The revelation hit me like a physical blow. Thaddeus hadn't just betrayed me—he had deliberately destroyed my wolf bond with wolfsbane. The mate who was supposed to protect me had poisoned me instead.
I stumbled back to my tiny omega quarters, my legs barely supporting me. The walls seemed to close in as I collapsed onto the threadbare mattress, my body shaking with silent sobs.
"He enjoyed it," I whispered to the empty room, Virginia's words echoing in my mind. "He enjoyed watching me scream."
Something dark and primal stirred within me—not my wolf, who was gone forever, but something deeper. Something that had survived even the destruction of my bond.
Vengeance.
I waited until the pack house fell silent, counting the minutes as guards changed shifts. My hands trembled as I slipped from my room, the silver chains around my torso clinking softly. I'd learned to move with them, to make them part of my silence.
The storage rooms were located in the east wing, where Thaddeus kept his family's belongings. I'd seen him enter the combination countless times when I was still his supposed mate-in-waiting. 04-17-22—Derek's birthday.
The door clicked open under my touch.
Moonlight filtered through dusty windows, illuminating boxes stacked against the walls. I moved carefully, my breath shallow. Derek's belongings were in the back—the youngest King brother who had always been kind to me.
"I'm sorry," I whispered as I lifted a small wooden box carved with his initials. Inside lay a collection of his favorite things—a silver pendant, a leather-bound journal, a vial of his favorite liquor.
My fingers closed around a small crystal figurine—a wolf that he'd shown me once, saying it reminded him of my own. "You have the same fierce eyes," he'd said.
Now I would use his treasures to end his brother's tyranny.
I worked through the night, grinding herbs I'd stolen from the pack healer's supplies with the silver from my chains. The wolfsbane was old but potent—enough to coat the crystal wolf without detection.
"No one will suspect," I murmured as I wrapped the poisoned gift in silk and tied it with a ribbon bearing the King family crest. "Not until it's too late."
---
The pack family gathering was held in the main hall three days later. I stood in the shadows, watching as Thaddeus played the part of the benevolent Alpha, his arm around Virginia's waist.
"Today we celebrate family," he announced, his voice carrying across the room. "The strength of the Shadowfang Pack comes from our bonds—our loyalty to each other."
The irony made bile rise in my throat.
I moved forward with my head bowed, the poisoned gift clutched in my hands. "Alpha," I said, my voice deliberately submissive. "I've made something for you and Luna Virginia to honor your union."
Thaddeus's eyes narrowed with suspicion, but greed won out. He extended his hand.
Before he could take it, Derek appeared beside him. "What's this?" he asked, curiosity bright in his eyes as he reached for the crystal wolf.
"NO!" I lunged forward, but it was too late.
Derek had already lifted the figurine to examine it more closely. His finger brushed against the poisoned surface, then absently touched his lips.
Time seemed to slow.
Derek's smile faltered. He licked his lips, then frowned. "It tastes... bitter."
The color drained from his face as the wolfsbane took effect. He stumbled backward, clutching his throat.
"What have you done?" Thaddeus roared, catching his brother as he collapsed.
I backed away, horror washing over me. "It wasn't supposed to be him—"
Derek's body convulsed in Thaddeus's arms. Foam flecked his lips as he gasped for air that wouldn't come. His eyes found mine, wide with confusion and betrayal.
"Scarlett..." he wheezed before going still.
Chaos erupted. Guards seized me, dragging me to my knees as Thaddeus howled in rage. Through the commotion, I caught Virginia's satisfied smirk.
---
"Bring her to the dungeons," Thaddeus snarled, his face contorted with grief and fury. "She will pay for this."
The guards dragged me down flights of stairs I'd never known existed beneath the pack house. The air grew damp and cold as we descended deeper.
"Strap her up," ordered a rough voice I didn't recognize.
Rogue mercenaries—Thaddeus had brought outsiders to handle his punishment.
They stripped me of my clothes and bound me to a wooden frame, my arms stretched wide. Silver hooks pierced my flesh, sending waves of agony through my body.
"She killed my brother," Thaddeus said, his voice eerily calm as he approached with a heavy whip. The leather was black with age and stained dark brown at the tips. "She will understand what true pain is."
The first lash came without warning. Wolfsbane soaked into my wounds, burning like acid in my veins.
"Please," I gasped as he raised the whip again.
