The next few days were a strange charade. Coleton, in a desperate attempt to atone—mostly for the public perception—became my shadow. He brought me flowers, read to me from books I didn't care for, and tried to engage me in small talk. His presence, instead of being comforting, felt awkward, almost suffocating.
"Are you feeling unwell, Clarissa?" he asked one afternoon, his voice laced with forced concern. "You're so quiet. Not yourself."
"I'm merely growing up, Coleton," I replied, my gaze fixed on the hospital window. "Growing into my skin. Finding my peace."
He used to praise my fire, my passion. But I was never really his wild card. I was just the cheap substitute.
I remembered the arguments. The times I'd dared to challenge him. "Shut up, Clarissa!" he would yell. "You're acting like a lunatic!"
But I had fought back, too. I had screamed. I had pleaded. One time, after a particularly vicious fight, he had locked me in the bedroom for an entire weekend "to cool off," taking my phone so I couldn't "embarrass him." I had panicked, feeling the walls closing in. He had been so remorseful then, so full of promises. He even cut off contact with Annis for a while. He swore he'd change. He even talked about having a baby, a new beginning.
I had believed him. Again. I had pushed through the physical pain, the endless fertility treatments. I got pregnant. With twins. High-risk, but viable.
And then, when the cramping started, when I called him in terror, he sent me to voicemail.
He was with Annis, shielding her from "drama," while I lost our future on a cold bathroom floor. And when he finally returned, he didn't cry for them. He didn't hold me. He told me it was "nature's way" and asked me to apologize to Annis.
He had personally severed the last fragile thread that connected us.
He was here now, begging for forgiveness, promising to make it up to me. "I know I messed up, Clarissa," he pleaded, tears glistening in his eyes. "I should have answered the phone. I just didn't think... I didn't think it was serious. Please, don't shut me out."
But there was no punishment I could inflict that would bring back what was gone. The tiny heartbeats, the dreams we'd woven—they were all gone. And with them, my capacity to love him.
"Go, Coleton," I said, a wave of profound weariness washing over me. "Go do whatever it is you have to do." His presence was suffocating. I couldn't breathe.
He paused, then looked at me, a question in his eyes. "You're not angry?"
"No, Coleton," I said, my voice flat. "I'm not angry." The lie came easily now.
He seemed to relax a fraction, his movements less guarded. He fumbled for his phone, which he had kept off for the last two days. The moment it powered on, it exploded with notifications. Messages, calls, emails. His face paled as he scrolled through them, his eyes wide with alarm.
"I… I have to go," he stammered, already halfway to the door. "Something's come up. An emergency at the office." He didn't even try to make eye contact.
I watched him go, a sense of grim satisfaction settling in my chest. Annis. It was always Annis.
I picked up my phone. A quick check of Annis's social media confirmed my suspicion. A picture of her looking distraught, clinging to some executive from Coleton's company, a caption about "malevolent forces trying to destroy good people."
My gaze fell on my left hand, bare without the engagement ring. I slipped it off, its weight suddenly foreign and heavy. I walked to the open window and, without a second thought, tossed it out. It glittered for a moment in the afternoon sun, then disappeared into the hospital garden below. Good riddance.
Days blurred into weeks. Coleton was gone. Truly gone this time. No frantic calls, no desperate pleas, just an empty silence that was more comforting than anything he could have offered. I had been discharged from the hospital, my concussion healing, my body slowly mending. The physical wounds were fading, but the deeper ones, the ones he had inflicted, were still raw.
Then, Beatrix called. Her voice, usually sharp and businesslike, held a note of triumph. "Clarissa," she said, "the divorce is finalized. Everything went through. Faster than we expected, actually."
A quiet hum of satisfaction filled my chest. It was over. Really over. I opened my laptop, changed my flight to an earlier one, a one-way ticket Home. I needed to pick up a few things from Coleton' s penthouse. Legally, I was still Clarissa Stephenson, at least until the paperwork fully cleared, and I still had my key.
I taxied to the sleek, glass-encased building that had once been my home. The doorman, accustomed to my presence, nodded respectfully. The elevator whisked me up to the penthouse, a place that now felt alien, cold.
As I approached the master bedroom, a new sound, one that sent a jolt of ice through me, echoed from within. Laughter. High-pitched and familiar, mingling with Coleton's deeper rumble. Annis. She was here.
A strange, detached curiosity pulled me forward. I pushed the door open just enough to peek inside.
They were in bed. Tangled together. Annis, her head thrown back in laughter, her hand tracing the line of Coleton's jaw. His eyes, usually so serious, were alight with a playful spark I hadn't seen in years. It was a scene of intimate, careless joy. A scene that should have ripped my heart out.
Annis caught my eye. Her laughter died. A triumphant smirk spread across her face as she deliberately arched her back, pressing closer to Coleton. Her gaze was challenging, victorious.
But there was no pain. No surge of jealousy. Just a vast, echoing emptiness. It was the confirmation I didn't know I needed, the final nail in the coffin of a dead love.
I turned away, my movements slow and deliberate. I walked to the guest room, pulling out the small, sturdy suitcase I had packed weeks ago. I gathered my remaining documents, my passport, my most cherished photos. As I wheeled the suitcase out, it snagged on the thick Persian rug, sending a small ceramic lamp crashing to the floor. The sharp crack echoed through the silent apartment.
