Jane Bradley POV:
For two years, I lived in a sun-drenched dream. Booker and I built a life in that small apartment, a quiet bubble of peace and happiness. I was eighteen now, no longer a child, and our relationship had deepened into something tender and passionate. He was my first everything, and I believed he would be my last.
Then he had to go abroad for a month-long business trip.
"I'll be back before you know it, Lemon," he promised, kissing me at the airport. "Don't miss me too much."
But I did. The apartment felt empty without him. A week after he left, I started feeling sick. A persistent nausea in the mornings, a deep, bone-weary fatigue I couldn't shake.
I went to a clinic. The doctor, a kind woman with graying hair, asked me a series of questions, then ran some tests. When she came back into the room, her expression was gentle.
"Jane," she said. "You're pregnant."
The word hung in the air, electric and terrifying. Pregnant. A baby. Booker's baby.
A wave of emotions crashed over me. Fear, joy, panic. A child. A piece of him, a piece of me. A family. Something I had never truly had.
"If you're considering... termination," the doctor said softly, "it's better to do it sooner rather than later."
"I need to think," I said, my hand instinctively going to my flat stomach. "I need to talk to... my boyfriend."
"Of course. But don't wait too long. The further along you are, the harder it is on your body."
I rushed home, my heart a frantic drum against my ribs. I had to tell Booker. I dialed his international number, my hands shaking. It rang and rang, unanswered. I tried again. And again.
On the fourth try, someone picked up. It wasn't him.
"Hello?" a woman's voice, sleepy and annoyed.
My blood ran cold. "Who is this?" I asked. "I'm looking for Booker Harvey."
"He's in the shower," the woman said with a yawn. "Who's calling?"
The shower. A woman answered his phone while he was in the shower. The floor seemed to tilt beneath my feet.
"I'm... I'm his sister," I lied, the words tasting like acid.
"He never told me he had a sister," the woman said, but she called out, "Booker! Honey! Your sister is on the phone!"
I heard muffled sounds, then his voice, slick with irritation. "I don't have a sister."
A strangled sob escaped my lips. The line went dead. He had hung up on me.
I waited. For a day. For a night. I stared at the silent phone, praying it would ring, praying there was some kind of explanation. A mistake. A misunderstanding.
It never rang.
Numb with a pain so deep it felt hollow, I took a bus back to the Harvey mansion. I don't know what I was looking for. An explanation? A confrontation? I found Cathleen in the garden, pruning her roses.
She saw me and a smug, triumphant smile spread across her face. "Jane. I was just about to look for you."
She beckoned me over. "I have something to show you."
She held out her phone. It was a picture from a society blog. Booker, smiling, his arm wrapped tightly around a beautiful, sophisticated-looking woman. They were at some gala, looking perfectly matched, a golden couple.
"Who is she?" I whispered, my voice trembling.
"That," Cathleen said with relish, "is Amelia Vanderbilt. His girlfriend. They've been together for years. Her family is just as wealthy as the Harveys. Isn't it a perfect match?"
"Perfect," I echoed, my throat closing up.
"You see, Jane," she said, her voice dripping with false sympathy, "a man like Booker... he might play with a girl like you for a while. It's a fun diversion. But he was never going to be serious. You have to know your place."
She patted my arm. "You're still young. Don't waste your life pining for someone who was just using you for fun."
Her words were cruel, designed to break me, and they were working. I knew she hated me. I knew she couldn't stand that Booker had chosen me, even temporarily, over her own daughter. She wanted to see me fall, and she was enjoying every second of it.
I tried to speak, to defend myself, but she cut me off.
"In fact," she said, her eyes glittering with malice, "let's clear this up right now."
She dialed a number. Booker picked up on the first ring.
"Booker, darling, it's Cathleen," she chirped. "I have Jane here with me. She seems to be under some... misapprehensions about your relationship. Could you perhaps clarify for her?"
She put the phone on speaker. I could hear the sounds of a party in the background.
"Oh, that," Booker said, his voice light and dismissive, laced with amusement. "God, is she still hung up on that? Tell her it was just for fun. A game. She shouldn't take it so seriously."
Just for fun.
The words hit me with the force of a physical blow. The world went silent. The sun-drenched dream shattered, and I was left in the cold, hard wreckage. It was all a lie. The two years of happiness, the tenderness, the new name, the future I had dared to imagine... it was all a game to him.
Cathleen hung up, her smile wider than ever.
I took a deep breath, and the girl who cried, the girl who begged, the girl who loved, died in that moment. A new person, cold and sharp as glass, took her place.
"You're right," I said, my voice steady and clear, surprising even myself. "I need to move on. Can I borrow some money, Cathleen? I want to leave the city, get a job."
I looked her straight in the eye. "I'll pay you back. Every month. With interest."
She was so shocked by my sudden composure, and so delighted at the prospect of getting rid of me for good, that she readily agreed.
"Of course, dear," she said, practically beaming. "Anything to help you get back on your feet." She wrote me a generous check, a payoff to ensure I never came back.
"You won't see me again," I promised her.
It was a promise I intended to keep. I had always known she hated me, always known my existence in her life was a tightrope walk. That's why I had tried so hard to be perfect, to be invisible. Now, I didn't have to try anymore.
I took her money. I walked out of that garden without looking back.
I went straight to the clinic. I signed the papers. I lay down on the cold table. And I let them take the last piece of Booker Harvey from my body.
