I stood in the center of my bedroom, surveying the destruction around me. Drawers hung open, their contents spilled across the floor. Mattress slashed, feathers floating in the air like snow. Every inch of my sanctuary torn apart in my desperate search.
"Nothing," I whispered, my voice breaking. "There's nothing here."
I'd spent hours searching for the medium of the curse—the physical object that would explain the supernatural connection between Kaia and me. Some kind of hex bag, a voodoo doll, anything that could be the conduit for the Gemini Blood Pact.
But there was nothing.
A sharp pain lanced through my abdomen, and I doubled over, clutching at the bedpost for support. The curse was active, growing stronger. I could feel it taking root in my body, preparing to steal my life force once again.
"No," I growled through gritted teeth. "Not this time."
I straightened and moved to the dressing room, where Sydney waited with concern etched across her face.
"Mrs. Matthews," she began cautiously, "maybe we should call a doctor—"
"No doctors," I cut her off. "They can't help with this."
Sydney had been with me for years, loyal beyond measure. In my previous life, she'd been the one to find my body in the guest house, the one who'd mourned me when no one else cared. I needed her now more than ever.
"Sydney," I said, taking her hands in mine. "I need you to understand something extraordinary."
Before she could respond, I reached down and pinched my own arm—hard, twisting the flesh until it left a mark. The pain was sharp, immediate.
Down the hallway, we both heard a sudden yelp of pain, followed by the distinctive sound of shattering glass.
Sydney's eyes widened. "What was that?"
"That," I said quietly, "was Kaia feeling exactly what I just did."
I explained everything—the curse, the rebirth, the supernatural connection that had killed me once and would try again. Sydney listened without interruption, her expression shifting from disbelief to horror to determination.
"I don't understand how this is possible," she whispered when I finished.
"Neither do I," I admitted. "But it's real. And I need your help to destroy her."
Sydney's loyalty never wavered. She nodded once, decisively. "Tell me what you need."
---
Three days later, Sydney returned to my dressing room with a thick manila folder.
"I found what you asked for," she said, placing it on the vanity before me.
I opened it with trembling fingers. Inside were photographs, newspaper clippings, and handwritten notes—a dossier on Kaia Salazar that stretched back five years.
"There's a pattern," Sydney explained, pointing to the documents. "She's done this before—three other families, all wealthy, all desperate for heirs."
I scanned the pages, my blood running cold. In each case, Kaia had appeared as a fertility specialist or wellness coach. In each case, she'd become pregnant with multiples while the legitimate wife suffered mysterious illnesses. In each case, the wife had died shortly after the birth.
"And look at this," Sydney said, pulling out a photocopy of an ancient text. "The Gemini Blood Pact."
The page showed a ritual description in archaic language, with Sydney's notes in the margins. "It requires a willing participant and an unwilling victim," she explained. "The willing participant—Kaia—takes on the spiritual benefits of the pregnancy while transferring the physical toll to the victim. You."
I studied the text, my mind racing. "It says here the curse relies on emotional volatility and physical submission."
"Which means," Sydney said slowly, "that the more you react emotionally, the stronger the curse becomes."
I nodded, understanding dawning with terrible clarity. "I need to numb myself completely—especially toward Luca."
---
The brunch was in full swing when I entered the sunlit conservatory. Kaia held court at the center of the table, regaling Luca and Eleanor with stories of her "miraculous" pregnancy. Neither of them noticed me take my seat at the far end.
"Valeria," Eleanor acknowledged me with a dismissive nod. "We were just discussing the nursery designs."
I smiled thinly. "How exciting."
A waiter appeared at my elbow. "What can I bring you, Mrs. Matthews?"
"Iced water," I said. "As cold as you can make it."
The glass arrived moments later, condensation beading on its surface. I wrapped my fingers around it, feeling the cold bite into my skin.
"Valeria," Luca said with a frown, "you should be drinking something warmer in your condition."
"My condition," I replied coolly, "is precisely why I need this."
I raised the glass to my lips and took a long, deep swallow. The ice water burned down my throat, shocking my system with its coldness.
Across the table, Kaia suddenly went rigid. Her eyes widened as she clutched at her throat, then wrapped her arms around herself.
"Are you alright, dear?" Eleanor asked.
Kaia's teeth began to chatter uncontrollably, her words slurring through the involuntary movement. "I-I don't know what's happening. I'm so c-c-cold."
I took another sip of the water, watching as Kaia's shivering intensified. Our eyes met across the table, and for the first time, I saw fear in hers.
I smiled over the rim of my glass, a promise of things to come.
