? I told you we changed it!"
"You didn' t tell me, Kaden. You decided," I corrected him gently. "You decided for me. You decided for Annmarie."
"But… I did it for us! It was supposed to be a surprise! A romantic, fun, incredible surprise!" he babbled, his voice cracking. "I can' t believe you don' t appreciate it."
"A surprise for who, Kaden?" I asked, my patience finally gone. "Was it a surprise for Annmarie when you bought her a fifty-thousand-dollar dress? Was it a surprise for her when you booked a venue based on her preferences?"
Silence. A dead, damning silence.
"I have to go now, Kaden," I said, my voice softening just a fraction. "My wedding is about to start."
"Our wedding!" he screamed.
"No," I said. "Mine."
And with a final, liberating breath, I ended the call. I turned to my friend, my maid of honor, and handed her my phone.
"Turn it off," I said. "Please."
She nodded, her eyes full of a fierce, protective understanding.
My groom, Dr. Joel Sanchez, squeezed my hand. "Are you ready?" he asked, his dark, kind eyes searching mine.
I looked at him, at the man who had seen my scars and called them beautiful, who remembered from a college hiking club ten years ago that I disliked the cold and had brought a cashmere wrap for me without being asked. The man who, when I had called him in a tearful, broken mess three weeks ago and impulsively asked him to marry me, had simply said, "I' ve been waiting for you to ask."
"I' m ready," I said, and this time, it was the absolute truth.
Kaden Blankenship POV:
The line went dead.
I stared at my phone, the silence a roaring in my ears. I called back. Straight to voicemail. Again. Voicemail.
A strangled sob escaped my lips. My chest felt like it was collapsing. Tears, hot and shameful, streamed down my face. She was in Aspen. Getting married. To who? Who the hell could it be?
It hit me then, a realization so painful it felt like a physical impact. She wasn't just moody. She wasn't having jitters. She was angry. Genuinely, deeply, volcanically angry. And I hadn' t even noticed.
"Kaden?" My mother' s voice was sharp. "What is it? What did she say?"
I couldn' t speak. I just shook my head, the tears blurring the sight of the stupid, expensive floral arrangements.
Chace pushed through the small crowd of family. He took one look at my face and swore under his breath.
"She did it," he said, a note of awe in his voice. "The absolute madwoman, she actually did it."
"Did what?" my father demanded.
"I warned him," Chace said, looking at me with something that might have been pity. "I told him not to play with fire. You don' t just change the venue on a woman like Brooklyn and not tell her. You don' t parade your… your friend… around like a prize." He ran a hand through his hair. "I saw her, a few weeks ago. At a bridal shop. She was with some guy. Laughing. I thought it was weird. I guess she was planning her own wedding all along."
My mother gasped. My father' s face turned thunderous.
"Go get her," he ordered, his voice a low growl. "Get on a plane and go get your fiancée back right now."
I looked around wildly, my mind a mess of panic and confusion. I grabbed Annmarie' s hand, clinging to it like a lifeline. "Come with me," I begged. "You have to come with me. You can explain. Tell her it was all a misunderstanding."
Annmarie pulled her hand back as if she' d been burned. Her face, usually a mask of sweet vulnerability, was pinched and annoyed.
"Are you kidding me?" she snapped. "I' m not flying to Aspen. It' s freezing there! You heard what the doctor said about my asthma."
"This isn' t about your asthma!" I cried, desperation making my voice high and thin. "This is about my life! She' s my bride!"
"Then you should have thought of that before you decided to build your whole wedding around my comfort," she retorted, crossing her arms. "This is your mess, Kaden. You fix it."
She turned on her heel and walked away, leaving me standing alone in the wreckage of my own making.