The car ride back to our apartment was silent. Paxton kept checking his phone, his thumb scrolling through messages while I stared out the window, watching Manhattan's lights blur through my tears. Neither of us spoke about the dinner—how he'd arrived two hours late, how my parents' faces had fallen with each passing minute, how I'd sat there making excuses for him.
The engine idled as we pulled up to our building. Still, neither of us moved.
"We should talk," I finally said, my voice barely above a whisper.
Inside our apartment, I kicked off my heels while Paxton loosened his tie. The silence stretched between us like a living thing.
"I saw your messages," I said, turning to face him. "From Eliana."
Paxton's expression didn't change. No shock, no guilt—just annoyance.
"You were spying on my phone now?" He tossed his jacket onto the couch. "That's a new low, even for you."
"I wasn't spying. It lit up while you were in the bathroom." My hands trembled as I faced him. "What's going on between you two?"
"Nothing." He brushed past me toward the kitchen. "She's a student. That's all."
"'Nothing' doesn't send heart emojis and talk about 'private sessions,'" I said, following him. "And what was that about being 'wicked'?"
Paxton spun around, his eyes narrowing. "You're being paranoid. This is exactly why I didn't want to bring you to my competitions—you're always so jealous of my success."
"Jealous?" The word hit like a slap. "I'm not jealous of your success. I'm hurt that you're throwing away what we have."
"What we have?" He laughed, but there was no humor in it. "What exactly do we have, Ashlyn? You moved here for me, gave up your career for me, and now you're acting crazy over nothing."
"I'm not acting crazy." My voice cracked despite my efforts to stay calm. "I'm asking for honesty."
"Honesty?" Paxton stepped closer, his voice rising. "Here's honesty: you're suffocating me. You're so desperate for attention you're inventing problems where none exist."
I flinched as if he'd struck me. "That's not true."
"Isn't it?" He gestured around our apartment. "You've turned into this... this clingy person who can't handle me having a life outside of you."
Before I could respond, he grabbed his towel and stormed toward the bathroom. "I need a shower. Maybe you should cool off too."
The bathroom door slammed shut, leaving me standing alone in our living room.
I looked around at the apartment we'd shared for months. At the custom shoes I'd spent weeks perfecting, still sitting by the door. At the kitchen counter where I'd prepared countless meals he barely acknowledged.
Something shifted inside me—a quiet click, like a lock finally opening.
I moved with sudden clarity, pulling my suitcases from the closet. Two bags—that's all I needed. My clothes, my toiletries, the dance shoes I'd made with such care.
Paxton's voice drifted from the bathroom, humming as he showered.
I placed my key on the counter next to the meal prep containers I'd filled that morning—his favorite smoothie, perfectly balanced with protein and antioxidants. He'd never notice they were missing until tomorrow.
The apartment door closed behind me with a soft click.
---
The highway stretched before me, empty in the late-night hours. I'd been driving for almost two hours, tears blurring my vision as I crossed from New York into Connecticut.
Rain began to fall somewhere near Stamford, gentle at first, then heavier. I turned on the wipers, watching them sweep back and forth across the windshield.
"You're being paranoid," Paxton's voice echoed in my head. "You're so jealous of my success."
I wiped my eyes with the back of my hand. The exit for my parents' town appeared ahead.
It was nearly 2 AM when I pulled into their driveway. The house was dark except for the porch light—always left on, Mom said, so I'd never come home to darkness.
I sat in the car for a moment, rain tapping gently on the roof. Then I gathered my courage and walked to the front door.
Mom opened it before I could knock, as if she'd been waiting.
"Ashlyn?" Her voice was thick with sleep and concern. "What happened?"
I stepped inside and collapsed into her arms, finally allowing myself to break.
"I've been so unhappy," I whispered against her shoulder. "For so long."
She held me tightly, her hand stroking my hair as Dad appeared in the hallway, concern etched across his face.
"Shh," Mom murmured. "You're home now. You're safe."
The morning sunlight streamed through the bedroom window, casting a golden glow across the empty side of the bed. Paxton stretched lazily, his hand reaching instinctively for me—only to find cold sheets.
"Ashlyn?" he called, his voice still rough with sleep. "Breakfast?"