"Please what?" he whispered, leaning close. "Please stop? Or please kill you?"
His smile was terrible to behold.
"Both," he said, and brought the whip down again.
The silver hooks tore at my flesh as I twisted against the restraints. Blood trickled down my arms, mixing with sweat and tears. Three days of torture had left me barely conscious, my body a map of wounds that refused to heal.
"Change!" A guard barked from the corridor.
I listened to their footsteps, counting the seconds as they exchanged positions. The new guard was heavier, his breathing labored from climbing the dungeon stairs. He'd be slower. I had to be faster.
"Now or never," I whispered to myself.
I summoned what little strength remained and yanked my right arm free, ignoring the scream of pain as skin tore. Blood poured from the wound, but adrenaline dulled the agony. With trembling fingers, I unfastened the buckle around my left wrist.
"Hey!" The guard's boots thundered toward me.
I lunged for the door, my naked body streaked with blood and silver burns. The guard's hand grazed my shoulder as I darted past him, his curses echoing behind me.
The dungeon corridors blurred as I ran, my lungs burning. I'd memorized this route during my months as Thaddeus's prisoner—the service passages that led to the eastern perimeter of pack territory.
"Stop her!" someone shouted.
I burst through a service door and into the cold night air. The forest loomed ahead, dark and promising. Freedom or death—I wasn't sure which I wanted anymore.
The cliff edge appeared before me, a jagged line against the star-filled sky. Below, the river roared over rocks and rapids, its surface gleaming silver in the moonlight.
I stopped at the edge, wind whipping my hair across my face. Behind me, torches flared as guards pursued.
"Three generations of Moonstone wolves destroyed," I whispered, "and I couldn't save a single one."
I took a deep breath and stepped backward off the cliff.
For one moment, I was flying—free from pain, free from betrayal. Then the river slammed into me, its icy embrace stealing my breath. Water filled my lungs as the current dragged me under, tumbling me against rocks and branches.
"Let it end," I thought as darkness closed in.
---
Warmth. That was the first sensation that penetrated the darkness.
Then scent—pine needles, earthy herbs, and something else... something familiar yet forgotten.
I forced my eyes open to blurring vision. A fire crackled nearby, casting dancing shadows across stone walls. I was lying on soft furs, my body covered with blankets that smelled of woodsmoke and healing herbs.
"Easy," a deep voice murmured. "You're safe now."
Safe? The word seemed foreign, impossible.
I tried to sit up, but pain lanced through my side. A gentle hand pressed against my shoulder.
"Don't move. Your ribs are broken, and silver poisoning is still in your system."
I turned my head slowly toward the voice. A man sat beside me, grinding herbs in a stone mortar. Firelight illuminated his profile—strong jawline, concerned eyes that seemed to hold ancient knowledge.
"Who..." My voice cracked, throat raw from screaming during torture.
"Rest," he said simply, continuing his work.
I drifted in and out of consciousness as he tended to my wounds. Each time I woke, he was there—applying poultices, changing bandages, murmuring words I couldn't quite grasp.
On what must have been the third day, I finally managed to stay awake long enough to study him properly. He moved with quiet confidence, his hands gentle despite their obvious strength. There was something in his movements that reminded me of...
"An Alpha," I whispered.
He paused, looking up with surprise that quickly masked itself.
"Yes," he said simply. "But not like the ones you know."
"Where am I?"
"Beyond Shadowfang borders. In a cave I've made my home."
"Why did you save me?"
He didn't answer immediately. Instead, he set aside his mortar and reached for something beside him—a shirt.
Without a word, he pulled it over his head, revealing his back and left shoulder.
My breath caught in my throat.
There, etched into his skin, were three distinct claw marks—ancient scars that had healed decades ago but remained visible nonetheless.
"This is why," he said quietly.
"I don't understand."
He turned to face me fully, his expression solemn. "We've met before, Scarlett. When we were six years old."
The world seemed to tilt beneath me as memories flooded back—a pack gathering, rogues attacking, a young boy pushing me behind him...
"It was you," I whispered, horror and realization dawning simultaneously. "Not Thaddeus. It was you who saved me."
He nodded slowly.
"But Thaddeus took credit," I continued, the truth rearranging every memory I had. "He let me believe..."
"He let you believe he was your savior," Saint said softly. "While I was unconscious from these wounds, he stole my place in your memory."