I stared at Luca across the breakfast table, watching as his expression shifted from confusion to anger. The morning sunlight streaming through the windows caught the gold flecks in his eyes—eyes that once made my heart race but now seemed as cold and distant as a stranger's.
"You've been different lately," he said, setting down his coffee cup with deliberate precision. "Distant. Cold."
I took a sip of my own coffee, savoring the bitter warmth. "Have I?"
"Your behavior toward Kaia is... unacceptable." His voice dropped lower, taking on the authoritative tone he used in boardrooms. "She's carrying our children, Valeria. She deserves respect."
In my previous life, this moment had shattered me. I'd begged for his love, for any scrap of affection he might spare me. I'd cried, screamed, pleaded—all to no avail.
Now, I simply studied his face and wondered how I'd ever found it handsome.
"Jealousy doesn't suit you," he continued, mistaking my silence for hurt. "Kaia is here because she's helping our family. Your attitude needs to change."
I set my cup down carefully, aligning it perfectly with the saucer. "You're right."
The words surprised him. His eyebrows rose slightly.
"About what?" he asked.
"About needing a change." I met his gaze directly. "I'll move to the guest house today."
The shock on his face was almost worth the pain of this entire charade. In my previous life, I'd fought tooth and nail against being banished from our bedroom. Now, I was offering it freely.
"That's... not necessary," he stammered.
"I think it is," I replied coolly. "For Kaia's comfort. After all, she's carrying the Matthews heir."
Luca's expression shifted, calculation replacing surprise. He thought he understood—that I was finally accepting my place, stepping aside gracefully.
"Fine," he said finally. "If that's what you want."
---
The charity luncheon was in full swing on the estate's terrace, Manhattan's elite mingling under white umbrellas while servers circulated with champagne and delicate canapés. I watched from the kitchen doorway as Kaia held court at the center of it all, her hand resting protectively over her still-flat stomach.
"The Matthews miracle," I heard someone murmur. "Eight babies!"
I slipped into the kitchen proper, where the staff was frantically plating the next course. The head chef glanced up as I entered.
"Mrs. Matthews, can I help you?"
"I'm just checking on the preparation," I said smoothly. "Everything looks wonderful."
I moved to the prep station where a bowl of fresh peppers sat—bright red habaneros, their surfaces glossy with capsaicin. My fingers closed around one.
"Those are extremely hot, ma'am," the sous chef warned.
I smiled. "I know exactly what I'm doing."
In one fluid motion, I bit into the pepper, chewing slowly as the fire erupted across my tongue and down my throat. The pain was immediate and intense—but I'd prepared for this.
I'd learned to compartmentalize pain in ways I never imagined possible during those final days of my previous life.
Through the kitchen window, I could see Kaia laughing at something Eleanor had said. I took another deliberate bite of the pepper, feeling the heat spread through my system.
Suddenly, Kaia's laughter cut off mid-sentence. Her face flushed bright red, then drained of color. She clutched at her throat, gasping for air as sweat beaded instantly on her forehead.
"Are you alright?" Eleanor demanded, her voice rising with alarm.
Kaia's eyes darted around wildly before finding mine through the kitchen window. Her expression contorted with panic as she realized what was happening.
"I—I don't know," she choked out, tears streaming down her face. "It burns! Everything burns!"
She stumbled to her feet, knocking over a glass of water that soaked the front of her silk dress. The stain spread across her abdomen like a wound.
"I need to lie down," she gasped, doubling over.
---
For three nights, I paced the floors of the guest house, fueled by black coffee and cold determination. Sleep eluded me by choice rather than circumstance.
On the first night, I heard Kaia's voice drifting through the wall: "I can't sleep! Something's wrong!"
By the second night, her cries had turned to hysteria. "She's doing something to me! I know she is!"
On the third night, I heard Luca's voice, tense and frustrated: "Kaia, please calm down. You're going to harm the babies with all this stress."
I sipped my coffee, watching dawn break over the estate grounds. My body ached for sleep, but my mind remained razor-sharp.
A soft knock at my door announced Sydney's arrival with news.
"She hasn't slept in three days," Sydney reported, her eyes wide with amazement. "Dr. Whitfield prescribed sedatives, but they're not working. Luca's at his wit's end."
I nodded, setting down my empty mug. "And how are you holding up?"
"Exhausted," Sydney admitted. "But it's working, isn't it?"
I moved to the window, watching as Luca paced the terrace below, phone pressed to his ear. Even from this distance, I could see the strain in his shoulders.
"Yes," I said quietly. "It's working. But this is just the beginning."
As if hearing my words, Luca looked up suddenly, his eyes meeting mine through the glass. For the first time since my rebirth, I saw something new in his expression.
Fear.