Silence answered him.
I imagined him sitting up, rubbing his eyes, expecting to smell coffee and hear the sizzle of eggs in the kitchen. Instead, he found only emptiness.
He padded barefoot to the kitchen, probably expecting to see me there, measuring ingredients for his favorite smoothie. The one I'd perfected over months—just the right ratio of protein powder, spinach, and berries.
"Babe?" His voice carried a note of irritation now. "Ashlyn!"
The apartment remained silent. He'd notice my key on the counter then, placed deliberately beside the meal prep containers I'd filled yesterday morning.
I could picture his face—not worried or hurt, but annoyed. Inconvenienced.
His phone buzzed as he scrolled through his contacts. Marcus Chen, his business partner at the dance studio.
"She's throwing a tantrum," he'd text. "Ran back to her parents. She'll be back in a few days when she cools off."
Marcus would reply with something cautious, something that suggested this might be more serious than Paxton wanted to admit.
But Paxton wouldn't listen. He never did.
---
A week passed in the comfort of my parents' home. Seven days of peaceful mornings, uninterrupted nights, and meals eaten without criticism or indifference.
The doorbell rang on Thursday afternoon. I was curled up on the couch with a book—something I hadn't had time for in months.
"I'll get it," I called, setting my novel aside.
A delivery man stood on the porch, holding an enormous bouquet of flowers—roses, lilies, and baby's breath arranged in an ostentatious crystal vase.
"Delivery for Ashlyn Brooks," he said cheerfully.
I took the heavy arrangement, my heart skipping despite myself. Maybe Paxton had finally understood. Maybe he'd apologized sincerely.
The card read: "Stop acting childish. -P"
No "I'm sorry." No "I miss you." Just an order disguised as an apology.
Something hot and fierce surged through me. This wasn't remorse—it was manipulation. Even now, he couldn't see his part in this.
I walked straight to the kitchen trash bin and dropped the entire arrangement inside, crystal vase and all. The sound of shattering glass was oddly satisfying.
"Ashlyn?" Mom appeared in the doorway. "What happened?"
"Nothing," I said, wiping my hands on a dish towel. "Just some garbage."
---
Across town, Eliana Woods sauntered into Paxton's dance studio, her designer heels clicking against the hardwood floor. She carried a bag from Sushi Zen—Paxton's favorite.
"I brought lunch," she announced, finding him alone in the office. "Thought you might be hungry."
Paxton looked up from his computer, where he'd been scrolling through social media. No posts from me. No messages.
"Eliana." He smiled, leaning back in his chair. "This is unexpected."
She perched on the edge of his desk, deliberately close. "I heard your girlfriend ran away. Such a shame."
"Ashlyn's just... taking some time," he said, though his eyes followed Eliana's movements as she bent to adjust her skirt.
"Such a boring small-town girl," Eliana said dismissively. "You deserve someone more exciting. Someone who understands your world."
Paxton laughed, but something twisted in his chest. "She's not that bad."
"Oh, please." Eliana rolled her eyes. "You were always complaining about her. How she couldn't keep up with your schedule, how she embarrassed you at events."
He frowned slightly. "I never said she embarrassed me."
"Whatever." Eliana waved her hand. "Forget her. We have more important things to discuss. Like our next session."
She leaned closer, her perfume enveloping him. "I was thinking... private lessons. Just you and me."
Paxton's pulse quickened, but then his gaze fell on the chaotic stack of papers on his desk—bills, schedules, competition entries. Ashlyn had always organized everything so neatly.
"Can you help me sort through these?" he asked, gesturing to the mess.
Eliana's smile faltered. "Why would I do that?"
"It would really help me out," he said, already imagining her efficient hands sorting papers the way I used to.
She stood abruptly. "I didn't come here to be your secretary, Paxton."
"But Ashlyn always—" He stopped himself, realizing what he'd been about to say.
Eliana's eyes narrowed. "Maybe that's why she left."
The studio's hardwood floor gleamed under the rehearsal lights as Paxton executed a complex spin. I could almost hear the sharp intake of breath from the audience—the same sound that always made my heart swell with pride when I watched him perform.
But I wasn't there.
