Jarrett POV:
The hospital corridor was a sterile white, smelling faintly of antiseptic and something indefinable, like fear. I hated hospitals. I hated the quiet reverence, the hushed voices, the way everyone looked so fragile. I was just here for a follow-up, a quick check-up my agent insisted on after the grueling press tour. My head still felt foggy from the last three months of non-stop work, interviews, and public appearances.
Suddenly, a commotion erupted down the hall. Nurses and doctors were ushering people away, clearing a path. "Filming underway! Please keep clear!" someone barked. I rolled my eyes. Of course. Even hospitals weren't safe from the relentless march of production crews. I just wanted to get this over with and go home.
As the crowd parted, my gaze snagged on a familiar figure. Her back was to me, but I knew that silhouette. The way her hair, now a lighter auburn, fell just past her shoulders. The elegant curve of her neck. It couldn't be. Not here. Not now.
Then she turned. Alayna.
My breath hitched. She looked… different. Sharper. More composed. Her eyes, usually so expressive, were distant, almost cold. She held a small, neatly wrapped bouquet of flowers. I remembered her telling me, months ago, after our last fight, that she'd sold her shop in LA. She was moving to Portland. To start fresh. I hadn't thought she actually would. I thought it was just another one of her threats, another desperate plea for attention.
Beside me, Kisha, who was accompanying me for a "casual PR photoshoot" after my check-up, nudged me. "Who's that, Jarrett? She looks familiar."
I didn't answer, my eyes locked on Alayna. She met my gaze, briefly, then her eyes flickered to Kisha. A shadow, fleeting but definite, crossed her face. I remembered mentioning a new project, a medical drama, but I hadn't told her Kisha was my co-star. Why would I? It wasn't important anymore. It still wasn' t.
A strange pang of something twisted in my gut. Regret? No. Not regret. Just… surprise. She was actually here. And she looked so… unbothered.
She turned to leave, her movements fluid and decisive. Just like the way she'd walked out of our apartment after our final fight. My heart hammered. I had to talk to her. This couldn't be the end. This couldn't be how our seven years ended.
"Alayna!" I called out, my voice louder than I intended. She paused, her shoulders stiffening, but she didn' t turn around. She just kept walking, her back ramrod straight, heading for the exit. My heart seized in a sudden, irrational panic.
Kisha, ever the opportunist, grabbed my arm, her voice a low, theatrical whisper. "Is that… Alayna? Your ex? Oh, Jarrett, I had no idea she was here! Is she… here to check up on you? To make sure I' m not getting too close to her man?" She gave me a wide-eyed, innocent look, but her eyes held a spark of something else. Triumph, perhaps.
I just gave a tight, awkward smile. "No, Kisha. She's… not here for that." I knew Alayna. She wouldn't play those games. Not anymore. Not like this.
Kisha wasn't buying it. "Oh, I get it," she said, her voice dripping with fake sympathy. "She's still jealous, isn't she? It must be hard, seeing you move on, working with someone new. I mean, you know how these civilian girlfriends get. So clingy, so insecure." She tugged on my arm, trying to pull me in a different direction. "Don't worry about it, Jarrett. She'll get over it. You just need to focus on your work. On us."
I nodded, vaguely. Kisha was right. Alayna was always so sensitive, so prone to overthinking. This was just another one of her "episodes," as I used to call them. She'd calm down eventually. She always did.
But then, my phone buzzed. A single, stark message. From Alayna.
"It's over, Jarrett. Don't come home."
I stared at the screen, then at the empty corridor where Alayna had disappeared. A cold knot formed in my stomach. Over? That was ridiculous. She was just being dramatic. She was just trying to get my attention. She always did this. She always threatened to leave, then came back, needing me to soothe her, to reassure her.
I scoffed, shaking my head. She was playing games. I knew her. This was just a phase. She' d be back. She always came back.
But as the words echoed in my head, a tiny, unsettling tremor ran through me. Her face, so calm, so distant. Her eyes, so empty. Perhaps this time… perhaps this time she wasn't playing.
A sudden, sharp fear pierced through my carefully constructed walls of denial. What if she was serious? What if I had truly lost her? The thought was like a punch to the gut. The silence between us, the lack of her usual incessant texts, her frantic calls during my last project-it wasn't just her being "mad." It was a complete absence. A void.
I hadn't noticed it until now, until this moment when I saw her, so defiantly free. Her silence wasn't a punishment. It was simply… silence. The silence of someone who had nothing left to say.
I crumpled the phone in my hand, the screen still displaying her final, cutting message. My heart, usually so guarded, felt a sudden, inexplicable stab of dread. This wasn't a game. This was real. And I, Jarrett Sheppard, the man who had everything, suddenly felt like I had lost everything.
