Kianna Johnson POV:
A wave of nausea washed over me. The image of Grant spoon-feeding Dariana, of her sweet, triumphant smile, played on an endless loop in my mind. It was like a needle, jabbing into an open wound, twisting each time. I felt an overwhelming urge to run, to escape the suffocating air of this house, this elaborate lie.
I needed to breathe, to scream, to break something. In the past, when the weight of the world became too much, I used to drive. Fast. To the seediest, loudest places I could find. The anonymity, the raw energy, it was a release. A distorted sense of safety in the chaos.
I pressed a hand to my chest, trying to calm the frantic beating of my heart. The memory of Dariana's eyes underwater, the cold calculation, was a fresh horror. I straightened my spine, forcing down the lump in my throat. "Grant," I said, my voice sharp, cutting through the silence. "Get the car. We're going out."
He appeared from the kitchen doorway, his expression unreadable. "Kianna? Are you feeling alright? You look pale." He took a step towards me, concern etched on his face.
"I said, get the car," I repeated, my voice colder now. "And don't bother with questions. Just do your job."
His jaw tightened, a flicker of something unreadable in his eyes, but he merely nodded. "Right away." He turned and walked out, his footsteps echoing in the large house.
We ended up in a dive bar, a place throbbing with loud music and the scent of stale beer and cheap perfume. I walked straight to the bar, ignoring the leering glances, and ordered a line of the strongest shots they had. I intended to drink until I couldn't feel anything anymore.
Grant stood a few feet behind me, a silent, imposing shadow. He was out of place in his sharp suit, but his presence was a shield, keeping others at bay. I just wished it could shield me from myself.
I threw back shot after shot, the burning liquid doing little to numb the icy ache in my soul. My head began to spin, the music a dull throb in my ears. Everything was a blur, a chaotic mess, just like my life.
Then, a hand landed on my lower back. "Hey there, pretty lady," a slurred voice breathed next to my ear. "Why are you all alone?"
I flinched, pulling away with a grimace. "Go away," I muttered, my voice thick with alcohol and disgust.
He chuckled, undeterred. His hand reached for my arm, his fingers tightening. "Come on, don't be shy. Let's have some fun."
My eyes darted to Grant. He was still there, watching. He always did. In the past, a single look from him would have sent a man like this scurrying. My heart, in its foolish, broken way, still expected him to intervene. To be my protector.
But he didn't move. He stood there, a stone statue, his gaze fixed on me, yet strangely distant.
The man's grip tightened, pulling me closer. "Don't you ignore me, sweetheart." His voice was rougher now, impatient.
"Let go of me!" I snapped, my anger finally breaking through the haze of alcohol.
His face contorted in a sneer. "Feisty, aren't we? I like that." He yanked me harder, his fingers digging into my flesh.
My stomach churned. The bile I' d felt earlier now threatened to erupt. "Grant!" I gasped, a raw, desperate cry tearing from my throat.
The word hung in the air, unfinished. Because in that exact moment, a high-pitched shriek sliced through the throbbing music.
"Help! Grant! Help me!"
My head snapped around. Across the crowded, smoky room, I saw her. Dariana. She was surrounded by a group of rough-looking men, her face stark white with terror, her fragile frame trembling. When had she even gotten here?
And then, Grant moved.
He didn't hesitate. Didn't glance at me, not even for a flicker. His eyes, suddenly wild with a primal fear I had never seen, locked onto Dariana. He was a blur, a force of nature, tearing through the crowd, his powerful body an unstoppable arrow aimed directly at her.
He was gone. Left me. Just like that.
His every instinct, every fiber of his being, was solely focused on her. My "protector" had abandoned me without a second thought. The realization was a devastating blow, far worse than any physical pain. It was a cold, hard truth, finally laid bare.
Kianna Johnson POV:
The sight of Grant's retreating back, his unyielding focus on Dariana, sliced through me. It was a clean, brutal cut, severing the last thread of hope, of any lingering illusion. The world tilted, then snapped sharply back into focus. The alcohol, which had dulled my senses, was instantly purged by a rush of pure, unadulterated pain. I couldn't breathe. My lungs felt crushed, my chest hollow.
He had left me. He had chosen her. Without a second thought.