The foundation of my entire life crumbled as I stared at the scars on his shoulder—proof of a truth that changed everything.
Something electric surged through me as Saint's fingers brushed my arm. My breath caught in my throat—a sensation I hadn't felt since before Thaddeus poisoned my wolf bond.
"That's... impossible," I whispered, jerking away from his touch.
Saint's eyes widened. "You felt it too."
I pressed myself against the cave wall, my heart hammering. "What is it?"
"The true mate bond," he said softly, keeping his distance. "The one that was always meant to be."
Another surge of electricity sparked between us as his gaze met mine. This wasn't the corrupted connection I'd had with Thaddeus—this was something pure, ancient, powerful.
"No," I shook my head violently. "I can't... I don't trust..."
"I know." Saint's voice was gentle, patient. "After what he did to you..."
I flinched as he reached toward me, then stopped when he saw my reaction.
"I won't touch you without permission," he promised. "Not ever."
Something in his eyes—honesty, pain, longing—made me pause. The scars on his shoulder seemed to pulse in the firelight, proof of a truth I'd been denied my entire life.
"Why didn't you tell me before?" I asked, my voice barely audible.
"I tried," he said simply. "The night before Thaddeus destroyed your pack. He had me exiled as a rogue before I could reach you."
I closed my eyes, memories rearranging themselves like puzzle pieces finally finding their proper places.
---
"We need to get the wolfsbane out of your system," Saint said three days later. "It's been too long—the poison has settled deep."
I nodded weakly from my position on the furs. The silver poisoning from my torture had left me barely able to stand.
"There's someone who can help," he continued, moving to the cave entrance. "A healer I met during my exile."
The woman who entered an hour later moved with the fluid grace of someone accustomed to surviving in harsh conditions. Her dark hair was streaked with silver, her eyes sharp and knowing.
"Elena Cross," Saint introduced her. "She's been helping rogues heal for decades."
"Another victim of pack politics," Elena said by way of greeting, her eyes assessing me with clinical precision. "What was used on you?"
"Wolfsbane," I replied. "Thaddeus poisoned my wolf bond with it."
Elena's expression darkened. "That bastard. No wonder you can't shift."
She set down a worn leather bag and began preparing something that smelled bitter and sharp. "This will hurt," she warned, mixing herbs in a small stone bowl. "But it's the only way to draw out the poison completely."
"I've endured worse," I said, though my hands trembled.
Saint knelt beside me, his eyes meeting mine. "May I hold you through this?"
I hesitated, then nodded slightly.
The first spoonful of Elena's antidote sent fire through my veins. I arched off the furs, a scream tearing from my throat as the medicine worked against the wolfsbane embedded in my tissues.
"Stay with me," Saint murmured, his arms strong around my shaking body. "Fight it, Scarlett."
Days blurred together as Elena administered the antidote in increasing doses. Each time, Saint held me through the agony, his voice a constant anchor as my body purged the poison that had kept my wolf dormant.
"Your wolf is still there," Elena told me during a brief respite. "The bond was damaged, not destroyed. Thaddeus wanted you to believe you were nothing without him."
On what must have been the fifth day, as the last of the antidote burned through my system, something deep within me stirred.
"Saint," I gasped, clutching his arms. "Something's happening—"
My bones began to crack and reshape before I could finish speaking. Pain unlike anything I'd experienced—even during Thaddeus's torture—ripped through me as my body remembered its true nature.
"That's it," Elena urged. "Let it happen."
I screamed as my spine elongated, my limbs reshaping themselves. Saint's arms tightened around me, his own partial shift allowing him to withstand the force of my transformation.
"Your wolf is coming back," he whispered in awe.
Light exploded behind my eyes as the mental block shattered completely. A presence I'd thought lost forever surged forward—my wolf, stronger than before, furious at her imprisonment.
With one final, triumphant howl that echoed through the cave, I completed the shift.
I stood on four powerful legs, my senses sharper than they'd ever been. Saint stepped back, his eyes wide with wonder.
"Scarlett," he breathed.
I caught my reflection in a small pool of water near the cave entrance—a magnificent silver-white wolf with ethereal blue eyes stared back at me. I was larger than before, my fur gleaming with an otherworldly light.
"My wolf," I whispered through our renewed bond. "You came back."
A fierce joy filled me as I realized what this meant—I was no longer broken. I was no longer powerless.
I was whole again.