Alayna POV:
The Metro bus lurched, throwing me against the window. I gripped the pole, my gaze sweeping across the sea of faces glued to their phones. Most were young, fresh-faced, absorbed in a digital world I was rapidly trying to escape. I caught snippets of conversations, the ubiquitous buzz of pop culture. A group of girls in front of me were animatedly discussing the latest episode of Jarrett's show. My breath caught in my throat. I couldn't help but listen.
"Oh my God, did you see the chemistry between JarSha last night?" one girl gushed, her eyes wide. "It's insane! They just have to be together in real life."
Another chimed in, "Seriously! They're soulmates. That girlfriend of his, Alayna, is just… in the way. She's been around for too long, I heard. Like, seven years! Talk about dead weight."
"Yeah," a third girl added, scrolling through her phone. "I saw a post comparing them. Kisha is so vibrant and young, and Alayna looks so… tired. Like she's aged ten years."
My hand instinctively went to my face. Tired. The word stung. I pulled a small compact mirror from my bag, angling it to catch the dim light. My reflection stared back: pale skin, faint lines around my eyes, a shadow of the girl I used to be. The girl who was once a campus queen, turning heads wherever she went. Now, I felt invisible, overshadowed by the glaring light of Jarrett's fame.
It wasn't always like this. In the beginning, Jarrett had kept our relationship a secret. "It's just too much, Alayna," he'd pleaded, his eyes earnest. "The industry is brutal. I don't want my private life to be scrutinized. It could hurt my career." I, ever the supportive girlfriend, had agreed. I understood. Or, I thought I did.
But then I saw him at industry events, charming actresses, laughing with producers, always with the air of a single, available man. He was constantly being set up on dates, offered roles that required him to "connect" with his female leads. He was building a "single heartthrob" persona, and I was hidden in the shadows, a dirty little secret.
The rage had slowly simmered, then boiled over. "Are you ashamed of me, Jarrett?" I had demanded one night, my voice trembling with suppressed fury. "Is that it? Am I not pretty enough? Not famous enough? Do you think I'm holding you back?"
He'd recoiled, his face a mask of indignation. "Alayna, don't be ridiculous! You're the most beautiful woman I know. But this is my career! It's complicated. You just don't understand." He'd used that line so many times, it had become a mantra of dismissal.
Finally, after months of my pleas and his evasions, he made an announcement. A carefully worded post on a minor social media platform, a blurry photo of us holding hands from behind. "To the woman who's been by my side through everything," it read. "My rock. My forever."
I had cried tears of relief. Finally. Recognition. Validation. We were real.
But even that was tainted. His "official" announcement of our relationship dropped the same day as a tabloid exposé featuring him and Kisha in a series of "intimate" behind-the-scenes photos. The internet had erupted.
The fans, his fans, Kisha's fans, they were rabid. Within hours, a viral thread titled "The Tragic Love Story of JarSha" had taken over my feed. It painted Jarrett and Kisha as star-crossed lovers, destined to be together, but tragically separated by "the girlfriend." I was depicted as a conniving older woman, clinging to a man who clearly didn't love her, a "villain" in their romantic drama.
"She's just here for the money," one comment read. "Poor Jarrett, forced to stay with her out of obligation."
"Kisha deserves better," another declared. "She's pure and innocent, Alayna is just a jealous hag." Hag. The word echoed.
Then, Kisha had joined the fray. A cryptic, late-night "like" on a fan post about "true love being denied," quickly followed by an "oops, fat fingers!" and a public tag to my untouched, anonymous account. "@AlaynaDickerson - so sorry! My phone has a mind of its own, haha! We should totally grab lunch sometime, girl! XOXO"
Lunch? I didn't even know her. We'd met once, briefly, at a party, and she'd barely acknowledged my existence. It was a calculated move, a public display of false camaraderie that subtly twisted the knife. It made her look sweet, and me, by extension, cold and unapproachable.
I showed the post to Jarrett, expecting him to be outraged. Instead, he just shrugged. "She's young, Alayna. A little naive. Don't overthink it. She means well."
"Naive?" I stared at him, aghast. "She's twenty-six, Jarrett! Just two years younger than me! She knows exactly what she's doing!"
He looked at me, a soft, indulgent smile on his face. "You're just jealous, honey. Kisha's a sweetheart. Don't be so suspicious."
His patronizing tone, the way he dismissed my valid concerns as mere "jealousy," made my blood boil. It was always my fault. My emotions were always too much, too irrational. His actions, Kisha's actions, were always innocent, always justifiable.