The man still holding my arm, the one I had momentarily forgotten, felt the shift. He took my moment of shocked paralysis as an invitation. "Hey, where'd your boyfriend go?" he sneered, pulling me closer, his grip bruising. "Looks like you're all mine now, sweetheart."
Something snapped inside me. Not the fragile, heartbroken Kianna, but a raw, furious beast. My hand shot out, grabbing an empty beer bottle from the bar. Without thinking, without hesitation, I swung it.
The bottle connected with his head, a sickening thud followed by the sharp crack of glass. It shattered, splattering his face with blood and beer. The sound, loud and sudden, silenced the chaotic bar. Every eye in the room turned to us.
The man staggered back, a hand flying to his bleeding forehead. His eyes, initially wide with shock, narrowed into a vicious glare. "You crazy bitch!" he roared, his voice thick with rage. He lunged at me, a jagged shard of the broken bottle clutched in his hand.
I closed my eyes, bracing for the impact. For the pain. For anything. A strange sense of calm settled over me. What did it matter now?
But the blow never came.
Instead, I was suddenly enveloped in a familiar, powerful embrace. The scent of woodsmoke and faint antiseptic, uniquely Grant's, filled my senses. His body, hard and unyielding, shielded me. His arm, the one already injured, took the brunt of the attack. I heard a choked gasp of pain, a sound that should have ignited concern, but only fueled the cold, bitter realization.
He had come back. But it was too late.
He held me tight, his body trembling slightly, and for a fleeting moment, I felt a desperate, fleeting comfort. But then I saw his eyes. They were not on me. They were on the man, blazing with a dangerous, murderous intent. A primal rage that had nothing to do with love, and everything to do with ownership.
"What did you do?" Grant's voice was a low growl, a predatory rumble that sent shivers down my spine. The man, still clutching the broken glass, recoiled, fear flashing in his eyes. Grant was a force of nature when truly angered, and the man knew it.
Grant turned his head slightly, his gaze finally falling on me. His eyes, usually so controlled, were wide with fear, his face pale. "Kianna? Are you hurt? Did he touch you?" His voice was a strained whisper, thick with concern.
I stared at him, a hollow, mirthless laugh bubbling up my throat. Hurt? Did he touch me? The irony was a bitter pill. He was asking if I was hurt, after he had just ripped my heart out and stomped on it.
I pushed him away, a sudden surge of strength fueled by pure rage. My body was still weak, and I stumbled, but he caught me, his hands firm on my arms.
My eyes, I knew, were cold. Dead. I looked at him, truly looked, and saw nothing but the hollow shell of a man who had betrayed me. My voice was a raw, broken whisper, heavy with disdain. "You're a good dog, Grant. A very good dog."
My gaze flickered past him, to Dariana, who now stood behind him, wide-eyed and terrified, clutching his arm. "But your loyalty," I continued, my voice gaining strength, each word a venomous dart, "it was never truly mine, was it?"
Kianna Johnson POV:
After that night, a wall of ice formed around my heart. I didn't speak to Grant. Not a word. I didn't acknowledge his presence. He was a ghost, a shadow, a stranger in my peripheral vision. He still followed me, a few paces behind, his silent watch a constant, irritating reminder of his betrayal. But I carried an invisible shield now, a force field of cold indifference that kept him at bay.
At mealtimes, he would meticulously prepare my plate, just as he always had, knowing my preferences down to the last detail. He'd set it before me, then step back, waiting. I would push the plate away, untouched. He would then silently collect it, his movements slow, heavy with a sadness I chose to ignore.
When it was time to leave, he would open the car door for me. I would walk past him, my gaze fixed straight ahead, and slide into the backseat without a glance. I never once saw his hand hesitate, his fingers poised in the air as if to help me, before he slowly, mechanically, closed the door.
In the days that followed, I noticed the change in him. He was losing weight. His face was gaunt, unshaven, his eyes shadowed with a profound weariness. He was always quiet, always watchful, but now there was a hollow desperation in his gaze.
I knew Dariana noticed it too. She had always been possessive, but now her jealousy simmered, a constant, low-burning flame. I saw her watching him, her sweet facade barely concealing her irritation.