His foot landed awkwardly on the final turn, and a pained grunt escaped his lips. He stumbled, clutching his ankle as he lowered himself to the floor.
"Damn it," he muttered, massaging the injured joint.
The other dancers paused, looking concerned. Marcus Chen, his business partner, hurried over.
"You okay, man?"
"It's nothing," Paxton insisted, though his wince betrayed him. "Just need some ice."
I imagined him reaching for his phone, his fingers automatically finding my number in his contacts. The one he'd programmed years ago as "Emergency - Ashlyn."
"Need you to pick up some ice on your way home," he'd say if I answered. Or, "Can you bring me the ankle brace from the bedroom drawer?"
But this time, my phone remained silent in my pocket as I helped Mom arrange flowers in our kitchen back in Connecticut.
Paxton's call went straight to voicemail.
He stared at his phone in disbelief, then tried again. Still voicemail.
"Is someone coming?" Marcus asked.
Paxton's jaw tightened. "She's not answering."
The realization slowly dawned on him—there would be no ice delivered to the studio, no carefully wrapped compresses, no gentle massage to ease the swelling.
"I'll be fine," he said, forcing himself to stand. "Just need to grab some supplies."
The walk to the pharmacy was only three blocks, but each step sent sharp pains through his ankle. By the time he returned, the other dancers had left, and he limped alone through the empty studio.
"This is ridiculous," he muttered, lowering himself onto a bench. "Ashlyn always took care of this stuff."
---
The Regional Dance Competition hall buzzed with energy. Crystal chandeliers cast rainbow patterns across the polished competition floor as couples whirled in perfect synchronicity.
Paxton stood center stage, his posture impeccable despite the slight throb in his ankle. The judges' scores were tallied, and the announcer's voice echoed through the hall.
"And first place in the Professional Latin category goes to... Paxton Barnes!"
Applause erupted as he bowed, his smile radiant under the spotlight. This was his moment—the one he'd trained for, sacrificed for.
But as he stepped back into the wings, his eyes automatically searched for me.
"Ashlyn?" he called softly, scanning the shadowed area where I always stood with his water bottle and towel.
Only empty space greeted him.
The victory suddenly felt hollow. Without me there to share it, what was it worth?
"Congratulations!" Eliana's voice cut through his thoughts as she approached, resplendent in a sparkling gown. "You were magnificent."
She moved closer, her perfume enveloping him as she leaned in to kiss him—a celebratory gesture that would have seemed natural to anyone watching.
Paxton recoiled instinctively, stepping backward.
"What's wrong?" Eliana's smile faltered.
"Nothing," he said quickly. "Just... not tonight."
Her eyes narrowed slightly. "You seem different since your girlfriend left."
"I'm fine," he insisted, but his voice lacked conviction.
Eliana reached for his arm, but he gently pulled away. "I should get changed."
As he walked to the dressing room, memories flooded him—me handing him water after performances, carefully checking his feet for blisters, massaging his shoulders when he was tense.
---
The apartment was dark when Paxton returned. He flipped on the lights, wincing at the sight before him.
Laundry piled high on the couch where I used to sort it. Dishes scattered across the kitchen counter where I once prepared his meals. The fridge stood nearly empty—just a few beers and a wilting head of lettuce.
"Ashlyn?" he called out of habit, though he knew no answer would come.
He moved through the rooms like a stranger, noting each thing I used to take care of—the organized bookshelf now chaotic, the bathroom towels crumpled on the floor.
Panic rose in his throat as reality crashed down on him. This wasn't just a temporary break. This wasn't just me throwing a tantrum as he'd told everyone.
I wasn't coming back.
He sank onto the edge of our bed—no, his bed now—and stared at the dance shoes I'd left behind. The rhinestones caught the light, sparkling in the otherwise dim room.
Without thinking, he grabbed his car keys.
The radio crackled to life as he started the engine: "Severe thunderstorm warning in effect for the tri-state area..."
Rain lashed against the windshield as he pulled out of his parking space, heading toward the highway.
"Ashlyn," he whispered to himself as lightning split the sky. "I'm coming for you."
The wipers fought a losing battle against the downpour as he accelerated, determination hardening his features despite the storm raging around him.