The bus pulled up to my stop. I stepped off, the urban clamor a suffocating blanket. The chatter of the girls on the bus, the casual cruelty of their words, had burrowed deep under my skin. I walked towards my flower shop, the scent of fresh cut blooms a welcome, if fragile, comfort. Maybe in Portland, I wouldn't have to constantly shrink myself to fit into someone else's narrative. Maybe there, I could finally breathe. And maybe, just maybe, I could find someone who saw me, truly saw me, without filters, without judgment, and without the shadow of another woman.
Alayna POV:
The distant murmur of the television caught my attention as I walked through the quiet living room. It was Jarrett' s voice, unmistakable, amplified by the speakers. My heart, against my will, gave a familiar lurch. I knew that voice. I knew every nuance, every inflection. I tried to ignore it, to keep walking, but a strange compulsion pulled me towards the screen.
It was a live stream. Kisha Prince was at the podium, her face a carefully constructed tableau of vulnerability. She was obviously responding to a recent wave of negative press, likely fueled by some of her own manipulative social media antics. Her lower lip trembled, her eyes welling up with tears. I rolled my eyes. Another performance.
Then the camera panned. Jarrett stood beside her, his arm a protective barrier around her shoulders. His gaze, usually so sharp and analytical, was soft, filled with concern. He looked at Kisha the way he used to look at me, in the rare moments when he thought no one else was watching. A deep, agonizing ache spread through my chest.
"Kisha is a talented and compassionate artist," Jarrett's voice boomed, cutting through the silence. "These attacks, these baseless accusations, are vile. They are a symptom of a larger problem of online bullying and misogyny." He went on, a passionate, articulate defense of Kisha, his voice filled with a righteous anger that I had never, not once, heard him use in defense of me.
I stood there, staring at the screen, a mirthless laugh bubbling up in my throat. It was so ironic, so utterly, devastatingly cruel. He was speaking out against online harassment, against the very thing I had been subjected to for months, fueled by his own ambiguous behavior and Kisha's calculated moves. But he was doing it for her. Not for me. Never for me.
A tear escaped my eye, tracing a hot path down my cheek. I quickly wiped it away, embarrassed even in my own empty living room. I hated crying. I hated feeling weak. But the sheer injustice of it, the stark contrast between his public outrage for her and his private indifference to my pain, was suffocating.
I sank onto the sofa, the remote dropping from my numb fingers. My phone buzzed with a message. It was a friend, forwarding a screenshot of Jarrett's speech, with a caption: "Your man is such a hero for standing up for Kisha! So inspiring!" I stared at the words, the irony of it almost physically painful.
I remembered the barrage of hateful comments after he "officially" announced our relationship. "She's probably forcing him to stay," one said. "Look at her, trying to cling to his fame." "She's ugly, Kisha is prettier." The words had assaulted me, day and night, seeping into my dreams, stealing my sleep. I developed dark circles, a constant tremor in my hands. My world, once vibrant, had narrowed to the four walls of our house, the internet a constant, malicious presence.
I' d called him, desperate, crying, begging him to just say something, anything, to shut it down. He was on set, of course. "Just ignore it, Alayna," he' d said, his voice flat. "It's just the internet. They'll move on. Don't give them the satisfaction." He told me it was "part of the job," a "necessary evil." He told me I was "too sensitive," that I needed to "develop a thicker skin."
Then, he'd hung up, probably to go back to comforting Kisha, to defending her from her trolls, to being her hero.
And now, here he was, on national television, being the champion Kisha deserved. He was her knight in shining armor, while I, his actual girlfriend for seven years, was left to bleed in the dark, my wounds meticulously ignored.
The camera zoomed in on Jarrett again. He had wrapped both arms around Kisha, pulling her close, burying her face in his chest. His eyes, fixed on the audience, were filled with a profound sadness, a sympathy that looked disturbingly intimate. He was playing the role of the devoted protector to perfection. And I? I was the forgotten extra, the inconvenient truth he wished would just disappear.
A wave of nausea washed over me. I felt like a fool. A pathetic, ridiculous fool. The pain was so sharp, so clear now. It wasn't just neglect. It was a complete, utter disregard for my existence, for my feelings, for our shared history. He could be there for her, but never for me. He could defend her, but leave me to rot.
I reached for my phone, my fingers flying across the screen. I didn't care about his schedule, his press tour, his "method acting." I didn't care about anything anymore. I just needed out.
My thumb hovered over his contact. Then, with a deep, shaky breath, I tapped it. The message was short. Sweet, almost.
"It's over, Jarrett. Don't come home."