One afternoon, I heard their voices from my study. Dariana had cornered him in the hallway. "Grant, what's wrong with you?" Her voice was shrill, laced with annoyance. "You look like a zombie! And it's all her fault. She's being impossible!"
He tried to soothe her, his voice low and tired. "Dariana, please. Don't worry about it."
"Don't worry?" she snapped, pulling at his arm. "You're letting her walk all over you! Why are you letting her treat you like this? She needs you, Grant! She'll come running back. She always does." Her voice was laced with a venomous certainty.
Grant's brow furrowed, and he glanced around, as if worried someone might overhear. "You don't understand, Dariana," he said, his voice a strained whisper. "Kianna isn't like that. When she cuts someone off, it's final." His eyes held a deep, unfamiliar fear. "And if we lose her... if she doesn't forgive me... how are you going to get what you need?" His voice dropped even lower, "It' s getting harder to convince her to go through with it. If she really cuts me off, she'll never go to the operating room willingly."
A cold dread coiled in my stomach. The words confirmed everything. My blood ran cold, solidifying the hateful truth.
"I promised I'd do anything to keep you safe, Dariana," he continued, his voice heavy with desperation. "Even if I have to commit a crime, I will save you."
Dariana's eyes widened, then filled with a possessive joy. She reached up, pulling his face down, and pressed her lips to his. A long, lingering kiss.
Grant's body stiffened, a silent struggle in his frame, but he didn't pull away. He just stood there, letting her kiss him. Submitting.
The sight hit me like a physical blow, worse than any shattered bottle or thrown car. My body began to tremble, a violent, uncontrollable tremor. My breath hitched, a choked gasp trapped in my throat. I pressed my hands over my mouth, stifling the raw scream that threatened to escape. I couldn't make a sound. I couldn't let them know I had witnessed this final, devastating act of betrayal.
I stumbled back, my legs like lead, my vision blurring. I fumbled for the doorknob, pushing it open, and slipped back into my room. I locked the door, then slid down, collapsing onto the floor, my back against the cold wood. My mind reeled, the image of their kiss burned into my retina. I squeezed my eyes shut, but it was no use. It was there, vivid and cruel.
My phone vibrated in my pocket. A lifeline. I fumbled for it, my fingers numb. It was my father.
"Kianna, the Powell family is hosting a small, intimate dinner tonight," he said, his voice brisk. "A formal introduction. Their son, Aaden, will be there. We're going to make a public announcement about the alliance."
My grip tightened on the phone, my knuckles turning white. I took a deep, shuddering breath, forcing down the acidic taste of betrayal in my mouth. "Understood, Dad," I managed to say, my voice surprisingly steady. "I'll be there."
"Good. Don't be late." He hung up.
I stared at the black screen, then slowly, deliberately, rose. I walked to the mirror, my reflection a pale, ghost-like apparition. My eyes were red-rimmed, my lips swollen from silent screams. The girl who had loved Grant Langley was truly dead. Shattered into a million pieces.
I splashed cold water on my face, then meticulously applied makeup, covering the evidence of my anguish. I chose a sleek, dark dress, perfectly cut, that accentuated my figure. I pulled my hair back into a severe bun, every strand in place. No more soft, romantic curls. No more naive girl.
When I was done, I looked at my reflection again. The woman staring back was cold, poised, and utterly unyielding. There was no trace of the heartbreak that still raged within. She was a weapon, forged in the fires of betrayal.
I walked downstairs, my heels clicking sharply on the marble floor. "Prepare the car," I said to a startled maid, my voice crisp and authoritative.
Just then, Grant appeared, his eyes immediately fixed on my transformed appearance. He took a hesitant step forward. "Kianna, where are you going? I wasn't informed of any appointments." His voice was laced with a strange urgency, a hint of desperation.
Dariana, drawn by the commotion, floated down the stairs, her eyes wide. "Oh, Kianna, you look beautiful!" she exclaimed, her voice syrupy sweet. "Are you going to a party? Can I come? I feel so much better now." Her eyes, however, were fixed on Grant, a silent warning.
A cold, hard smile touched my lips. Let her come. Let her see. Let her witness the death of her carefully constructed fantasy. "Yes, Dariana," I said, my voice dangerously soft. "You can come. You absolutely can." I knew then. This wasn't just my escape. It was my declaration of war.