A week later, my wounds still fresh, both inside and out, I bought a one-way bus ticket to a city I'd only seen on a map. As the bus pulled away from the station, I didn't look back. Jane Bradley was dead. I had killed her myself.
Jane Bradley POV:
Five years. Five years I had spent forging myself into a weapon. The girl who left that city was gone, replaced by an operative known only as "Nine." I worked for a clandestine private security firm, doing the jobs that governments and corporations couldn't afford to be seen doing. I was good at it. My past had hollowed me out, leaving a space that was easily filled with discipline, ruthlessness, and a complete detachment from emotion. I was rich, I was dangerous, and I was finally in control.
I never wanted to come back to this city. It was a graveyard of memories I had buried deep. But a mission is a mission. Our target, a slippery arms dealer, had surfaced here.
I was crossing a street, my mind on tactical positions and exit routes, when a voice called out a name I hadn't heard in years.
"Jane?"
I turned. It was Cathleen. She looked older, the lines of discontent etched deeper around her mouth, but it was unmistakably her.
She stared at me, her eyes wide with disbelief. "It... it really is you."
"Stepmother," I said, my voice cool and even. I gave a slight nod.
She rushed forward and grabbed my arm, pulling me into a nearby alleyway, away from prying eyes. "What are you doing here? You promised you would never come back!"
"I'm here on business," I said, easily removing her hand from my arm. "Just tying up a few loose ends."
"For how long?"
"As long as it takes."
Her eyes raked over me, taking in the expensive cut of my coat, the designer handbag, the confident way I held myself. The broke, heartbroken girl she had sent away was gone.
"You look... well," she said, a hint of jealousy in her tone.
"I am," I said. "Being away from this city has been very good for me. By the way, I still have the money my father stole from you, and the money I owe you. I'll have it transferred."
A flicker of greed crossed her face, but it was quickly replaced by something else. Urgency. "Never mind that. Jane, your parents... your real parents... they're here. In the city."
I felt nothing. "And?"
"Your sister... Kallie... she's sick. Very sick. She needs a bone marrow transplant. They came back to find you."
"How do you know all this?" I asked, my curiosity piqued not by concern, but by the logistics of the information.
"Your mother. Jannie. She came to me a few years ago, looking for you. Desperate. I told her I had no idea where you were."
She only came looking for me when she needed something, I thought. Of course.
"Listen to me," I said, stepping closer to her, my voice dropping. "You never saw me. We never had this conversation. If anyone asks, you don't know where I am. Understand?"
She nodded, intimidated by the cold authority in my voice.
I turned to leave.
"Wait!" she called out. "Don't you... don't you want to know how he is?"
I slid my sunglasses on, obscuring my eyes. "No," I said, without a trace of hesitation. "I don't."
I walked away, leaving her standing in the alley. Being back was unsettling. Every street corner held a ghost. I checked into my hotel, a sterile, anonymous space, and waited for my team.
They arrived one by one, professionals like me. We went over the plan. Our intel said the target would be at an exclusive underground club that night.
We slipped into the club, a decadent maze of neon lights and throbbing music. We split up, scanning the crowds. But the target wasn't there. Our intel was bad. We were attracting attention.
"Abort," I whispered into my earpiece. "Fall back to the rendezvous point."
My team began to melt back into the shadows. As I was heading for an exit, a hand clamped down on my shoulder.
My training kicked in. In one fluid motion, I spun around, grabbing the wrist, twisting the arm behind the person's back, and shoving them against the wall.
"Don't move," I hissed. I dragged them into a dark, cramped supply closet. "Don't even breathe."
"Lemon?"
The voice. That name. A name no one had called me in five years.
My blood turned to ice. I let go, stumbling back in the darkness. My mind raced. He saw me. He recognized me. He can't be allowed to connect me to this operation. He can't be left to talk.
The person who had been following me stepped forward. "Lemon, is that you?"
The voice was filled with a desperate, hopeful disbelief. "I can't believe it's you. What are you doing here?"
The question of whether he truly cared echoed in my mind. I didn't believe it. I couldn't afford to.
He had forgotten the threat I posed, the danger I was in. I pushed him away and drew the knife from my ankle holster. The cool metal felt reassuring in my hand as I pressed the tip against his side. "Stay back."
"Lemon," he whispered, the name a plea.
I pressed the knife harder. "I can feel the blade against your skin. It would be so easy to push it in, just a little. You wouldn't even make a sound."
"You wouldn't," he said, his voice shaking, but with a note of certainty. "You wouldn't hurt me."
A cold smile touched my lips. "You're right," I said, and the blade slid into his flesh. Just enough to draw blood. "I'm not Lemon."
I pulled the knife out and wiped it clean on his expensive shirt. He gasped, more in shock than pain.
"I called for an ambulance. They'll be here in five minutes," I said, my voice devoid of emotion. "If you tell anyone you saw me, I will find you, and I will finish the job. We were never here."
I left him in the darkness, a ghost leaving another ghost behind. I didn't look back.
I got back to the hotel, my heart a steady, cold machine. I packed my gear, switched hotels, and erased my digital trail. The leak in our intel was a problem, but meeting him... that was a complication I hadn't prepared for. It changed things. It made this personal.
I called my handler at HQ. "Intel was compromised. I ran into a ghost from my past."
"Is the mission scrubbed, Nine?"
"No," I said, looking out the window at the city lights. "The mission is still on. I'm not done here yet."