Jarrett POV:
The hospital corridor was a sterile white, smelling faintly of antiseptic and something indefinable, like fear. I hated hospitals. I hated the quiet reverence, the hushed voices, the way everyone looked so fragile. I was just here for a follow-up, a quick check-up my agent insisted on after the grueling press tour. My head still felt foggy from the last three months of non-stop work, interviews, and public appearances.
Suddenly, a commotion erupted down the hall. Nurses and doctors were ushering people away, clearing a path. "Filming underway! Please keep clear!" someone barked. I rolled my eyes. Of course. Even hospitals weren't safe from the relentless march of production crews. I just wanted to get this over with and go home.
As the crowd parted, my gaze snagged on a familiar figure. Her back was to me, but I knew that silhouette. The way her hair, now a lighter auburn, fell just past her shoulders. The elegant curve of her neck. It couldn't be. Not here. Not now.
Then she turned. Alayna.
My breath hitched. She looked… different. Sharper. More composed. Her eyes, usually so expressive, were distant, almost cold. She held a small, neatly wrapped bouquet of flowers. I remembered her telling me, months ago, after our last fight, that she'd sold her shop in LA. She was moving to Portland. To start fresh. I hadn't thought she actually would. I thought it was just another one of her threats, another desperate plea for attention.
Beside me, Kisha, who was accompanying me for a "casual PR photoshoot" after my check-up, nudged me. "Who's that, Jarrett? She looks familiar."
I didn't answer, my eyes locked on Alayna. She met my gaze, briefly, then her eyes flickered to Kisha. A shadow, fleeting but definite, crossed her face. I remembered mentioning a new project, a medical drama, but I hadn't told her Kisha was my co-star. Why would I? It wasn't important anymore. It still wasn' t.
A strange pang of something twisted in my gut. Regret? No. Not regret. Just… surprise. She was actually here. And she looked so… unbothered.
She turned to leave, her movements fluid and decisive. Just like the way she'd walked out of our apartment after our final fight. My heart hammered. I had to talk to her. This couldn't be the end. This couldn't be how our seven years ended.
"Alayna!" I called out, my voice louder than I intended. She paused, her shoulders stiffening, but she didn' t turn around. She just kept walking, her back ramrod straight, heading for the exit. My heart seized in a sudden, irrational panic.
Kisha, ever the opportunist, grabbed my arm, her voice a low, theatrical whisper. "Is that… Alayna? Your ex? Oh, Jarrett, I had no idea she was here! Is she… here to check up on you? To make sure I' m not getting too close to her man?" She gave me a wide-eyed, innocent look, but her eyes held a spark of something else. Triumph, perhaps.
I just gave a tight, awkward smile. "No, Kisha. She's… not here for that." I knew Alayna. She wouldn't play those games. Not anymore. Not like this.
Kisha wasn't buying it. "Oh, I get it," she said, her voice dripping with fake sympathy. "She's still jealous, isn't she? It must be hard, seeing you move on, working with someone new. I mean, you know how these civilian girlfriends get. So clingy, so insecure." She tugged on my arm, trying to pull me in a different direction. "Don't worry about it, Jarrett. She'll get over it. You just need to focus on your work. On us."
I nodded, vaguely. Kisha was right. Alayna was always so sensitive, so prone to overthinking. This was just another one of her "episodes," as I used to call them. She'd calm down eventually. She always did.
But then, my phone buzzed. A single, stark message. From Alayna.
"It's over, Jarrett. Don't come home."
I stared at the screen, then at the empty corridor where Alayna had disappeared. A cold knot formed in my stomach. Over? That was ridiculous. She was just being dramatic. She was just trying to get my attention. She always did this. She always threatened to leave, then came back, needing me to soothe her, to reassure her.
I scoffed, shaking my head. She was playing games. I knew her. This was just a phase. She' d be back. She always came back.
But as the words echoed in my head, a tiny, unsettling tremor ran through me. Her face, so calm, so distant. Her eyes, so empty. Perhaps this time… perhaps this time she wasn't playing.
A sudden, sharp fear pierced through my carefully constructed walls of denial. What if she was serious? What if I had truly lost her? The thought was like a punch to the gut. The silence between us, the lack of her usual incessant texts, her frantic calls during my last project-it wasn't just her being "mad." It was a complete absence. A void.
I hadn't noticed it until now, until this moment when I saw her, so defiantly free. Her silence wasn't a punishment. It was simply… silence. The silence of someone who had nothing left to say.
I crumpled the phone in my hand, the screen still displaying her final, cutting message. My heart, usually so guarded, felt a sudden, inexplicable stab of dread. This wasn't a game. This was real. And I, Jarrett Sheppard, the man who had everything, suddenly felt like I had lost everything.