Jarrett POV:
The phone rang and rang, her voicemail finally kicking in. "You've reached Alayna. Leave a message." Her voice, recorded months ago, sounded cheerful, almost teasing. It was a stark contrast to the icy demeanor she' d given me in the hospital corridor. I slammed the phone down on the passenger seat, my jaw clenched. She wasn't answering. She was never answering.
This was ridiculous. I wasn' t going to beg. I was Jarrett Sheppard, a rising star. People begged me. But the thought of her, so cold, so distant, walking away from me, from us, was a bitter pill I couldn't swallow. No. I wouldn't let her just walk away. Not like this.
I knew she was still in LA. She couldn' t have left yet. I remembered the hospital she' d been at. My mind raced, trying to figure out her appointment time. She'd always been so particular about her schedule. I slammed the car into reverse and sped out of the hospital parking lot, my destination clear. I was going to find her. I was going to make her listen.
The waiting room was surprisingly quiet for a hospital. A few patients sat scattered, lost in their own worlds, staring at their phones or flipping through magazines. It was almost… private. No paparazzi. No curious fans. Good. This was a conversation that needed to happen between just us.
Then I saw her. Sitting in a corner chair, her back to the wall, holding that same bouquet of flowers. She looked smaller, more fragile than I remembered from the corridor. My chest tightened. What if she's really sick? The thought, unwelcome and terrifying, surfaced.
I approached her cautiously, my footsteps muffled by the soft carpet. "Alayna," I said, my voice softer than I intended.
She looked up, her eyes widening for just a fraction of a second before they shuttered, becoming blank again. "What are you doing here, Jarrett?" she asked, her voice flat.
I reached out, my hand instinctively going for her hair, a gesture I' d made a thousand times before. "I knew you were still here," I said, trying for a casual, reassuring tone. "Came to make sure you were okay. And to finally talk some sense into you."
She flinched, pulling back from my touch. "I'm not here for you to 'talk sense into me,' Jarrett. And I'm certainly not here because I'm waiting for you." Her voice was steady, unwavering. It was unsettling.
I let out a frustrated sigh. "Come on, Alayna. Don't be like this. I know you're still mad about Kisha, about the press conference. I told you, it's just work. Method acting." I saw her eyes narrow, a flicker of the old fire. "You're just jealous, babe. It happens. But you don't have to break up with me over it." I tried a playful smile, my usual charm. "Are you really here to 'check up on me' still? You always were the jealous type."
Her gaze was cold, unwavering. "I am here for a very important personal matter, Jarrett. Nothing to do with you or your… co-star." She gestured vaguely towards the corridor, a hint of disdain in her voice.
My patience wore thin. "Oh, 'important personal matter,' huh?" I scoffed. "And what could be more important than us? What could be so urgent that you decide to break up with me over text, then refuse to answer my calls?" I leaned closer, my voice dropping. "You're just playing games, Alayna. Trying to make me chase you."
Just then, a voice echoed from a nearby speaker. "Alayna Dickerson, room 3B."
Her name. My gaze darted to the screen above the reception desk. Her name was there, glowing in bright white letters. And the department listed beneath it… Psychiatry.
My heart pounded. Psychiatry? What the hell?
She stood up, her bouquet of flowers still clutched in her hand. She started walking towards room 3B.
"Alayna! Wait!" I lunged forward, grabbing her wrist. Her skin felt cool, almost detached. "What is this? What's going on?" My voice was rough with a sudden, genuine fear. The anger, the frustration, all of it melted away, replaced by a cold dread. "Why are you at a psychiatrist? Are you… are you really sick?"
She didn't answer, just tried to pull her wrist away. Her eyes, though, held a flicker of something. Resignation? Pain? I couldn't tell. I just knew, instinctively, that this was far more serious than one of her "episodes." This was real. And I, in my self-absorbed pursuit of fame, had completely missed it.
"Tell me, Alayna," I demanded, my voice desperate now. "What's wrong? Why didn't you tell me?"
But she just looked at my hand, then at me, her face unreadable. The door to room 3B slid open. She yanked her wrist free, slipped inside, and closed the door firmly behind her. The click of the lock echoed in the silent waiting room, a final, definitive sound.
And I was left standing there, alone, with a sinking feeling that I had just lost the one thing I couldn't afford to lose.
Alayna POV:
I yanked my wrist free from Jarrett's grasp, the skin tingling where his fingers had been. His face was a contorted mask of confusion and fear, but I felt nothing. No pity, no lingering affection. Just a cold determination. I walked into Room 3B, the sterile white walls and the faint scent of lavender a familiar comfort. He called my name, but I didn't look back. I just closed the door, the click echoing in the sudden silence.