The address Sydney had given me led to a narrow alley in Brooklyn's shadowy underbelly. I pulled my hood lower over my face as I approached the unmarked door, my heart hammering against my ribs. The sign above read simply "Botanica," though I knew this was no ordinary herbal shop.
"Are you sure about this?" Sydney whispered beside me, her voice barely audible over the distant traffic.
"Absolutely," I replied, my voice steady despite the chill that ran down my spine. "This is the only way."
I'd spent weeks researching the Gemini Blood Pact, but all the conventional sources had yielded nothing. It was Sydney who'd finally uncovered this place—a underground occult shop frequented by those who dealt in darker magics.
The bell jangled softly as we entered. Inside, the shop was dimly lit, filled with shelves of jarred herbs, dried plants, and ancient texts. A woman with silver-streaked hair looked up from behind the counter, her eyes narrowing as she assessed us.
"First timers," she stated rather than asked, her accent thick with something unplaceable.
I stepped forward, removing my hood just enough to show my face while keeping my features partially shadowed. "I need information about the Gemini Blood Pact."
The woman's expression didn't change, but something shifted in her eyes—a calculation, an assessment of what I might be willing to pay.
"Breaking a pact is dangerous business," she said finally. "Especially one already in motion."
"I'm aware of the risks," I replied coldly. "I need to know how to reverse it violently."
She studied me for a long moment before nodding once. "Follow me."
In the back room, surrounded by ancient texts and bubbling concoctions, she explained what I needed—a catalyst to break the supernatural bond between Kaia and me.
"Wolfsbane and Mugwort," she said, grinding dried leaves between her fingers. "Combined in a specific ratio and ingested at the moment of highest magical tension."
"What constitutes 'highest magical tension'?" I asked.
"When the curse is actively transferring energy between the two parties." Her eyes met mine. "When pain is being shared."
I nodded, understanding perfectly. "And the dosage?"
"Enough to feel it burn," she replied cryptically. "Too little, and nothing happens. Too much..."
She didn't need to finish the sentence.
---
"These are the final documents," Mr. Harrington said, sliding the papers across his polished desk. "Once signed, Mr. Matthews will no longer have any authority over your trust fund."
I examined the papers carefully, noting the clauses that would transfer my assets—worth millions—into offshore accounts accessible only by Sydney and myself.
"And the divorce papers?" I asked, my voice cool and detached.
He handed me another folder. "Everything is prepared, Mrs. Matthews. Just add the date when you're ready."
I ran my fingers over the blank line where the date should go. Soon. Very soon.
"Your discretion is appreciated," I said, signing the final document with a flourish.
"Of course," he replied with a slight bow. "Your family has been our client for generations. We understand the importance of... privacy."
As I left the lawyer's office, I felt a weight lift from my shoulders. The financial noose that had kept me tethered to Luca was now severed. I was free—or would be, once I executed the final phase of my plan.
---
"Dr. Whitfield is here," Sydney announced, appearing at the doorway of my dressing room.
I nodded, setting down the small vial of wolfsbane and mugwort mixture I'd been preparing. "Perfect timing."
I found the doctor in the main hall, his medical bag in hand and concern etched across his features.
"Mrs. Matthews," he greeted me with a curt nod. "I'm here to check on Ms. Salazar. She's been experiencing some... unusual symptoms."
"Has she?" I raised an eyebrow. "How unfortunate."
I fell into step beside him as he headed toward the east wing. "Dr. Whitfield, has it occurred to you that Kaia's condition might be psychosomatic?"
He paused, looking at me with surprise. "What do you mean?"
"Eight babies," I said softly. "It's extraordinary. Perhaps the strain is affecting her mind as well as her body?"
Before he could respond, we reached Kaia's suite. She was lying on the bed, her face pale and drawn.
"Valeria," she hissed when she saw me. "What is she doing here?"
"Mrs. Matthews was just expressing concern about your well-being," Dr. Whitfield said smoothly, setting down his bag.
As he approached the bed to examine her, I discreetly dug my fingernails into my palm, drawing blood.
Kaia's scream was immediate and piercing. "Don't touch me!" she shrieked, jerking away from the doctor's outstretched hand. "It burns! Everything burns!"
Dr. Whitfield looked bewildered as he withdrew his hand. "Ms. Salazar, I haven't even touched you yet."
Kaia's eyes darted wildly between us, her breathing ragged. "She's doing something to me," she insisted, tears streaming down her face. "I know she is!"
The doctor's expression shifted subtly—doubt creeping into his eyes as he looked at my husband's mistress with new uncertainty.
Perhaps, I thought with cold satisfaction, the seeds of doubt had been planted after all.