Coleton's head snapped up. His eyes, now wide with alarm, found mine. His face, seconds ago flushed with pleasure, drained of all color. He scrambled out of bed, fumbling for a sheet to cover himself.
"Clarissa? What-- what are you doing here?" he stammered, his voice laced with panic. "It's not what it looks like!"
He was trying to cover himself, trying to deny the undeniable. It was almost comical.
I didn't turn back. I just kept walking towards the elevator. "It's exactly what it looks like, Coleton," I said, my voice calm, almost detached. "And it's fine. Really."
He ran after me, pulling on a pair of shorts, his hair disheveled. "Clarissa, wait! Please. She-she just showed up. I was trying to tell her to leave. I swear." He grabbed my arm, his grip desperate. "She's just... going through a hard time. I was just being a friend."
I stopped at the elevator doors, which thankfully were already opening. I turned to him, a faint, almost pitying smile on my face. "I believe you, Coleton."
His eyes widened, hope flickering in their depths. "You do?"
"Of course," I said, stepping into the elevator. "Why wouldn't I? She's clearly the one you're meant to be with. You should marry her. Immediately."
His jaw dropped. "Clarissa… what are you saying?"
"I'm saying," I began, pressing the lobby button, "she's helped you see the truth, hasn't she? That I was never the right one. That she is." I stepped further into the elevator car, the doors beginning to close. "Consider it my parting gift. My way of clearing the path for your true happiness."
He looked utterly bewildered, then a slow, confused smile spread across his face. "You mean… you're doing this for me? For us? So I can finally be happy with Annis?"
"Exactly," I said, a bitter taste in my mouth. "Go celebrate, Coleton. Have a wonderful life."
"Wait!对了!" he shouted, rushing forward. "Don't go yet! Annis and I can make you dinner. We can celebrate together! You can join us!" He actually looked pleased, relieved even.
The doors were almost closed. I let out a soft laugh. "I have a flight to catch, Coleton. But thank you for the offer. I hope you enjoy your dinner." I needed to retrieve one final document, a copy of the prenup he' d signed all those years ago. It was in his study, tucked away in an old financial file. I had to play this carefully. "Actually," I said, pressing the 'open door' button, "I changed my mind. I'll join you. Perhaps a celebratory toast is in order."
He beamed, relief washing over his face. "Wonderful! See? We can still be friends! Annis will be thrilled." He turned and practically skipped back to the bedroom.
Within minutes, the rich aroma of garlic and tomatoes wafted from the kitchen. Coleton, his shirt now on, was bustling around, humming a cheerful tune. Annis, now also dressed, was setting the table, placing two wine glasses and one water goblet.
"Clarissa, you must try Coleton's pasta," Annis cooed, her eyes darting to me with a triumphant gleam. "He's an amazing chef when he wants to be. He used to make it for me all the time."
Coleton, the man who claimed he couldn't even boil water, who always insisted we eat out or order in, was indeed a master in the kitchen. Another lie, another piece of the facade crumbling around me. He poured himself and Annis generous glasses of wine, a bottle of expensive champagne chilling in an ice bucket. He handed me the water.
The table was set romantically, dim lights, soft music. It felt surreal, like I was watching a movie about someone else's life. I was a spectator in my own heartbreak.
"To new beginnings!" Annis chirped, clinking her glass with Coleton's. She then turned to me, her eyes sparkling. "And to Clarissa, for being so understanding!"
I raised my water glass, my smile fixed. "To understanding," I echoed, the word dripping with sarcasm. They didn't notice. Or didn't care.
Coleton, fueled by the wine and his perceived victory, became increasingly jovial. He and Annis reminisced about their high school days, their inside jokes, their shared history. He laughed louder, held her hand tighter.
"You know, Coleton," Annis said, her voice soft and teasing, "you always said if we weren't together by the time we were thirty, you'd come back for me. Remember that?"
Coleton, his eyes glazed with alcohol, squeezed her hand. He looked at her, his gaze full of a love I had never truly received. A genuine, unguarded love. "I meant it, Annis," he slurred, "I always meant it."
The clink of my fork against the ceramic plate was the only sound in the room. I stood up, pushing my chair back with a scrape.
Coleton looked up, his eyes unfocused. "Clarissa? Where are you going?"
I looked at him, at Annis. A wave of profound disgust washed over me. His words, his actions, his very presence, made my skin crawl. "I just realized," I said, my voice steady, "I lost my appetite."
I pushed past him, ignoring his drunken attempts to grab my arm. "Clarissa, wait! We can talk! You don't have to go!"
"No," I said, my voice hard, "I don't."
I walked into his study. My eyes immediately found the file. I pulled out the original prenup, the one that guaranteed my financial freedom. I placed it squarely on his desk, right on top of his laptop. Let him find it there.
Then I walked to the balcony, where I knew he kept a hidden emergency escape ladder. I had learned to use it years ago, a silly precaution I'd put in place when I first realized how trapped I felt. It was time to use it.
I climbed down, my hands scraped, my heart pounding, but free. I hailed a cab, speeding away from the gilded cage, from the lies, from the broken promises. My plane awaited. I was finally leaving, this time for good.