"Well, that was dramatic," Dr. Evans said, a wry smile on her face. She was a kind, older woman with intelligent eyes who had seen me through the darkest months. She glanced at the closed door. "Your boyfriend is very persistent."
I settled into the plush armchair, taking a deep breath. "He's my ex-boyfriend, Dr. Evans."
Her eyebrows shot up. "Oh, really? Well, congratulations, Alayna! That's excellent news." She beamed at me, a genuine, warm smile.
I returned it, a small, tired smile of my own. "Thank you."
It felt good. It felt right. Jarrett's worried face, his sudden concern – it was too little, too late. He'd never noticed before. He'd never truly seen the cracks forming, the slow erosion of my spirit. He had always dismissed my anxieties as "overreactions," my fears as "dramatic episodes." He had told me I was "sick," that I needed to "get help" for being too clingy, too insecure.
And he was right, in a way. I was sick. After months of his emotional neglect and the relentless online bullying, I had finally sought help. Dr. Evans had diagnosed me with moderate depression and severe anxiety, particularly in close relationships. My heart clenched at the memory of the diagnosis. It was a formal validation of the suffocating darkness I'd been living under.
My anxiety, she explained, wasn't just a sudden onset. It was rooted deep, a poisonous seed planted in childhood. My father, kind and gentle, died when I was five. Then, my mother, unable to cope, had slowly, irrevocably, pulled away. She remarried, moved on, creating a new family that had no room for me. I was sent to live with various relatives, always feeling like a guest, always on my best behavior, terrified of saying or doing the wrong thing, terrified of being abandoned again.
I remembered clinging to her leg during her infrequent, brief visits, my small hands desperate. "Don't go, Mommy," I'd plead, my voice barely a whisper. She'd pat my head, her eyes distant, already elsewhere. "Mommy has to go to work, sweetie." Work. That was always the excuse. Never "Mommy loves you, but I have to go." Just "work."
Then, one day, she was gone for good. She said she was going on a "long trip" with her new husband and stepchildren. I waited, and waited, and waited. She never came back. No calls, no letters. Just silence. It was a complete erasure. I felt like a mistake, a burden that had finally been cast off. My relatives, though well-meaning, were overwhelmed. I learned to be self-reliant, to trust no one, to keep my emotions locked away.
My first serious boyfriend, years later, had confirmed my deepest fears. He cheated on me, then blamed me for it. "You're too intense, Alayna," he'd said, his voice dripping with condescension. "You smother me. I needed space." That accusation, that I was "too much," had echoed Jarrett's words perfectly. The cycle continued. My anxiety spiraled, becoming a monster that whispered doubts in my ear, twisting every interaction, every perceived slight, into further proof of my unworthiness.
Dr. Evans had listened patiently, her gaze unwavering. She pointed out that while my past traumas made me vulnerable, Jarrett's behavior had actively exacerbated my condition. His gaslighting, his emotional unavailability, his blurring of boundaries with co-stars-it was all a toxic cocktail for someone like me.
"You need to remove yourself from the source of the anxiety, Alayna," she' d advised softly, her voice firm but gentle. "Or, you need to learn to manage it, to build up your own coping mechanisms, your own strength."
Opening my flower shop in LA had been my first step, a fragile attempt at reclaiming my independence. It was a small, beautiful victory. But it wasn't enough. Not as long as Jarrett was still in my life, a constant reminder of my deepest fears and his casual disregard.
Leaving him was the second step. The hardest. The most necessary. The moment I sent that text, the moment I walked out of our shared life, a profound sense of relief had washed over me. It was like shedding a heavy cloak, one I hadn't realized I was wearing until it was gone.
Now, sitting in Dr. Evans' office, I felt lighter than I had in years. The check-up was routine, the last one before my big move to Portland. My mental state was stable, she confirmed. The daily medication could finally be stopped.
"You're doing wonderfully, Alayna," Dr. Evans said, her eyes shining with pride. "You've made incredible progress. I'm so proud of you for choosing yourself." She leaned forward, a warm smile on her face. "Portland sounds like a wonderful new adventure. I wish you all the best. And who knows, maybe our paths will cross again."
A new adventure. A new life. The words resonated deep within me. I stood up, feeling a lightness in my step I hadn't experienced in years. The world suddenly seemed full of possibilities, unburdened by the past, untainted by the shadow of a man who never truly saw me. I was finally, truly, free. The road ahead might be daunting, but for the first time in a long time, I was excited to walk it on my own terms.